it really bothered me im sorry

  • person: *talks about something they're passionate about even if I don't know much about it or can relate too much*
  • me: Listen. Listen. I love listening to what you're passionate about. It's fun listening. You don't have to apologize. It's good talking about things you like. Enjoy yourself.

lol at the title i’m so sorry but like i couldn’t resist LOL sry if this is a giant vacuole of shit, but like the lil idea popped into my head, and so instead of requesting it from someone else, I thought i’d give a go at writing. But as you all probs know… i’m a double science major so i can’t write worth shat… lawls. anyways, idk why i can’t do anything without rambling. Enjoy this. It gave me a good chuckle.

word count: idk… a lot? 

You wake up early this morning from the urgent sense to throw up. You try to be as discreet and quiet as possible so you don’t wake your snoozing husband, Shawn, who is laying in the bed next to you, but your old New York City apartment squeaks if you breathe the wrong way.

You ditch any effort of silence, though, when you feel the puke coming on, and within a matter of seconds you are hunched over the toilet bowl. As you are hurling your guts out, you feel a warm hand settle on your back and another move the baby hairs out of your face that have fallen out of your sleepy bun. 

When you can’t puke anymore, you sit there almost draped over the toilet with your forehead resting on the seat. You never get sick like this. You haven’t puked since your freshman year of Uni, and that was only the result of an excessive amount of alcohol consumed during that infamous Delta Sig Frat party. 

“Baby, are you okay? You don’t feel fevered or anything. Do you think you have food poisoning?” Shawn asks you after a few minutes when he decides you’re probably not going to throw up anymore. 

“I don’t know, we didn’t eat anything weird for dinner last night. I don’t know what it could be.” You reply back, looking at the concern in his honey brown eyes. You get up off the floor and move to the sink to brush your teeth to try and get the horrible after taste out of your mouth.

In the middle of rinsing out your mouth, you start counting on your fingers after a thought pops into your head. 

You’re late. 

You drop the toothbrush in its holder and run to your closet trying to find some yoga pants and a t shirt to throw on.

“Babe, what… where are you going?” Shawn asks, following you back into the bedroom. 

“I’m late” is all you say over and over again. You can’t find a t shirt of your own, so you hop over the bed to Shawn’s closet. You grab your favorite t shirt of his– the grey one with the Hogwarts crest on it– and his maroon hoodie that he swears you wear more than he does, and throw them on over some yoga pants, putting on your adidas sneakers right after. 

“Hon, late for what? It’s Saturday.” He says, coming up to you and placing both of his hands on your shoulders to stop you from racing around the room like a maniac. 

You stop moving at his touch and look right into his eyes, “I’m late, Shawn. I’m two weeks late.”

His eyes widen with surprise and his lips form an “O”. 

“So..are you…does this mean…” He stutters, trying to form a coherent thought, but the idea of being a dad swirling around in his head is keeping him from being able to process.

“I don’t know… maybe? I gotta… i gotta go to the drugstore. Get a pregnancy test or something, right?” 

You’re just as baffled as him. You’re both at the peak of your careers right now,  so you never chanced unprotected sex. You’re about to graduate medical school and he is just three months away from releasing his fifth album.The thought of being parents was always super exciting and something the both of you wanted to do, but it always seemed so far into the future. You couldn’t possibly be pregnant now.

You return from the store about an hour later with 6 pregnancy tests (”I didn’t know what kind to get or what brand to get or what would be the most accurate or really anything about pregnancy tests or pregnancy in general because i’m only 24!”) and run into the bathroom so that you can take them. You pick the first one out of the bag and rip it open. As you’re peeing on the little stick, all you can think is “Please God, don’t let it be positive. Don’t let it be positive.”

Shawn keeps knocking on the door trying to get you to let him in, but you can’t. You can’t have him in here if you find out that you’re about to stall his career with a baby. 

