I just deleted some drawings of my blog (yeah, like 12 or 13 posts,, im sorry abt that,) But I know what to do abt it, to try to not do it again (but I know I will eventually delete more drawings from my blog as long as i keep noticing things I dont like abt my art)
Even tho I left some of the recent drawings, I notice that theyre not as good as Id like them to be,, but as an artist, I have now th ability of knowing What I dont like about my art, so Here I am with a little list of what to change to keep growing as an artist, but keeping the things I love about my current style:
Draw Backgrounds, dont just stay with the simple grey background youre currently using,, CREATE A SCENE for the character to be in, and remember that the background has to match the style of the character, bc if it doesnt match, it looks UGLY, or WRONG, and that is not ok. You can look at refs for that, it might be difficult to learn, but it will be SO WORTH IT,
Draw DIFFERENT EXPRESSIONS for the lov e of goku,, EXAGERATE!! DRAW UGLY EXPRESSIONS!! MAKE THE DRAWING LOOK AS EXPRESSIVE AS YOU CAN!! you can Always look for tips and tutorials, and references, theres no way you can learn this by yourself, look at your current art, If you havent learnt that by yourself already, it means that you ACTUALLY NEED references,, and thats not bad in any way, theyre necessary and Good.
DRAW DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES,, this one sounds TOO complicated, but it is not impossibleto learn abt it,, Stop drawing just the front view of the character, theres so many other perspectives to draw a character!! theres a lot of possibilities,, dont just stay inside of your comfort zone, thats lazy,,
CHOSE ONE COLOR SCHEME AND STICK WITH IT. dont use ALL of the colors of the fucking rainbow to make one art piece, you should just choose TWO OR THREE base colors and then make all the other colors match with those base colors… Basically, read those color guides Gato showed you 2 years ago, that you actually didnt read. They will help you a LOT.
use R E F E R E N C E S,, and tutorials and tips from artists who know better abt these topics,, and KEEP RECIEVING CRITIQUE from other ppl (i AM recieving critique gracefully, but not really as much as Id like to, but anyways, yeah)
im gonna do research to find tutorials and refs that help ME with these, and im gonna link them in this post, but these are the 5 things I gotta do to feel better abt my art
murdoc being fussy about 2d eating or washing his hair and pretending he doesnt actually give a damn like “your not going on stage looking like shit, your gonna make me look bad” but actually doing it because he cares about 2ds health and well being,,
“We have to start giving back because Greendale has given us so much. It gave us the study room, and that study room is our home. But our home is more than those four walls, and our family is more than the seven of us. It’s all of Greendale. And everyone deserves to have what we have.”
Now, while I know that katsudeku would most likely never become canon (and while it breaks my heart, im
totally okay with it). BUT you know what. I’ve started to ship
them ever since the start of the manga, it was during the well-known slug villain scene when king-of-explodo-kills got captured, it was just so beautiful for me. dekus’ will to save kacchan despite everything kacchan’s done to him, his shout of kacchan’s name as he desperately tried to save his friend, and the expression on Kacchans’ face, he just looked so vulnerable as if he was asking for help, he wanted to be saved it had a lot of impact on me and it was there and then that i told myself ‘that’s it, that’s my ship!’
sure, they may not be in talking terms as of now. but they’re slowly, very slowly, in their own pace, getting there. They’ve managed to change their perspective of each other and because of that, they’re trying to become better, stronger. Whether or not it’s intentional, they have both managed to make an impact on the others life: kacchan has realized that he isnt the only one who’s strong and talented, he’s managed to lessen his shouting and violence and is trying to get better, to not stop trying to give it his all.
deku on the other hand has viewed kacchan as someone worth looking up to and becoming a source of inspiration, he admires kacchan a lot and sees him as someone worth surpassing.
the thing is, while i do agree that kacchan has caused deku troubles (and i do hope that he apologizes one day) they were kids, and while that doesnt justify kacchan’s actions and behavior, what im trying to say here is that they were kids, they make mistakes and learn from it and would probably try to correct their mistakes, and i think that’s what’s happening with them.
