I have been trying to find my ex in every guy i meet, half of me knows that there’s no one like him, no one will ever be him. My ex wasn’t the best, he had his faults, he could’ve done more, but I could’ve done more too. Anyway, guys are just jokes to me right now because I know they aren’t capable of becoming the person i want, my ex.
Kisses don’t feel as good, hugs are pointless and lack any hint of affection. I’m scared the rest of the kisses and hugs i give will continue to feel empty. Every kiss I’ve had since hasn’t felt right and I’m not too sure how to fix that. I wish I would stop thinking about him. I wonder if he thinks of me.