Is forever only till you find someone better than me?
//I just read a book which deals with cheating. The ending in the book was a happy one but it is making me question everything- relationship, love, especially loyalty. How can I ever expect loyalty from someone when all around me ,I see, are examples of dishonesty, disloyalty? In books and in real life. It makes me wonder how people commit to someone else for their entire life. It makes me wonder about the meaning of forever. Is forever only till you find someone better then me? Or get bored with me? How is it possible that people use terms such as ‘love you forever’ so easily? Don’t they understand what forever means? I wonder looking at all this how do people even get into relationship knowing that there is a big chance that all of this is just a game for the other person? That all of this is going to lead you on a road of hurt. How do you know when you look at someone you love and know that they are yours and yours only? Is there even a way of knowing that? And if there isn’t how can I be expected to live peacefully wondering each and every moment whether he is cheating on me or not? Whether this is real or not? How do you even know that what the opposite person feels is permanent?