it started as a ''lol he never knows what's going on'' joke but i hecked up real bad

anonymous asked:

dabs into the ask may i please ask for a scenario with kuroo trying to cheer up an s/o who might be feeling real down about themselves lately (btw i love ur blog a heck ton it + the way you write gives me life)

aw tysm sweet heart! this is such a cute prompt i love it- got a bit carried away soz if its too long lol 

You finally gave up on finding an outfit after tossing another top to the ground. A deep sigh left your lips as you sat back down on your bed, putting your head in your hands. You still had a towel wrapped around you, wearing nothing but your underwear underneath. It was date night for you and your boyfriend, Kuroo. You two were going to watch a new movie and grab a bite to eat. But it seemed that from the moment you opened your eyes and looked in the mirror today, you knew you were not having a good day. It was one of those days where you were extra harsh on yourself, criticizing every little imperfection you had. You stood back up and walked to your full body mirror. You put your hands on your waist and looked at yourself up and down. You turned to your side and frowned. You let out a whiny groan plopped back on your bed. 

“___!” You lifted your head up a little when you heard someone call for you. When you realized it was your boyfriend, you buried your face back into the pillow. 

“___-chan.” You heard your bedroom door open, but didn’t move. 

“___, you’re still in a towel?” You heard the door close, and you slowly propped yourself off the bed. 

“I’m not rushing you or anything, but the movie starts in-” He stopped mid sentence when he got a good look at your face. 

“___, what’s wrong?” He rushed to sit next to you on your bed. You didn’t think it would be that obvious, but you never really were good at hiding your emotions. 

You didn’t say anything, instead you just buried your face against his head, which caught him by surprise, but he was quick to hold you in an embrace.

“Wanna talk about it?” He whispered in your ear as he gently stroked your head.

“No, it’s stupid. I should get back to getting dressed, I’m sorry.” You stood back up, but he caught your hand and held you back. 

“It’s not stupid if it’s bothering you this much.” He said in a serious tone, but his eyes were soft. 

You exhaled deeply and bit your lip. You honestly didn’t want to tell him how you felt because you knew he’d think it was silly. He grabbed your other hand, so now he was holding both of them. You stood in front of him, still in a towel. 

“Please tell me what’s bothering you, ___. I want to help.” You saw that his eyes were begging, which made you look away. 

“I’m having one of those days, you know?” He slightly bent his head to the side, raising his brows.

“It’s one of those days where I just… feel bad about myself. I don’t think I look good in anything, that’s why I’m still in my towel.” You bit the inside of your cheek. 

He looked at you with such a hurt expression, you couldn’t bear to look at him. 

“Oh, ___-chan.” He let go of your hands to stand up and wrap himself around you. You didn’t feel like crying, but you hadn’t realized that all you needed was someone to hold you. 

“Tell you what, how about you get out of that towel, change into your comfiest sweatpants and shirt, and we can cuddle in bed all night?” You pulled away from him.

“But the movie?” He pushed some stray hair from your face and kissed your forehead. 

“I’d much rather lay in bed with you all night while I tell you all the reasons why I love you.” You felt your heart skip a beat. You tip toed and kissed him on the lips before changing into your comfiest pyjamas. 

~

You got out of the bathroom after changing and saw him already laying on your bed. 

“I’ve already ordered some pizza to make this night even better.” You grinned. 

He immediately opened his arms, gesturing for you to climb in bed with him. You smiled a little and made your way into his arms. After nuzzling your head into his neck and finding a comfortable position, he started talking. 

“As I’ve said before, I will now enumerate all the reasons why I love you. This isn’t going to be in any particular order by the way.” You giggled as you laid your head against his chest. Feeling the vibrations with every word he said. 

“Number one, you put up with me and still somehow manage to always give me a hug even when I’m sweaty and disgusting from playing volleyball.” You laughed, and he chuckled. 

“Kuroo, that’s silly.” You rubbed your eyes.

“No, just listen. Number two, you somehow always look beautiful no matter what the circumstances are.” You frowned a bit and tried to object.

“No I-” You were quickly stopped by his hand covering your mouth. 

“No, do not object the truth.” You removed his hand and playfully smacked his arm. 

“I’m not joking, ___-chan. I think you’re beautiful and perfect in every possible way. And I will keep on reminding you everyday until you finally realize it too.” His tone was obviously more serious, and when he finished talking, you couldn’t help but look at him with teary eyes. 

You didn’t say anything, but he knew exactly what you were thinking. He just smiled and gave you another loving kiss on the forehead.

“Reason number three!” You laughed lightly before placing your head back against his chest.