it looks a little it weird and idk why

Imagine what Lucifer was thinking when he left the cage though;
-shit shit shit
-okay act normal
-that’s too normal, weird it up a little
-you got this satan
-what do
-why is Castiel so small next to the Winchesters goddamn.. Nick wasn’t this small
-why is Dean looking at me like that
-seriously Dean stop
-are they in love or something? D-Dean please just like look at your brother or something idk
-Hell is huuuuuuuge
-should I have brought a coat?
-oh wait I’m wearing Cas I have a built in trench coat nvm
-fuck

Jason, Percy, and Capes

Or; Bi Ace Jason and His Journey of Self-Discovery

Or; Jason is Ace and I Am Projecting

So eventually Percy calling Jason “Superman” becomes kind of a thing between them. Jason only lets Percy call him that, and Percy uses it both to kind of tease Jason when he’s being extra heroic and praetor-y, and also as an affectionate nickname for his friend.

One year for his birthday, Percy buys him a Superman cape. He doesn’t wear it often, but it’s big enough that he uses it as a blanket a lot. When they hang out and play video games together, the winner gets to wear the cape. (He’ll never admit it, but sometimes Jason will let Percy win a little easier so that the cape will smell like sea breeze for a while after he leaves.)

A few months later, he sits Percy down and tells him that he likes boys as well as girls. Percy smiles, tells him that’s awesome! and that he does too, and hugs him. Jason hugs him back, burying his face in Percy’s shoulder. They watch a movie that night instead of playing video games, the Superman cape wrapped around them like a blanket where they sit shoulder-to-shoulder on Jason’s couch.

That year, Percy gets Jason another cape for his birthday. This one is just as big, but rather than red, it’s striped blue, purple, and pink. The bi flag, Percy tells him, a huge grin on his face. Then he unfurls it, and Jason sees the crudely sewn Superman logo in the middle. Jason laughs at that, head thrown back and just so damn happy, and Percy laughs with him. Jason refuses to take the cape off for the rest of the day (not that it mattered, since they spent the rest of the day bingewatching sitcoms on Netflix, but it mattered to Jason.)

Sometime later, they’re sitting next to each other on the couch, Percy’s legs flung across Jason’s lap, their video game controllers left on the coffee table from their last round. The bi flag Superman cape is tied around Jason’s shoulders since he’d been the one to blue shell Percy in the last seconds of the race and take first place. Percy leans forward, close enough that Jason can smell that sea breeze that just seemed to follow Percy everywhere, and starts picking at and fidgeting with the edge of the cape. So, if you’re Superman, he begins, nervousness wobbling his voice, is there any chance… I could be your Lois Lane? Jason smiles at him.

Things are going well between them. Dating is fun, even if sometimes their “dates” only consist of lighting a candle on the coffee table as they share a $5 pizza and watch cartoons together. Really, things between them don’t change much, they just get, well, closer. There’s more touching now, and for the most part, Jason likes it. He likes kissing Percy. He likes kissing Percy a lot, actually. And he likes the touching. He likes holding Percy’s hand, and he likes cuddling with him on the couch without fear of it being awkward. He likes when Percy comes up behind him and wraps his arms around his middle and rests his chin on Jason’s shoulder or presses his forehead to the back of Jason’s neck. He likes when they fall asleep curled up together and wake up with their legs tangled and Percy’s head resting on his chest, even if he drools, the bi flag Superman cape wrapped around them. There’s some things he doesn’t like so much, though. It’s nothing Percy’s done, because Percy would never do something Jason wasn’t explicitly okay with, but it’s the thought of it that bothers him. The thought of removing clothes and touching other places that leaves a distinct feeling of discomfort and repulsion in the pit of his stomach.

