it makes her happy when i smile so whatever

This fic has been on my chest for days and I’m so glad that it’s finally done!

Anyway, this is based on @kaxpha‘s lost lance au and I was so excited to write this, the au has taken over my life no kidding. It also has a second part and you can find it here on @bleusarcelle‘s blog.

I’m very proud of how this came out(for now at least) :’)

I hope you’ll like it! <3


Keith hears the moment when Shiro takes in a shaky breath as the two of them and the rest of the guests watch Allura walks down the aisle. She stands tall and proud, a big smile on her face but when she meets Keith’s eyes for a few moments, he can see the storm of emotions that they hide.

He gives her an encouraging smile before her eyes move on to Shiro. The moments their gazes lock it’s like something shifts in the room: the mood, the quiet, the air. Keith isn’t sure what changes, but it feels like a relieved sigh. It feels like Allura is saying you’re here, like Shiro is agreeing iIm here, it feels like both of them are realizing we’re here and this is happening and i’ve never been more happy before.

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magnusbaene  asked:

how about some squad observing magnus and alec being in love? alternatively: magnus and alec in the institute, being competent but also cute af, if you'd like ♥

the institute is a steady buzz of activity when alec finally escapes from his meeting, hours of back and forth with stubborn clave ambassadors refusing to admit that there was still immediate danger, even with Valentine in chains. Someone had taken the soul sword, and Valentine was way too calm for a monomaniac in custody. in the end alec had decided to ignore their advice, which was quite plainly that they should fix up the wards and resume business and usual, and would instead lead an investigation into the missing mortal instrument himself.

when he finally reaches the ground floor, exhausted and irritable, he finds a certain warlock leaning casually against one of the desks, deep in conversation with clary. it makes alec smile, the tension in his shoulders falling away the closer he gets and it makes something soften inside that magnus falters mid-sentence to fix alec with a comforting smile. “rough day at the office?” he asks, producing a cup of to-go coffee and a paper bag, “i brought you breakfast”

“if that’s a croissant from the Parisian bakery i will marry you right now” alec tells him, stealing a soft kiss and gladly accepting the proffered food. beside magnus, clary offers alec a warm smile. that’s a thing they’re doing now, smiling at one another; tentatively easing into the kind-of-almost friendship they’d thought about before everything happened with clary’s mom. 

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100 Reasons Why I Love You – Theo Imagine

Requested by Anon: Can you do a Theo imagine where you are his gf and you always had been there for him, supporting him, defending him, and he never understood why you are still with him after everything he had done. And one night he asks you why love him and you give him like a hundredreason why you love him? i just need something fluff and cute w theo!!

Word Count: 1,293

Warnings: Mentions of sex but no descriptions. one curse word, and FLUFF!!!!!

Author’s Note: Feedback is always appreciated :)

[My Teen Wolf Master List]

Originally posted by hugwithsleep

Y/N sighed in contentment as she snuggled closer to Theo in their shared bed. He had his arms loosely wrapped around her figure, which she found a bit odd. He always held her tight against him, with the intentions of never letting her go and holding on to her for every second possible. Wanting for his affection, she buried her face at the crook of his neck, but got no reaction from him. In fact he was tense. Something was bothering him and she didn’t know how to approach it. Theo had never been good at talking about his feelings.

She slowly and carefully started tracing random shapes on his chest as she peppered his neck with small kisses. “Babe?” Theo hummed in response. “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing,” he sighed deeply.

She looked up and quirked an eyebrow at him. “Liar.”

Theo just gave her a small smile, which surprised her even more. She expected him to chuckle, maybe even defend himself, but he didn’t. She knew this was serious.

She gently pulled his chin down, making him look at her. “Talk to me, babe,” she said softly.

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saying “i have a girlfriend” is so satisfying for a multitude of reasons like it is so.. so nice b/c she is so, so nice, i am lucky, blessed, every single moment of my life, as i have been for the past like 6 yrs i’ve known her, she’s an angel, she is the sun, keeps me warm, makes flowers grow, so on and so forth, i am happy to be in a relationship, w/ her, every day is brighter b/c of her presence, she’s a 🍑💎🎁 (peach, gem, gift), but also i cannot pretend there isn’t a completely, utterly gratifying little flicker there when some dude is like “i feel like we have a connection” or whatever b/c i smiled @ him & am polite to him, as i am w/ everyone, & i get to just smile & proudly say “well, i have a girlfriend, so,” which is mean, mayhaps, but, i actually do not care (if it is me*n)

EXO Reaction to you being on set with them & lots of your fav idols are their co-stars

To the anon that requested this, thank you so much for loving my love! Sorry this took so long! Xoxo, Admin A~

/I don’t own any of the gifs used, unless stated otherwise/


Chanyeol:

“Why is she not paying attention to me? Why is she only with Hyung? Not fair!” *Baby needs attention*

Kris:

*So pissed with his co-star* “I’m not jealous.. no.. just don’t talk to me okay!?”

Sehun:

*You can’t really notice who’s there, I mean who would look at other people when Sehun’s there*

Tao:

*Seeing all the pictures you uploaded to Instagram* “Tsk… i told her not to… did she really take a picture with everyone or what?”

Kai:

*He just can’t help but smile every time he see’s you fangirling* “She’s so cute when she’s happy… I should bring her more often”

Xiumin:

*Shows you around, introduces you to everyone and even let’s you participate in whatever he’s doing* “I know you don’t come here often so I want it to make it memorable”

Baekhyun:

*Every time one of your fav idols passes by* “Jagi jagi! Look who’s there! Aww you are blushing”

Luhan:

*Hates his co-stars in that moment* “I hope they remember who the man here is…”

Chen:

*Trying to get your attention somehow even though he knows he won’t for that day*

Kyungsoo:

*He’s just there watching… waiting* “What I’m thinking? I’m just thinking how I’ll convince her to leave at the end of the day…. at this rate I’ll just have to camp here while she talks to all of them…”

Lay:

*He actually planned it all because he knows how much you wanted to meet them* “Come with me baobei… there’s someone I’d like you to meet”

Suho:

*He’ll just enjoy his time alone while you go meet those idols* 

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Just Relax

Pairing: Sam x Reader
Words:  832
Requested by Anonymous:  Can you make a one shot about how the reader and Sam are dating and he just came home from a hunt and the reader puts his hair in a man bun and it gets all fluffy and cute (not the man bun, the scene) 

DO NOT POST MY WRITING ANYWHERE WITHOUT MY EXPLICIT PERMISSION!


          You hadn’t been allowed to go on the hunt because of the leg injury you sustained on the last one. So, you had been back at the bunker by yourself while Sam and Dean were off on the hunt. You worried about them all the time, but you did your best to stay positive.

           When you heard the door of the bunker opened, you hurried toward them as quickly as you could with your leg, “Both in one piece?”

           “Both in one piece,” Sam nodded, “Hi, Baby.”

           “Hi,” you grinned as they made it to the bottom of the stairs.

           Dean hugged you quickly, kissing your cheek, “How’s the leg?”

           “Still attached,” you answered.

           “That’s good,” he grinned, “I’m gonna go shower and disappear for a while. You two have fun.”

           “See ya later,” you waved as Dean walked down the hallway.

           Sam walked to you, “So, how about greeting your favorite Winchester,” he smiled, looking down at you.

           You put your arms around his waist and looked up at him, “Welcome home, Sammy,” you smiled.

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Benevolence 3

3/20 Can’t say much about this chapter, I’m sorry Y/N about your fucked up birthday. There will be light smut towards the end and Zhang Yixing will appear.

Word count: 5,372


  How can I hate you this much?

Why don’t you want me to leave?

What is it that she’s giving you that I’m not?