katsudeku isnt as toxic and unhealthy as some people claim/make it to be. In the end, it’s just kacchan’s inflated ego (he’s a head full of pride) that’s preventing him from
recognizing his care towards deku; i mean, if people reread the manga they’ll
see katsuki isn’t that bad of a person at all, he can be caring and nice (though he can be very subtle about it), honestly
kacchan isnt the nicest character nor is he the
most honest. kacchan can be violent, but he doesnt take it to a point where in he’ll try to kill someone. He wants to be a hero, fighting bad guys excites him and just like deku, he looks up to All Might, and i believe some people tend to forget that. Katsuki is a very complex character whose personality isnt just that of a bully. he’s full of depth and character development (and i can’t help but love him and would want to protect him) and this is why i believe, deku never really took
his bullying to a point where he’d actually jump off the roof and stop
aiming to become a hero. katsuki might still call him deku, but i think the intensity and the reason is different now. remember that time when kacchan got kidnapped? when he said deku that time, it got to me. he wasnt angry or upset but he looked concernrd: kacchan knew they’d lost and if izuku tried to reach out to save him, izuku will get dragged with him or worse get hurt. he wanted deku to stay back in order to protect him, and that just speaks volume to me.
and let’s not forget the fact that izuku still calls katsuki “kacchan” of all things, and katsuki lets him, sure he might shout and look pissed but he just lets it go, and i just love that.
i mean just look at this, when izuku found out that the villains were targeting katsuki, he was worried and he still cares for kacchan.
and here we have king-of-expolod-kills itching for a fight, he looks hella pissed and he knows izuku’s the one behind it yet he still let the nickname go, he just brushes it off, he doesnt get mad at deku.
i mean look at their genuine concern for the other… sure, this ship is a little bit problematic, but that’s what makes it interesting.
*Creates a fanart just for fun and share it online also just for fun*
Some random person:
*reblogs* I think that doesnt look like the character, you should do the eyes smaller, the color brighter, the hair bigger, the face rounder, the eyes darker and that light is so awful imao...
A good tip for you would be asking if the artist would appreciate if you criticize their work.
The random person:
Do you want more of my opinions?
i just wanted to say that french paparazzi laws are totally different from this fic. they’re actually incredibly strict, and the way the paparazzi in this fic act is more similar to the us, but still possibly kind of extreme? i probably should’ve googled that before using it as a plot point, but i didn’t, and now it’s a fairly major one, so i won’t be going back and changing. i apologize for the inaccuracies!
shoutout to @reyxa for helping me with parts of this chapter and also thank you to everyone who hopped on when i was streaming! it was really fun and if people are interested, i’ll probably do it again!
Adrien rests his forehead on the glass of his window and stares at the darkened city below him. He needs to move on with his life, but he can’t. Not yet. For now, he just needs to process this new information.
You know what I want in vld s3? I’ll tell ya what I want.
I want MORE of the Garrison. Give me all of your episodes in the Garrison, I want em. All of em.
I want to know how Hunk and Lance met, how did their friendship develop or something like that, I don’t know just tell me for fuck sake.
I want to know more of the relationship about Shiro and Keith, like, since when they knew each other????? How many years??? Did they know each other before the Garrison¿?? I need answers.
I want to know if Keith actually knew Lance because he saw him before at the Garrison (yes, he says “oh you are the cargo pilot” but you know exactly what I mean), or even, what did he think about him?? Did he think he was a jackass?????????? Was he just pretending he didn’t know who he was when they met in ep 1???
AND MORE, WHAT DOES KEITH ACTUALLY THINK ABOUT LANCE? Like, you can tell by the way he acts with the others what he thinks about them, just like when he complimented Hunk or some shit.
I want more of Allura childhood!! And Coran’s!!! Or idk, just how their lives were before Zarkon!
