it made all of it worth it

mkay i dont want to make this all klancey but the “so instead of accepting people into my life, i push them away before they… reject me” bit…. like… this is why keith was so excited for lance to get out of the healing pod after the bonding moment. he felt like the one person that rejected him most was FINALLY accepting him, he felt like maybe things were getting better and this lifetime worth of loneliness was finally going to be gone because lance of all people accepted him and said they made a good team..!

so when lance said it didnt happen it must have hurt, a lot.

but with the latest progress - with lance of all people going to comfort him and back him up and a seeking him out for advice, of everyone to get advice from - hopefully keith will start realising that even if he’s rejecting people, lance (at least) is always going to be there for him, and it isn’t just a “keith” thing

Teen Wolf’s Last Episode

I was just thinking and i realized all of a sudden that Teen Wolf is ending like, in three days.

In three days, we won’t be able to talk about the new promos, new comic cons, new sneek peaks. There will be no Stydia, no Scalia, no Morey, no Thiam. No more Teen Wolf.

I’m basically feeling like Stiles at the beginning of the season 5.

The cast will be all apart, god knows when they will meet up again. I’m just so scared of losing them at a point.

It’s making me so sad. The ending of Teen Wolf.

I’m sure the last episode will be blast and worth it but i don’t know. I don’t think i can handle this show being over very easily.

The friendships i made because of this show, the people i get to know about… The enjoyment i’ve been through while watching each single episode…

As much as i’m being pessimistic here, i know 6x20 will worth it but still, i just can’t believe it’s going to be over…

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Today I found the oldest profile picture I have from 9 years ago.

I think when we post before and afters, we’re so proud of ourselves and all the progress we’ve made that we tend to demonize the people we’ve been; we make it seem like even if we weren’t happy then, we never had happy moments.

I’m happier as I am now; I’m not going to try to dispute that fact, because it’s how I feel. However, I was still a happy kid, even when I was 500 pounds: I laughed loudly, smiled widely and tried my best to be personable.

Things have changed a lot. I’m less than half my heaviest weight, I’ve discovered so much about the feminine side of my identity including my style, which has helped me to define who I am on my own terms.

I’m different than I was and I’m proud of that, but no matter how big or small I was, I have always been worthy of love and kindness and so are you

Before and after
2008-2017
497 lbs - 200 lbs
16-25

Today is a special day!!! It’s this blog’s 1st anniversary CC:

365 days worth of Lappys later and 3000+ followers later and I am so happy.

I started this blog to get better in drawing people, and what better way to get better than to practice pretty much everyday? And over the course of this year, I know I’ve grown so much, and I’ve even made people inspired along the way!

I hope to continue drawing Lapis, she’s a huge inspiration to me and she’s one of my favorite character. Thank you all so much and here’s to another year of Lappys!!

🎃🍬October Event🍬🎃

Hey everyone! I’ve done some thinking and I’ve decided it’d be nice to schedule an event this October. You all responded really well to the post I made about platonic ships (I’m so sorry I couldn’t respond to all the notes, I did read them all!), so I thought it’d be fun to do a platonic ship event!

There’s a week’s worth of fall-themed prompts, but the event will be lasting from October 1 to October 31. Since I don’t doubt a lot of you will be participating in Inktober, I wanted to give ample time to fill out the prompts. :)

The prompt can feature a solo self insert or a self insert with a platonic ship, since this is a platonic ship event! The prompts are as follows.

  1. Fall fashion
  2. Hot drinks or autumn food/drinks (pumpkin spice, candy apples, etc)
  3. Leaf piles
  4. Reading indoors
  5. Corn mazes
  6. Bonfires
  7. Halloween

I look forward to seeing everyone and their friends or families having a good time this fall! I’ll be tracking the “#SILAutumn2017″ tag for the duration of the event. You don’t have to be following the blog to participate, either, of course. I’ll be reblogging this periodically. Feel free to ask me if you have any questions about the event! <3

owl-of-all-trades  asked:

1.Whatev, idc I follow you because your life seems so worth living to me, and i love that you gift us with your anecdotes and your writing, which is btw one of the few that have ever made me laugh out loud. I come back to them every once in a while and it makes me so happy to laugh with someone half across the world whom i've never met and yet am so proud to know about and take as a role model. Idk, just think you're an extraordinary person and i'm so glad i stumbled upon your porn prision story

y’all. i know that i have a fever and feel like all my bones are dissolving but this is so gentle and kind that i feel like i’m floating!!!!

back in 2015, at the end of my eighth grade year, i didn’t understand why i was awarded for being the quietest kid during the superlatives.

looking back now, i finally do. i never talked to anybody in middle school, because nobody was my friend. i can recall only knowing three (3) kids that bothered with regularly talking to me in eighth grade. any other friends i had, i never got to see, because i shared no classes with them. 

every other kid, whether intentionally or not, bullied me. they told me i couldn’t sit at certain lunch tables, laughed at me or talked over me when i asked questions in class, yelled at me/belittled me for no reason, insulted my artwork/made fun of my interests; those were all things that all those other kids did to me in middle school.

those asses wonder why i was so quiet in class. it’s because i didn’t fucking like them, they made me feel my voice wasn’t worth being heard. 