The timer on your phone rings signaling that the test is done, but you don’t even flinch. Shawn hears the sound through the door and starts knocking again. 

“Y/n, please, I need to be in there with you. This isn’t just you. I’m the… I’m the dad.” He says softly through the door. You take a deep breath in and out. He’s right. This is happening to the both of you, not just to you. You decide to let him in before  you look at the results. 

At your first little jiggle of the handle to unlock the door, Shawn practically knocks it down trying to get in as fast as possible. He sees the little white stick sitting on the counter face down and instantly freezes. 

“Have you looked at it yet?” He asks, not breaking his fixed stare at the test. 

“I can’t. You have to. I can’t.” He looks at you with nervous eyes and walks over to the test, picking it up and flipping it over to look at the results.

You stare at his face anxiously awaiting to read his expression for signs of relief or regret, but his face stays expressionless.

“Y/N,” He starts, looking right at you.

“Yeah…” You reply nervously, eyes fixed on the test in his hands.

“I don’t know how to read one of these things.” He says, and a smile forms on his lips. You let out a shorty chuckle and smack your palm to your forehead. 

“Damn, way to ruin a dramatic moment, babe” You say, but on the inside you’re glad that he found a way to lighten the mood. This is one of the many reasons why you’re absolutely certain that you married the right guy.  The nerves evaporate from your body, and you start to get a little excited at the thought of having a baby with Shawn. 

With this new feeling of reassurance, you take the stick from out of his hands and flip it over, knowing that if you drag out the process of discovering if you’re about to become a mom any longer you will actually explode. 

You read the results on the stick and let out a breath that you didn’t realize you had been holding in and your stomach drops. 

“So, does this mean I get to call you ‘Daddy’ now?” You say with a smile forming on your face. 

Shawn’s eyes widen and he lets out a huge laugh before pulling you into a big hug. You wrap your arms around his neck and you feel yourself lifted of the ground. He spins you around before setting you back gently on the ground once he remembers that there’s now a baby in your tummy. His baby

He drops down to his knees and presses his ear to your stomach as if he could actually hear the baby inside of you. Then, you start to hear a barely audible whisper saying “Hi, baby, I’m your dad. Me and your mom love you. We’re gonna love you and hold you and protect you forever. I can’t believe I’m actually your dad.”

You feel a few tears spill over down your cheeks, and one drops onto one of Shawn’s hands. He looks up at you with the biggest smile on his face that you have ever seen. He stands back up slowly and gently grabs your face. He leans in and kisses away the few tears on your cheeks, then your forehead, and down to the tip of your nose, finally pressing his soft lips agains yours. 

“You’re going to be the best dad.” You say once you break apart from him. 

“I love you so much.” He tells you, looking deep into your eyes before pulling you back in for another kiss. 


Please don’t..

So I’m going to address this because it’s actually really starting to bother me. Like, a lot.

Please don’t tell me to just let it be and ignore it when someone is stealing and reuploading my videos. Please don’t tell me to ‘consider all the people watching it on youtube’, as though I’m not. Please don’t tell me to just let it go when said person is continuously ignoring and deleting my comments. Please don’t tell me not to comment or write my name anywhere so as to not be “putting myself out there”. Please don’t make me feel bad about wanting some form of credit for all the work I put into this.

Please don’t.. ♥ 

anonymous asked:

Ok so YES I love the long distance internet friends au but consider! Long distance wrong number au

honestly anon, thank you so much for this tonight. 

i took long distance and made it loooooong distance to the point where it probably doesn’t make sense, but ~~suspension of disbelief~~

texts between adrien and the mystery person (wow i wonder who) are in italics because theyre in french. also i didnt want to bother anyone so ‘numéro inconnu’ is from google translate so im sorry for….that

finally i tried to streamline how i do texts for this just because the way i do texts is usually a lot clunkier? so it looks more like wanna chat but isnt in like….the contact names are still what the other person would see? like when it says pretty boy thats ninos contact name for adrien and—

frick just tell me if its too confusing and tell me how to fix it im really tired

[on ao3 in case the read more is a butt and wont open]

2:51 PM
unknown number: Did this work?????
unknown number: a;slkdfjadj its me btw
unknown number: I mean duh its me who else would it be
unknown number: If you screenshot this conversation al I swear to go d Ill kill you

Adrien squints at his phone. Not only does he not know this number, but the text are in French. That’s…unusual. He thinks that it’s a lucky coincidence that his father is from France and insisted he learned the language before replying.

