dear myself, note this;
you shouldn’t feel sad on times when he doesn’t call or times when the conversation runs out of topic and finally comes to an end,
you shouldn’t feel so miserable on times when his name doesn’t pop up in your phone anymore even though he himself still pops up in your head 24/7,
you shouldn’t feel sorrowful on times when you look at him but he’s not looking at you first like he used to do,
are you happy when you see a rainbow? do you feel sad when it is finally gone? have you ever assumed it as yours?