it makes me wonder if you're okay

anonymous asked:

okay but now im crying because im imagining that patton is the only one who understands that anxiety is so insecure and so just at like evey possible moment he gives words of encouragement. "and anxiety, you're-" "no whatever you asked me to do i didnt!" "-standing there and sulking in the corner!! good job!"

He wants to make sure Anxiety knows that people care for him, and is just overly optimistic and supportive of everything he does.

“Good job, Sport! You got out ta bed today!”

“Wonderful, that’s your second snack today! That’s more than yesterday!”

“Ah, look at you standing there glaring, I bet you worked hard on that glare!”

“Its okay, if you need to cry, there’s nothing to be ashamed of. You did your best today, and you were wonderful, sometimes things just don’t go to plan.”

Okay, I’m just going to say it.

Someone needs to give me a fic, or at least some fan art, of Moana of Motunui going voyaging and accidentally making it through the mists and landing on an island full of female warriors.

Because….someone had to teach Diana how to sail, right?

okay but just                                                                                                                                                 hear me out on this.

Twice As Girlfriends
  • Nayeon: The type of girlfriend that ALWAYS picks your outfits. You both NEED to match clothes to make her happy.
  • Jeongyeon: The caring type of girlfriend. She would call you constantly to ask if you're alright and would ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS make lame dad jokes.
  • Momo: The pabo type of girlfriend. You'd have to take care of her bc this girl is a child at heart, but be careful when she's angry bc she would not hesitate to say what's on her mind. On the other hand, she'd make you the happiest person ever.
  • Sana: CLINGY TO THE MAX. She would constantly call you to tell you she misses you (even though you just saw each other literally 5 seconds ago). This girl would look at you like you're her whole world. She would come up with the most precious reasons to steal kisses from you.
  • Jihyo: The motherly type of girlfriend. This girl will always make you smile and constantly take you on dates if you've had a bad day. Please protect this precious girl.
  • Mina: The most wonderful girlfriend. She would go out of her way to make you happy. She would always bring you small gifts to cheer you up and offer you her sweater if you're cold. She's such a gentlewoman.
  • Dahyun: The funniest yet serious girlfriend. Okay Kim Dahyun is known to be the life of the group so let me set this straight (which she ain't). SHE WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH UNTIL YOU CAN'T BREATHE. I mean it, this girl is such a meme. But she would be such a TEASE.
  • Chaeyoung: The adorable and shy girlfriend. She's the type of girlfriend that would walk you to class and carry your stuff. She may be small, but she's real strong. Anyway, both of you would have such a cute relationship bc she's the most precious baby. Your dates would be sjsisnsk. I'm sorry just please protect our smol bean Son Chaeyoung.
  • Tzuyu: The protective (but not obsessive) type of girlfriend. Oh dear lord this girl will care for you the most. She'd always look out for you and you two would NEVER argue. Maybe little intense discussions, but nothing too bad. Protect our adorable yet evil maknae please.
  • •should I do more of these? send me requests please!

anonymous asked:

No offense, but both on here and your main blog, you're always so pro-black, anti-white. I'm wondering why? You're white yourself, right? Why hate your own skin color?

…Okay, my friend. I will give you leniency and say you’re a little ignorant on some matters concerning myself and my opinions, and want clarification. Let me start off by saying: I am not anti-white. I’m anti-white supremacy. I can just learn to take a joke concerning my skin colour. Ours are about white girls being hipsters or white dudes and their lack of respect for when people say “no”. 

People have literally been making derogatory jokes about black people for years. I can take it.

But, if you really want context, let me tell you a story.

Imagine two sisters. One with black skin, one with white skin, sharing the same white mother, growing up in a white family, in a predominantly white town. Imagine a large age-difference between them. Say half a decade. 

As sisters do, they bicker and they squabble. One claims the mother loves them more for being the first-born, the latter cries, and all goes to hell. The younger white sister, seeing little wrong, assumes her older sister is just a jerk who likes to pick on her. Because, hey, she was a kid. That’s how kids react.

But she thinks the world of her older sister, who has fire in her eyes and passion in her soul. Perhaps a little too angry and too violent, too quick to assume the world revolves around her or will point the revolver. Who will climb trees the highest to prove a point, who will mouth off at the slightest provocation. She’s cool. She’s independent. And most of all, the slightest inkling the little sister is being bullied, she will kick ass. Even when the little sister’s “father” buggered off, she was always the one there to defend the little sister.

She never notices why there is so much anger simmering under that beautiful older sister until years later.

But cracks start to emerge.