Questions I continue to ask myself each time I look directly into his face. Do I even love him anymore at this point? His hair parted straight down the middle with the ends flipped out. Part of his chest exposed underneath the jacket that was being held by a belt. It took me ages trying to find a print to match his pants.

“Y/N, Once again a job well done. Come to my office later we many things to discuss.”, The head fashion designer of SM spoke to me.

“Yes, Ma’am I’ll see you upstairs.”

Once she turned away I felt arms wrap themselves around my torso. The feeling of soft hair upon my shoulder made me chuckle. He was so corny constantly trying to do things that made us seem more like a couple to other people.

“Hello Boyfriend.”, I sighed 

“Hello Girlfriend.”, He answer cheerfully.

“What are you doing Baekhyun, you have to shoot another scene soon.”

“I just wanted to say hi, you weren’t beside me when I woke up this morning.”, I could feel the pout on his face. Baekhyun has a habit of laying directly on top of me whenever we sleep together so, when I wasn’t lay directly underneath him this morning he probably got upset.

“I’m sorry I got called in early to make the finishes touches on your outfits. You look sexy by the way.”, I muttered turning around in his arms.

“I didn’t think you’d want my sexy chest out for everyone to see though.”, He laughed spreading the top open even more to expose his chest.

“It’s not for them to see, it’s something nice for me to look at while I sew.”, I joked.

“But not you okay.”, His voice suddenly got extremely low.

“What do you mean?”

“I’ll walk around in the nude if it makes you feel better but, I don’t want you showing anyone your body except me.”, His voice darkened. 

Baekhyun let’s not be ridiculous why would I-” 

“Y/N, no matter what my love for you will never die. Please forgive me for whatever I do in the future that hurts you. I’ll always have you in my mind even if I’m doing the worst thing ever.” He leaned down closer to my ear.  “Never forget our love.”


My eyes fluttered open instantly getting hit by the ray of sun. That was the corniest dream ever, except the fact that it wasn’t just a dream it was a memory. All of those cheesy words being said in that dream were once said to me in real life by Baekhyun. “Please forgive me for whatever I do that hurts in the future.” How could I possibly do that now, I couldn’t, could I? Remembering that day now makes me wonder when exactly Baekhyun and Taeyeon started seeing each other again.

                     I felt small hands push on my back as if, they were trying to shuffle me awake. Turning around to face the person I saw Taeyeon dressed in casual attire. Her cheeks began to darken from the shock of me turning towards so suddenly.

“Happy Birthday Y/N.”, She cheered a smile gracing her face.

“Thank you.”, The sides of my lips tugged up as I sat in a sitting position.

I had almost forgotten today was my birthday. After finding out what my punishment was I say no enjoyment in it. I honestly thought about just telling Baekhyun to go on that dinner with Taeyeon however, I didn’t spend so much time on that dress to not wear. So for the first time just this one night I’ll try not to be so bitter about her being around. Am I accepting the situation? Hell no, I just don’t want to be the buzzkill on my own birthday. My birthday actually isn’t that important to me, at least before this year. I never liked having the attention on me too much because, I wasn’t very enthusiastic when it came to presents. I never screamed whenever I got one it was a simple “Thank you” then on to the next one. It wasn’t that I was ungrateful in fact I make sure to take extra care towards gifts given to me, I just never saw the point in screaming and crying over every single one. Turning 21 in Korea isn’t anything special I was technically already 21 if we’re going by Korean age, but I just say the year of my birth so people don’t get confused.

“Is something wrong?”, Taeyeon asked me furrowing her eyebrows, snatching me out of my thoughts.

“No, I was just thinking about something.”

“Was it Baekhyun? He told me tell you left early for the studio and that you needed to be ready a three so we can leave.”, She spoke

“Okay, what are you doing?”, I asked noticing that she was wearing shoes and preparing to throw on a sun hat. Her outfit was casual like I said before but, the sun hat seemed off.

“I’m going to meet some fans for lunch and then I’m going to SM to see about preparations for a solo album.”, Her eyes twinkled as she spoke the words. “I’m sorry that you’ll be alone for most of the day, I didn’t think you’d want me around while Baekhyun was gone.”

“It’s fine I planned on hanging out with some friends to make the time go by.”, I muttered getting off of the bed.

“I really hope you’re okay with me coming with you and Baekhyun today. He kind of insisted on letting me come so we could get closer.”

Did you ask me if I was okay with you stepping back into to Baekhyun’s love life fully aware that he had a girlfriend?

No, it’s fine it’s not that big of a deal.”, I assured walking over to the closet grabbing some towels for a bath.

“But….it is to you.”, Taeyeon struggled to get the words out not knowing my reaction. My hand froze as I was grabbing a wash cloth, it’s like she was trying to upset me. It’s not even anything she said it’s like she wants be to be said or angry with her and Baekhyun. I decided not to get too much into it, turning around from the closet to face her.

“Don’t you have to leave soon?”, I asked ignoring her last statement. Her eyes continued to look at my face for a few more seconds before she responded.

“Yeah, I’ll see you later.”, She muttered throwing the sun hat over her head rushing towards the door. There was just one thing that I had to ask her before she left.

“Taeyeon” She froze as the last letter of her name came out of my mouth. Her head slowly turned towards mine.

“Hmm?”

“What did you tell Baekhyun about what happened yesterday?”, It was either she said something different or Baekhyun just really liked upsetting me.

“Oh, I told him I slipped and that I wanted to apologize for taking a shower with you when you weren’t completely comfortable with it.”, Her eyes soon began to fill with sorrow. I didn’t know Taeyeon well enough or at all really, to tell if she was lying.

“It’s fine it’s not like I haven’t seen you naked before, goodbye.”, I finished rushing into the bathroom before she could get anything more out.

 For some reason it bugged me why she never demanded more respect, she was the oldest out of all three of us. Neither Baekhyun or I really gave her the proper “politeness” level. Did she really care that much about making other people happy or did she just not pay much attention to it?

 Turning the knob on the bathtub I removed my clothes trying to figure out what I was going to do today. I didn’t want to call Lisa and work on the ballroom dresses I wouldn’t be in the right mood. All of my other friends either were out of South Korea or had work to do. If I stayed at home I’d only find a reason to piss myself off. I had some things I wanted to do with Baekhyun today, I’d rather not do them by myself. I’ll think about it later right now I just needed to soak in this bathtub.


              “Hey Y/N, Happy Birthday!”, A male voice screamed into my ear

“Yixing, what are you doing here?”, My voice raised a little from the shock. I  was currently at a cupcake store buying their giant cupcake special. I really wasn’t in the mood for sweets but, knowing myself If I stared at it long enough I’d end up eating it.

  “I saw you walk in, I was actually getting ready to call you to see what you were up to.”, He giggle sitting in the chair across from me. We were the only ones besides the employees in the store. The store wasn’t very popular, which is one of the reasons I enjoyed it so much. I was always able to just get in and get out of it.

“You still can’t practice?”, I asked him my eyes traveling back to the giant cupcake on the table between the two of us. His back and hip injury never got to heal. I always liked Yixing he was one of the three members I was associated with. I admired his ability to never stop working.

“No, but let’s not talk about me I’m sorry Baekhyun couldn’t be here with you on your birthday. Since he couldn’t come I thought I’d fill in for him.”, He smiled at me picking up one of the plastic forks on the table. “Do you mind?”

“No, you didn’t really think I’d be able to eat this whole thing by myself.” Yes I would have, I ate way too much when I was frustrated. Being 5′1′, I’m actually a little overweight but, people mistook it as me being ‘curvy’. I never really cared because I’ve never compared myself to other girls too often.

“Great do you want to go bowling, that new placed just opened up a couple blocks down.” He asked me stuffing some of the cupcake into his mouth.

