it feels good to not fail

“You’re one of the smartest people I know!”

Originally posted by spider-boi

Written by Christina

Category: I almost think I don’t need to put anything here anymore because I write angst and fluff 99.999999% of the time. 

Word Count: 734

A/N: Here’s another request. They asked for this fic to be gender fluid, so I did my best. I hope I did a good job. As usual, please let us know if you have any feedback! Also, REQUESTS ARE OPEN!

Request:  hi! could I request a peter parker x reader college au where the reader failed two of their classes and they feel like an idiot, so peter comforts them? (and if possible, could you write the reader as genderfluid/or using they/them pronouns? if not, she/her is fine I guess)     -anonymous


You felt the anger, shock, and despair overflow inside you as you stared at your computer screen. Not one, but two failures. Two!! You felt tears drop past your eyelids in heavy and hot pods. You wanted to scream. You spent hours studying. Hours! You gave up your plans to go to the mall with your friends to study. You gave up watching your favorite Netflix show to study. You gave up your entire social life to study. And you failed. To make matters worse, you had the cutest dork in the entire world try to help you understand the material. He couldn’t help you. You failed two of your classes. These weren’t high school classes you could just retake either. You had to pay hundreds to take them, plus an absurd amount of fees that no one really knew why you had to pay. You growled and choked on a sob, burying your face in your hands. Your emotions got the best of you and you screamed, howling like a wounded animal. You failed.

You were so busy sobbing your life away that you didn’t hear the gentle tap on your dorm window. You were hunched on your dorm floor, your laptop resting on your shaking legs as you sobbed heavily and loudly. You didn’t hear your dorm window gently creak open. You didn’t hear someone slip through the open window and close it. You didn’t notice anything except your anger and disappointment until you felt something brush your arm. You gasped and swatted at the thing, instinctively crawling away a little bit. You looked at what touched you. It was a boy with thick brown wavy hair, big doe eyes, and pink lips. He was sitting next to you and wore a t-shirt with the imaginary number sign and the symbol for pi. The imaginary number sign had a speech bubble that said “get rational!” to the pi sign. The pi sign said, “get real!”.

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ep 2: dream

CW: contrast, disturbing content

People leaving.

Voices.

Whispers.

Clack, clack, clack, the sound of footsteps moving away.

Shadows- a hand reaching out-

S_tA__y –

­Yoongi woke up with a start.

Sweat rolled down his face, catching onto eyelashes and everything just feels like it’s on overheat. He didn’t have a nightmare that intense for a long time, not since…not since they actually left. The urge to just curl up and do nothing was overwhelming, but that stupid morning graphic design needs to be attended. Or else, he ends up failing and his perfect grade track records will be ruined and his future come crashing down along with it as well.

And so he chose the future. No point in lingering in the past.


”Hey.”

Oh, Jungkook seemed to be here already – wait, Jungkook was already here?

“…good morning.” Yoongi muttered out a small response, not wanting to start any conversation. The night was tiresome enough, socializing seemed more and more of a chore. He leaned into the comfort of his arms, blocking out the light of the lecture hall.

“Yoongi-ssi? Are you alright? You look a bit beat-up there…”

“I’m alright.”

He’s lying.


(hello! thanks for reading ep 2!)

( again, the ask tag for arc related questions are “(arc)”!!! )

(also, in this au yoongi is clinically diagnosed with depression, social anxiety, and mild ocd.)

anonymous asked:

hii ;v; i love your blog sm. could you do headcanons where sugawara, oikawa, and kenma (my three favorites bois) are trying to teach their s/o volleyball? and then some cuddles aftwards to make up for how their s/o just isnt made for sports

thank you!! Sure thing, I’ll try my best ^^

Sugawara Koushi

  • He tries not to laugh too much as his s/o completely fails messes up a little, hiding his chuckles behind his hand before he moves over to give advice.
  • Shows them the proper way to set, and what shape your hands should make and approximately how bent your knees should be to project the ball high enough and far away enough to reach the person you’re trying to get the ball to. His s/o just stares blankly.
  • Should they start feeling dejected and down on themselves, he sits them down and puts a hand over theirs, telling them that just because they’re not that good doesn’t mean they can’t enjoy the sport. He also reminds them that everybody sucks at first, and that it just means they can get even better.
  • He’s very gentle with his instructions, and doesn’t get frustrated at all. If anything, he just finds them trying and failing to be adorable. (They look cute when they’re frustrated.)
  • After somehow managing to completely miss the ball and have it land directly on their face, the two decide, mutually, that maybe volleyball just isn’t the thing for the s/o.
  • Suga escorts them home and then stays for a while, the two cuddling on the couch and playing a game like mario kart and laughing about the attempt to teach his s/o how to play volleyball.
  • All in all, Suga finds that he’s had a good day and is content to have his s/o in his arms.