Family members assume little worsts about the older sister. The older sister spouts off “she gets away with it because she’s the perfect white girl”. The little sister is confused–she gets shouted at when she’s been bad! Why is her sister jealous? They both get punished!

More cracks show. Her beautiful sister leaves the house.

Years pass. Small slips in attitude.

The older sister “speaks well”. She has a “good attitude”. Because she was raised “in the right family”. 

People the little sister once adored now show attitudes that confuse and upset her. 

“Bloody immigrants”. “Go back to where they came from.” “They don’t belong here”. “The cities aren’t the same”. “It’s lost it’s culture”.


She’s heard these things all her life, the older sister. The younger sister had the unlucky fortune of being raised blind.


The reason I am so passionate is because I grew up as a textbook example of ignorant white priveledge

And my silence was violence for someone I cared about.

It’s not just violence in fists

But hatred spread through words.

And I am now in a position where I can voice my opposition.

Never again will I be ignorant.

Never again will I be complacent.

Never again will I be blinded.

Never again will I assume “I am one of the good ones”. The moment I do that, I excuse myself from learning more.

Are you fat? This post is for you.

You are beautiful and wonderful. 

You are loved. 

Your fat is natural and excellent. 

You make the best pillows, you’re the best for cuddling, and you cute as hell. 

So go you! 

pat your cute tum! 

Wiggle those bingo wings! 

run a hand down those meaty thighs! 

Love yourself today because I love you. 

And you are wonderful 

Thank you for existing. 

I also crocheted one of the Pokemon that appears in Magikarp Jump but I haven’t taken pictures yet and my break is up so stay tuned for that one! 


Gemma glanced down at her watch and then stood up, realizing she had to get going if she didn’t want to be late. “I have to get to class.”

Augustus stood up too, pushing in his chair and then somewhat blocking Gemma’s way as he asked with renewed concern, “Are you sure? It’s okay if—”

“Yes, I’m sure,” Gemma interrupted with slightly reddened cheeks of her own. “I’m feeling a lot better and—and if that changes, I’ll call you or Mom or Dad or maybe even Tobias.”

“Do you pinky swear?” Augustus asked.

Gemma hesitated, feeling confused before she caught the rare, playful smile that rose to his lips. It surprised her, but nevertheless made her smile too. “Yes, I pinky swear. Here, let’s make it official.”

She held up her hand, pinky finger lifted in wait and soon grasped by Gus’ own.

“Pinky swear,” they stated in unison, and then dropped their hands with light, scattered laughter.

“Maybe he is good for you,” Gemma tentatively mused.


“Nothing,” she said with a slight shake of her head. “I’ll see you tonight, okay?” she added, and then turned to go, leaving Augustus with both the dishes and his thoughts.