“I’m wearing a skirt.”, I chuckled digging my own plastic fork into the the abnormally large cupcake. I wasn’t wearing my dress now it was just a mini jean skirt, some thighs and ankle boots with a white sweater. I guess it was possible for me to go bowling with my skirt on but, I still didn’t want to accidentally flash anyone.

“Ah, I see it’s all good we call still go to China town.”, He spoke eyeing my outfit up and down.

Giving him a small smile I replied.

“That sounds fine.” I’ve actually wanted to live in China a few years after I moved to Korea. I’ve never really told anyone except,Taeyeon when she asked where else I’d want to live one day. Suddenly I felt something poking at my lips. Looking down at the object, Yixing had his plastic fork with cupcake on it, pressed against my lips.

“Ahhh.”

Giggling a little before opening my mouth to let him feed me the cupcake. It was a little hard to do since he decided to smash some of it onto my upper lip, causing him to go into a fit of laughter.

“Haha very fun, why the hell did you put so much on the fork.”, I said pretending to be angry and upset.

“It’s not my fault your mouth is so small.”, He stopped laughing to speak out before giggling once again. 

Raising one of my eyebrows as he threw his head back as he laughed, I grabbed a handful of the cupcake while stalking over to his side of the table. My plan was to smash the cupcake into his face however, it quickly backfired when he caught my arm. As he was catching my arm my boot slipped on the floor causing me to knock my cupcake filled hand into….. a woman. 

What the hell? Nobody ever comes in here let alone a lady dressed in a damn suit. You can tell she was the uptight type, they didn’t let anything go.

A horrifying screech left her lips while she gripped the cup of coffee held in her hands, “Did this pathetic excuse for a human being just mess up my $30,000 suit?” What the fuck was wrong with her?

“Ma’am I’ll apologize for you suit but the disrespect was not necessary.”, I spoke through gritted teeth. Yixing was now standing next to me holding my shoulders.

“I’m sorry Ma’am it was my fault please don’t be upset with her it’s her birthday.”, He tried to reason with her.

“I wouldn’t care if it was Buddha’s birthday your stupid whore messed my suit up.”

“Who the fuck are you talking to, you uptight bit-” Before the words can leave my mouth a hand connected with my face. 

She fucking slapped me. I couldn’t hit her back because for one my days of getting violent were over, two you can tell by just looking at her she’s, the type to press charges.

“Women like you will go straight to hell.”, Yixing hissed cupping the cheek she slapped me on.

“I’d stick my foot up your ass but, you’d run straight to the police wouldn’t you?”, I hissed towards her. Of course something had to happen then as well. I suddenly felt her scorching hot coffee running down my white sweater.

“Get the hell away from her!”, He shouted inches the two of us towards the door. “You’ll get what’s coming to you, you rude bitch.” I was shocked honestly Yixing’s respect for women was too much for him to ever raise his voice at one.

“I’m so sorry Y/N.”, He apologized to me once we were outside. He took off his blazer placing it over my shoulders. It didn’t do me any harm honestly the slap was bullshit, the coffee was what really hurt. Thankfully the sweater soaked up most of it.

“I’m sorry Y/N, please don’t let this ruin your birthday.”, He begged me using his sleeve to try and soak some of the coffee up.

“It’s fine Yixing let’s just go to China town. It’’ll be fun.”, I tried to cheer him up.

“Okay”, He spoke grabbing my hand “Let’s go to China town.”


                China town with Yixing was fun I didn’t really care much for the actually place but seeing Yixing get so happy about his home country was. “Y/N my grandparents were born there.” “Let’s visit this shrine we have the original one back in China.” It was very refreshing to see someone be so enthusiastic about something. When it got closer to three he took the train with me home, I felt bad because he had to pay extra just to make sure I got home safely. His present to me was a diamond ring with a mermaid on it. I was obsessed with the ocean, I’d live on it if I could. Unfortunately that train ride caused me to be two hours late.

  Walking into the apartment I saw Taeyeon sitting at the Island on her phone, while Baekhyun was pacing around the room. His eyes locking with mine as soon as I clicked the door shut.

“Where the hell have you been?”, He growled at me. Damn, can I get a hello?

Hey jagi, sorry I wasn’t here this morning how was your day?”, I said in a mocking voice.

“Don’t be cute I was worried since you weren’t here.”, He snapped causing me to scoff.

“Well what was I supposed to do Baekhyun wait on you all day?”,

“What happened to your shirt?”, Taeyeon gasped

“I spilled coffee on it let me change my outfit then we can leave.”

“Hurry up miss wants to be two hours late.”, He scoffed at me.

“I was stuck on a train Baekhyun I texted you twice but never got a response.”, I gritted my teeth already going up the stairs not wanting to be bothered with his bullshit right now.

Walking into the the spare bedroom which I turned into my work room I sighed. Looking at the dress I worked so hard on for this day was beautifully untouched. I didn’t want to put it on in case it got ruined but what’s the worst that could happened we’re going to dinner.


“I’m coming damn.”, I huffed as Baekhyun honked the car another time to get me into the car. Looking into the car I could see Taeyeon was already in the passenger seat. Usually we bickered on who got to sit in the passenger sit because, Baekhyun had to drive because he was ‘the man’. But lately I just haven’t had the energy to care.

 Getting into the car of course it was on the side where Baekhyun and Taeyeon could both look directly at me through the rear view mirror. I could move of  course but, then it would be obvious why I moved and start and unnecessarily argument.

“Your dress looks nice I could tell you worked hard on it.”, Taeyeon commented. She just loves to talk to me whenever Baekhyun is around because, then I have to respond unless I’m trying to piss him off.

“Thanks.’, I deadpanned looking out the window as Baekhyun pulled out on to the street. Just as I happened to look up into the rear view mirror I caught him giving Taeyeon a quick glance before looking at me.

“Yeah Jagi, you look nice.”, He spoke to me turning on the street getting closer to our desired restaurant. I didn’t get a chance to respond because Taeyeon started going on about her solo gig. I never cared much for her music just because I wasn’t really into kpop.  I hear her songs in shops all the time but that’s all they are to me songs I, happen to hear that happen to be Taeyeon’s.

            We pulled up to the restaurant it was one of the top restaurants in Korea because, it was so old. It went back so many years and had so much history to it. At least Baekhyun remembered that, that I’ve wanted to visit this place for awhile now. While we were getting out the car I dropped my phone under the seat and had to fish it out from under it. Baekhyun and Taeyeon were walking side by side while I jogged to catch up to them.

“Hello to all, Good evening table for two?”, The waitress asked as soon we walked through the door.

“Three.”, Taeyeon and I spoke at the same time.

“Ah, you brought a friend along.”, The waitress whispered quietly not thinking anyone heard him but, if I did then I’m sure they did. “Come this way we have a free both for you.”

Walking us towards this red velvet booth the waitress spoke.”Here’s your booth. My name is Woojong and I will be your waitress for tonight. Have a seat and may I get you any drinks?”

I slide onto one side of the booth alone while Taeyeon and Baekhyun slide on the other. “I’d like sprite please.”, I said to the waiter.

“Diet Coke.”, Baekhyun nodded at him. 

“Just water please.”, Taeyeon smiled as the waiter nodded at us before heading off.

“What did you do today?”, Baekhyun asked to I’m assuming me because Taeyeon already told him what  she did in the car. We each picked up our menus and browsed the selections.

“I went to China town with Yixing.”, I explained going straight to the main course section. A good portion of their options had steak in them and I physically could’t keep steak down. Thankfully I found a dish that had the steak removed that appealed to me.

“Yixing?”, He asked surprised that I was with his best friend.

