it took me a lot of time but oh well it was fun. i wanted to make this since the movie came out omg

Parties Can Hurt Sometimes Part7 (Dan Howell)

Part1 Part2 Part3 Part4 Part5 Part6 Part8

An incoming call woke me up the next morning, with sleepy eyes I accepted the call before sitting up straight, looking to my right I found that side empty making me frown sadly.

“Hello?” I asked rubbing my eyes

“Morning (y/n)” I heard Dan say

“Dan… You left early, don’t you know it’s rude to leave your hook up waking up the next morning alone?” I joked

“Yeah… I’m sorry about that Phil texted me about a meeting we had at 8 so I had to leave.”

“Oh it’s okay. About yesterday…” I started to say

“I know I’m glad we talked too, I really did miss you and I’m glad we’re friends again” He said warmly

“Me too. I missed you too, umm Dan after we talked… Do you remember anything else happening?” I asked not wanting to say it right away

“Not really, after that we just went to bed and that’s it. Why? Did I say something in my sleep?” He asked worriedly

“Oh nothing, nothing. It-it doesn’t matter…” I answered quietly

We said our goodbyes after that as I sat on my bed looking down at my phone, unable to move, of course he wouldn’t remember it and even if he did why would of he said anything. Shaking my head I got up from the bed, making it and walking to the kitchen for some breakfast. Taking out everything I needed and starting to prepare my meal I kept thinking back to last night, to the kiss, to how I’d told Dan we couldn’t sleep in the same bed anymore and minutes later we were doing the exact same thing. Even though I knew it was wrong I couldn’t help but want it to happen again, but knew better and knew it couldn’t happen. After breakfast I took a shower, got ready and headed into the town. It was a nice day out and I still needed to finish my Christmas shopping. Town was fairly busy like always but not the point where it was suffocating thankfully, walking into a few shops I got things I’d seen before but haven’t had time to get, heading to lazy oaf for some new clothes. After that I went to a cute little restaurant near by opting to continue looking around afterwards, once I finished lunch I was heading down the street when a familiar voice stopped me.

“(Y/N)?” Said Samantha in a questioning tone coming closer to me, once she saw it was me a smile crept onto her face as she came to hug me “It is you, how’d you been? It seems so long since I last saw you” She said pulling away

“Yeah, it’s been quite a while. I’ve been good, you?” I politely asked }

“Oh I’ve been great. Specially today, would you believe Dan surprised me with breakfast this morning?” She said making me frown “He can be so sweet at times”

“Really? This morning?” I asked with a raised eyebrow

“Yeah, why?” She said confused

“Oh nothing. I just thought I heard Phil say they had a meeting today or something like that, must of got the day wrong, right?” I said chuckling to which she joined

“Probably. Well what are you doing right now? I was on my way to their place so maybe you would want to come with” She said tilting her head slightly to the right

“Sure, I’m done shopping anyways so why not” I said with a smirk trying to hide my anger

I mean seriously Dan? That was your big ‘meeting’? He could of just told me the truth and say he was going to Samantha’s place instead of lying. It’s not like I would get mad of it, she is his girlfriend after all and if he wanted to see her it would be more than obvious and okay. Shaking the thought off we headed to the train station and then to their house. On the way there Sam tried making small talk to which I responded a few things but not the hole 'OMG we are so gonna become best friends’ type of way. Once in front of their door I was about to knock on it when Sam stopped me holding up a key with a little smirk and opened the door. It took me a second to snap out of it and get inside, thinking to myself 'what the actual hell?’. Since when does she have a key to their apartment? Why don’t I have a key to their apartment, I’ve known them way longer than she has and she is the one with a key? If I was mad before now I was just straight up furious. Walking into the lounge we were greeted by the both of them playing some video game I really didn’t care about since all my mind could process was that I needed to talk to Dan.

“Hey guys! Look who I found wondering town” Sam said as I put the bags I was carrying on the table

“Hey…” I said as they looked my way

“(Y/N)!” Phil said pausing the game and coming to hug me

“Hey” Dan said shyly, clearly not expecting me here

“What’s all the bags about?” Phil questioned trying to look inside on of them until I stopped him

“No…” I said moving my finger side to side “This are presents, you can’t see them. One of them might or might not be yours” I said with a smile

“Uuuuuh” Phil said intrigued moving away from the bags

“I’m bored!” Samantha whined “Can we watch a movie?”