I remember

When someone a while back told me I had to change what I posted on tumblr because it gave me a bad image / made them feel like I didn’t like them because I posted pics of naked people (men / women) or they wouldn’t want to be with me, Never change, social media doesn’t define you. You can express yourself how ever you want. If you’re faithful, that’s all that what matters. Social media won’t control who I like in person. So with that being said, yes I didn’t end up with them, people love to point out what’s “wrong” with you. But trust me there’s nothing wrong how you express yourself + their just pictures. Don’t date these kids that think that way, if they want to change a blog about you that’s irrelevant, imagine what they would love to change about you and find what’s “wrong” with you. I’m old enough to know. I was raised better. That’s why I always do better. Slowly but surely 🤙🏻

I’ve made the decision to sell my house and move to Florida to be with my family. I intend to use the money to buy a truck and a camper, so I can have my own space and potentially travel for a while after, or at least have a home I can bring back to Vermont when it’s the right time. I’m trying to sort through all my belongings to see whatmight be worth storing, and I need to pack and empty my house by the first of November, or sooner, if I can. There’s a lot to do basically, and tumblr makes it so appealing to procrastinate. I’m really sorry I haven’t been around, there’s just a lot going on for me right now.

I love you guys and will check in when I can. <3 <3 <3

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WHAT DID YOU SAY? 

[Insp] from Brooklyn Nine-Nine. Original here

My top 10 yuri / shoujo ai anime series

(not including the current airing series from summer 2017 & upcoming yuri anime series) + this is entirely my personal opinion.

1. Yuri Kuma Arashi (2015)

Now this one was a masterpiece, the symbolism in this one was just wow; not only does it criticize the portrayal of lesbians in japanese media (sexualization and so), but it also portrays the way lesbians are seen in society, the struggles of coming out in a homophobic society, the struggles of purely loving a person of the same gender. As expected this is pure yuri, lots of yuri moments, and if you want to watch it, do not watch it literally, look up the meaning of the symbols if you can’t catch on it on your own (that’s what I did)

10/10

2. Strawberry Panic (2006)

Honestly, if you’ve never watched this (which would be impossible), WHAT are you doing? Two main yuri couples, one supporting… or shall I said “villain” yuri couple, not one man, pretty good and interesting plot that just keeps you watching, focused on the girls’ relationship, it’s a great series that I wish the anime industry would still make today.

10/10

3. Sakura Trick (2014)

Well… this one is this high on the list purely because of the amount of yuri this series delivered. We’ve got more kisses in this one series alone than the entire yuri anime industry has shown in YEARS. The plot is barely there, but it’s worth the watch for how cute and fun it is.

9/10

4. Flip Flappers (2016)

Oh yes, this anime. Just like Yuri Kuma Arashi, this one has a lot of symbolism, mostly revolving around one of the main characters’ sexuality and what she feels for this one girl she spends all of her time with. It is more than just obvious that by the end of the series she comes to realize what her feelings are and is finally able to embrace her true self. Don’t take the series literally! It will only seem childish and not worth the time if you do.

9.5/10

5. Shuumatsu no Izetta (2016)

The main plot isn’t the girls’ relationship, BUT their relationship, their feelings for each other is what directly supports the main plot. The series in general was extremely entertaining and the fact that we’ve got the main characters being all lovey dovey just made it twice as good. You’ve gotta be lying to yourself if by the end of the series you don’t think these two are dating (especially with THAT one scene, you know WHAT scene!!)

9.5/10

6. Blue Drop: Tenshi-tachi no Gikyoku (2007)

I’m not sure how many know of this, or how many watched it, or how many enjoyed it, but I was in tears by the end of this series. The story revolves around a bunch of lesbians basically… I don’t know how to explain the plot properly without spoiling anything, but this one sure left a huge mark on my soul.

8/10

7. Kannazuki no Miko (2004)

If you’ve watched this one, then you’ll understand why I’ll give it a slightly lower score than the others. This one sure has a lot of yuri and is obviously focused on the girls’ relationship. It had a lot of potential, it kinda slipped along the way tho. Still a nice series, either way.

7.5/10

8. Akuma no Riddle (2014)

The anime surely cut a lot of the yuri moments from the manga, but it was still pretty good. There’s a lot of shipping material and also two obvious canon ones, that only in the anime, the manga gives us a lot more yuri, a lot more canon material. My advice is to watch the anime, then read the manga to fill in the yuri gaps the anime left. As for the plot…? badass.