MORE SHALLURA!!!!!!! ALL THE SHALLURA!!!!!!! GIMME ALL THE SHALLURA U GOT!
And honestly.. most of all I want my baby son Lance to fist the fuck out of some really bad guy (coughslotorcoughs) and just…I want him to be so badass the team doesn’t even recognize him.. like he has this super badass moment in which he is all serious and looks so cold that he looks like he could never smile again (not in a bad way!! Pls try to get what I mean HHHH ), making him an actual character not just a comic relief (and Hunk too) I WANT A FUCKING PLOT TWIST BAM THE BALCK LION DOESNT RESPOND TO KEITH BUT LIKE AFTER THAT BADASS LANCE MOMENT THE LION RESPONDS TO LANCE (actually I don’t want anybody o touch the black lion bc it belongs to Shiro I mean then what was the purpose of all those bonding moments) AND FUCK YE AH GIVE MY BOY A MOMENT WERE HE FINALLY GETS THAT HIS LIFE ITS NOT UNDER ANYONES SHADOW BC HE IS A WES OME. AND FROM THAT TIME HE STILL IS A JOKE SOMETIME S BUT HE ACTS SERIOUS AF. BC WE ALL KNOW THAT NOT EVERYTHING LANCE DOES IS WHAT/HOW HE REALLY IS. I WANT TO SEE LANCE IN ALL OF HIS SHADES, UNDER THAT FACADE (??) HE KEEPS WITH THE OTHERS IM
Lol maybe I’ll do another post bc I want so much more I’m just.. so shook after the s2 finale.
What I mean:
Its so nice to see a subversion of the 'bad boy' trope. he isnt a bad boy, he is an actual child with a very real and destructive disorder that he does his best to fix all the time, even after he accepts that he'll never get back with his ex. He is trying so hard to be a good person because he doesnt want to be like his shitty father, he knows he messes up and immediately after his episodes realizes his mistakes and just looks so guilty and broken and sad and you just want to hug him and say "you're trying you sweet gumdrop I'm so proud of you" i just want him to be happy and have the support he needs to grow as a person
I have the same problem with my mobile studio pro too. :0 not sure the color thing is because of its specs? It’s supposed to have accurate color or something. whenever im using the file on computer or see the exported pics on another device the color is different. :-\
im glad im not the only one having this problem with Mobile studio pro;;;;;; the colors are completely different on every other device and it makes it really hard to draw on cuz I dont know what colors im actually picking…! black looks blue, purple looks pink its really bad… I found out that if you go into Wacom Display Settings and change your “color space” to “sRGB” the screen changes and the colors look pretty close to what you would see on your cellphone…. but my problem is when I plug my wacom into my computer to use it in cintiq mode the wacom display settings doesnt open for me so I cant change the colors OI-Z
if anyone is thinking about buying a mobile Studio pro and useing it as a cintiq dont do it…. [ not to mention it cost almost 200+$ more for extra parts just to put it in cintiq mode]
ok so retail drug store AU!! im 100% shamelessly basing this off of my own job
about 1/3 of the store is cosmetics, skincare, bath & beauty, etc. the rest is pharmacy, OTC, food, and other general drug store stuff
have u seen drake’s video for ‘started from the bottom’? thats where i fuckin work
this is really long. im sorry
allura owns the store. she’s also the head pharmacist
which is always the owner of the store
in a permanent state of “my employees are fucking incompetent i should fire them” but never does only reprimands them
the cameras in the store show her everything thats happening she has a big screen that show all of the 24 areas. sometimes when shes bored and it’s slow she’ll sit there and watch the employees
she calls lance several times and tells him to stop fucking around bc he’ll just be hanging around the front cash bugging the fuck out of keith and pidge and hunk, if he’s there
theres a betting pool w the staff on when she and shiro are finally going to hook up
she deals with customer complaints when shiro isn’t around; a lot of customers see her pretty face and think she’ll be lenient on them , but oh boy. ohhh boy are they wrong
she’ll fuckin shred em
she’s stern but a very kind and understanding boss
coran is one of the front store managers (meaning he’s one of the managers of everything that isn’t pharmacy and cosmetics).