Oikawa Tooru

  • When his s/o screws up he doesn’t even try to hide his laughs, ignoring their annoyed expression as he shows them what they did wrong and what they need to do to fix it.
  • He likes using himself as an example, spiking and setting and serving to “show them how to do it”, but really he’s just showing off.
  • Stands behind them and aligns his arms with theirs, cupping their hands with his and showing them the direction they should be moving or where their arms should be and in what position. It’s sorta cliche, but it’s cute.
  • Tells them to be careful to not land wrong when jumping, and how to land and step correctly so that they don’t injure themselves.
  • When his s/o does something even semi-correctly, he cheers them on loudly and gives them a little kiss and a pat on the head as a reward.
  • He really likes watching them attempt to do something right. Watching the way they move and their hips sway and their hair bounces with each step is entrancing to him.
  • Once his s/o decides to call it a day and decides that they’re just not fit to play volleyball, Oikawa whine a little, saying “but we were having so much fun!” before giggling a bit and offering to take them on a walk around town before taking them home.
  • As the two are walking, Oikawa snatches up his s/o’s hand and holds it tightly, swinging their arms a little with each step, a smile never leaving his face.

Kenma Kozume

  • He and his s/o come to find out that he’s pretty bad at explaining things.
  • Kenma mostly just uses body movements and very simple words to try and get the message lost, leaving his s/o kind of confused (but they go along with it anyways)
  • When his s/o does something right, he just says “Yeah, like that.” With a little nod of his head and maybe a thumbs up.
  • As his s/o fails more than they achieve in the realm of volleyball, Kenma can feel his enthusiasm diminish as he realizes in the end it will all be helpless. But, his s/o has a smile on their face when they’re not busy frowning in annoyance at the fact that they can’t get it right, and that makes it worth it to the setter.
  • Kenma teaches them the little tricks and tips of volleyball, and how to guess what someone’s going to do.
  • There’s a lot of mumbling coming from pudding head, mostly about how Kuroo would be a better teacher with this sort of thing.
  • However, out of all three of these boys (Suga, Oikawa, and Kenma), Kenma is the most successful in teaching his s/o the basics of volleyball, the positions, what the positions mean, and what to do in each position. He’s also the only one who managed to train his s/o well enough for them to get a serve over the net. Somehow.
  • Once the two decide that they’re done, they retreat to Kenma’s house to eat snacks and let Kenma play a videogame while his s/o leans against his shoulder, scrolling through a story or social media on their phone and watching him play.
Lucifer Drabble Request

This was requested by an Anon: GIRL YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO FEEL GOOD DRAG BY ANBERLIN IT WOULD MAKE SUCH A GOOD SONG FIC WITH LUCI OR DEAN NOT RIGHT NOW BUT SOME OTHER TIME BC YOU HAVE TOO MANY SONG FIC REQUESTS RN AND IDK

First of all this is a great song! You can find it HERE!

Word Count: 320

Warnings: implied cheating, fluff?

After you got back from a failed hunt dealing with a witch, you had been feeling a bit off.  It didn’t help when you came back to an empty bunker.  Your boyfriend Dean, and his brother Sam were out on their own case.  Usually you were perfectly fine with that, but you felt this odd pit of anger towards Dean in your stomach.

“You don’t seem like yourself [Y/N],” Lucifer mused, as he sauntered into your room.  “That hunt must have had an effect on you.  Witches are such tricky little things.”

Your eyes darted to Lucifer.  You suddenly felt attracted to the Devil.  His devious grin only solidified the attraction you felt to the fallen archangel.  You couldn’t help but think of the things he could do to you while Sam and Dean were away.  “I have felt a little off since getting back,” you admitted, keeping your eyes locked on Lucifer.  Thoughts continued to cloud your mind.

“You do know I can read your thoughts, right [Y/N],” Lucifer wondered, tilting his head at you.  “Or did you purposefully want me to read your naughty thoughts?”

You shrugged, sitting on the edge of your bed.  “I don’t see the problem here,” you reasoned.   “My boyfriend’s gone.”

“Well who is the greater sin now,” Lucifer joked.  “I suppose that is still me, but this might just cross a certain line.”  Lucifer watched you, reading your thoughts.  Your lips, your lies, your lust; It was extremely alluring to him.  “Fine [Y/N].  Don’t say I didn’t warn you.”

“Oh I think I can handle this just fine,” you mused, a devious grin cracking along your lips.

Lucifer smirked, flicking his finger so he could close and lock the door.  He was just getting started with you.  Soon you would be his.  You would never know that he sent you on that hunt on purpose.  

Lucifer was one sneaky devil.


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Every thought or feeling has a vibration that can be measured. The reason you want to raise these vibrations is to become high enough to connect to the power of intention. That place is the sweet spot where you feel joy and happiness, and your dream life will become your reality.

Perhaps Dr. Wayne Dryer put it best in his book The Power of Intention: “What you may fail to see inside is a result of how you choose to process everything and everyone in your world. You project onto the world what you see inside, and you fail to project into the world what you fail to see inside. If you knew that you were an expression of the universal spirit of intention, that’s what you’d see. You’d raise your energy level beyond any possibility of encumbrances to your connection to the power of intention. It is only discord acting within your own feelings that will ever deprive you of every good thing that life holds for you! If you understand this simple observation, you’ll curb interferences to intention.”

Wayne, you are awesome and you raise some wonderful points. Here are seven ways to raise your positive vibrations. Let’s get high, people!

