it tasted of coffee

anyway why is “black, no sugar” considered a snobby coffee preference thesedays. like i’ve been in a few conversations about tastes and have gotten actual eye rolls just from telling the truth!!! it tastes best that way! to me! the one drinking it!! i dont give a shit that you put anything in it i have more pressing things to worry about!!!!! like literally anything else!!!

anonymous asked:

Cupcake/Bitter: What do the two of you consider to be a bad day, and what do you consider to be a good day?

Well, a bad day starts when I wake up in the middle’a the night, an’ I gotta take some’a that Sleepin’ Draught to knock me out again. It stops the Night Terrors, but it makes it real hard to get outta bed in the mornin’ - both the stuff itself, and knowin’ I woke up the whole fuckin’ house.

Then I’d probably be late for work - if I don’t just skip it entirely, ‘cause a particularly bad flashback can make my anxiety go nuts, includin’ my Agoraphobia. If I can’t go outside, then I can’t work. An’ feelin’ like I’m useless an’ draggin’ everybody down… it can get into some kinda vicious cycle, unless there’s somethin’ else for me to do.

A-a-and a bad day for me would probably start in a similar way? It’s heartbreaking to watch, knowing Bitter is somewhere else in his head… and there’s nothing we can do about it except hold him tightly, and wait it out. It’s, eh, very hard for me, feeling so helpless to help someone…

[sighs] And it’s especially hard when my duty as Royal Scientist calls, and I have to leave, but he can’t. It’s usually paperwork… so much damn paperwork… and Sans has gone to school upset and worried about his Pops. I’m really, truly thankful for Edge in those times - he’s the foundation, the rock that supports this family, when things fall apart.

Yeah - even a bad day can turn into a good one when we got each other to fall back on, y’know? Edge can keep me company, Wing can bring back a home-made coffee cake from the bakery an’ some fusion food courtesy of Getter, Cupcake an’ Pap pick out a movie from the vendin’ machine at the subway station, an’we can just kick back for the night.

Yes - a relaxing evening is often the start of a better day! A nice warm bath and a good night’s sleep, and we can wake up to fresh cinnamon rolls for breakfast, a cup of tea with a spoonful of honey… 

An’ I call Edge from my work, so he can put a roast in the oven before he picks up Sans from school. That gives us a head-start on dinner, an’ leaves us enough energy to have a lil’ grown-up fun once the kids have gone to bed~

I found this under my bed this morning 😍😂


ummmm… its probably fine to drink, coffee tends to have a good shelf life…. though, i wouldnt. mainly because starbucks is garbage and their coffee tastes like it was roasted in a yaks behind.

very adorable toes though. and that nail color looks great on you.


thanks for sharing.

Ok BIG NEWS!

Yesterday I just received word from my faculty that I’ll be having my thesis exam on Thursday! This is what I’ve been slaving towards for the past 5 years, so I’m very excited.

But

I’m a nervous wreck. I’m freaking out so bad I can’t even eat right, coffee doesn’t even taste good anymore. My heart is constantly pounding in my ears and I can’t sleep, Lord help me.

I need (lots and lots of) good jujus, so if you have some spare send them this way please.

Originally posted by laksmi-corredor

anonymous asked:

Hey Cupcake, how's your dad doing these days.

Oh, dad’s doing just fine - he’s still running things at the pub, and this year’s St. Patrick’s Day celebration went off without a hitch!

Yeah, we had a late lunch together before the big crowds hit. He’s a lil’ unsteady on his feet these days, uses a stick to walk - but he wants to keep his independence as long as he can, an’ I can respect that.

Ah, y-yes… that’s, eh, why our planned expansion to the house includes an additional room on the ground floor. Dad always is terribly stubborn, but I do hope he’ll reconsider our offer once the renovations are complete…

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Kdrama kisses

anonymous asked:

So Bitter, why is one of your eyebrows sometimes drawn on weird? Seems like every time we see you on Caddy's blog, it's always all wiggly.

Well, uh… those are the days I draw it on by myself. You guys probably don’t remember, but I’m pretty sure I said somethin’ back in the day, about the caffeine shakes?

Turns out, even now I’ve switched mostly to decaf, my hands still shake. Dr. Greenburg says it’s ‘tremors’ - or basically, when I got that big crack down the back of my head, it kinda messed up the connection between my body an’ soul. An’ unlike the crack, it ain’t goin’ away, so it’s somethin’ I gotta live with.