he’s also the product receiver
has to do a lot of cycle counts and damage reports bc customers drop things, especially cosmetic things, so often
jokes around a lot
will come check up on employees and see if they’re working or not
usually doesn’t do much if they’re not
just tells them to get to work but like doesnt actually do anyhing about it
one time he walked into the cosmetics department and saw lance giving hunk an impromptu makeover and said “dont do that on store time!” but lance offered to give him one too so coran was like ‘oh yes’ and never actually gave lance shit
very smart and suggests a lot of ways to improve customer service, ignores keith whenever he says ‘or we could not do that’
VERY protective of the staff, will fight anyone who treats them poorly
shiro is the head front store manager, meaning he’s above coran but below allura
(fs managers wear blue collared long sleeve shirts and ties. pciture shiro wearing that. thank u for ur time)
the store is severely understaffed so shiro is permanently stressdt
because he’s the one that deals with hiring and raises and wages and whatnot
is literally the Team Dad™ and the employees go to him a lot when they have issues/are being harrassed by a customer
since they cant tell customers to fuck off they get shiro to do it instead bc shiro is the manager and can do what he wants
(shiro never tells customers to fuck off. not explicitly. he’s too kind for that. hes very good at subtly telling them off though. kindly.)
takes naps in allura’s office a lot
is also in charge of what products get brought in
wants to go for a yearlong nap when lance and pidge keep suggesting all these weird sex toys and lubes
“look at this thing it looks like a BANANA shiro can you bring it in i’m gonna fucking sell this to that cranky ass old dude–” “NO, pidge, we are not bringing in a banana sex toy. jesus christ.”
“YOOOO I’D GET A THIRTY PERCENT DISCOUNT ON THIS LUBE ITS STRAWBERRY FLAVOUREDO OOHH” “i dont want to hear about your sex life, lance.”
no one knows how tf he got his scar or lost his arm but everyone always asks if he can robot punch the dick customer in the face and shiro always has to firmly tell them that’s rude and also, no, but only because theyd get fined
hunk is the best merchandiser (stock person basically, the ones putting products out and whatnot)
often climbs the shelves in the receiving room bc although he doesnt look it hes super nimble
the toilet paper is always on the top shelf and customers always want it bc its always on sale so hunk is perpetually climbing the shelves
sometimes he gets stuck up there and isnt let down until shiro hears him screaming, sometimes hours later
shiro leaves him in charge of signage and sale tickets which is fine bc hunk always bums off half of them to lance (who always whines bc he has enough to do in cosmetics which is a lie because theres nothing happening there ever)
deals with a lot of shit in general
“are you sure you dont have any more of this in the back?” “well ma’am, you see, this thing here” (handheld device) “tells me we have zero in stock, so, like, yeah. im sure”
has a small crush on one of the regular customers called shay, who will hang around and talk to him until shiro comes around the corner and says “Get back to work”
whenever he sees one of his coworkers being bothered by a customer he’ll come up and very cheerfully say “can i help you??” as said coworker makes a break for it
a VERY hard worker, always gets compliments from customers and even hugs sometimes from the regulars
always brings in cookies or donuts he baked and leaves them in the staff room for everyone to share; they always tell him to quit his job and open a bakery
hunk flushes and beams but would never leave this shit hole of a place, he says
spends like 70% of the time he’s in the receiving room dancing and singing loudly along with the radio, pidge joins him sometimes
so does lance and theyll play impromptu basketball with garbage and empty boxes
dabs at lance when he sees him across the store
pidge is the cash supervisor meaning theyre the one who deals with counting the safe, covering breaks, and dealing with customers when shiro, allura and coran have gone home
since the managers usually dont work night shifts, pidge is in charge almost every night from 2pm to close, at midnight
literally dead inside, makes jokes about it a lot
“hey pidge can you bring me a roll of toonies when you have the chance?” “sure, keith, i’m not doing anything anyway, only taking care of this entire fucking store on my own and wanting to die” “same” “nice”
will enter the staff room and announce “i hate my fucking life” and do a shot of chocolate milk
the tills crash a lot, and pidge gets at least 6 calls a day from lance especially because the tills are shit in the cosmetics department