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anonymous asked:

sorry to bother you but i'm really excited!!! I just came out to my mom and she told me she would love me no matter what. i just have to act straight until my grandparents die. but yeah!!! I'm just relieved.


I feel really bad, and I project onto Dex all the time so take some emotional hurt/comfort dex/nursey

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He’s so tired. So so tired. He doesn’t know when it happened, but at some point, he turned into the guy that people went to with their problems. He thinks maybe that it’s because Bitty has been stressed out of his mind and people haven’t wanted to bother him, and Shitty isn’t there anymore.

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Kinda sick and tired of other otp shippers trying to ruin Jikook moments everytime. Like Im sorry I usually avoid talking about this but ive seen some comments and its really starting to bother me. Im not the kind of person that puts down other ships because I respect them having a favourite pairing besides mine even if I dont see it like they do. But REALLY. CAN YOU NOT BE SO SALTY?The only reason youre all being like this is obviously because Jikook is starting to appear as one of the realest couples and its bothering you because you also can see it and you still try to bring their moments down by saying idiotic things such as “He barely touched him” , “Its not even that intimate”, “And???whats the big deal?” Its really annoying. Stop it. And I know that some Jikook shippers also interfier with Vkook and other couples moments but the most common thing I see is other ships attacking Jikook moments. Stop it. Lets just respect each others otps.
Even though in my opinion the most real couple is Jikook. Without being biased. I have seen videos of most bts ships and for me Jikook seems to be more on the intimate side rather than the brotherly side. Most will say “another delusional Jikook shipper”
Im not saying theyre dating irl or anything like that but that the moments they share between them dont seem as brotherly as the other couples.
So stop attacking Jikook. Let us be in our little bubbles.
This reminds me of Super Junior ships where Eunhae is the most real of them all yet the ELFs that ship them with others say they arent. Like okay??????????????? What more do you want???????

P.S :Jikook is going to become like Eunhae.
Its already starting. Just wait my fellow Jikook shippers ♡

im really sorry that i dont really talk to many people much anymore by the way. it’s not because i don’t like you anymore or anything of that sort i promise.

i just… i never have anything interesting to say or talk about, and i’d  hate to bother people with my annoying self because i know there are many better things you could be doing than talking to some annoying, uninteresting, one-dimensional person like me

i’m so sorry

I just went through  facebook and all the mcl beta page was leaked! like…wtf guys! why are you doing this? 

You know i’m not the type of person who complains about literally anything, but what it really bothered me was the answer of the person who posted it: 

If she (Chinomiko) wanted no leaks, she should have trust the mods, not us

Like…are you serious?! That’s your fucking answer?! You just said that you can’t be trusted, that you lied to the people working in My Candy Love right to their faces! What kind of shitty people does that? Instead of acknowledging your mistake you just put your “i don’t give a fuck” attitude

Maybe it’s me, i’m too sincere and when I give my word I give it for real…but omg! I just can’t 

anonymous asked:

sorry im venting about this here but its something that really bothers me. people who arent in the discourse love to reblog posts making fun of aces and then claim thats why "they dont believe aces are lgbt" and all that jazz but they never see the death threats we get, they never see the harassment and the demonization, they never see the extreme stuff and so they act like its just a funny meme thing and it looks like aces are "just overreacting" bu t its not (1/2)

(2/2) and theyre indirectly contributing to the erasure and silencing of us and its so infuriating and frustrating and it hurts. and it hurts even more having to unfollow people you really liked bc apparently ur just another fucking joke to them

Honestly tho!!