Unsure of what to do about it or what it means, he does the only thing he can think of and calls Piper. Surely, a daughter of Aphrodite would know what to do. He tells her what’s been going on, and when he’s done, she tells him that she thinks he may be asexual. When he lets out a noise of confusion, she tells him that it would probably be best if he talked to her half-brother Mitchell, since he actually is ace and could probably explain things better than she could. She gives him her brother’s number, and he thanks her.

Jason steels himself for what is to come. The talk with Mitchell had helped, and now that Jason has the proper words to put with what he’s feeling, he decided it was time to talk to Percy about it. It’s date night, which this time means takeout, a “clean linen” scented candle Jason had bought on sale, and a Star Wars marathon. When Percy steps through Jason’s front door, he greets him with a kiss and tells him he needs to talk to him before dinner. Percy nods, then asks if everything is okay as they sit facing each other on the couch. Jason nods, takes a deep breath, and carefully lays things out on the table, metaphorically speaking. He tells Percy about how much he likes being with him, but how the thought of doing… he fumbles for words… more… makes him nauseous. It’s nothing Percy had done wrong, just that this is who he is. He’s asexual, he explains, sex-repulsed. And he feels Percy has a right to know.

Percy has been nodding along as Jason explains things, ending with how he doesn’t think he’ll ever be okay with doing anything much beyond what they are doing currently. Okay, Percy tells him. He’s happy with how they are now, anyway, and he loves Jason so much that as long as Jason is happy, he will be happy, and that he’s happy Jason’s comfortable enough to tell him and that things are perfect as they are, and—

Oh.

He’d said—

I love you too, Jason says, and pulls Percy into a tight embrace for a few moments before pulling back and pressing a soft kiss to his lips. That kiss brakes when Percy’s smile grows too big for it. The rest of date night goes off without a hitch, and they fall asleep halfway through Return of the Jedi cuddled together under both Superman capes.

When Jason’s birthday rolls around again, he’s surprised when Percy hands him a familiar looking box. He opens it, and instead of blue, purple, and pink, the cape he pulls out is striped with black, gray, white, and purple. Percy’s grin is so bright Jason can’t help but smile back. He unfurls it, and sees the Superman logo stitched into it, slightly neater than it was on his bi flag one. He hugs Percy then, and Percy hugs him back, whispering I love you, Superman, into the junction of Jason’s neck and shoulder. There’s a lot of kissing after that. Then, they end up curled in the corner of the couch, legs tangled together and Percy half on Jason’s lap. Jason has his newest cape wrapped around his shoulders, while Percy has taken the bi flag one, and the red one lays across their laps. They talk for hours, about everything and nothing, from some new designs Annabeth has been coming up with to which flavor of Starburst tastes the best. Jason isn’t sure exactly when they drift off, but the last thing he remembers is nuzzling into Percy’s hair and being hit with that sea breeze as if he’s actually sitting on the sand and looking out at the ocean itself, and a passing thought about how comfortable and perfect he feels wrapped up there with Percy and all of their capes.

boyfriend!Inseong

having inseong as your boyfriend:

  • 3 words: cocky. little. shit. 
  • would practically live to tease the fuck out of you
  • kisses in weird places????? (like on ur arm or ur shoulder or somethin idk)
  • wouldn’t show too much skinship in front of other ppl but would def at least put his arm around u to show that u were his
  • but when other people weren’t around he would be the neediest little baby for ur love
  • POSSESSIVE AF
  • would practically hiss at other members if they even looked at u
  • whining at u when u tried to emarass him in front of the guys
  • he would also call u “baby” when he wanted something from u (which was usually a kiss)
  • IDK WHY BUT I FEEL LIKE THIS BOY IS A FREAKISHLY GOOD KISSER
  • he’d like stare into ur eyes and all slow-like hold ur face super lightly and plant one on u while u were still shook from the eye-fucking u had just received
  • and when u would start to get heated, he’d cut it off and just smirk at u and walk away (srsly tho he would be ruthless with u)
  • u would be his weakness with the guys
  • like when u were brought up, his face would instantly soften and he’d daydream a lil about u and they’d have to get him back down to earth
  • would make u laugh all the time
  • CUDDLING? CUDDLING.
  • he strikes me as the type to want to just lay face to face and stare at u (but not in a creepy way lmao)
  • would like tangle ur legs together
  • cheeky hand placement (boi would love the booty touches)
  • would keep his distance a lil bit just so u wouldn’t be all sweaty n stuff from body heat or whatever
  • would try to talk to u when all u wanted to do was sleep
  • calling u cute when u nuzzled into him
  • he’d prob always fall asleep first
  • LMAO THIS BOY WOULD PROB ALSO BE THE TYPE TO STEAL THE COVERS WATCH OUT
  • but he’d wake up before u and wrap u up like a lil burrito and all would be well