“my cash crashed again” “just fucking leave it lance i dont give a shit” “i have customers” “okay ill come reboot it but only because youll cry if i dont” “Thanks pidge love u” (pidge has hung up already)
very small but always ready to fight
will literally tell a customer to eat a dick if they deserve it
one old guy was harrassing keith because he didnt have enough lottery tickets and keith was trying to remain polite (which he sucks at) and pidge came up and said “sir kindly calm down or leave this store immediately and dont come back”
covers lance’s breaks, since the department cant be unattended, and will shout across the store when they see lance stopping at front cash on the way back to flirt with keith
“YOURE NOT BEING PAID TO FLIRT WITH KEITH LANCE GET UR ASS BACK HERE” (customers stare)
got called “she” after specifying they want “they” pronouns multitple times, and then refused to serve the customer again
is that stereotypical cashier that literally wants to die
“hi welcome to quiznak did you find everything you were looking for?” *customer bitches about sale prices and blames keith as though he personally chose the price* “okay”
its always dead from 7pm to midnight so he’ll just stand there and read a book, and pidge will be like “u cant do that” and keith will be like “too bad” and pidge is like “tru”
has stupid competitions with lance, will often compete with him for Worst Customer Ever Stories
lance: “this woman told me i shouldnt work in cosmetics because im a guy!! what kind of bullshit!! i didnt give her free samples” keith, flatly: “a man yelled at me for five minutes solid because we don’t sell duracell batteries and then threw his empty coffee cup at me and walked away”
the uniform is a short sleeved t shirt but keith always wears a black shirt underneath it and no one cares enough to stop him
he also wears his skinny jeans instead of work slacks but again no one cares
this pleases keith because he knows his ass looks great in those jeans, and he knows lance stares at it from across the store
actually has terrible apathy and poor social etiquette and is bad at reading social cues which hes working on with shiro’s help
a customer sadly said “i lost my husband” and keith blankly says “did you find him” and shiro, who’s there for whatever reason, gives him a pained look, until keith says “oh god im so sorry i didnt realise oh god”
when its really slow and pidge is on cash he’ll leave to go “straighten up” the aisles but hes actually going to visit lance in the cosmetics department bc arguing with lance is fun
literally doesnt care about makeup or skincare but lance does and keith thinks its cute
if theres no customers pidge will get on the PA and say GAYYY for the whole store to hear
hunk will join in from the receiving
okay so im a cosmetician so this is entirely based off of my experience
lance is one of the only cosmeticians. there are 4 running the entire department. lance suffers everyday. he might as well be the fucking manager
knows so much about skincare that it’s lowkey terrifying. has amazing skin. “Whats your secret???” asks a customer. lance will never reveal. (its glycolic peels and a good moisturiser)
also is incredible at eyeliner, gives shiro a run for his money
“youre a guy why are you working in cosmetics” “because im beautiful”
the cosmetician uniforms are all black, long sleeve blazers and black pants. lance looks really good because he’s tall and slim, and pidge always tells him what a gay look it is
“im BI, pidge” “i know but its a gay look because its a GOOD look”
its always fucking HOT in the cosmetics department because its far away from the freezers and the lights for the makeup make the entire dpt like a sauna
lance will cry about it at any given time. he BEGS allura to change the AC settings but she never does
goes to front cash to steal bags a lot because they run out a lot at cosmetics but mostly actually goes to say some kind of pickup line to keith, or to whatever cute girl is waiting in keith’s line (earning himself a savage glare)
always has makeup swatches up and down his arms and all over his hands and smudges on his cheeks; somehow still looks flawless, and he knows it
shamelessly applies makeup in the middlle of his shift, earning himself calls from allura and shiro telling him to work andstop doing that
he doesnt stop
when hes bored hell leave the department and go hang out with hunk in the back for like a half hour and claim he was printing signs when asked
“i may hate my job and want to die most of the time, but at least i look good” *finger guns* *keith rolling his eyes*
a pretty girl or cute boy enters the department looking for a consultation and lance flirts the whole time, partially because hes a flirty dude, and partially because he KNOWS it’ll up his sales. also he likes making people smile.