“That sounds fun, I’ll go make the popcorn. Any help guys?” I asked no on in particular

“I’ll help” Dan said getting up as Sam looked through Netflix

We walked in silence to the kitchen, as I started looking for popcorn and put it in the microwave then looked for other things we could eat. Just as I was taking some bowls out I decided it was a good time to confront Dan.

“So… How was the meeting?” I asked still focused on what I was doing

“It-It was good. We talked about a lot of things” He said making me take a deep breath before turning to look at him

“Really? That’s interesting since Samantha told me you came by her house around the time you said you were in a meeting” I said tilting my head a bit with a questioning look

“Did she?” He asked clearly nervous which made me sigh

“You know Dan, if you were going to see her you should of just told me. I mean it’s not like I was going to get mad or anything. She is your girlfriend after all” I said coming closer to him and putting one hand on his arm

“But that’s the thing” He started moving away from me and closer to the sink “Sam is my girlfriend, not you.” He said turning to look at me

“I know that” I said frowning in confusion

“Then why did you kiss me?” He said slightly loud to which I moved closer to him in an effort to make him quiet

“Wow, wow, wow. Hold on a minute.” I said shaking my head as I blinked a few times “I did not kiss you, we kissed each other.” I clarified

“Well we shouldn’t have. It was wrong” He said harshly, hurting me a little

“I-I’m sure we didn’t mean to. We were tired and really close to each other, it was probably just default, impulsion. Like some type of muscle memory” I tried to explain

“You can’t tell anyone! You can’t tell anyone, specially Sam. You can’t do that to me” He said coming a little closer making me frown in slight anger

Did he really think I would tell someone, knowing he’s in a relationship. That I would tell his girlfriend out of everyone I know, that I would tell her? Low blow Howell.

“I-I wasn’t going to” I said still frowning as I shake my head and looked up at him with pursed lips from anger “I should probably go.”

Turning around I started to head out the kitchen but before fully out I turned around to look at him.

“Oh and by the way. It’s so nice to know that your girlfriend of a few months has a key to your apartment over your best friend of two years.” I finished raising an eyebrow

Walking into the lounge I took hold of all the bags making up an excuse to why I had to leave before heading out the door, seeing Dan on the way out I just mumbled a small 'bye’ and left.


Stumbling into my we kept our lips together in a passionate kiss, our hands roaming every inch of our bodies. Pulling apart I took a deep breath before making him lay down on the bed, me on top of him as I reconnected our lips once more. I left his hands move to my bum squeezing it hard.

“Oh Joe…” I moaned out making him smirk and do it again

As he started kissing my neck I smiled and let myself go, being consumed into the night and the pleasure.