Originally posted by sf9fantasy

tony review

soooooo here is what I thought about this year’s tonys 


Side note : These are all my personal choices so yeah

1. The opening number wasn’t as smooth as the others but it was terrible 

2. falsettos should’ve won the best revival of a musical, but I also feel Miss Saigon could’ve won too

3. I’m happy for Gavin Creel but Andrew Rannells should’ve WON HIS FIRST TONY GOSH DANG IT

4. my favorite performance was either Miss Saigon or Falsettos. Idk but great comet was a little too flashy and I don’t really understand of the plot of come from away (like I know its about 9/11 but what about the first female pilot and why is she in Canada?????)

5. Dear Evan Hansen should’ve performed You Will Be Found instead of Waving Through a Window

6. That Hello Dolly performance was weird

7. Like i know it’s because Bette Midler is a huge drama queen (ill go back to that later) but seriously???? it was so weird and it makes an amazing show look boring

8. I felt Bette Midler shouldn’t have won best leading actress??? I mean i know she’s talented but the other nominees like Eva Noblezada and Denee Benton should’ve  had a better change

9. IM TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING GREAT COMET WAS ROBBED. Listen, both shows are amazing. DEH and Great Comet are both amazing shows and both deserved to win, but i think the reason DEH did so well was that more people relate to it. Sure, Great Comet inspires people to read War and Peace but DEH is complex and shares real-world issues that a lot of musical loving teens can relate to like suicide, depression, and social anxiety (something I have) so Idk i just relate to DEH better. I’m not saying one is better than the other but personally, I think DEH should’ve won best musical

10. tbh I was so annoyed at Bette Midler’s speech. I MEAN THEY PLAYED MUSIC AND THE TELEPROMPTER WAS LIKE GIRL WRAP IT UP and idk i hate divas like so muchhhh and idk why she thought she was soooo special and it just boils my bones

11. I feel like Anastasia should’ve won best costume of a play because THOSE ARE DARN GOOD COSTUMES

12. Mike faist is my baby

13. BEN PLATTS ACCEPTANCE SPEECH WAS OMG AND HE WAS A CUTEY THE WHOLE NIGHT

14. bandstand deserved best choreography tbh

15. the ending was really bad like idk

Overall i didn’t love these tonys, but some of the jokes were funny and the impressions were great but honestly, it was just meh. The performances were average (except falsettsos and miss saigon) and yeah

My rating : 5.5/10


(Small little add on : I do know come from away is about real life events now but at the moment I didn’t really understand the characters. also I’m not saying great comet didn’t deal with things like depression and anxiety, but deh is just more realistic (I mean more up to date with real world issues) with issues like teen suicide, which is a growing epidemic. great comet is an amazing musical and I would’ve been fine if it had won best musical, but personally I am in favor of deh :) (btw i’m sorry if I sound rude in any of this post, I loved all the musicals and all the musicals deserved each award)

ok but brown eyes are actually so lovely?? like there are so many different shades and depths to the color brown and it’s such a huge spectrum and just the way the light reflects off ur irises is so nice for example:

and maybe u have super rich brown eyes that look like melted chocolate:

or maybe u have eyes the color of the deserts and sand dunes from the books u read when u were young:

or the same flaming orange as a sunset or the sunflowers from ur neighbor’s garden:

and maybe u have eyes that look almost yellow, like sunshine, a little burst of bright happiness on a cloudy day:

and maybe ur eyes are so dark they’re almost black, so deep that people get lost inside and write poems all about how ur eyes drank their soul down like water:

or maybe u have hazel eyes with all different colors and ur worried that makes u weird or strange-looking, but actually it just makes u that much more beautiful because ur eye color is all ur own:

in conclusion: ur eyes are so beautiful and perfect little galaxies made just for u, please appreciate them.

anonymous asked:

Gelphie waitress au? (Idk why it popped into my head but maybe???)

(idk if you mean just a waitress au or waitress the musical. if it’s the latter i’m sorry i don’t know it well enough but if it’s the former then congrats here ya go)


“I don’t know, Galinda.” Shenshen looked around the little cafe they had wandered into. “This place looks weird.”

“It is weird,” Galinda said. “That’s the point. Expand your horizons.”

“You said everything is locally grown?” Milla asked politely.

“Yep. Plus no Animal products or exploitation whatsoever. And it’s pay what you can. Anyone can get a meal, no matter what.”

“But we all know the real reason you wanted to come here,” said Pfannee, grinning. “So go on. Where is this waitress you have a crush on?”

“I don’t have a crush,” Galinda protested. “She’s just interesting, that’s all.”

The other three girls shared a look. Galinda huffed. “Whatever. Can we just order?”

-

“So what happens if you can’t pay the full price?” Milla asked once they ordered and sat down.

“You volunteer an hour,” said Galinda. “Washing dishes or cleaning tables or something.”

“I like it.” Pfannee turned a bit in her chair, taking in the decorations around them. “It’s cute.”

“Sure,” said Shenshen, “but what we’re really interested in is Galinda’s mystery waitress.”

“Will you hush?” Galinda pressed her palms to her cheeks, trying to hide her blush. “It’s not a big deal.”

“So who is she? You haven’t pointed her out.”

Galinda sighed. “You’ll know her when you see her.”

“How–”

“Potato soup, two avocado sandwiches, and spinach tortellini?” Their plates were placed in front of them with remarkable ease. Galinda looked up and immediately flushed deeper. Around her, the other girls simply stared up at their waitress. “Can I get you anything else?”

“N-no, thank you,” Galinda managed. The girl wandered away, and the others immediately leaned in closer.

“She’s green?”

“Is it natural? Did she die it?”

“Her hair is so pretty.”

“Galinda, are you breathing?”

“Shut up.” Galinda scowled at them. “You’re making a scene.”

“Don’t be embarrassed,” said Pfannee. “She’s cute. Weird, but cute.”

“Like this place,” Milla added.

“Her name is Elphaba,” Shenshen said. They all looked at her. “What? Waitresses wear name tags.”

“You should ask her out,” Milla said.

“No.”

“Yes!” Pfannee said, sitting up straight. “Why not? You know her name.”

“That’s not basis for asking someone out,” Galinda protested.

“No, but thinking they’re cute is.” Shenshen kicked her gently under the table. “Go on. She’s right over there. Do it.”

Galinda glanced across the cafe, where Elphaba sat sorting silverware.

Milla reached over and plucked a fry from her plate, widening her eyes innocently when Galinda gave her a look. “What?”

Galinda rolled her eyes. “Whatever. I’m not asking her out.”

“Do you want to?” asked Shenshen.

“Well…”

“Then it’s decided.” Milla pulled Galinda’s entire basket of food away from her. “No lunch until you ask your cute waitress crush on a date.”

Pfannee giggled and nudged Galinda, encouraging her to stand up from her seat.

“I hate all of you,” she hissed, but she took a breath and straightened her blouse and walked timidly across the room.

Elphaba didn’t notice her until she was right in front of the table, but when she did see her she put down her stack of spoons.