makes faces at keith from across the store when keith is standing at his cash looking like a zombie. keith responds and they have an ugly face contest
after close, pidge, hunk, and lance will grab the trolleys and race down the aisles, often crashing into shelves or each other. keith joins sometimes and fucking slaughters them all
Surprise surprise, im alive and i dissapeared which is literally common on this blog but this time, was for good reasons. Now, i don’t like to bore you with long speeches so i will get to the point with the highlighted letters and want to be honest in order to move on. Here i go:
I have problems dealing with emotions and anxiety and it got worse and led me to become ill various times and feel weaker and on the mood of doing absolutely nothing. In resume: my mental and physical health went to the floor and did break dance, it was awful. So i needed a big break to calm down and focus on selfcare.
I don’t want to worry you, now im better, stable and progressing on things i wasn’t able to do before and having good help :3. Means: i will be able to work on the blog again, i wont be so fast but there is going to be activity and comics back. Askbox and requests will be closed for the moment while i respond to pendant dusty asks and requests and work on new small amounts of new content.
Sorry if i dissapoint you and your hopes on new content and if you sent me any message im sorry for not responding as soon as you expected, and many thanks from my kokoro for waiting all this time and for supporting me with kind words, new followers and the blog by reblogs, thats so nice i freaking want to cry. Too nice for my body fghjkl.
In other news (no need to read if you don’t want to):
I want to confess that during this whole time i’ve been gone the only thing i have been drawing is Hamilton trash (and got into Heathers) and just like 3 or 4 doodles of Undertale… so prepare for Hamiltrash because that’s what the menú has.
I will be able to open donations soon yay! Commisons will be open whenever school stops being like a crying betch i have enough time and open some slots to begin with, im actually excited at this point ;v;
My internet conection got better which means Streams!! i don’t want to keep you waiting for new stuff so i will do streams so you can see progress on comics and random doodles. When? mostly on weekends in the morning and if im not sleepy, Friday nights. Some of them will be with mic on so you can listen at my stupid jokes, stories and me singing Hamilton.
Get ready to see animations!, thats something i’ve been practicing and it doesnt look so bad even when its scrappy. Yes, i really want to do Hamilton animatics, Heathers as well and would love to do animated memes.
And welp that’s what i remember on what i had to say. Thanks again to everyone who waited for a life sign of me and for writing and dedicating your time on something to show me
sometimes i think about jason and thalia actually growing up together
little jason that looks up to his sister so much because she is fierce and strong
older sister thalia that just dotes on her blond cutie pie
thalia being teased bc she’s not ‘femenine’ and such a 'tomboy’ and so she decides she will learn how to braid her hair because there is nothing thalia grace can’t do but she sucks at it so bad
little grace siblings watching youtube tutorials (jason is just there for the moral support and he doesnt understand those kids, clearly his sister is the prettiest girl ever) and thalia just astounded by the fact that jason’s little fingers are so nimble and he makes perfect braids
thalia grace going to school in the most delicate crown braid that somehow stays on when she kicks everyones ass after recess
The difference between Revenge and Love Doesn’t Stand a Chance (besides the difference in vocal quality IMO) is that Revenge actually looks like it came right out of a Disney film. It was catchy, it was fun, it made me want to sing along. The choreography was fun but not overwhelming. There was a hint of Hook’s anger but not so much that it took away from the overall liveliness and fun of the track. It was a bit cringey but the good kind. It looked like something from an actual musical.