“Yeah he said he wanted to spend time with me on my birthday since you were busy today.”, I replied closing my menu down.

The waitress came back before he could respond handing us our drinks.

“Now, what can I get you for today?”, He asked taking out his notepad. Giving him our orders I happened to drop my menu as I handed it to him. As I was picking up my menu I saw Baekhyun fingering Taeyeon under the booth. Of fucking course he would be. Did he even say happy birthday today? Pretending not to notice I lean against the wall by the booth. They pretended to have a conversation while I pretended to be interested.

When we got our orders mine was all fucked up. It was a full blown steak sitting in front of me. It’s not even about me being picky if I could swallow it and keep it down I’d eat it but I can’t.

“They messed my order up.”, I sighed getting ready to call the waiter over.

‘Just wait he’ll come over.”, Baekhyun spoke through a mouth stuffed full of food. The waitress Woojong had already moved on to his next costumers.

“It’s fine I’ll just ask for my correct order quickly.”, I spoke getting ready to call him over again while they enjoyed their meals.

“Of course your needy ass would find a problem with the meal.”, He mocked me through a stuffed mouth.

“You know I can’t eat steak Baekhyun.”, I growled at him trying to keep my voice down making sure not to draw attention to myself.

“Just stop being a bitch for once you begged for this now eat.”

“Stop being a dick just let me ask him for my original order.”, I scoffed at him.

 His hand slammed against the table cracking the corner of it. By now a few people were staring here and there nothing I couldn’t handle.

“This is exactly why I need Taeyeon around. You’re a fucking brat!”, He shouted. “All you do is complain all the damn time about everything. You complain when I don’t fuck you enough. You complain when I drag myself out to this dinner that you asked for,. You do realize you’re nothing I could just be with Taeyeon if I wanted to? But I’m not because I happen to love you both but, you’re making it very hard for me to feel that way Y/N.”

By the time he was finished the entire restaurant was staring at us. If you know me you know I hate being directly stared at in embarrassing situations. I’ve had to pause or turn off countless movies because of second hand embarrassment. This was too much I hear people snickering and whispering.

“Are they in a polyamorous relationship?”

“She’s stupid as hell for staying with him.”

“He just snapped on her.”

All I wanted to do was crawl under a rock in hide. Grabbing my cell phone off of the table I try and rush towards the door however, my plan backfired when an entire bowel of red and brown noodle dish fell onto my dress.

The dress I worked so many weeks on.

The dress I made to specifically wear on this day.

The dress I didn’t want ruined because of today.

Here it is covered in noodles and sauce giving people even more reason to think I’m pathetic I am.

“Oh my god that beautiful dressed is ruined.”

“She’s definitively not going to forget this birthday.”

“Baekhyun what the hell is wrong with you.”, I heard an unfamiliar shout escape Taeyeon’s lips.

She never raised her voice for anything I would’ve smiled but I was too focused on getting out of that place.

A warm jacket was placed onto my shoulders, looking up I saw a handsome male who was now missing his blazer.

“You don’t deserve this leave them.”, He whispered in my ear rubbing my back before walking off glaring at Baekhyun.

This wasn’t anyone’s fault but my own, I’ll make sure to never ask for anything again. I saw a side of Baekhyun I thought he’d never show in public. I don’t even understand what I had did to upset him so much.

 Sitting in the backseat head pressed against the window as a stunk up the car. Taeyeon got into the car shouting at Baekhyun who only held his head down as he put the keys into the car.

“I’m so sorry Y/N”, She spoke tears gathering in her eyes as she apologized for Baekhyun who at this point clearly didn’t care.

“It’s fine.”

I wasn’t crying or screaming because there wasn’t a point this was my fault no one else’s.

“I’m touching my makeup up before I go back to the studio.”, she growled at Baekhyun as he simple nodded his head. I just wanted to hurry up and get back to the apartment to sleep. I felt her hand reach back to hand him me some paper towels?

Was she pitying me?

I sat on the edge of the bed in our bedroom, today was shitty and embarrassing and I’m just ready to sleep it off. Taeyeon was gone and I was stuck her with Baekhyun. Some of the shit that happened today was too much, Baekhyun embarrassing me in front of that restaurant topped it off. The worst thing I realized today was that my love for him was surely fading away.

“Baby, I’m sorry I messed up your birthday.”, His voice attempted to whisper innocently.

“I don’t care.”, I mumbled leaning back on the large bed. “Stop pretending to care anyways.”

I could feel him inching closer towards me, what does he want? I think I’m more than clearly pissed off. I might just go sleep in the guest bedroom, I don’t want to hear them having sex later on anyways.

“I’m sorry there’s no excuse for my asshole behavior. I didn’t realize how bad it was until tonight. I messed everything up jagi, the looks on those people’s faces when I yelled at you.”,His voice had cracked, I ignored it thinking it was in my imagination. Soon I felt his body laying next to mine on the the large bed.

“I’m not bothered at this point, Baekhyun nothing you do will ever surprise me again.”, I chuckled bitterly.

“Let me make it up to you, I haven’t touched you in awhile. I know you’re not in the mood for it but please let me at least make you feel good.”, He begged his hand already slipping up my thigh and under my stained dress.

But then I felt something I had felt in ages, one of Baekhyun’s tears fell onto my face. My eyes snapped open to see the sight I hadn’t seen in what felt like years. Baekhyun was full blown crying over my face, out of guilt… or was he looking for pity?

“Please Jagi, I feel awful.”

“Fine do whatever you want to.” Once the words left my mouth his lips pressed tightly against mine. Baekhyun’s tears that were once rolling down his cheeks were now going down my neck. His lips moved swiftly against mine trying to convince me to accept his apologize through kiss. His lips moved down my jaw and onto my neck.

 Light sucking and biting was placed onto my neck leaving light bruising. Hands rubbed lightly against my panties grabbing and groping whatever he could grab. Kicking my legs open with his foot he got on top of me, sucking on my collarbone I heard him undo his belt. Wow, I was really going to have sex with him. Usually he’d only make out with me before calling Taeyeon into the room. If this were under any other circumstances I would’ve been petty and pushed him off of me but, today was stressful so why not let him have sex with me.

“Hurry up.”, I grumbled pushing his blazer off of his torso.

“Please don’t be mad, I love you.”, He sobbed after pushing his zipper down and pulling his shirt over his head. “Y/N, I’ll die if I ever cause you to leave me.”, He choked out while pulling his pants and boxers down at the same time.

“Shh Baekhyun, I don’t want to talk about it anymore.”, I was trying my best not to pay attention to his constant sobs and apologies because, at this point I didn’t care. They meant nothing to be at this point, all I could think about was fucking him.

His hand cupped my cheek “I don’t deserve you Y/N, I can’t make myself feel good.”

Smacking his hand off of my face I lifted the upper part of my body up so he could unzip my dress, 

“What the hell are you talking about? I want to have sex do this for me this is what I want.”, I snapped as he pushed the dress down while I managed to kick it off of my legs. I haven’t gotten him to fuck me without Taeyeon in the room for weeks and, I don’t like touching myself.

“But I don’t want you to think I’m just trying to get myself off, I don’t deserve to get myself off after how I treated tonight.”, His fingers finding themselves on the waistband of my panties tugging them down.

“I don’t care Baek, I don’t care. Tell me all about your forgiveness bullshit tomorrow but, right now I want to have sex.”, I spoke grabbing his base gently pumping him to full hardness.

“Baby…Ah…Okay, I’ll do whatever you want.”, He whimpered pushing my legs open further. He dipped his index finger into my core, feeling my wetness.

“Why are you so wet already?”, He exclaimed rubbing his free hand up and down my thigh.

