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‘Til My Heart Stops

Kai Parker x Reader
word count : 4 337
summary : Kai and Reader are dating and everything seems fine until suddenly he breaks up with her , not giving her a reason why.
warning : grab a chocolate bar and a box with tissues, i am still a mess… 😢*not my gif

Almost 4 months , that’s how long it had been since Y/N had met Kai and had fallen instantly madly in love with him. Everything had been going fine , they were even planning a weekend get away until the day she came home from lectures and found Kai standing with a bag at the end of the stairs.
“What is going on ? Are we going somewhere ?” she asked , dropping her bag on the floor , taking a few steps towards him and wrapping her hands around him.
“I am.” he said , his voice hollow his arms pushing her away. “It’s over. I can’t … I can’t be with you anymore Y/N.”
Kai took a few steps towards the door carrying his bag , not daring to look at her. Y/N felt like her life was ending. Her heart broke , all her dreams suddenly disappeared and she felt like she couldn’t breath.  Y/N looked at Kai , not recognising the person standing in front of her. He had a stone cold expression on his face.
“Is this some kind of a joke ? You can’t be serious…”
“I am. You deserve someone better than me. Someone who … who is good and not a monster like me.”
“Don’t.. please don’t. We can talk about whatever has happened we can … we can fix this.” she said quietly , trying hard not to let the tears drown her in front of him. Y/N tried to remember if they had had a fight , if she had done something to prompt this but nothing came to mind. Everything had been fine that morning.
“No , we can’t. I … I am not good for you. It’s better this way.” Kai kissed her forehead and picked up his bag going through the door not turning around for a second look at her. He couldn’t bear seeing her like this , causing her this pain. His father had threatened her life if he didn’t break up with her and it was the only way to keep her safe. The door closed behind Kai with a muffled thud.
Y/N fell on her knees on the floor near the stairs , bringing her knees up her arms wrapped around them. It was the middle of July , one of the hottest days in history and she felt so cold. Tears started streaming down her cheeks. She looked around , seeing Kai everywhere - walking down the stairs , popping his head from behind the kitchen door ,  sitting on the couch , turning around with a grin on his face motioning for her to sit next to him…
Y/N closed her eyes remembering their last time watching a movie. Kai had made popcorn while Y/N was changing upstairs. She had walked downstairs with a smile on her face and he turned around grinning at her.

  “Come on , the movie is starting.”
Y/N sighed with a smile and walked towards the couch , Kai’s hands grabbing her by the waist nearly tossing her onto the couch , her head in his lap. Kai’s fingers brushing her cheeks , gently touching her lips.
 "I must be the luckiest person on this planet. How am I the one you have chosen to love ?“
Y/N pulled herself up , sitting sideways on his lap , her hands snaking around his neck. A smile on her face seeing his blue eyes sparkling. He tapped her nose a moment before she leaned in resting her forehead on his.
  “You loved me in a blink of an eye… and I still cannot believe you are with me after all that I’ve done.”
 "I love you , that’s why… I will always love you. Until my heart stops beating.“ she had said , his hands tickling her stomach in a surprise attack before his lips smashed against hers.

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Welp, There Goes Nothing ~Freaky February~ (K.P)

Prompt: Kai going on you for the first time, countless times.

Pairing: Kai x Reader

Word Count: 500

Warning: Overstimulation?

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Me: Unhealthily gets obsessed with villains from every TV show knowing damn well they’ll either leave or die in some horrible way. Also ships that villain with an innocent soul while knowing people will probably judge for liking said villain/shipping them with anyone.

Also me: Likes the villain even more and officially adopts them.

Originally posted by wonderlandgirlforever

Reaction to You Studying for Finals with a Fever. . .

Anonymous said: Hiii can I request an exo reaction (0t12) where you were busy about finals because you exams the whole week and having a fever thanks ^^

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A/N i hope this what you wanted Anonie,,,enjoy!

Kai Eonni ~


When he got to your apartment and let himself in, he would notice right away that something about you is off. He’d have been worried about you studying so hard and pushing yourself throughout the week. He knows its hypocritical of him, but he would never want you to go through the same pains and struggles he has when overworking himself, and so for this reason it would take him a while to actually speak honestly about his worries to you. He would try to be there and around you the most he can so he can keep an eye on you, however, when you get to the point that you’re over heating from your fever and refusing to eat is when he’ll put his foot down and the leader within him will come out. He’ll scold you and tell you to take a break NOW and go rest up. It may be harsh, but he’s just looking out for you. However, Suho would stay caring towards you though, making sure to have Kyungsoo make the best recipes for you as he constantly changes your forehead pad and helps you to the bathroom, never leaving his role as caretaker until your 100% better, even then Suho would still be a little wary of you going back to studying.