Then there’s Love. There was bizarre choreography that took away from the song. It came off as Lana trying too hard to be the Evil Queen playing at being a rockstar. It matched Lana’s over the top, campy way she’s played the Evil Queen for the past two seasons, which isn’t good. I’m all for suspension of disbelief in musicals but her popping up in random places did not feel natural, it felt weird. And she was way too sexy (or at least it came off like she was trying to be sexy. In all honesty, she looked drunk). It felt more like someone made a YouTube parody than an actual musical number. The song itself was not bad but the performance was mediocre at best.
Maybe I’m biased but Revenge was so much better and I can’t believe they were created by the same people.
Exo K reaction when their crush is pregnant with their baby
Junmyeon is used to being the leader, I think he would be the most calm about it. He would understand that this was a big responsibility for both of you, but he would also understand that this was your choice to make if you wanted to keep it, if you wanted him to be in the babies life at all. He wouldn’t tell you about it feelings at first, he didn’t want it to influence your choices, but if you choose to keep him involved he would in the end finally tell you about it.
“You know how you were worried about me not caring enough when you told me you were pregnant? Yeah I were really just trying hard to keep in the fact that I love you.”
He wouldn’t confess at the start, trying to hold out onto you said something first, at least that was his plan until he saw you with the baby one perfect little thing that resembled both of you and he wouldn’t be able to keep in his feelings anymore! Baekhyun would actually be… happy, he loved babies! And he loved you! What could be better? Well you know other than you maybe actually knowing his feelings and also having them for him, but he knew that you couldn’t force feelings from somebody so he would be happy with this as a start.
“I know this is bad timing! But you just had our baby and he is perfect! Look he has your eyes and my hair, or maybe he doesnt baby hair and eyes are kinda weird, but you just had OUR baby and I love you! I really really love you!”
When you told Chanyeol, he would more or less just be in shock staring at you, his normally funny and playful persona gone replaced with one who were much more serious, he would want to know everything and make sure that it was his. It wasn’t that he was judging him, but you guys weren’t together and while he loved you he couldn’t expect you to do the same. When he was sure that it was his he would both be happy and scared, were you both ready for this? “
“I have to say this, I really really like you, I might even love you, both this scares me. But together we can be able to do this.”
Kyungsoo would be as logical he could about it, trying to remove his emotions from the situation. This was about you and not him, and he would try to keep it like that. He would try his best to get every information he could about this, trying not to seem too excited, this was your body your choice, even if he loved the idea of having the two of you combined into a baby he also knew that this had to be terrifying for you.
“Your body… Your choice… I will support you no matter what choice you make. I promise you that, let’s just say I have my reasons”
Jongin would be split between being worried, happy, scared and terrified. On one hand he had to think about the fact, that without a doubt this was a scandal and he really didn’t want to know what SM was going to do to either him or you, on the other hand he was going to have a baby with you, something permanent between the two of you, and who doesn’t like babies? He would have to come up with an idea to make it work and hope that you would go with it, for both of you guys sake.
“I know this might sound weird, but we need to keep this a secret. I am not ashamed neither you or what happened between us, but this could end up very badly. And some fans are crazy, and I don’t want to risk anything happening to you… I can’t risk that you mean to much to me.”
To be honest I think Sehun would be terrified when he found out! For good reason as well! A child has the potential of ruining his career and the rest of Exo’s as well! He is so young and probably to young to take care of a child. That said he would do his best to be there for you, talking every option over even options like adoption and abortion. I don’t think he would have it in him to tell you his feelings at that moment, after all there might be a very real chance that his has ruined your future by impregnating you.
“I’m sorry… I never meant for this to happen, please don’t hate me!”
Kids terrify me… Like I am not even kidding, kids are one of my worst nightmares even if they aren’t mine!
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