“It’s been a good few weeks since we’ve done anything and I have to listen to you fucking Taeyeon 24/7.”, I mumbled arching my back trying to push myself deeper onto his fingers.

“I’m sorry.”

“Don’t start.”, I hissed sinking my nails into his sides as he positioned himself fully over me.

“Are you ready?”, He panted above pumping himself with my hand, letting go of him I placed my hand his shoulder.

“Just hurry up.”, I moaned out right as he pushed inside of me.

  The next morning I woke up with his arms wrapped around me for the first time in a long time. Tugging one of my legs from underneath the blanket, I saw marks covering up and down my leg. Getting my eyes to focus on my thigh I was able to see teeth marks. “How hard did he fucking go last night?”, I asked myself turning to face him. His sleeping form was relaxed and calm yet, his face was stained with tear drops and underneath his eyes were puffy. I still don’t understand exactly why he was crying and I really wasn’t looking forward to all of his excuses.

Turning over again I went to grab my phone off of the nightstand why I saw a box with a smaller box on top attached to a piece of paper. Removing Baekhyun’s arm from around my waist to see what was in the boxes as I placed them on my lap. Snatching the note off of the box to see who this was from.

“I’m sorry I messed up your birthday Y/N, I love you”

“Did he really take the time to hand type this small piece of paper?”, I mumbled fiddling with the strings on the boxing to get them open. The smaller box had the necklace that matched the ring Yixing gave me. I chuckled as I thought about how they must’ve planned getting the gifts together out. The larger one had my dress… the same dress that was completely ruined last night, not a spec of dust was on it. How did he get the stains out without ruining the lace?

Placing the boxes back down on the nightstand I turn to face Baekhyun. “I’m still pissed and I still know my love for you is gone.”, I whispered loud enough only for myself to hear before burying my face into the crook of his neck and falling back asleep.


Happy  birthday Min yoongi and Taeyeon!!!

Next chapter will be up in a few days its mainly just getting more into the oc’s fashion life and more flashbacks. Chapter 5 is what I’m excited for because Baekhyun, Y/N and Taeyeon go fishing together.

Obsédé

Originally posted by casssaroleee

If you look closely enough, outside Y/n’s bedroom window you will see what you expect. A lovely brick house that belongs to the Blossoms. If you look closely enough, to the other window you might see Cheryl Blossom. Doing what? If you look closely enough you will notice that the telescope she has in front of her window, isn’t pointed at the sky to watch the stars as they shine across the night sky. It’s pointed right across the street to Y/n’s room.

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hibiki45  asked:

I had seen a lot of angsty headcanon lately, so, let's try a little change (and sorry for bother you) Todomomo wedding headcanon! I bet that one (or both) of them cried of happiness that day

You don’t bother me, and that’s a great idea ‘cas its nice to take a break from todomomo angst for now! :D

Wedding HC- Rated T+ maybe? 

-Midoriya was the best man; he was in charge of planning the bachelor party with Kaminari, Iida, Tokoyami and Kirishima. It was 3 against 2 for whether they should have strippers or not and so Kaminari hired 2 and they made Todoroki get lap dances all night. Iida kept protesting, saying how they need to have some modesty while Kirishima took shots round after round with Todo. Tokoyami and Midoriya were having fun watching, faces red from liquor. 

-While this was happening, the girls had a sleepover. They were tired from the tea party they had before at one of Yaoyorozu’s gardens (this rich girl has about 3 different themed gardens and 2 libraries). At first, Yaoyo wanted a book club themed party ‘cas she’s Yaoyo, but all the other girls objected right away. 

-”Yaomomo, its a party NOT a snoozefest.”

-Uraraka gave her something borrowed (a pearl necklace she inherited from her grandmother), Jirou gave her something new (a music box that plays ‘My heart will go on’), Tsuyu gave her something old (a regional cookbook given to her from her mother, ‘cas lets face it, Yaoyorozu cannot cook to save her life), and Ashido and Hagakure bought her something blue (a power blue laced garter)

-Todo and Yaoyo flies over to England for their wedding pics; the girl had ALWAYS admired the historic castles and palaces

- “Momo, are you sure you want to try on all 83 of these cocktail dresses?” “I’m only going to have a wedding ONCE in my life! Shouto, you have to understand that I need to find the right one…I need everything to be perfect!” 

- Todoroki wouldn’t have understood years ago but after dating Yaoyo, he knew that whatever made her happy would make him happy and if him sitting at the store for 10 hours made her smile like she did when he proposed, he’d do it. For her. 

-In the end, Yaoyo bought 5 cocktail dresses to change into throughout the wedding banquet.

-Yaoyo had already picked the bridal gown with the other class A girls; tradition says that the groom must never see the bride in the gown until the day of and so they’ve been hush hush about how the gown looks like.

-His suit was a pure white tux with a silver tie, and hers was a strapless gown with 5lbs of crystal sequins. 

-When he first saw her, walking down the aisle with her father holding her arm, he was wonderstruck. She had the magic to look more and more beautiful every time he laid his eyes on her.

-”Today, I vow to love you unconditionally, in sickness and in health, in times of hardship and in times of joy. I want to take you as my partner, build a family with you and enjoy the rest of my life with you. Momo, you taught me how to be gentle, loving and to smile even when I see rough times ahead. You are selfless and I’ve never doubted my admiration for you. Your strength and care is my haven, and I swear, I will protect you no matter what. From now on, I will be a husband, and also a father, who cherishes you. Momo, will you allow me to take you as my wife?” 

-After hearing his vows, Yaoyorozu cries.

-The reception was held on the beach; the waves reminded her of him, how he’s always calm and also brash….like waves that pelt forward against the cliff side but serenely returns again. 

-”Can everyone stop clinking the glasses, I think I’ve kissed Shouto about 100 times for the past hour.”

-The reception was fairy tale themed; Jirou made sure all the floral decorations and bouquets were perked up at every corner (Jirou was also the DJ), and Uraraka created floating fountains and lights (somehow her control of gravity has elevated significantly). Yaoyo couldn’t thank them enough.

-Near the end, Todoroki takes Momo slightly away from the crowd to have their second dance of the night. They both smelled like a mixture of roses and rum, and they smile at each other. Luckily, they won’t be ever tired of each other. 


TY for the ask! That was fun!

Heartbroken Part 2

Request: Hi Tori! You’re like my favorite author ever. Could you maybe write one where Bucky cheats on the reader, of course she’s heartbroken and when he realizes what he’s done he does everything to get her back? With happy or sad ending, whatever you prefer

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Warnings: angst, most likely swearing

A/N: Hiiiiiiii :) I’m so glad you guys like this.

When you make it to the lobby, you were greeted by Natasha who smiled cheerfully at you.

“Hey Y/N.” she says but the smile fades when you look at her. “Woah what happened?”

You shook your head. “I don’t wanna talk about it.”

You move to walk past her but she steps in front of you. “Y/N, you can tell me what happened. I’m your friend. Was is Barnes?”

Your lip quivers and you shake your head, fresh tears now forming in your eyes. “I just don’t want to talk about it, please leave me alone.”

With a concerned look on her face, she steps aside and you walk straight past her, wiping at your tears that wouldn’t stop flowing. You exit the tower, going straight for your car when you hear Bucky calling your name. You don’t turn around and continue to your car, that was until Bucky pulled you to him.

You snap. “Stop touching me!”

You pull your arm away from Bucky as he stood there stunned at your outburst.

“Just leave me alone! Don’t bother texting or calling me. Don’t come by my apartment just leave. Me. Alone.” you continued.

“All I’m asking for is no more than five minutes, if you’ll just-”

You cut him off. “Five minutes for what? To explain what I just saw because let me tell you Bucky, it was pretty self-explanatory. I don’t need five minutes of made up, cliche excuses, James.”