• when you first saw him, you thought he looked REALLY fun and cool to be around YaY
• but in all honesty, the second he saw you he pretended to act like some cool as f guy who wore sunglasses inside and wore leather boots when it reality he started to have a little freak out bc omg u looked so nice he needed to make a good impression aw
• spent an entire week preparing food for u bc he needed to make an impact when it came to asking you out, and when it was all done he just rolled up to your house with an entire 3 boxes filled with food and was like we need to talk
• then he sat u down in ur living room and watched you open the food and inside were like really cheesy puns that was related to the food it was attached to
• “if you were a burger from McDonald’s you would be called a McGorgeous”
• “if you were vegetable you’d be a cutecumber”
• “you stole a pizza my heart~”
• and ur all like um what is this and he’s all like wAIT WAIT WAIT LOOK AT THE DATES
• and so u do and it says, “date me?”
• on your first date, Mingyu took you to a carnival but unfortunately, the members decided to tag along and promised not to be a burden and that they’ll stay well away from you and him, but like the two of you see them hiding behind a bush and like stalking
• and Mingyu is just like omG WHY DO YALLS HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME TODAY
• but you guys try to ignore them and get on with the date bc you’ve been anticipating this day ever since he announced it!!!!
• challenged you to a hot dog eating contest and you won
• “I don’t know if my pride should be hurt, or if I should be in awe. either way, I think I like you even more now.”
• saw this dude juggling on a unicycle and was like I CAN DO THT Y/N LOOK IM GOOD AT THIS TOO and he literally fell off after one second on the unicycle and he couldn’t catch any of E juggling balls aw my poor baby
• u just laughed bc he’s too cute
• after the whole date he decided to walk you home and the members literally followed you guys, but whenever the two of you turned around they’d gap it and hide behind a pole or some bushes until u two resume walking. then he stopped once you reached your doorstep and it was all cute bc he didn’t want this amazing day to end then you kissed his cheek and ran inside and the second u were out of sight the members jumped from their hiding spots and started praising Mingyu at his great boyfriend skills
• gives u food nicknames so often that it’s gross
• “cookie”
• “muffin”
• “cupcake”
• oH MAN UR FIRST KISS WAS SO CUTE I CANT EVEN. Ok so this one time you were eating a pepero and turned to face Mingyu with like half of it still in ur mouth but he thought u were telling him to take a bite and so he did but he went to far and ur lips touched and the two of u just stared at each other and nobody moved a muscle and u two just stood there with ur lips attached all flustered aw
• v into skinship, likes to hold your hand a lot ;;u;;
• has a habit of touching your hair a lot and muttering stuff about it under his breath. like say you get your hair all done and pretty he’ll tweak it and personalise it and keep touching it until he likes it bc he’s a professional guys he knows what he’s doing
• likes every kiss in the book especially those cliche ones in the movies
• also likes every single hug there is hE JUST LIKES TO HUG U AND THATS ALL THT SHOULD MATTER
• when he wants affection he gets v v v v pouty bc why hang out with ur friends when u can be on a couch cuddling with him?? amiright??
• likes food a lot, he even got voted as the member who eats the most and at first you thought with a body like his, he probably didn’t eat as much as everyone was saying he did… but oh how wrong u were the second u two were comfortable w each other he would roll up to ur house as often as he could and demand some food right after he’s said hello to u
• and ur just sitting there thinking ohhh I understand now lol
• dogs he also likes dogs, he bought a dog with u and at first u were like Mingyu……….. Idk if that’s a good idea. but when u guys got it he was sO HAPPY AND TOOK IT EVERYWHERE HE WENT UP UNTIL HE GOT IN TROUBLE FOR NOT PICKIN UP ITS POOP IN THE PLEDIS BUILDING
• let’s not forget wonwoo, he likes him hEAPS he’s like a v close number 2. he pretty much invites him to every single date the two of you have and it’s more of them two laughing their arses off and more u just sitting there sipping on water
• u kinda knew they were close from the beginning bc the second u and mingyu started dating Wonwoo would give u these evil looks like ur stealing him aw meanie yesss
• but dw he leaves early so then mingyu showers u w love
• “I love u more jagiya but don’t tell him that.”
• speaks english in every opportunity he gets like he pronounces all of the food in English as much as he can, especially pineapple bc it’s the most iconic thing ever
• dislikes it when ppl touch his hair like no ur not a professional like him so he does not trust u to touch his hair with ur hands no thanks goodbye
• secretly keeps ur fridge stocked and secretly packs ur lunch so u don’t get hungry at work/school and ur always left wondering who does this awww
• and when u ask him about it he’s like “idk who it is, but they seems like a very sweet person ;;;))”
• has an addiction to cleaning, seems like a really messy person but is actually the neatest person in the group. he literally feels like crying when he sees a tragic mess anywhere and he gets tiny tears in the corners of his eyes and will drop whatever he’s doing and clean it up even if it’s not his mess lolol
• is all for couple items o yesssssssss
• when he gets jealous ooo you’ll get the cold shoulder oh no ;;_;; like he won’t talk to u at all and ur pretty sure he’s gonna break up with u but like without him even knowing it he still does cute stuff for you like he’s pretty much indirectly loving you and u just smile bc no matter what he loves u deep deep down
• “I don’t like it when people flirt with you.”
• “I’m yours and yours only, you know that.”
• your phone background is a photo of u sleeping and Mingyu holding a pair of scissors looking like he was about to cut it and when you woke up and saw it as your lockscreen you nearly screamed and he’s like u bETTER NOT DELETE IT OR IM CUTTING IT FOR REAL
• one time Mingyu tried to make cookies with you and you put some batter on his face and then he put some flour on ur nose then u read it as a declaration of war and the two of u pretty much initiated a food fight right there in the dorms kitchen. u cracked eggs on each other heads, chucked chocolate chips at each other but then u suddenly slipped and then he slipped then u landed on top of each other and it was so cute bc he pointed at ur lip and was like “u have a little something there” anD HE WIPED IT OFF WITH HIS THUMB AND U STARTED BLUSHING AWAW
• makes u do acting scenes from famous movies and dramas bc he wants to try acting and one time the two of u acted romeo and juliet and it was pretty cute TBH
• being the visual of the group puts a lot of pressure on mingyu as he always constantly has to uphold that title by making sure he looks his best at all times, not to mention his job as a rapper who has to write his own lyrics and has to perform with energy. sometimes he thinks he can’t do it at all but u have to pull him away from the work and just shower him with love bc you know that’s what he needs at that moment - someone to comfort him and tell him that he’s worth it, that he’s good enough.
• “what would I do without you”
• strokes ur hair and hums on the top of ur head until u fall asleep in his arms
• wakes u up by blasting his rap music full volume and the Windows always nearly break and the bed literally shakes and he won’t turn it off unless u get up yourself and do it what a meanieeee
• ur first fight with Mingyu was about his very insecurity, he was hating himself bc he should look better than the way he looks and the two of you ended up yelling at each other bc he was perfect just the way he was ;;_;;
• you ended up getting hurt by some of his words and the second he saw the tear leave ur high he immediately felt guilty
• “im so sorry, y/n. you know whatever I just said wasn’t true, right? i promise, I love you so much. I won’t ever do that again.”
• Mingyu might like to joke around with you and everyone else a lot, but when it comes to ur feelings, your heart and your relationship with him, it’s nothing to joke about to him. You are so special, so important to him and he’s so glad to have you in his life. You of course, are so lucky to have him as your boyfriend and know that the two of you are meant to be together forever.
• “like the ocean…. I love you. Pineapple.” - mINGYUUUU~~~

