it gives me lost feels

I don’t think we like to acknowledge how difficult it is to deal with jealousy and impatience. It’s so hard to look around you and feel like things are working out for everyone else while you struggle to get footing. Whether it’s for a job, a romantic relationship, or for life in general, it’s hard to persevere when you feel like you’re going nowhere fast while everyone else seems to have things going well.

Sometimes I wonder what you would have done if I begged. What if I got down on my knees until they bled and admitted how wrong I was to love you? I would have grabbed your leg like a child and my muffled cries would have sent chills down your spine. I would tell you how it was foolish of me to think you would stay. I mean, why would you ever stay?
Maybe if I made you think that all of the bullshit you put me through was justified, maybe that’s what it would have taken to make you want to stay.
If that’s the case, I’m glad you slammed the fucking door on your way out. I’m a hell of a lot stronger than you ever gave me credit for.
—  He thought I was young and naïve

“This is my life. Observe and fight. Interrogate and meditate. On the bad nights, skip the meditation. Hard to focus with sixty levels of traffic echoing below…
… not to mention the bruises and other distractions.”
» Theron Shan, The Lost Suns

“What’s going to happen to me now? Just tell me that. Nothing else really matters anymore.”

Are there any KH fans amongst my followers? ;3; For a Disney game, it’s depressing…but I LOVE it <3. For any who haven’t played the series, you REALLY should.

Post-War Slytherins
  • Give me Slytherins who don’t know whether to feel like they won or lost.
  • Give me Slytherins who, either way, feel relieved that it’s finally over.
  • Give me Slytherins who cry when they realize that it’s not over, not completely, because people still don’t like them and still misjudge them.
  • Give me Slytherins who volunteer to help rebuild Hogwarts during the summer. There may be some who don’t want their help but they need all the help they can get, so the Slytherins are not turned away. 
  • Give me Slytherins who get an apology from Minerva McGonagall herself on the last day of rebuilding, for sending them away during the battle and for how people have treated them. 
  • Give me Slytherins who are told in that same talk that they are all invited to return to Hogwarts to finish their schooling.
  • Give me Slytherins who band together and decide to return to for an 8th year to finish their NEWTS, because they deserve to finish their education and they won’t allow others to decide if they will succeed.
  • Give me Slytherins who applaud fiercely for any new first years sorted into their house and after the feast, have a house meeting where they personally explain to the younger children what happened and the part they had in it, so that the children can trust them and know the truth. 
  • Give me Slytherins who stand up for each other if there are any hate crimes/bullying, especially if it’s towards younger Slytherins who never did anything wrong. 
  • Give me Slytherins who study hard and don’t rise to the bait and taunts of other students, who actively try to be friendly to other houses and who put their school work on top priority. 
  • Give me Slytherins who smoke and drink and get high and wear Muggle clothing, trying to forget the things they did and saw but also trying to say Fuck You to the traditional/supremacist values that screwed them over.
  • Give me Slytherins who drag each other out of depression and addiction, who help each other heal, because they are a family and a fraternity and if they don’t take care of each other, no one else will bother. 
  • Give me Slytherins who fight against the stigma against them, who fight for their place in society, who ask for forgiveness for their mistakes, who demand respect.
  • Give me Slytherins who refuse to give others the right to stomp on their ambition, who hold tightly to their fate and keep it in their own hands. 
  • Give me Slytherins who are war-torn and rebellious and trying to reconcile, but who will never give up their self-worth. 
I crave your intamacy. I want to feel your skin pressed against my naked body, your tongue piercing my neck with its soft, yet vivid tip. Outline my body with its wetness. I want you to make my body tingle with excitement, while I’m dazed and lost in the physical feeling that you give to me. The sensation you give my entire body as you slip in gently. Touch me. Make me scream.
—  @alexiscpeckham

any1 have any requests bc i want to draw but ive got 0 inspiration and im still! sick!! i want to die!!! even if its just a character name thats 100% fine!!!!

It’s like every time you reach out, my heart beats a little faster and I’m convinced for just a second that you miss me. Then I see you in person and it’s like we’re going backwards.

I’m starting to think that maybe that’s not such a bad thing.

—  Maybe we’ll go so far back to the days before I knew you

Back flips away “no” | I’ve been having a not so great week 8m8 ;; Sigh. So, I had Hiro explain how I feel www;;

  • Warrior cats tag: Welcome to the warrior cats tag! Feel free to like whatever characters you want!
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  • Warrior cats tag: And you have to love these other characters! They’re absolutely perfect in every way, and if you don’t love them, then you’re a victim blaming piece of scum!
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Am I trying too hard to hold onto relationships that I should just let go of already? I feel like I try so hard to stay friends and to stay in touch when I get 0% effort from the other person. Is that a sign that these friendships are over? Should I just let these people go…?

We stood there, looking at each other, saying nothing. But it was the kind of nothing that meant everything. In his eyes, there was no trace of what had happened between us earlier and I could feel something inside me break.
So that was that. We were finally, finally over.
I looked at him, and I felt so sad, because this thought occurred to me: ‘I will never look at you the same way again. I’ll never be that girl again. The girl who comes running back every time you push her away, the girl who loves you anyway.’
I couldn’t even be mad at him, because this was who he was. This was who he’d
always been. He’d never lied about that. He gave and then he took away. I felt it in the pit of my stomach, the familiar ache, that lost, regretful feeling only he could give me. I never wanted to feel it again. Never, ever.
Maybe this was why I came, so I could really know. So I could say good-bye.
I looked at him, and I thought, 'If I was very brave or very honest, I would tell him.’
I would say it, so he would know it and I would know it, and I could never take it back. But I wasn’t that brave or honest, so all I did was look at him. And I think he knew anyway.
'I release you. I evict you from my heart. Because if I don’t do it now, I never will.’
I was the one to look away first.” 
― Jenny Han, It’s Not Summer Without You