He flinched at the use of his first name. You never call him that unless you were mad at him.

“Y/N.. Please..” he begged, eyes watering over again.

You pursed your lips, feeling hot tears cascade down your heated cheeks as you shift your gaze down to the cement floor.

“How long?” you mutter out the question.

“What?” Bucky asked, not being able to hear you clearly.

“How long has this been going on?” you extend the question, now looking up at him.

Guilt. That was the only thing that crossed his features; guilt.

“Two weeks.” he confessed, squeezing his eyes shut.

You mutter an ‘oh my god’ and turn to look at your car, shutting your eyes as well. This had been going on for two weeks. Two weeks.

“So what? Every time I left to go home, you’d call her to come over?” you questioned, facing him.

He sighed. “Not every time.. Sometimes she’d come over early in the day, while you’re at work.”

You let out a chuckle, obviously trying to mask how hurt and heartbroken you were.

“And you made Steve keep quiet about it?” you continue on questioning him.

Bucky nods. “He found out only last week and when he did, I begged him not to tell you. I wanted to tell you myself. Steve was so against me keeping it from you, he would yell at me every chance he got. He wanted to tell you the minute he caught me. Don’t be mad at him, it’s my fault he didn’t tell you.” he says. “I’m sorry, she means nothing to me.”

You shake your head. “If you were really sorry, you would have told me long ago. I bet you weren’t even planning on fucking telling me anytime soon.”

“I’m sorry Y/N.” he repeats. “I never meant to hurt you.”

“Then you shouldn’t have done it in the first place!” you exclaim, catching Bucky off guard.

“I’m-”

“Sorry, yeah I know.” you interrupt him as you walk over and open up your car door. “Have a nice life, James.”


Bucky watched you drive away from the tower before dragging himself back in the building, being greeted by Natasha, Tony and Steve.

“What did you do?” Nat glared at him, stepping in front of his path way.

“Not right now.” he mumbled, trying to step around her but she wouldn’t let him.

“I’m not gonna ask again, Barnes. What did you do?” she repeats.

“It’s not your problem.” he responds.

“It is my problem when my best friend walks out of this building, crying, Bucky! So if you don’t tell me what happened right now-”

“She caught me cheating, alright!” Bucky shouted, startling all of them. His eyes started to fill with tears yet again. “There, I told you. You happy now? I lost the best thing to ever happen to me now leave me alone.”

The elevator dings and the doors open, revealing the girl who was in Bucky’s room. She steps out, taking about 3 steps before stopping.

“Hey Bucky, I’m-”

Bucky pushed past her and into the elevator, pressing his floor level. When the doors close he knocks his head back on the elevator wall and closed his eyes followed by a deep sigh.

You on the other hand dragged yourself into your apartment and threw down your things before proceeding to your room. When you entered, you sighed, laying down on your bed and looking over at the wall.

You couldn’t believe this had actually happened - that this had been happening for two weeks now and not once has Bucky even tried telling you. You look back to the past two weeks, remembering when you would cuddle up with him on his bed or play fight or do more.. Intimate things and now all you can imagine is Bucky with.. Her. You laid on the same bed that he had sex with her on.

Your eyes water again but you blink rapidly, forcing them to go away. Deciding to sleep away your feelings, you shut your eyes, pulling the blankets over your body. You get comfy and breathe in. Not long after you open your eyes and look over at your nightstand. A picture of you and Bucky sat on top of the furniture and you frown. You reach over and put the frame facing down before closing your eyes and getting comfy again.

You suddenly let out a sob, now realizing just how heartbroken you were.


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I Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing (Dean Ambrose x Reader)

I seriously cried writing this. This was a request from my Shield sister @i-kneel-for-king-loki based off of I Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith, one of my all time favorite songs hands down. I’m quite proud of it. ALSO, this is my first time actually going into someone’s head and narrating a fanfic from their point of view. I liked experimenting with it, so please tell me if you liked it! Enjoy! Warnings for swearing

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#122 - For donnerhall-darling & anonymous x2

Filling the prompts “Could you write something about a secret relationship with Van and your parents finding out and not approving of him/getting mad because you’re both too different or they want you to end up with someone of their choice” and “van but him sneaking through your window to see you when he can” from @donnerhall-darling, and “a story where you don’t talk to a family member and van tries to build bridges between you both and reunite the family”


Technically you were an adult, so your parents didn’t really get a say in who you dated. They should never have anyway, but now that you were nineteen their opinions seemed particularly invalid. So, when they invited the neighbours and their twenty-one-year-old son over for dinner, you were well and truly fucking pissed. You knew it was a setup. So did he, but he was clearly a part of the scheme.

“So, Y/N, what do you plan on studying at uni?” he asked. You finished high school the year before and had spent the last few months looking at courses and being indecisive. You didn’t want any of it. What you really wanted was to follow Van and his band around the country and watch him play to the audiences of ten people. You parents knew Van but didn’t like him much. They were terrified that you’d end up with ‘someone like him.’ You weren’t dating, though. You were friends that shared smokes and would sometimes make out if you got drunk enough.

“Don’t think I’ll go to uni,” you answered. “Probably will become a roadie. Like, for bands or whatever?”

Your mother looked mortified, and your father shifted uncomfortably in his seat. Your older brother, who had come over for dinner, chuckled.

“You think this is funny?” you mother directed him. “Her just throwing her life away?”

“That seems dramatic. If she’s happy, fuck uni, right?” he answered her. Moving out of home had made him unafraid of their parental authority.

As you said goodbye to the neighbours after, you avoided eye contact with the son. He looked like he’d listen to EDM music on a Saturday night but have his best Church whites on in the morning. You hated him out of principle.

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Here Comes The Sun - (Young)Sirius Black Imagine

A/N: another request done dearies xD

Request: 
mishafcukingcollins said: Aight you said I could request an imagine so here goes 😉😉 can you do an imagine where the one of the reader’s family members die so they sneak into the boys dorm next to Sirius’s bed and he comforts her and they fall asleep and then in the morning the marauders find them and they’re like wtf is going on or something like that lol thanks !! 

here it is! :D hope you guys like it!

Disclaimer: I don’t own Harry Potter :)

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Here Comes The Sun

(Y/N) kept on tossing and turning on her bed. She couldn’t sleep. She hadn’t been able to sleep since Merlin knows how long. It was her first night back at Hogwarts after being away for a week. She was sent home with the dreadful news that her mother had been killed by Death Eaters for being a muggle married to a pure-blood. Her father had been away on business at the time so they didn’t find him. And now, it was only him and her. She hadn’t been able to stop crying either. Not hysterical crying. She hadn’t done that, even when she got the news. She just felt numb and the tears silently fell down her cheeks whenever they wanted to. The worst part was when she came back to school, everyone treated her as if she was a porcelain doll who was about to break. She didn’t want this. She wanted her old life back. With her mother. But she couldn’t have that anymore. Knowing there was no way she was going to be able to sleep, she got out of her bed, making sure to not wake up her roommates, and walked out of her dorm. She silently made her way to the only place she knew she could feel safe. The only person who could make her feel safe. She opened the door to the Marauders’ dorm and was surprised when she saw a light on. She could hear James’ snoring from across the room and she saw both Remus’ and Peter’s drapes shut, but she didn’t care. She only followed the nightlight next to the one she needed right now.

Sirius Black laid awake on his bed, thinking about (Y/N). He hadn’t seen her since she arrived because she was avoiding everyone. He couldn’t blame her, though. He’d probably do the same if he was going through what she was going through. He snapped out of his thoughts, sitting up when he heard the door of his dorm. 

“(Y/N)” he said a bit nervous. She just looked at him and he saw her tired, red eyes and silent tears rolling down her cheeks.