So any day I gotta look at least kinda decent, like for work, I get somebody to help me out. It also makes writin’ kinda hard, but I got one’a those tablet things with a touch keyboard for keepin’ track’a deliveries - so it ain’t all bad.

5 a.m.
I’m supposed to wake up, but the truth is that I haven’t slept. No “good morning”. No, “I love you”.


6 a.m.
It’s time for breakfast. You would have had muesli and I would have clumsily had my eggs. But, it’s only for one now.


7 a.m.
Embrace. A kiss. A “have a nice day”. But, it’s only locking the door behind me now.


8 a.m.
A message to make sure we got to work safely. I stare at my phone, but there are no messages to display, except old ones I have kept.


9 a.m.
I can’t concentrate.


10 a.m.
The coffee tastes bitter. I can’t concentrate. The cigarette hurts my lungs, but I still smoke it – trying to exhale you.


11 a.m.
I can’t concentrate.


12 p.m.
Lunchtime conversations surround me. I know where you are, but I can’t walk to you. We won’t be sharing our lunch and discussing the morning.


1 p.m.
I can’t concentrate.


2 p.m.
I can’t concentrate.


3 p.m.
Another coffee and another cigarette. It’s still the same. I don’t look forward to leaving work. There’s nothing to go home to.


4 p.m.
People are making plans for the weekend already. There are still no new messages to display.


5 p.m.
I can see them rushing out the door. That would have been us. I stay seated. I want to cry, but not here – not at work.


6 p.m.
I can’t concentrate.


7 p.m.
I can’t concentrate.


8 p.m.
I missed my bus. It’s raining and I have an umbrella, but no one to share it with. My left shoulder of my suit will remain dry.


9 p.m.
We would have shared a glass of wine. But, I take out only one glass – Glenfiddich 15 year old straight. It’s only me drinking.


10 p.m.
I said I wouldn’t look at old photographs, but I can’t help it. I can’t cry. Not through lack of want, but the tears won’t fall.


11 p.m.
We would be making love, sharing kisses and smiles. But, your side of the bed is cold.


12 a.m.
Your side of the bed can find me staring – aimlessly. It’s still empty and I keep telling myself if I stare at it for long enough, you’ll appear again.


1 a.m.
I can’t sleep.


2 a.m.
I can’t sleep.


3 a.m.
I can’t sleep.


4 a.m.
I’m not restless. I’m numb. I can feel my heart throbbing, wanting to escape from my chest. It wants me to watch as it tears – heartstring by heartstring.


5 a.m.
I’m supposed to wake up, but the truth is that I haven’t slept. No “good morning”. No, “I love you”.

—  Navin E. (I miss you & I can’t sleep)
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a nice day!

KDrama List Update

This is a list of korean dramas I have finished watching. I’m posting this list so I can keep track of which dramas I start/finish in 2016. 

♦ Boys Over Flowers
♦ Flowerboy Next Door
♦ You’re Beautiful (2015)
♦ Playful Kiss
♦ Baby-faced Beauty
♦ To the Beautiful You
♦ Personal Taste
♦ Coffee Prince (2015)
♦ Prosecutor Princess
♦ Witch’s Romance
♦ Cunning Single Lady (2015)
♦ Master’s Sun (2015)
♦ Heirs (2015)
♦ Birth of a Beauty (2015)
♦ Emergency Couple (2015)
♦ I Hear Your Voice (2015)
♦ Pinocchio (2015)
♦ Healer (2015)
♦ Kill Me, Heal Me (2015)
♦ I Order You (2015)
♦ Hello Monster/I Remember You (2015)
♦ Flower Boy Ramen Shop (2015)
♦ High Society (2015)
♦ Fated to Love You (2015)
♦ The Greatest Love (2015)
♦ It’s Okay That’s Love (2015)
♦ Sensory Couple (2015)
♦ Cheer Up!/Sassy Go Go (2015)
♦ She Was Pretty (2015)
♦ Noble, My Love (2015)
♦ Oh My Venus (2016)
♦ The Village: Achiara’s Secret (2016)

The year refers to the year which I finished the drama in. Some dramas don’t have dates as I don’t remember when I watched them. >.<
Either I have a bad memory or 2015 was a good drama year.

  • Akutagawa: *googles "how to live your life when bitterness is eating you alive"*