8/10 (for the anime)

9. Sasameki Koto (2009)

I get a headache whenever I think of this anime tbh, they barely animated half of the manga. The anime stops right where the true yuri starts coming out of this story. I’m adding this to the list just because, just like for Akuma no Riddle, you should first watch the anime, then read the entire manga. The yuri is very strong in the full series.

7/10 (for the anime)

10. Aoi Hana (2009)

Just like other anime yuri series out there, this one didn’t do much justice for the manga. As for yuri? there is yuri. Like I said before, it is wise to first watch the anime, then read the entire manga.

6.5/10

Bonus:

Mikagura Gakuen Kumikyoku (2015)

A lesbian protagonist who flirts with any girl she finds cute and has a love interest?? plus, there’s a lot of funny moments?? yeah, worth the watch if you want to relax and enjoy yourself.

Izuku the "entertainer"

So, after re-reading some of my favorite scenes over and over again, I noticed today how often Izuku really surprises, amazes or shocks Toshinori. Honestly, Toshinori may be a dork, but he has got himself and his expression under control quite properly most times. But when it comes to Izuku? Then he gets flabbergasted time and time again. Something about Izuku just manages to surprises him even after all this time… there really is a reason why Toshinori calls Izuku an entertainer repeatedly!

Look at this:

How they met, and All Might completely loses it at Izuku’s “enthusiasm”:

Hearing that Izuku is not that different from the boy he once was himself:

Izuku rushing into danger to save Kacchan:

Smiling like his idol would, making him remember what being a hero means:

Izuku overworking himself to reach his idol:

 … and doing more than even All Might anticipated:

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Moffat: We don’t know if Sherlock is gay or straight because they never talk about that kind of stuff in the show

ASIP: The restaurant scene (”Do you have a boyfriend?”)

ASIB: Literally everything with Irene like seriously that episode is entirely about repressed emotions (not to mention John counts the number of texts Sherlock receives from Irene and is extremely jealous of her)

HLV: John is jealous of Janine, Sherlock hates Magnussen because he “prays on people’s secrets”, Sherlock restarts his heart for John, John’s wife is an assassin and everything gets super emotional, “Sherlock is actually a girl’s name”

TAB: The whole thing takes place in Sherlock’s gay ass mind, “correct me, doctor”, the shed scene (which I’m willing to bet Moffat wrote), we find out that Sherlock couldn’t say goodbye to John without practically overdosing himself on drugs

TLD: Sherlock gives up everything for John, we find out that both characters were suicidal before they met each other, Mrs Hudson confirms that Sherlock is emotional, “the man we both love”, “posh boy”, John is jealous of Irene again, the hug

TFP: Sherlock and John move back into 221B and start raising a child together

Moffat: Sherlock and John never talk about their emotions or anything so I guess we’ll just never know, sorry guys

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L U N A F R E Y A   A P P R E C I  A T I O N   W E E K

September 2nd: luna + favorite role (princess or oracle). I love both her roles so much  x3

anonymous asked:

The story about the howling commandos meeting each other for the first time made me cry. Can you tell us anything more about your time in prison? (Seriously though, this is one of my favorite blogs, I hope you enjoy modding it as much as we do reading it <3)

well, calling it a prison is really a hair misleading; it was actually a labor camp. which is how we had access to the supplies necessary to blow somebody up. some of the supplies. we stole a lot of stuff. 

i don’t have many stories from there that arent incredibly depressing–surprising no one, nazis are not great at running fun summer camps, but they’re pretty good at causing misery–but nonetheless, we did our best to keep spirits up in the face of adversity. sometimes we sang.

no, really, we actually did a fair bit of singing. not loudly, mostly just to keep a steady rhythm as we worked. the guards let us get away with it so long as we kept it quiet. and most of them didn’t speak more than a word or two of english, so they never had any idea what lyrics we were singing.

once we figured that out, we got inventive. 

it turns out that if you have nothing to think about except how badly you want to get out of nazi prison and how much you hate nazis, even the most illiterate of men become poets. we came up with bawdier and bawdier verses for dozens of songs, all increasingly insulting to hitler, red skull, hydra, and nazis in general. old classics like ‘Hitler Has Only Got One Ball’ were trotted out alongside our originals, which included ‘Satan’s Favorite Dinner is Nazis and Spam,’ ‘All You Need To Beat A Hydra Is Fire, Fools,’ and ‘Red Skull’s Blue Because His Mother Never Loved Him.’ i’ll admit we sometimes got a little…personal. but to be fair, they were nazis.

we sang some of the songs we made up for the rest of the 107th when we got out, and they were pretty impressed with how vulgar they were. steve went as red as his uniform and choked on his beer in front of peggy.

 we were very proud of ourselves.