Richard Siken Quote Starters
  • I woke up in the morning and I didn't want anything, didn't do anything, couldn't do it anyway.
  • I say I want you inside me and you hold my head underwater. I say I want you inside me and you split me open with a knife.
  • Vanity makes you say things like "I deserved a better life than this."
  • I sleep. I dream. I make up things that I would never say. I say them very quietly.
  • Your world doesn't make sense.
  • Someone once told me that explaining is an admission of failure. I'm sure you remember, I was on the phone with you, sweetheart.
  • A man takes his sadness and throws it away but then he's still left with his hands.
  • I've been in your body and it was a carnival ride.
  • Tell me about the dream where we pull the bodies out of the lake and dress them in warm clothes again.
  • Love always wakes the dragon and suddenly, flames everywhere.
  • You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won't tell you that he loves you, but he loves you.
  • Is that too much to expect? That I would name the stars for you?
  • To them he is a mirror, but to you he is a room.
  • You want a better story. Who wouldn't?
  • Let's admit, without apology, what we do to each other.
  • If you love me, Henry, you don't love me in a way I understand.
  • He was pointing at the moon, but I was looking at his hand.
  • I am more than one thing, and not all of those things are good.
  • Fairy tales have rules. You are a princess or you aren't.
  • You wanted to think of yourself as someone who did these kinds of things. You wanted to be in love and he happened to get in the way.
  • We have not touched the stars, nor are we forgiven.
  • If this isn't a kingdom then I don't know what is.
  • Your body told me in a dream it's never been afraid of anything.
  • You swallow my heart and flee, but I want it back now, baby. I want it back.
  • Sorry about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine.
  • Everyone needs a place. It shouldn't be inside of someone else.
  • I'm sorry I came to your party and seduced you and left you bruised and ruined.
  • Everyone could see the way his muscles worked, the way we look like animals, his skin barely keeping him inside.
  • I'm pulling you out of the burning buildings and you say "I'll give you anything" but you never come through.
  • Dear Forgiveness, I saved a plate for you. Quit milling around the yard and come inside.
  • You wanted happiness, I can't blame you for that.
  • I swear, I end up feeling empty, like you've taken something out of me and I have to search my body for scars.
  • Oh, the things we invent when we are scared and want to be rescued.
  • I do believe his mouth is heaven, his kisses falling over me like stars.
  • He had green eyes, so I wanted to sleep with him. Green eyes flecked with yellow, dried leaves on the surface of a pool. You could drown in those eyes, I said.
  • Damn if there isn't anything sexier than a slender boy with a handgun, a fast car, a bottle of pills.
  • The entire history of human desire takes about seventy minutes to tell. Unfortunately, we don't have that kind of time.
  • You play along, because you want to die for love, you always have.
  • You're trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist.
  • Moonlight making crosses on your body, and me putting my mouth on every one.
  • I wouldn't kill your pony. I'd like to believe it, anyway.
  • Imagine a story where everything goes wrong, where everyone has their back against the wall, where everyone is in pain and acting selfishly because if they don't, they'll die.
  • You're a train and I'm a train station and when I try to guess your trajectory I end up telling my own story.
  • The way you slam your body into mine reminds me I'm alive.
  • I'm just a writer. I write things down. I walk through your dreams and invent the future.
  • I couldn't get the boy to kill me, but I wore his jacket for the longest time.
  • Imagine a story, not of good against evil, but of need against need against need, where everyone is at cross-purposes and everyone is to blame.
  • You looked at me long enough to see something mysterious under all the gruff and bluster. Thanks.
  • In the wrong light anyone can look like a darkness.
  • You just wanted to prove there was one safe place, just one safe place where you could love him. You have not found that place yet.
  • This is not harmless. You are not breathing.
  • Lesson number one -- be sneaky and have a plan.
  • I know history. There are many names in history but none of them are ours.
  • You know that a boy who likes boys is a dead boy, unless he keeps his mouth shut, which is what you didn't do, because you are weak and hollow and it doesn't matter anymore.
  • Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.
  • Sometimes you get so close to someone you end up on the other side of them.
  • When someone is trying to ditch you, kill you, never go back.
  • All wars are the same war.
  • We are all going forward. None of us are going back.
  • I'm not suggesting the world is good, that life is easy, or that any of us are entitled to better.
  • I wanted to be wanted and he was very beautiful, kissed with his eyes closed, and only felt good while moving.
  • Okay, so I'm the dragon. Big deal. You still get to be the hero.
  • Actually, you said Love, for you, is larger than the usual romantic love. It's like a religion. It's terrifying.
  • You take her out into the rain and you fall in love with her and she leaves you and you're desolate.
  • Sorry about the scene at the bottom of the stairwell and how I ruined everything by saying it out loud.
  • Someone is digging your grave right now.
  • There's a niche in his chest where a heart would fit perfectly.
  • Your co-workers ask if everything's okay and you tell them you're just tired.
  • Here is the repeated image of the lover destroyed.
