Never Again (Mingyu)
type: angst angst angst
pairing: well ur going out with wonwoo so there’s wonwoo x you but mingyu likes u so mingyu x you =w=
synopsis: mingyu likes you a lot and made a move on you one day but wonwoo saw oHh
a/n: SO THIS IS NOT AN AU BUT THEIR PERSONALITIES ARE A LITTLE DIFFERENT? YOU’LL KNOW WHAT I MEAN ONCE YOU READ THIS :))
Don’t know how I feel about his but hope you like! SEND ME FEEDBACK ILY
Mingyu had to do something about it before he most surely exploded. He had been keeping this bottled up for oh so long, that this was what needed to happen before he went insane. But this was the last thing he wanted, the feeling of his heart beating out of his chest, the feeling of being a young boy again - getting butterflies in the stomach, the feeling of jealousy coming up whenever it’s unnecessary, it was all the last thing he wanted. He never planned for this to happen and never expected it to either, especially at his age with such a busy schedule, who knew he could even have time for this weird feeling? This was the last thing Mingyu wanted to happen, to fall in love again.
And his heart just had to swell for someone in particular, it just had to swell, beat, warm for someone that was already in love with somebody else, someone that had eyes set for another, someone that had their heart beating only for them. That someone just had to be you, the s/o of Mingyu’s best friend, Wonwoo. The one who excitedly ran up to him with the news that he finally got a s/o, the one who was always there for him, the one who knew all his secrets… Except for this one.
This secret was to never escape, it was only to live in the depths of his heart, nowhere else. But it grew harder and harder whenever he saw the look you gave Wonwoo compared to the look you gave him, it grew more painful whenever he would see you two kiss and it grew more like death whenever he heard you utter the words ‘I love you’ to him. He wanted to be the one you laid your shoulder on whenever you were upset, he wanted to be the one you cuddled into when watching a scary movie, he wanted to be the one you said 'I love you’ too. But how could he do that when his best friend was utterly in love with you too?
Mingyu made a promise to himself oh so many months ago, a promise to never make a move or express his feelings to you. It was a promise he swore to keep forever, something that was to save his friendship, a promise, he will now break.
“I’m going to get some food, be right back jagiya,” Was the last thing he heard from his room next door. The second the door shut, he ceased the oppurtunity, carefully walking into the room you were in. His breath hitched in his throat the minute his eyes landed on you, was it just him or did you get more and more beautiful everytime he sees you?
“Ah, Mingyu!” Came your melodic voice, causing his heart to flutter, he loved the way you said his name. Giving you a sheepish smile and wave, he slowly got his act together and cleared his throat,“Ahem, Y/N, I need to tell you something and I feel like if I don’t, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life.” And without letting you get a say in anything, he took your hand in his, pulling you closer to him, ignoring the tense feeling he got from your hand.
“I’ve known you for a while now… Right? I mean of course, you’ve been dating my best friend so of course we’ve known each other for a bit. What I want to say is… Is… God how do I say this. What I want to say is that I really like you, Y/N… Like really really like you. And it may be extremely sudden for you to hear this, but I’ve been thinking about you and the day I confess for as long as I can remember! I-Im not saying to break up with Wonwoo, I just needed to let you know..”
He lied. He was so selfish he wanted you to break up with him so he could be with you. He wanted it so badly but knew he couldn’t say that.
You just stood there with your mouth gaping open, this wasn’t the way you thought this conversation was going,“Um.. Mingyu, listen I-”
And just like that, he kissed you.
You were as frozen as ice as he presses his lips against you, and when you finally had enough strength to push him away, your eyes refocused on a person behind Mingyu. Wonwoo. Wonwoo who had a cold, distraught look on his face. Your eyes widened as you rushed over to your boyfriend ready to explain everything that had happened, but he simply set you to the side, his eyes set dead on Mingyu. “Y/N go home.” Your boyfriend muttered and just as you were leaving you heard him say one sentence that left you wondering what was next.
Wonwoo gritted his teeth,“You. Me. Outside. Now.”
//The next day//
You had tried to forget the events that had happened the day before, and by the looks of things, Wonwoo was too. You were glad he read the situation well and didn’t accuse you for cheating because you knew you would never, suddenly, Wonwoos arm snaked around your waist. With a questioning look on your face you looked up at him, only to see the warm smile he had on before, completely replaced by the same cold hearted look he had when he saw…
Quickly you turned to his direction, only to see the biggest bruise on his left cheek. When his eyes locked with yours he quickly looked, away walking as fast as he could possible walk in the opposite direction.
If getting into punch ups and fights with his best friend was the consequence of falling in love. He’d stop it right there. Love was nothing but a breaker of previous relationships, a breaker of hearts and the next time an opportunity for love walks his way, he’ll never take it.