Let us in part 3

part 1 is here

part 2 is here 

John Laurens x reader 

(omg im sorry this one took a while. if you’re following me you know I got drunk on the first day (and wrote a joke part 3) and today my friend asked me to be his freaking bf so a lot is happening but no worries I’m still writing! )

HERCULESM: I’m done at 7. I know Alexander is done around 6:30 (you are not working extra hours tonight! ) so should we maybe meet around 8 the usual place? 

lafayette: Sounds cool 

A.Ham: All right 

TURTLELOVER: I’m cool with that. What about you (Y/N)? 

HERCULESM: It says she is offline right now but she will see this once she gets online 

TURTLELOVER: aight I’l see y’all tonight

the ‘usual place’ was a small cafe that served about pretty much anything, it was nice, not too expensive and had free wifi. what more could you ask for. 

Hercules showed up first, 10 minutes early, then Lafayette and John, Alexander came 10 minutes late. But there was still no sign of you. the group stayed and chatted for a while. 

“Is (Y/N) not coming?” John asked the group 

Alexander and Hercules looked at each other, confused about why you were not here yet. 

Lafayette quickly replied “She is! I’m sure of it! She is probably still just getting ready! I can call her to be sure yes?” 

“No. If she doesn’t want to come it’s fine we shouldn’t force her” John looked down at his coffee cup as he said that, Obviously a bit upset. was 


“Laf. Don’t call her ok?” 



“yes yes. But i have to go the bathroom now” 

 “are you going in there to call her?” 

“I am shocked! You think I would betray a promise? shame on you” with that he ran into the bathroom he locked himself in and grabbed his phone and dialed your number

You woke up to the sound of your phone ringing you reached for your phone and answered “ hello?” 

“Did you just wake up?” 

“Lafayette? ugh yeah I was pretty tired. What time is it?” 

“It’s around 9 pm! We were all supposed to meet here at 8! We’ve been sending you messages!” 