  • At this point in the story so many things have gone wrong, so many bad decisions made, that it's a wonder anyone would want to continue reading.
  • Eventually something you love is going to be taken away.
  • I wanted to hurt you but the victory is that I could not stomach it.
  • Tell me we're dead and I'll love you even more.
  • I take the parts that I remember and stitch them back together to make a creature that will do what I say or love me back.
  • I am sad and angry and I want everyone to be alive again.
  • Cashier: This sucks!
  • Other Cashier: *yawns* What sucks?
  • Cashier: This job. I'm so bored. Why can't we just leave?
  • Other Cashier: We've only got two more hours left.
  • Cashier: Yeah, but no one is going to come in. No one shops here. Let's stop pretending that this place is profitable and go home and do important things like sleeping or masturbating.
  • Other Cashier: I mean, you can masturbate in the back room and no one will notice.
  • Cashier: I know, but it's comfier at home.
  • Other Cashier: I get what you're saying, though.
  • Cashier: About masturbating?
  • Other Cashier: No, about going home. I'd do it, but I'm too big of a fan of making money.
  • Cashier: I don't care about money. It's not like my money goes to anything important. I'm pretty against money. I'm a libertarian.
  • Other Cashier: Libertarians love money, dude.
  • Cashier: Oh. What were the names of the one's who hate money?
  • Other Cashier: Commies?
  • Cashier: Yeah, I'm a commie! Fuck money! Everything should be free! ...What does commie even mean?
  • Other Cashier: *shrugs* I don't know. Probably short for something.
  • Cashier: Is it like a race of people or something?
  • Other Cashier: I think so. I hope it's not some sort of ethnic slur.
  • Cashier: I think I'm going to stop calling myself a c*mmie just in case.
  • Other Cashier: Yeah, that's a good idea.
  • *doors slides open*
  • Cashier: Did you see that?
  • Other Cashier: The doors?
  • Cashier: No, the 30% off beauty supplies sign. Of course the doors, dude! They just opened by themselves.
  • *doors slide closed*
  • Cashier: Omigod! That's so creepy. *tugs other cashier's shirt* Isn't that so creepy?
  • Other Cashier: Iunno. Not a big deal to me. Maybe they like malfunctioned or something. It happens.
  • Cashier: Yeah, but you don't think it's suspicious that they malfunctioned when we're in here alone?
  • Other Cashier: Not really, dude. I mean, if they were gonna malfunction, they were gonna do so whether or not anyone was here.
  • Cashier: I guess that makes sense... Hey, that reminds me of this creepy thought I had.
  • Other Cashier: Yeah?
  • Cashier: You remember Mary Kate & Ashley.
  • Other Cashier: The twins?
  • Cashier: No, the other Mary Kate & Ashley.
  • Other Cashier: There was another set of Mary Kate & Ashleys!?
  • Cashier: No, dummy. I was talking about the twins.
  • Other Cashier: Then why did you say there were another set of them?
  • Cashier: I was messing with you.
  • Other Cashier: That's a dumb way of messing with someone.
  • Cashier: Well, you can be really dumb sometimes?
  • Other Cashier: I'm dumb? Aren't you the one who's a commie.
  • Cashier: Don't say c*mmie when it's probably a slur!
  • Other Cashier: *covers mouth* Forgot, sorry dude. Anyway, what were you going to say about Mary Kate & Ashley.
  • Cashier: I don't know, probably something made up and dumb. They're both dead anyway, so who cares.
  • Other Cashier: They died?
  • Cashier: Probably. I mean have you heard anything about them in the last few years?
  • Other Cashier: Nope. I guess they are dead then.
  • *glass shattering*
  • Cashier: Eep! What the hell was that!?
  • Other Cashier: Sounds like it came from the beauty supplies section.
  • Cashier: That's the most isolated part of the store. What if it's like... I don't know a fucking spirit or something?
  • Other Cashier: Spirits aren't real.
  • Cashier: So you think we just go nowhere when we die?
  • Other Cashier: No, like, dead spirits are real. But, like, ghost spirits aren't? Dead spirits probably want to go to heaven instead of sticking around the flesh zone.
  • Cashier: But what if they're going to hell soon? I'd rather haunt a shitty store than go to hell!
  • Other Cashier: We're not supposed to talk about religion at work, dude. Listen, I'm going to check out what broke. You just sit here and twiddle your thumbs or whatever. *walks off*
  • Cashier: Alright, be safe. *twiddle, twiddle, twiddle*
  • Cashier: *looks up at clock* Holy shit! There's only five minutes before my shift ends. Twiddling your thumb wastes so much time. But, my co-worker hasn't come back yet. God, this is bad. No. Stop being paranoid. It's probably nothing. They probably cleaned up whatever broke and went home early. But, that means I have to close this place myself. Shit. I hate closing by myself. It's so creepy.
  • *glass shatters*
  • *a groan comes from within the store*
  • Cashier: *sweats and glances up at the clock* Wow, still five minutes left until my shift ends. Time really does slow down when you're paying attention.
  • *another louder groan*
  • Cashier: Haha, look at the time. Still five minutes left. Every second feels like an hour when you're as hard a worker as I am. *sweats harder* I guess there's nothing wrong with calling it in early, right? That's what being a c*mmie all about. Leaving work whenever you want. Worker's rights and such. It's not in my job description to deal with whatever the fuck is probably in the back of the store. I mean. I'm just a cashier. *shuts off lights and locks up the store* My co-worker probably went out the back anyway. Yeah, that's it. Everything's cool. I'm not doing anything wrong.
  • Cashier: *walks off into the night* I can't wait to go home and have a completely normal night not at all bothered by whatever unseen events just transpired.
  • *the doors to the store are slowly forced open*
  • *hundreds of tiny maggots squirm out in the direction of the cashier*