(just imagine you’re the one in Suho’s arms,,,lucky Kai,,should count his damn blessings)


Kyungsoo was made for this. He’d be firm but reasonable, knowing that you need to get studying done, but knowing that if you continue to push yourself the way you are with your fever, you’ll become more sick. Therefore Kyungsoo sets break times for you, knowing that you lose track of time when studying. While you’re studying he’s making healthy and energy boosting snacks for you for when you take your break. When he’s not around to make sure that you’re taking a break – due to his schedule – he’s calling you when it’s your break time and checking in to make sure you’re actually taking your break.

(imma be honest,,,, Sooie has been killing me lately,,)


He’d get serious, most of the time he distracts you from studying with his goofiness, but this time he’s pulling you away from the desk and looking you in the eyes telling you need to take a break right now, all goofiness gone. He’d then proceed to pull you to bed and cuddle with him despite your protests about needing to memorize some math equation, he wouldn’t be having it. He’d hold the back of your burning head in his large hand, causing you to nuzzle your face into his wide chest. He’d decide from then on that he needs to keep a close eye on you whenever you need to study to make sure you don’t push yourself like this ever again.


This would another instance where he’s just really worried for you and therefore speaks honestly about his concerns to you without trying to make you feel bad for studying. He’s proud that you’re working so hard for school, but does it really need to be done to this extent? He’d have you sit down and talk to him about it and try to find ways to make circumstances better so you don’t get sick and he doesn’t worry too much. He’s so reasonable and honest that it’s easy for you two to find solution that pleases you both.


He’d approach this situation with caution, he doesn’t want to come off as a burden or distract you from your studies, that’s the last thing he wants. Because of these thoughts at first he wouldn’t even speak to you about his concern thinking that he would just get in the way or you would grow angry at him for getting in your way. However, when he sees how pale you’ve gotten and how hot your forehead is he speaks in a soft nurturing voice while peering with concern into your face. He’d ask if there is anything he can do for you. Without you around or the other members he’d beat himself up for not caring for you enough, to make it up he’d work himself hard to care for you and be there for when you need him.


He’d just use his energy and smiles to get you away from your studies. He’d either snatch up your phone while you’re using it as a calculator and run around the house with it, placing it somewhere high so you’d have to spend time away from your studies trying to figure out how to get it. This would be his tactic to get you away from your studies without having to actually say anything. Though if you were working too hard and ended up getting a fever he’d take a different tactic and would bundle you up then take you out for a walk all the while while you’re complaining about needing to study he’d just talk about how important it is to balance out your responsibilities and your care for yourself. He’d say something like, “Even though I’m here to care for you, there are times when I don’t know if you need something, Like right now, you knew you were getting sick but didn’t tell me, so I didn’t know and now here we are. I’ll work hard to care for you, but there will be times when I can’t tell if you need me, and so those are times when you need to care for yourself. Okay?”


He wouldn’t push you to be honest, he’d bring up how he wishes you would stop everyday, but would know the determination you’re feeling right now of pushing yourself to get better, and therefore it would be hard for him to step in and stop you. He too wants to see you do your best, and so this would be a conflicting matter for him. However, when it gets to the point of you overheating and getting a horrible cough is when he takes pity and pulls you with him to the bed to make you rest. He’d mumble something about needing to care for yourself so you can do your best in your ear softly as he holds you in his arms with a firm and comforting grip. The following days while you’re recovering he’d care for you the same way Suho would, making sure to nurse you back to health so you can kick your finals butt. 


(sorry this became a how would Baekhyun AND Kyungsoo would care for you?? sorry)

He’d take the same strategy as Chen. He’d distract you and would get you to play around with him or make a big dinner with him just to keep your lifestyle balanced as you have to study for finals that week. Though when you get sick he’d be an ass about it. “I told you to rest didn’t I?” or, “I don’t wanna be that guy but… I told you.” or, “Hey Jagi, remember that time I told you you should take it easy cause you’d get sick…? Well, I was right huh?” Though despite his comments and picking on you, he’d be there by your side as much as his schedule would allow and care for you the best he can… Which means dragging Kyungsoo over to care for you while Baekhyun just gets in the way, almost overdoses you with the medicine Kyungsoo instructed to give you, is too loud when you’re trying to nap and places things in the wrong spot. So Kyungsoo ends up spending about half an hour looking for the damn measuring spoon he uses to give you medicine when Baekhyun had accidentally put in the cupboard with the cups while he was trying to clean. It’s a mess, but you end up laughing and having fun with the two opposites trying to nurse you back to health that you actually end up getting better much more quickly with all the laughing happiness they had brought you.


He’d be harsh about you pushing yourself too much. He had gone through his own struggles of staying health but pushing himself too hard, and the last thing he’d want is someone so important to him going through the same things he had. Therefore the moment he notices you getting unhealthy, staying up too late, and not leaving the house while you study for hours at a time, he’s scolding you while taking away your text books so you can do something else for a while. He’d monitor you, and like Kyungsoo would call you when he’s away to make sure you’re taking breaks and eating well. When you get sick he’s disappointed and definitely is saying “I told you not to push your self didn’t I, or this would happen, right?” But he’s always there to care for you, feed you and give you blankets when you need then, but he’s not allowing you anywhere near your books while you’re sick.