“Oh shit I overslept. Do I -Wait why is your voice so echo-y? are you in the bathroom? oh my god Lafayette-” 

“Unimportant! We are waiting! What were you going to say Do you?” 

“ugh, Do I have time to get ready?” 

“oooooo wanna look pretty for John?” You could practically hear his grin 

“….Do I have time?” 

“Nope! get over here as soon as possible we can’t wait much longer for the fifth member of our group We are incomplete (Y/N). How can you do this to usss?” 

“Fine. I will be over soon” You got up and saw you had some missed messages from the group chat you quickly looked through them to see where they told you to meet them since Lafayette didn’t mention it in the phone call . You charged your phone while you quickly changed clothes and fixed your hair. You tried to get a little ready as soon as possible. Once you were done you put on your shoes and left.  You decided to walk since the weather wasn’t so bad. It took you about 15 minutes to get there walking. . You walked in and it didn’t take long for you to spot the table where your group of friends were at. They were always the loudest ones. 

You approached the table 

“(Y/N) YOU CAME!!” Lafayette shouted 

“Well yeah you cal-” 

“ssshh” you raised a brow as he rudely shushed you. 

“Okay?” You sat down next to your friends and greeted them 

“Where’s John?” You asked them they all reacted with huge grins

“aww miss your boyfriend?” Hercules asked 

“He’s not my boyfriend! Just tell me where he is!” 

“He is just in the bathroom” Alexander said before taking a sip from his cup. 

John came back and sat down next to you 

“Hi (Y/N)” 

“Hey John! Sorry I’m late ” 

“It’s fine” 

Lafayette sighed and turned to Alexander “This is awkward to watch, He is usually a flirt I wanna see something happen” He whispered to him 

“You know you whisper really loudly” you said obviously annoyed 

“hah. Sorry” 

the next hour you spent with your friends chatting, You tried to have conversations with John but he kept giving you short simple answers. It seemed as if he was annoyed. 

Your mind started racing. Why did he seem annoyed? Was he annoyed at you? Did he not want you here? Is he mad you accidentally announced in the group chat about your crush? have your friends been bothering him with his and now he’s annoyed? 

before you could think about this more Lafayette stood up 

“It’s getting late. I should go I have to be up early and so do Alexander and Hercules. lets go” before you and John could react Lafayette had grabbed the two men and practically ran out. 

It was quiet for a little bit before John said “I should probably go too.” He stood up and walked away you instantly followed him outside the cafe and grabbed his arm making him turn around. 

“Are you mad at me?” 


“Are you mad at me? We can usually talk for hours and hours sometimes even about just the same thing but you have barely said a word to me tonight. Are you mad?” 

“You didn’t come at first. I know Lafayette called you to get you to come, it was obvious. You didn’t want to see me right? Did you send that text to the group on purpose? to see what I would say? Embarrass me? If you don’t want me around you that’s fine I can go” 

You stared at him for a second, hurt he would actually think you would hurt  him “He did call me yes. I was asleep and he woke me up. I fell asleep because I was so nervous about seeing you tonight. I did not send that on purpose, that was really embarrassing for me I meant to send it to Angelica. I really do like you. I’ve had the biggest crush on you for so long. You are my best friend I feel like I can always talk to you I would never try to embarrass you. I would never hurt you , John” you let go off his arm as you said the last part.

He held on to both of your hands “I’m sorry (Y/N) I shouldn’t have assumed. I just really like you a lot and I just got nervous about thinking that maybe you didn’t want me around and just-” 

“You don’t have to apologize. I’m just glad I know you aren’t mad at me” 

You both stood there for half a moment just staring at each other and smiling 

“This is the part where you kiss me” You whispered. John chuckled and placed his hand on your hip, pulling you a little closer and placed his other palm on your cheek and leaned in to kiss you

It didn’t last long but it was perfect, His lips were soft and perfect for yours you didn’t want it to end but then he pulled away, you looked at him with the biggest smile on your face you glanced to the side and looked at John right away again bursting into laughter 

“What? What’s so funny” 

you pointed in the direction with your head while still laughing

John looked in the direction, it was across the street a bar and in the window you could see , Alexander, Lafayette and Hercules all looking at you two but trying to seem as if they weren’t it didn’t take long for John to start laughing too “I can’t believe they have been spying this whole time” 

You looked in their direction again and waved the 3 men looked embarrassed and looked away right away

as soon as you two stopped laughing you were both looking at each other still smiling 

“So (Y/N) How would you feel about heading back to my place?” 