“Can I help you?”

“I, um…” Galinda forced herself not to glance back at her friends, who she could feel watching her. “I was wondering if…”

“You come in here a lot,” Elphaba said. She looked like she was going to add more, but she didn’t. Her cheeks turned a slightly darker green. 

“I like it here.” Galinda bit her lip. “Listen, I wanted to know…I mean, I was…”

Elphaba tilted her head as she trailed off. “What’s your name?”

“Galinda. Do you want to get coffee sometime?” She let out a breath, her shoulders relaxing a little. Elphaba continued to look curiously up at her.

“Are you asking me out?” 

“I…maybe.”

“I don’t drink coffee.”

“Do you go out with girls?”

Elphaba smirked a little. “When nice ones ask me out.”

“So…?” Galinda shifted her weight. Elphaba pulled a pen from her pocket and snatched a napkin from the dispenser on the table.

“My number,” she said, sliding it across the table. She looked over Galinda’s shoulder. “Your friends just got really excited.”

Galinda pressed her palm to her forehead. “Of course they did.” She still refused to look. “So, if not coffee…?”

“Lunch sometime?” Elphaba wrinkled her nose. “Somewhere that’s not here. I eat here too often.”

Galinda beamed, folding the napkin carefully. “That sounds great.”

anonymous asked:

ok but imagine... helena putting ronja and lem on one of those little kid leashes

IDK WHY but i felt compelled to animate this so

ronja would be wayyyy too old for baby leashes by the time lem is a toddler (she’s 6 yrs older than him) so i just animated him lel.

Also helena is looking around all weirded out and curious because by the time lem is a toddler they would’ve immigrated to the US from finland so she’s just … getting acquainted to the people and stuff.

Hi!

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Wow that was a terrible way to start that…not very original. 

Anyways, hi my name’s Zaria, I’m, 16 years old (turning 17 in July) and I live on a really small island in the Caribbean. I’m an introvert so conversation with me at first might be a little awkward but once I get to know you better I’m pretty open and kinda weird. (really weird actually idk why I’m lying to myself) I guess I’m looking for a pen pal or just an internet friend either is fine with me.

Hmm…lets see, things about me. 

Well, I love to read (fiction mostly. Stuff like The Percy Jackson series or Lord of the Rings or the Maze Runner series) and write. Music plays a really huge part of my life bands like: P!ATD, Twenty One Pilots, Arctic Monkeys, Green Day, Blink-182, the Beatles, Queen and the list goes on. (I could send you mixtapes or playlist if you want) I also play the guitar and piano but I’d like to learn more. Um I love drawing and painting and photography.(I’ll probably send some of those too) Oh! and I’m a dancer for like 11 years now. As you can see the arts are pretty influential in my life. 

I’m also a huge fan of movies, tv shows and anime. I don’t really have a specific preference, I’m down to watch pretty much anything as long as the plot and the characters are done well. 

favourite movies: Perks of Being A Wallflower, Begin Again, The entire Harry Potter series, the Lord of the Rings series. 

favourite tv shows: Law and Order: S.V.U, Criminal Minds, Glee, Gossip Girl, Friends.

favourite animes: Attack on Titan, Free!, Tokyo Ghoul, Fairy Tail, Blue Exorcist, Seven Deadly Sins, Death Note, Fate/stay Night  

There’s definitely more but those are the ones I can think of off the top of my head. 

Okay so perfect pen pal? I don’t really have that many requirements, gender, sexuality, race, religion doesn’t really matter to me. I guess the age range would be 16-19. I’m okay with the idea of snail mail or sending letters but emails work as well. And as long as you’re not racist or homophobic or anything like that, I’m pretty open to meeting new people. If we like similar things and can talk about anything then I’m definitely down for that. 