1. Become conscious of your thoughts.
There is a popular saying that goes, “Thoughts become things. Choose the good ones.” Every single thought that comes into your head has an impact on you. When you change those thoughts and think positive, happy, sparkly thoughts, they become things too. This won’t happen overnight — or maybe it will. We’re all different. Start with the one-pound positivity thought weight and build from there. When a negative thought comes into your head, thank it for showing up and dismiss it.
The more you do this, the more positive thinking will become natural. Come up with some affirmations and place them in spaces where you’ll notice them and read them throughout the day. Post them on your bathroom mirror, on the refrigerator, or on the dashboard of your car. Every time you see one, read it in your head or out loud at least three times.

2. Make meditation a regular practice in your life.
Even if you only have a minute, take time to be silent. Meditating is a time when you connect with a higher power and your intuition. I used to have the hardest time meditating. I had trouble sitting still and clearing my mind, which meant I needed it more than ever, so I made the practice a priority. It doesn’t matter how you do it or how long you do it; all that matters is that you do it.

3. Become conscious of the foods you eat.
Some foods vibrate low and some vibrate high. If the food you consume is covered in pesticides, it will leave you feeling weaker. So will artificial, chemicalized processed foods. The good, high-vibrational foods are organic fruits, veggies, nuts, soy, and virgin olive oil. On the low vibrational list are flour-based cereals, dairy, and sugars.
This is not always true for everyone. Really paying attention to how you feel immediately after eating something and how you feel two ours after eating something is the true test. Start paying attention.

4. Reduce your drug and alcohol use or cut it out of your life completely.
Alcohol and almost all artificial drugs vibrate low. Besides the actual substances vibrating low, you may find yourself hanging out with people who vibrate low too. They also do drugs, are looking for drugs, hang out with people who sell drugs, or are pressuring you into doing more drugs.
In my past I ran with a crew that drank and did drugs a lot. At first I didn’t participate. Eventually I tried it simply because I wanted to hang out with them and be on their level, and I didn’t want to miss out on “all the
fun.” It seemed fun at first, but then I realized that they would only hang out with others who were partying. It wasn’t fun anymore, and I was vibrating at a super low frequency.

5. Become conscious of what your music is telling you.
Lyrics of hate, pain, violence, drama and fear send messages to your subconscious. If you want to attract love, listen to songs about real, passionate, long-lasting love. If you want peace, listen to music about peace and relaxation. If you want to drink too much, crash your car, get cheated on by your boyfriend, and get in a fight, listen to country music. (I’m generalizing I know… but you get the point.)

6. Be aware of your home environment.
You’re in your home a lot, which will affect your vibration. Prayers, paintings, photographs, crystals, statues, rocks, mantras, books, magazine, flowers, plants, the colours on the wall, and even the way your furniture is arranged all create energy. Get your home high by getting your feng shui on!

7. Reduce the amount of low-vibrational television you watch.
Many shows on TV are violent dramas that focus on the real world. It’s a constant stream of negativity brought directly to your home. On top of that, there are commercials that have you thinking you need pills to fix your problems and that you have to buy expensive jewellery to show someone you love them.

8. Become aware of the vibrational levels of your acquaintances, friends, and extended family.
You can raise your own energy levels by hanging out with people who vibrate highly. Choose to surround yourself with people who are empowering, have the same morals as you, and see how much you rock. Your friends are a reflection of you, and since you are obviously awesome, your friends must be just as awesome.

9. Practice random acts of kindness and expect nothing in return.
Give some money to someone less fortunate than you. Donate to a cause you believe in. Pay for the toll of the person behind you on the parkway. Send a thoughtful gift to someone you haven’t spoken to in years. Donate clothing to a shelter. Pick up a piece of garbage and throw it away. Don’t do it for the thank you and don’t expect one. Do it out of the kindness of your heart.

10. Practice compassion and forgiveness.
Forgiving and having compassion for someone who hurt you may be the hardest thing for you to do on this list, but it’s one of the most important. You are no longer the victim and your abuser holds none of your power. Thoughts of revenge are low vibrational while thoughts of forgiveness are high. Just by thinking thoughts of forgiveness about someone in your past without taking any action will raise your vibration.

anonymous asked:

Dude I don't know why I'm holding on any more I was waiting so hard for this fuckin thing to happen EPISODE 4 but it's just not happening and I've built so much hope so much everything around this show and I don't know why I'm bothering. In all honesty I just want to kill myself, It's not just the show but I've been like this whole heteros rule tv and nothing will ever represent me I don't see a good future. I hate this . I hate feeling this way

Hey, hang in there, I know you’re disappointed, we ALL fucking are right now, even though we knew we shouldn’t have hoped for something that sounded so ridiculous in theory, but hell! That’s what fandom is for! We create, imagine, write fanfics, canons, rp with others, make our own universes and metas, and we always want everything to be clever. And when something fails we support each other. Because we are united! So don’t feel lonely or isolated, please, you’re really not, it’s a very deceiving feeling, my friend. And tv isn’t the only place, and shouldn’t even be, where you can look for something or someone that can represent you. Lots of love for you!

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.