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Ascendance of a Bookworm – 047

Interlude: The Power of Money

“If I ever pass out from the devouring, Lutz, it’s not your fault at all. It really, really does come without any warning. …And there’s no way I’m gonna lose anytime soon. I haven’t made a single book yet.”

Maine’s voice is quiet, right next to my ear, as she tries to reassure me.

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Irresistible

Originally posted by atomative

Pairing: Reader x Baek Juho
Parts; One //

(Y/N)’s POV

“Miss. (y/l/n),” a woman announced stepping in front of me, making me lift my head to look up at her. She very gorgeous, she had her hair down and curled, her make up down perfectly, wearing heels and a black tight dress. She smiled warmly at me, “Mr. Baek will see you now.”

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kuromikoneko  asked:

Lazy Sunday afternoon cuddly Cat and Kara (Carter's with his father or on a field trip or sleepover).

Lazy afternoons were not something either Cat or Kara were particularly familiar with. Cat, between her son and her company, was rarely able to spend more than a few minutes not focusing on something specific. And Kara, though she didn’t have a child or multinational company, did have her superhero duties that kept her busy. So for either of them to have a day off, let alone both of them, was something that only rarely managed to happen.

After the first time, they settled into a comfortable rhythm for the days they managed to spend more than a few uninterrupted hours in each other’s company. If Carter was with Cat that day, they would spend the day out doing something with him, or stay in and spend time playing board games to pass the time. Kara was always careful to keep him from feeling excluded, always wary of the fact that she was encroaching on a space that had been his and his alone for several years now.

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anonymous asked:

I think the fact that even and sana knew each other before and that sana knows what happened with the balloon squad makes the fact that she always has the biggest smile when she sees even and isak together even more special

this is so…profound honestly? i think sana really does love even like a brother. like at one point, that’s how close he was to her, how closely their lives connected. and through whatever happened, she still wants him to be happy and fulfilled. and she knows how happy isak and even make one another, and that maybe for the first time, even is learning how to navigate loving someone as honestly and openly as he can. and seeing him have someone who accepts him totally no matter what just makes her whole heart happy whenever she sees it.

anonymous asked:

Is it too much for a prompt with cute baby Stephanie, and with either of her parents Nearly missing one of her firsts? I luv the interaction of Bucky + Wanda + Steph (ne age)




“Come on, baby girl. You can do it. Come on.”

Stephanie reaches for him again with one of her tiny little hands, but she’s still gripping onto the couch with the other, meaning she hasn’t gotten very far in the last three minutes since Bucky has been coaxing her to take her first steps. She’s perfectly comfortable toddling around as long as she has something to hold onto, so he knows it’s only a matter of time before she does it on her own for a few seconds. Wanda says they shouldn’t rush her, and he’s not, but he’s excited, you know? She doesn’t seem all that eager to let go of the couch right now, though, and when she realizes that he’s not going to crawl over to her, she makes this upset little sound and pouts. Fuck, she looks so much like her mother when she does that.

“Don’t make my goddaughter cry, Buck,” Steve says with a laugh, still recording them from where he’s sitting on the floor at the other end of the couch.

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The One With The Choice (PART 2)

Pairing: Alec Lightwood x Reader x Jace Wayland

Summary: Alec get’s engaged to Lydia and doesn’t deny cheating on you when you confront him. Desperate to get away from his engagement party, you and Jace end up in a heated make out session at Pandemonium. But what happens when you don’t know the whole truth?

A/N: congrats to those who wanted jace to win!!! and sorry to those who wanted alec. however, for alec fans, a new imagine is right here! sorry part 2 took so long, i’m not so satisfied with how this turned out but do let me know how you like it and if you guys would like to see more shadowhunters imagines! (i even threw in a little malec to give alec a happy ending!)

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You wake up the next morning with your head pounding and your eyes stinging.

“Fucking hangover,” you grumble, chugging down the glass of water on your bedside table.

You shoot up, sitting straight as a blurred imagine of you and Alec arguing crosses your mind.

What had happened last night?

“You don’t look so good sweetie,” you hear Isabelle’s voice next to you and turn to find her flicking through a magazine, her eyes flicking towards you in a disapproving look.

“You try drinking as much as I did last night and still looking good,” you grumble and she smirks, “I do; every time.”

“Whatever,” you scoff, tossing a pillow at her.

“So, you and Jace really went at it last night, huh?”

“So what, we made out, who cares?” you mumble, your face buried in your pillow.

“I’m talking about after all the making out – you know, the stuff you did that forced me to wear earplugs in the next room,” she giggles and you stare at her, slowly sitting up again.

“Please tell me that’s a joke,” you say, staring at her, petrified.

“Oh my god, you don’t remember,” her eyes widen.

“Remember what?”

“You and Alec got into a screaming fight last night.”

“I remember us arguing…”

“He confronted you about being in love with Jace and you were really drunk-“

“Oh my god, and I agreed?”

“Yeah,” she looks at you apologetically, “Alec called off the engagement and ran out of the institute.”

“And then?”

“Then Jace confronted you about your feelings and I’m assuming one thing led to another.”

“Please tell me you’re joking?!”

“Honey, I wish I was,” she gives your hand a reassuring squeeze.

“Well, if Jace and I-“ you clear your throat, “Then where is he?”

“I kicked him out this morning to give you some peace and quiet.”

“I’m too embarrassed to see him.”

“There’s a chance he won’t remember either – he was pretty drunk from Pandemonium plus everything he downed at the engagement party.”

“Great,” you grumble.

“Actually, I remember,” Jace smirks in the doorway. As you meet his eyes you sink into your bed, pulling the sheets over your head.

“I’ll leave you two alone,” Isabelle says awkwardly. Her spot in the bed is instantly replaced by Jace who pulls the sheets down slightly, his cocky smirk faltering.

“Hey you,” he smiles warmly, “How are you feeling?”

“Like hell,” you grumble, avoiding meeting his eyes.

“You can’t even look me in the eye,” he laughs, tilting your face to look at him, “Izzy has no idea what she’s talking about.”

“Huh?”

“We didn’t have sex, we just made out a lot and maybe did a few other things – but we didn’t have sex.”

“Oh, thank god,” you place a hand over your chest and he looks at you, clearly amused, “Ouch,” he whispers, raising his brows.

“No – it’s not that. It’s just, I think our friendship can recover from the “other stuff” but not so much from having sex.”

“Recover?”

“Yeah, I mean, you do want to stay friends, don’t you?”

“What happened to what you said yesterday?”

“I’m going to be 100% honest here and tell you that I don’t remember anything past getting to the engagement party. Izzy told me that I told Alec I had feelings for you – but I was drunk and it was probably to make him jealous so…

“So you don’t actually remember what we agreed on?”

“Agreed on?”

“We basically decided to stay friends-“

“Oh good.”

“-and maybe do some other stuff.”

“Oh…”

“We were both pretty drunk so it’s totally cool if you don’t want to anymore. I just want you to know – or understand I guess, I wasn’t trying to take advantage of you or anything. I would never-“

“I know,” you smile, “I’ll think about it.”

Jace nods, a smirk on his face before he looks at you seriously, “Alec disappeared.”

“I hear he called off the engagement.”

“Yeah, do you remember what you two argued about yesterday?”

You close your eyes for a moment, taking a deep breath before you stare at Jace, “I do now.”

“What?”

“He asked me to pick between you and him…”

“And?”

“I picked you… I said it would always be you.”

Jace grins and you narrow your eyes, “Sorry,” he mumbles, “Not the time.”

“Why did you say that?”