“On the first date? Oh mister Laurens how scandalous” you joked 

“Just to watch a movie maybe cuddle and see how things go?” 

“I’d like that” 

His smile grew wider and he held on to your hand and lead the way, You knew your friends were watching from the bar trying to figure out where you were going, You knew it wouldn’t take long for them to figure it out and the next time they would see you the jokes wouldn’t end but you didn’t care you all ready had it planned out to just make out with John in front of them to make them (mostly Lafayette) uncomfortable if they joked about you two. This night is going to be fun and the next time you see your friends will be too. 

((AAAAAAA I’m sorry I know this is short and I know it isn’t as good as part 2 omg I was just so nervous about writing part 3 and ahh its 5 am im tired, I tried writing part 3 like 500 times and decided to just use this one and hope at least some of you like it (I’l double check for spelling mistakes in the morning im too tired right now rip ) oh and also you can send requests!! )))

My LKFF Experience

Sooo! I was requested to do a post/fanaccount thingie from my point of view. I will add some extra things (but they are just for myself since I want to write them down). Here we go!

I arrived on Wednesday evening and just went straight to my hotel. The room was extremely modern and clean, but I found out my wifi was really bad. Every third message I sent just disappeared, and I got sooo frustrated! I couldn’t even update the page.

Suddenly a friend of mine (ELF meet up organizer) posted a photo on FB that she met Donghae. I went crazy since I couldn’t just walk out of my hotel and go after them x_x I was squealing and I felt even more excited than before. He was in the same city as I was ;__;

I still couldn’t believe I was travelling alone to a foreign country though. I spent my evening talking to other ELFs (just barely), and luckily managed to sleep although I didn’t want to. The next morning I woke up, did my things and decided to check out Leicester Square first.

When seeing the theatre itself I was like ‘omg, it’s gonna happen here’. I had never attended a kpop concert or an event like this before. I wasn’t even sure what to expect. I just went around, taking photos and killing time.

When I got bored, I went to use Burger King’s wifi and ended up meeting a friend ahead of scheduled time. We chatted for a while until even more ELFs appeared. When it was time to separate, me and my friend dragged ourselves to a restaurant called New China (where the ELF meet up lunch was going to happen).

The lunch was a success! It was fun talking to the others and finally actually USE English. The staff was also REALLY friendly. The waitress even took photos of us with my camera ^^ When that was over, our whole group went back to Leicester Sq and met others in front of M&M’s World. We just hung around after that, talked and got to know each other. We visited a few kpop shops (Seoul Bakery included) until it started getting dark.

Back at Odeon I went to see the friends who had my ticket, and got it. Banners were also being given out at that point. I got it too and decided to once again snap a few photos of the exterior.

Soon it was already nearing 6pm, so we decided to visit a cafe nearby and have a toilet break. When we came back, it didn’t take long until I got my D&E lightstick too. Then we were all let inside.

I could NOT believe it. I knew I we had front row seats, but actually seeing it and sitting on the seat.. It made me so happy ;; I don’t think I can ever explain the joy I get when I have front row.. The venue was nice since we got to move around and didn’t have to queue or fight to keep our places. We blew our balloons and switched our lightsticks on.

At that time a cameraman came and asked if he could interview us. He said 'this is going to be sent to SM’ and I was like omfg interview me, me me me, pls! In the end I even got to hold the mic. My hands started trembling because of the excitement XD We answered questions like where are we from and who are our favourites, and are we here just so see the boys.. It went well and now I’m just wondering if that clip is ever going to be aired somewhere? (or put on a dvd? documentary? idk!)