thayerkerbasy  asked:

Okay, I can see why you're positive about season 13 and Destiel. It's like we're in the last 20 minutes of the romance movie, everything's gone horrible, and now Dean has to work to make things right. It's a wonderful thing, and it's going to show the Bronlies why just Sam and Dean isn't enough anymore. That said, is there anything you can say to reassure Crowley fans like me? It feels like my dash is a parade of Destiel while I'm sitting here with a well-dressed corpse.


I answered a bunch of Crowley asks together, sorry that it’s kinda short, I am sad that Crowley is gone… but given that he is the metaphor for Dean’s dark side I am also happy for that? I don’t know if that helps a Crowley fan at all though… if you also are a Dean fan I guess :) Who knows he might be back?!

anonymous asked:

just wondering, u dont have to do this prompt. If you're comfortable with it, can you do some like dirty teasing dialogue between Person A and Person B as they do the sin? (This is basically me asking if ur okay with doing nsfw prompts too)

I am comfortable with like, mild nsfw prompts, so obviously I am not gonna get really descriptive or dirty or anything like that, but I can try to do flirty/teasing. Mainly jokes though, because I don’t know how to make serious sexy prompts. 

1.”I could be wearing batman pajamas and a deer head and you would still probably call me sexy.” 

“It’s not my fault you look incredibly hot in like, everything.”

2. “If we have our first time with scooby-doo playing in the background, I will literally never forgive you.” 

3.”That was really hot but also slightly horrifying so please like, warn me next time you are gonna do that?” 

4. “You’re a lot better at this then I thought you would be.” 

“I dont know if that’s an insult or a compliment…” 

5. “Okay, I dont care how hot you are, or how badly I want to keep going. We need to move this somewhere else. I am not doing it on the floor it’s uncomfortable and I don’t want rug burns in all the wrong places, and my bed creaks if I sneeze, so we either relocate or we stop.” 

I hope these work for you, and if you need anything else, feel free to ask. 

                                           Permanent Starter Call!

Okay, so it’s been ages since I’ve made one of these and I figured this will be better to do than to make multiple starter calls without much progress. So, here’s the deal: by giving this post a heart, this means you’re okay with me: 

-Making you random starters of varying lengths

-coming into your askbox anytime (you aren’t obligated to answer the asks, though!)

-can tag you in posts!! 

-can come to you via IM to come plot/chat! (or if you’ve got skype/discord and want to use that instead we can do that too!)

That way, it’s easier for me to make these knowing that I have your full permission to do any of the above! I really want to interact with more of you and have Laei make more friends, so please don’t be shy okay! Friends, old or new, are more than welcome to like this. 

anonymous asked:

You've been gone for awhile I was very worried... And not because I want you to write. It's because you are a wonderful and beautiful person and if something happened to you, I would cry for months.. I'm glad you're okay though :) makes me happy

✿ Ahh, that’s very sweet of you! I’ve been reading every kind message that’s been sent to me and really appreciating them… college has just been totally killing my drive for social interaction (especially since I was fretting over being admitted into the Graphic Design program at school.) I got in, though… and while it’s definitely not going to be smooth sailing until the end of the semester, I’m almost done!


happy birthday to the amazing Uliana

But seriously tho I mean you know it's happened at least once-
  • Random Advisor: There's been movement on the borders
  • Random Advisor: We have reason to believe that Suna is on the verge of betraying us again!
  • Every other advisor except Shikamaru: *dramatic gasp*
  • Shikamaru: Hold up
  • Shikamaru: Wait a minute
  • Shikamaru: Not only do I totally not buy this
  • Shikamaru: But just so everyone will be reassured let me just make a phone call to my brother-in-law
  • Shikamaru: *whips out cellphone*
  • Shikamaru: Gaara? Yeah, it's me. Nah, just wondering if you're planning on attacking us anytime soon. Even though I'm married to your sister and your only nephew is a Konoha citizen. Yeah, I know. Wait, for real? Sweet. Yeah, I'll bring Shikadai over next week. Yeah yeah, bye.
  • Shikamaru: Okay, so three things
  • Shikamaru: We're not going to war with Suna
  • Shikamaru: Gaara thinks you all are being idiots
  • Shikamaru: And I'm about to get an awesome new flat-screen TV for my birthday because I'm just that wonderful an in-law
  • Random Advisors:
  • Shikamaru: Winning

poetandpleasant  asked:

hey sorry your "'aren't you ashamed?' 'never'" gifs just highkey made me cry thank u for posting them have a wonderful day/night

hey sorry, you’re highkey the sweetest person ever :’)))) ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
thank you so much for saying this, i’m so happy you liked them!!!
i’m sorry i made you cry though, aaaah :’D
hope you’re doing great and wish you a wonderful week!!! ❤️ 

happy pride!!!  🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍🌈 ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Originally posted by andthensuddenlycats

OKAY so I just saw someone mention that Will Roland doesn’t think Evan and Jared would make up after the events of the show which was. not fun to read because I was already crying so can… people send me some Soft Kleinsen Shit or even just general positivity?? idk why this is hitting me so hard but I’d really appreciate a pick me up rn