Right this is getting long now. I think that’s pretty much it. If you actually read through all that… Hi, I think you’re pretty awesome. 

email: zariathomas16 @ gmail.com 

tumblr: themindofalostgirl 

Silly Headcanons About Kryptonians
  • Get pouty on cloudy days because they like it being sunny
  • Purr when happy, just like cats… Clark didn’t know that was unusual until he was school age
  • The whole superfam likes boxed macaroni and cheese better than homemade (yes, Ma Kent is slightly offended)
  • Animals and children love them
  • They all joke about alien conspiracies and UFOs and shit
  • Blush a lot
  • Freckle easily, but the freckles also fade fast
  • All have huge appetites and like junk food too much
  • They make up little songs sometimes and it’s cute but sometimes they do it when the room is quiet and wonder why everyone looked at them
  • They feel weird when travelling by airplane… it’s sooo slow and cramped and impractical
  • Send each other memes in the group chat (and Clark then takes the memes and sends them to Bruce and Diana in their group chat)
  • They’re all on a first name basis with their baristas, the checkers at the grocery stores they frequent, the bank cashiers, etc
  • Cuddle a lot  (with significant others, platonically with friends, with each other, etc)
Spencer's Twin Clue?

Okay so I don’t usually write posts but I legit just realised something which I think might have confirmed Spencer’s twin?

Remember that scene where Melissa recorded herself admitting to burying Bethany, and then it shot to a weird scene with her recording the video and spencer behind the camera?

Idk about you but it looked as if spencer was forcing her to record that video..

Then I just watched an episode ( I dunno which one someone might be able to help me out haha) where Peter admits why him and Melissa lied about being out of Rosewood because Melissa was being blackmailed about her confession tape, and she had to drop off some money or it would be released? And that a week later, Charlotte ended up dead? Peter said he didn’t know who it was but what if….

Mellisa knows it was Spencer’s twin!!

Spencer’s twin was forcing her to record the video and was now blackmailing her with it, she couldn’t tell peter who it was as he doesn’t know that Mary had identical twins and neither does Veronica, which is WHY she’s been “protecting her since before it started” !!!!! Melissa was friends with charlotte as both their names come up in the same sentence WAY too much for them not to have some sort of connection, what if Mellissa didn’t give the money or something happened and then Charlotte died as a consequence and now Melissa has became AD to avenge her death and find the killer!?

Just a thought!

I may need to take a break from simblr for a little bit

I’m just finding myself getting irritated by little things that I know probably shouldn’t bother me too much (like people copying me among other things).

I don’t want to start drama, but I find myself getting agitated when I look through my dash. So to avoid starting anything, I think it’s time for a little break. I have a small queue for the next couple days. But after that, it might get quiet for a little while.

forestwater87  asked:

HI! My friend and I are doing an Animorphs podcast, and he's a smart nugget with lots of creative questions I can't answer. But as the premier Andalite scholar of the internet, I was wondering if you had any theories that are better than my answer ("stop thinking about it that hard"). If you wouldn't mind sharing any thoughts, I'd appreciate the dicks out of it. (This will have to be several because I'm already out of words. But you've read my reviews so I'm sure this is not a surprise. Thanks!)

1) How do baby Andalites feed? Assuming they’re mammals, they must need milk from their mother, but they eat through their feet. Like … how does that work? 2) Can Andalites run at birth like horses can, or would that fuck up their skulls – are their skulls soft and squishy like a babies’ so they shouldn’t be shaken the way running would rattle their little baby brains around? 3) What is the point of the bottom half of an Andalite’s skull, since there’s no mouth or anything there. (1 more!) 
(part 2)Are their hooves like open mouths? Like are they always absorbing nutrients, like always licking the ground? Or is there a way to control that so they’re not, like, drinking the blood of their enemies or cow shit or whatever they happen to be standing on? (I know they can’t taste, but shouldn’t they be a lot fatter if always eating?) THANKS AGAIN if you get the time to address any of these; I was so impressed with your time calculations that I figured if anyone would know it’d be you. :)

Ahaha, so I’ll give you canon answers where I can and the rest is just gonna be my headcanons, so like, you’re free to interpret Andalite anatomy as you want, of course, and this is just my take on things!