When we had calmed down a bit, the mini concert started. The venue turned blue, screams filled the air and we all looked to the back where the boys came from. I could not believe it was happening. They were real people, just like us, looking exactly the same and as beautiful in real life as they do in the pictures. I concentrated on their walking, since it was NORMAL walking and they were still behind the fans. Just like seeing ordinary people in a crowd, exept they had their hair and makeup done, and they were wearing their performance clothing.. They didn’t stand out that much until they were on the stage, on a higher platform than us. (i know this doesn’t make any sense but that’s what i was thinking. and forgive me, i have not seen them before ;_;). It’s really like.. seeing a character from a painting come to life. Just like that, they were there.

The first song was Motorcycle. I don’t know if it’s just me, but that song tends to sound somehow different when performed live. The beat sounds different, just like the tone Donghae’s 'rrock, rrock..’ part. I can’t explain that either, but I heard the difference and it made me soooo happy. I like live versions of Motorcycle more than the studio one.. somehow..

I can’t even remember the order of the songs. Like I had already said - I had to concentrate on so many things at the same time. Firstly waving the lightstick, then trying to hold the balloon, then raising the banner during Still You and at the same time taking photos and videos.. And I wanted to watch the concert with my own eyes, not through the camera lens. I just kept shooting something, hoping that I could get at least a few good shots.

It didn’t get any better when the boys came towards us. I was like one meter away from both of them. In a concert, that’s the best part. I had my camera focused further back, so it was difficult to just suddenly change it while holding a lightstick.. Here are a few examples XD

I bet someone is laughing at my photograpy skills right now, but seriously that’s was how it was like.. That’s normal-people-photography-reality at a concert. (the good ones are inhuman ok?) It was always the same; at first they were far away, until suddenly I go from ’YES, HE IS RUNNING TOWARDS US’ to ’OH FUCK HE IS HERE ALREADY’ with an aftermath of 'OMG HIS CROTCH WAS RIGHT THERE!’.

Like really, Mister Lee Donghae, control your bulge and thighs PLS

All of the songs were over too quickly.. ;_; At first I was confused when they performed 1+1=Love since it’s a new song and I couldn’t recognize it XD Oh No was a blessing, just like Still You. Hearing those songs they usually don’t perform.. Ahh, I want to go back.. T_T During Oppa Oppa we were allowed to stand up, and so we did, and that allowed me to get even closer.. Then Donghae decided it’s a good idea to do this:


When the concert was over, it was MOVIE TIME!! BEWARE OF BADASS!HAE!!!

It was the best movie experience I’ve had, lol. We all reacted at the same time. We squealed and 'WOHOO'ed when Donghae’s face was first shown. He looked so handsome in that school uniform. (The smoking scene was HOT!! I secretly took a video of it..) There was also a scene when Donghae cried, and everyone went 'awwwww’.

The movie itself consisted of four different stories, made by different directors(?). It had lots of swearing, smoking and fighting. When someone in the movie got hit really badly, we all went 'OUUUCH’.. If there was a major plot twist, everyone went 'oooh’ XD And when someone pulled Hae’s hair and beat him down, we were like 'nooooo T^T’. It was so funny even though the movie was dark and a bit confusing at some points.

At the end credits we all screamed and clapped when we saw Donghae’s name ^^

There it is, somewhere in the top four names. (obviously my camera had decided to turn itself to manual focusing and made the picture blurry ..) After that it was time for the Q&A!

I don’t have much to say about that, except Donghae’s adorable shyness.. After fans screamed, he always got shy ;_; He looked like a brave kid trying to do something alone (without Hyuk lmaooo).. And he was so, so, SO gorgeous in his suit T_T While I was taking pictures, I was thinking 'HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SO PHOTOGENIC’. That mofo looks perfect of every angle and his smile was just as handsome as his blank expression XD

When Hyukjae came onstage, fans went crazy about the lap sitting moment. It was the cutest everrrrrr! Hyuk put his hand behind Donghae’s back and looked at him sweetly..

In the end they stood together on stage and just talked for a bit. They mentioned their new album too. Not sure if the word 'DNA’ has something to do with it. (like holy shit my mind is only taking that with a dirty meaning..). After a while the official photographers appeared, taking a picture of the boys and fans. Donghae decided to take out his phone too, and that’s when we all just ran to the front. I’m not sure if someone signaled us to do it or gave permission, but somehow we just did and I had my hands full of stuff. My camera was with me and apparently I took a photo of them (can’t remember that happening LOL) while Hae was getting ready to take his picture.

