‘Til My Heart Stops
Kai Parker x Reader
word count : 4 337
summary : Kai and Reader are dating and everything seems fine until suddenly he breaks up with her , not giving her a reason why.
warning : grab a chocolate bar and a box with tissues
, i am still a mess… 😢*not my gif
Almost 4 months , that’s how long it had been since Y/N had met Kai and had fallen instantly madly in love with him. Everything had been going fine , they were even planning a weekend get away until the day she came home from lectures and found Kai standing with a bag at the end of the stairs.
“What is going on ? Are we going somewhere ?” she asked , dropping her bag on the floor , taking a few steps towards him and wrapping her hands around him.
“I am.” he said , his voice hollow his arms pushing her away. “It’s over. I can’t … I can’t be with you anymore Y/N.”
Kai took a few steps towards the door carrying his bag , not daring to look at her. Y/N felt like her life was ending. Her heart broke , all her dreams suddenly disappeared and she felt like she couldn’t breath. Y/N looked at Kai , not recognising the person standing in front of her. He had a stone cold expression on his face.
“Is this some kind of a joke ? You can’t be serious…”
“I am. You deserve someone better than me. Someone who … who is good and not a monster like me.”
“Don’t.. please don’t. We can talk about whatever has happened we can … we can fix this.” she said quietly , trying hard not to let the tears drown her in front of him. Y/N tried to remember if they had had a fight , if she had done something to prompt this but nothing came to mind. Everything had been fine that morning.
“No , we can’t. I … I am not good for you. It’s better this way.” Kai kissed her forehead and picked up his bag going through the door not turning around for a second look at her. He couldn’t bear seeing her like this , causing her this pain. His father had threatened her life if he didn’t break up with her and it was the only way to keep her safe. The door closed behind Kai with a muffled thud.
Y/N fell on her knees on the floor near the stairs , bringing her knees up her arms wrapped around them. It was the middle of July , one of the hottest days in history and she felt so cold. Tears started streaming down her cheeks. She looked around , seeing Kai everywhere - walking down the stairs , popping his head from behind the kitchen door , sitting on the couch , turning around with a grin on his face motioning for her to sit next to him…
Y/N closed her eyes remembering their last time watching a movie. Kai had made popcorn while Y/N was changing upstairs. She had walked downstairs with a smile on her face and he turned around grinning at her.
“Come on , the movie is starting.”
Y/N sighed with a smile and walked towards the couch , Kai’s hands grabbing her by the waist nearly tossing her onto the couch , her head in his lap. Kai’s fingers brushing her cheeks , gently touching her lips.
"I must be the luckiest person on this planet. How am I the one you have chosen to love ?“
Y/N pulled herself up , sitting sideways on his lap , her hands snaking around his neck. A smile on her face seeing his blue eyes sparkling. He tapped her nose a moment before she leaned in resting her forehead on his.
“You loved me in a blink of an eye… and I still cannot believe you are with me after all that I’ve done.”
"I love you , that’s why… I will always love you. Until my heart stops beating.“ she had said , his hands tickling her stomach in a surprise attack before his lips smashed against hers.