You shouldn’t be saying that shit, especially if you’re not in the discourse. They don’t see the shit aspecs get just for uttering the words “I’m aspec.”

–Mod Mercy

anonymous asked:

Hi, love! Sorry to bother you. I was thinking of auditioning as a fairy for our state's renaissance festival, and I was just curious as to what you have to do while auditioning. I'm not really a loud person like most at ren fest, so I'm a bit nervous. If you could maybe give me some advice? Thank you! ❤

Hello darlin!

 Im only really familiar with the process for the TN festival, but there is no reason to be stressed. Even so, I know its completely natural, I was practically shaking in my boots my first audition, but no worries its actually a lot of fun! We typically have improv games we play in a group of those returning or new members and then a monologue if you prepared one (its not required to do one however for us!) My best advice to you would be to be yourself, have fun, and keep a positive attitude. Once they see your personality type you can start constructing a strong character around it that you could do well as. They want you to be the best character you can be (hopefully a Faerie!) but don’t be discouraged if they suggest a noble, peasant, etc. those roles can be just as fun and rewarding. 

best of luck dear with your auditions! <3

listen i promised i wouldn’t make this post but. i don’t care

anyways the reason a giant chunk of moreid fanfic (and headcanons) bother me and sometimes downright offend me is because of how horribly both characters are written. reid isn’t a shy, submissive, asexual beta male. not once in canon has he ever really acted as such. he’s quite outgoing (pilot episode) always speaks his mind and shares information, is close with his friends and teammates. he’s not subordinate, and isn’t afraid to stand up to hotch and his superiors on many occasions (elephants memory, it takes a village) he can protect himself and others just fine (LDSK). he ogles women often and has shown sexual interest in several characters (JJ, elle, austin, lila, and even ethan) and morgan? morgan isn’t a womanizer. he isn’t dominate or an alpha. he’s sensitive and effeminate, and often carries himself in quite a feminine way. he takes care of his body, but he’s not vain or self absorbed (elephants memory). his head is always either clean shaven, or when he had hair, neatly cropped. his facial hair is always trimmed immaculately, as are his eyebrows. his skin is flawless, and he probably has a quite intricate skincare routine. when he says he couldn’t remember jordan’s name or face and reid and emily insinuate it’s because he’s slept with so many people, it’s not the case. he’s so incredibly respectful to women. on many occasions he treats women most of the world would look down upon (drug addicts, sex workers, homeless women) with the utmost respect. in one episode, he politely asks a drug addicted sex worker a question, addressing her as ‘miss’ and then calling her 'sweetheart’ as he thanks her, all the while other officers look at him with disdain. he tells that homeless women he believes she’s beautiful and her life has worth, and this seemingly shocks emily, but he thinks nothing of it. he loves and respects women, and quite frankly the womanizer trope isn’t grounded in canon but instead racism. he’s also, once again, not actually an aggressive, domineering alpha male. he’s the muscle, sure, but again, refer to elephants memory. “this was never about vanity.” take it into account that derek endured horrific sexual abuse for years. i see so many people forget that. understand the effects that had on him. imagine how helpless and weak he felt. imagine how emasculated buford made him feel. and remember how often he was bullied and beaten up. of course he’d pack on muscle and display his strength. he is gentle and caring. look at any episodes in which he cares for children (profiler profiled, foundation, prince of darkness). he’s soft and kind with them, so much to the point where he gets james to open up about his abuse, angel to welcome his touch, and ellie to treat him as a confidante and surrogate father. cases affect him so much more deeply than the others (sandman, restoration, all of the episodes revolving around emily’s past). he carries things with him because he feels things so much stronger than anyone else. he shows the most emotion out of anyone. morgan and reid’s actual roles are eons away from being accurately represented by fandom and that will never cease to annoy me