And oh my god, I managed to get myself in it. Here it is, once more. Credits to the owner (BLESS HIM)

I’m the one with the Swing snapback. That is probably my new favourite photo of all time ;___; It’s a proof that I was there, so close to the people I cherish.. (you can see the camera in my hands lolllllll)

Then it was over. I was exhausted, but I didn’t feel like crying. I was so happy of all the things that happened! I just slowly made my way out of the theatre and talked to the fans I had met earlier. We were all too hyped to leave.

When I finally went back to my hotel, I just stayed in my bed, going through all the photos over and over again.

And that was my LKFF experience! Next up is SS6 ^^

Namie's 2014 Japan Report! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°


I’m back from my trip with Lulupu! It’s been 4 years since we’ve seen each other! ^////^ We’ve been planning to meet up have a honeymoon in Japan for a long time… 

I haven’t done reports in forever but it really was a dream come true. I want to record it somewhere. So I have a lot of photos and very spastic commentary under the cut if anyone is interested

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[140919 Con Report] Arashi Blast in Hawaii Day 1

I accidentally clicked out of my other post and I was about to submit but now I have to rewrite and live through the feeling again lol But anyway… so the night of the first con, I write a mini report about what happened and I said I would write a longer one when I get home and, I’m home!

So I went to the concert with 9 people (overall 11, but two were only Friday and two were only Saturday).  It was matsujunkie (Abby), mel-chan91 (Melissa), stormyjewels (Lily), stormychu (Eurie), JuJu (Abby’s friend ^^), Gena (Eurie’s friend), Meghan (Eurie’s friend), DesTi (my friend/STORMY or atrandum from LJ), and then myself.

I’m going to skip to when we arrived at the con because I’m sure you don’t want to hear about how great the musubi café we went to was… oh wait, I just did lol jk jk jk but it was really great… and for ALL the songs, I was screaming so much!

So we picked up my friend DesTi and she helped directed us to the venue, which is actually quite easy. While we were driving we saw all these signs for Arashi and we even noticed part of the stage and while they were getting excited I was getting teary-eyed listening to the songs through the radio and we had to turn it off because we didn’t want an accident lol We finally got to the parking lot and the attendant was super nice and friendly! We saw a lot of fans going towards the marina and these cut-out boards and we decided to go too! But at that point we noticed that everyone was Japanese and they had chairs with them and badges. Mel was talking to Abby and told us that we shouldn’t even bother because we need wrist-bands to be able to enter so we turned around and did a walk of shame. Literally we were the only people going the opposite direction!

We finally get to the line and noticed that we were only like the second layer and we were right next to the goods section. This was about 1pm now. While we stayed in line, we met someone from San Francisco and she was really a sweet and fun person to talk to! By the time we walked in we had exchanged LINE and added her to our group chat because she would go the next day. During that time a guy and a translator from NHK was going around. They stopped by us and actually interviewed our group we think because JuJu was not Asian haha We were able to say we were from, why we liked Arashi, and what was their “charm” and how they helped us become friends and then we said a small message to them! Hopefully we get to see it haha Also, Abby drew the Hawaiian Arashi logo on my arm like a tattoo, it was so cute

At about 4:30pm, they were finally letting us! The line moved somewhat swiftly and VERY ORDERLY. The only thing was it was right by the porta-potties so it stunk a lot by that area. But once we were by the tickets we were fine. We got our tickets AND OUR CHAIRS! And I was so happy I was like “I GOT A CHAIR!” and waved it kinda in victory. The group next to us laughed at my enthusiasm and agreed. Then we got Leis with Arashi’s colors! Luckily some of our friends were able to save us seats right in the middle of D-5. They stage was right in front of us and so we would have a great view! Oh throughout the concert, there was this couple behind us and I’m not even sure if she was a fan or what? But I know that she had an orange bracelet on? But every time DesTi and I reacted to a song, which was EVERY SONG and we screamed they looked at us weird. Like just from the small parts that started and we knew we were like AHHHHHHH!

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