“I thought it was to make him jealous but I remember the whole argument. He accused us of being in love with each other and I kept telling him we weren’t and then he told me that he’d break off the engagement if I picked him and said we could runaway together… but I told him I didn’t want to anymore. And that kissing you made me realize what it would be like to be with someone who put me first.”

“And then?”

“He said something about wanting me to be happy and that it would only happen if he wasn’t around.”

“What does that even mean?”

“Maybe he thought you wouldn’t go for it since you’re his parabatai?”

“Well he’s right – technically you and I aren’t-“

“I know – we’re just, messing around or just-“

“Yeah.”

“Should we not do that?” you stammer and Jace slowly shakes his head, “I still want to, do you?” he asks and you nod slowly.

You both stare at each other awkwardly. How had you both gone from best friends to friends – with – benefits overnight? And was it a mistake?


You could still take it back but for some reason you couldn’t help but be greedy and want more than you already had with Jace. Maybe Alec was right and breaking up with him opened up your feelings for Jace – things you had refused to let yourself feel before. But what was Jace’s deal?

Was he just in it for the sex? Or did he just want to give it a go?

“Y/N?” he waves a hand in front of your face.

You clear your throat, “We’d better go find him.”

—————————————————————————————————-

Alec stood in the middle of the graveyard, staring at your usual spot under the statue of the weeping angel as he thought about his conversation with you last night.

“I don’t want us to end but I think it’s obvious that even if you call of the engagement we aren’t going to get back together. Kissing Jace, it made me realize what it felt like to be put first Alec. And you never did that – you always put everything before me.”

“I want you to have that. I want you to be happy.”

“I’m not saying I’m in love with Jace. But even if I pick him, it’s not going to change how much I love you.”

“You love me differently to how you love Jace, y/n.”

“How so?”

“You’re used to me, you’re so used to me that thinking about being with anyone else seems crazy but you’re in love with Jace – he’s by your side every day, he’s everything you need, you’re just not willing to make the transition.”

“I don’t want you to leave.”

“I have to. There’s no way Jace will admit how he feels about you otherwise. At least if I leave, you’ll hate me less.”

“I don’t hate you, I could never hate you.”

“I still have to go. I have to call of this engagement and I have to leave. For you. For myself.”

“Alec!” a voice snaps Alec out of his thoughts.

He notices Magnus cantering through the graveyard, making his way toward him.

“You made quite the exit last night but you obviously didn’t make it very far,” he chuckles, trying to lighten the mood.

“I just wanted to make one last stop,” he states, nodding towards his bag.

“And where are you going to go from here?”

“Somewhere – anywhere.”

“Leaving behind your friends and family?”

“They won’t want me after the mess I’ve made.”

“Really? Because I just came from the institute and everyone was looking for you in a frenzy – especially your parabatai and ex-girlfriend,” he says slowly, watching Alec’s expression soften a little.

“She was really drunk last night when she forgave me. I figured when morning came, all the anger and hatred would return.”

“Maybe it will or maybe it won’t but you don’t get to find out if you run away.”

“You’re going to drag me back to the institute, aren’t you?”

“Either you come willingly or I portal your cute little ass back there.”

“My cute little what?” Alec raises and eyebrows and Magnus shakes his head, “Let’s go.”

As Alec walks through the doors of the institute a collective chatter spreads through the crowd. You push your way through, flinging your arms around his neck, “Oh thank god.”

“You’re not mad?” he stutters, stumbling backwards.

“Oh I’m mad alright. Mad that I forgave you last night and yet you still decided to leave.”

“I thought you wouldn’t feel so forgiving this morning.”

“Well I do,” you smile softly, “So don’t run off on me like that again.”

“Hey man,” Jace interrupts the two of and you step away as the two hug.

“You’re not going to beat the crap out of me for kissing y/n, are you?”

“No but Magnus tells me a little more happened after that and I might have to kick your ass for that.”

“About that,” Jace stammers and Alec raises a brow, “Mmmm?”

“We kind of agreed to be more than friends just because it was so good last nigh-“ Jace stops as he notices Alec’s expression, “Anyway, we won’t if you don’t want us to.”

“It’s fine,” Alec sighs, “She deserves to be happy and you deserve to make her happy.”

“So does that mean you won’t try knock my teeth out when we train?”

“No guarantees,” Alec laughs, “First I have to go see my parents, sort this mess out.”

Alec smiles at you before beginning to walk away, “Wait, Alec!” you call out, catching up to him, Jace by your side.

“Are you sure you’re okay with Jace and I being – whatever we are?”

Alec hesitates for a moment before nodding.

“Oh, don’t feel bad,” Magnus stands beside Alec, “Maybe it’s time he tries new things – finds something else that makes him happy,” Magnus winks, giving Alec’s shoulder a squeeze. Alec looks more reassured as they both walk off.

“He didn’t mean-“

“Who knows with Magnus,” Jace laughs, slowly pulling your hand into his.

“Can we talk for a minute?”

“S-Sure?”

“Hey you!” Simon interrupts, picking you up and twirling you around, “I was worried when you disappeared last night.”

“Simon, what are you doing here?!”

“Came to check up on you,” he grins before his eyes meet Jace’s, “Oh relax Jace, I don’t bite,” he smirks, “Well, I won’t bite her.”

“Downworlders aren’t allowed in the institute,” Jace growls.

“Clary invited me,” he smirks.

“Relax Jace,” you glare at him, “I’m fine Simon. I went home with Izzy.”

“Well, I’m glad you’re okay. The way you looked last night – I was scared someone was going to rip that dress right off you,” he laughs nervously, biting his lip.

“Speaking of, I was wondering what you were doing tonight?”

“Oh, just – probably nothing.”

“Great, I’ll pick you up at eight? I would love to take you to dinner.”

“Sure,” you grin at him.

“Well, I spot Clary, so I’d better go.”

As Simon disappears you turn to find Jace staring at you, his arms crossed over his chest, “You’re really going to go on a date with a Vampire?”

“It’s just dinner.”

“You’ll be lucky if you don’t end up being dinner.”

“Jace, I thought we were staying friends?”

“That’s not what this is about!”

“Well, what is it about?’

“You – You’re – I’m-“

“Jace?” you laugh and he throws his hands up in the air, storming off.

By the time its 7, you’re already dressed and pacing around your room.

“Nervous?” Jace leans in the doorway, eyeing your outfit.

“A little. I don’t even like Simon that way. Why did I agree to go out with him?” you bite your lip.

“Maybe you wanted to make me jealous?” he suggests and you roll your eyes, “Oh please.”

“I’m serious.”

“Jace, why would I want to make you jealous?”

“Because I wanted to make you jealous. When I dated Clary and even now, when I said we should be friends with benefits instead of just admitting how crazy I am about you.”

“Oh.”

“I know you feel the same way, just let yourself feel it.”

“Jace, I don’t think so.”

“Then let me prove you wrong?” he closes the distance between the two of you, his fingers delicately moving hair away from your face, “Let me show you.”

“H-how?”

“Like this,” he whispers, placing kisses tenderly along your jawline before moving to your lips, “And this.”

Your lips part in a moan as you run your fingers through his hair, pulling him on top of you as you fall onto your bed.

“Okay, okay,” you whisper, both your breathing heavy as he pulls away, “Maybe I feel the same way,” you whisper as he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, “Now can we get back to doing what we’re doing?”

“No,” he states, climbing off you.

“No?”

“No,” he pauses, “I’m going to take you on a real date so cancel on Simon tonight.”

“This date better be damn good. Simon was going to take me to one of the hottest parties of the year tonight.”

“Trust me it will be,” he smirks, “And if it isn’t, I’m sure I’ll find a way to make it up to you,” he kisses you on the cheek.

A/N: don’t forget to check out alec’s new imagine right here!