1. I… don’t think they’re mammals. I don’t think Andalites produce milk and I think baby Andalites eat through their hooves. Maybe their parents pre-trample the grass for them.

2. Okay, so since Andalites evolved from prey animals, I think that baby Andalites probably need to be pretty mobile, so I should think their skulls would be more fully developed at birth. But would that mean they’re born with giant heads? idk, man. I’ve also toyed with the idea that maybe Andalites are sort of marsupial and give birth to the tiniest little baby Andalites and finish up gestation in the lower body or maybe incubators in modern times because gosh, they’re just busy. That would make it so that their little baby heads would have time to develop and also their weird bodies wouldn’t have to become fully developed like, wow. Andalite anatomy, so weird.

3. A lot of people don’t draw Andalites with jaws because like, why? My Andalite upper torsos are very humanoid because… uh, they look weird if I draw them without jaws basically. But if we take the official art at face value, idk what their lower faces are for. Maybe it holds MORE BRAIN. The whole head is full of brain. I’m sorry if these answers aren’t as serious as you hoped, the secret is I write very serious fanfic and I think Andalites are absolutely ridiculous.

4. I’m pretty sure in Andalite Chronicles, Elfangor says they can close their hooves so as to not drink a whole bunch of Taxxon gore. There, a canon answer. I’ve read a lot of people who say that because V3 was still scared of being thrown into the oatmeal bath in 17 that maybe their hooves don’t close super reliably and a little seeps in no matter what, so if you really want to imagine that Ax is constantly sipping the blood of his enemies, go for it, I guess?

Thank you for taking me seriously and I’m sorry that I don’t deserve it.

Me: Wears all black, ear piercings, always wearing black nail polish, has bright blue hair, looks emo af all the time

Also me: wears my little pony earrings, obsessed with a Disney tv show, giggles like a little kid, basically acts like a child most of the time

anonymous asked:

When you say that Chris lost his spark, what do you mean?

ok this isn’t going to make sense because i can’t explain it but here goes

something has felt off when i watch mon scenes in the most recent episodes, i couldn’t put my finger on why it felt different to me watching him as kai, and jake, and even mon early on, to how i feel when i watch him now

i just feel like he’s lost his spark when he’s on screen atm, like he’s still absolutely incredible and i’m always in awe when i watch him, but idk, something has felt a little weird and i don’t know why, maybe it’s just me looking too deeply into things or whatever

that’s why it’s going to be interesting hearing him talk about mon, see if he’s as passionate about this character, i hear a lot of people say “this is his dream role of course he’s happy” but we haven’t seen any evidence that he is, that THIS is his dream role, because tbh i think the character is a lot different to what he thought it was going to be (but i won’t go into that, that’s a different story)

so yeah i’ll definitely be keeping an eye on his reactions to questions and his answers to them, it’s all going to be very telling

...

wow so i have been MIA for literally 5eva idrk why (i think cause i started uni and decided i wanted to spend less time on tumblr and more in life (it’s not fully that but it also is))(look i’m back with being terrible at expressing myself and relying on excessive brackets) anyway the point is i am here now (but not back now) idk i didn’t really bring all of this to a close so i wanted to maybe hang out for a little bit longer/say goodbye/maybe rearrange my blog to something new (i could post my weird art who knows…) 

the point is i might be no longer on tumblr soon but i missed being a spectator to the random parts of your lives ya’ll shared with me and so i am resurfacing to figure out my life (well resurfacing soon i am currently heading into exams tomorrow so maybe after that cause i get a month off)(ver-i excited) 

also you probably didn’t want these disjointed and not fully fledged thoughts, but i thought you deserved an explanation on why i didn’t answer/respond/do anything for literally two months or whatever