He’s tough about making you stop when you get a fever as well. He doesn’t want to see you do this to yourself, and therefore when he realizes you’ve gotten a fever, he’s scolding you tenfold. But he’s also very gentle about how he cares for you and makes sure you’re getting everything you need while you’re sick, except the books. When you get better and continue to study he’s keeping a closer eye on you so you don’t end up doing the same thing all over again.


He lets you do what you need to do, but only after he warns you about getting sick because you’re pushing yourself too hard. When you continue studying he’s going to just sit back and watch what he predicted happen, with a smug smirk on his face cause he was right. When you complain to him about being sick he has no sympathy, because he warned you and yet you continued doing what he warned you not to do. However he’s a sweetheart with you and so he finds himself making you food to the best of his ability, giving you extra blankets, tea and even cuddling though he complains each time, threatening you not to get him sick. 


You wont have the chance to get sick with him. He’s so caring that he would have everything in his abilities and power to stop you from getting sick. He took you out enough, made you the right foods to keep you healthy, made you take vitamins when you would stay in the whole day and would make you drink plenty of water instead of caffeinated drinks. You’re not getting sick on his watch and that’s that.

“threshold of a dream” - fic

Because I looked sadly at my dash, then looked at my wrist bandage, then went “hell with it.”

fandom: Star Wars

characters: Jyn Erso, Cassian Andor, Davits Draven; Jyn/Cassian

length: 2.8k

stuff that happens: Jyn manages that narrow escape from Scarif that we were cruelly denied and finds herself alone in the galaxy once more. Sort of.

(aka Rebelcaptain Appreciation Week, Day 1: Family)

Could a droid be one with the Force? She hoped so, not just for Cassian. The Force united everyone, didn’t it? Kay had been nothing if not someone, and now he was gone, like Papa and Saw. Like Bodhi and Baze and Chirrut, almost as certainly. The soldiers she’d hardly known, but who had believed in her, or in Cassian’s belief.

Everything had ended as it began, back on the streets of Jedha. Crowds of strangers, and the two of them, alone together. Jyn and Cassian, Cassian and Jyn.

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Drunk and In Love

Imagine~ You and Kai are together and he shows up at the Salvatore house and everyone finds out. 

Word Count: 886

You and Kai had been together for a few months but seeing as he was the new big bad, you both decided it was best to keep it to yourselves. Right now you were staying at the Salvatore house as neither of the brothers were willing for you to get hurt seeing as you and Bonnie were the only witches willing to help them. 

The whole mystic falls gang was currently sitting in the front room having drinks and generally having a good time. Nothing had happened with Kai recently, thanks to you, and they took that as a reason to celebrate. 

After a while when all of you were quite drunk and you were all lounging around on the couch, you and Elena giggling at each other whilst the others looked over at you confused. 

Your phone began to ring breaking out of your trance of giggling and you pulled your phone out of your pocket, Kai’s name appeared on your phone so you walked into the kitchen hiccuping lightly. 

“Hey, where are you?” Kai said, a small amount of concern in his voice. 

“I’m somewhere. Where are you?” you replied, trying to sound sober but your hiccups and giggles gave it away. 

“Are you drunk?” Kai asks clearly seeing through your attempts to make him think you were sober. 

“No. I don’t know what you’re talking about.” you said, following your sentence with a hiccup. 

“I’m coming to pick you up. Where are you?” Kai mumbled and you could tell he was reaching for his car keys. 

“Oh woah there tiger. You do not want to come here, a lot of people hate you right now and right now they are all sitting in the room next to me.” you said giggling. 

“I’m going to take it at the Salvatore home. I’ll be there soon babe.” he said and you could tell he had a small smirk on his face, he always did when he called you babe. He knew you hated being called babe, it was so tacky and it just annoyed you. 

So Kai took that as an opportunity to annoy you, so now all he does is call you babe. 

“Ugh, stooopp.” you groaned, a small giggle escaping your mouth as you pictured Elena in your head. 

“Sit tight.” he said and then the line went dead. 

You made your way back into the front room and plopped yourself on the couch, resting your head on Bonnie who was sitting next to you. 

“Who was that?” Damon asked, him being the most sober out of all of you as he had a rather high alcohol tolerance. 

“Somebody. Nothing for you to worry about.” you said, as you and Elena exchanged glances setting you off into your giggling trance. 

Around about 10 minutes later the door swung open and there stood the man who you’d spoken to on the phone to. Everyone’s eyes landed on him and everyone groaned at their one good night ruined. 

“Heyyy.” you said waving your hands in the air. All of your friends knew you were friendly with Kai but not the type of friendly it actually was. 

“We’re going home.” he sighed as he walked over to you. The rest of your friends turned their head to you, looking at you for an explanation. 

“Woah, not with you.” Damon said standing in front of Kai, preventing him from reaching you. 

“Come on,” Kai said, a smirk growing on his face, “babe." 

All of your friends head swiveled to look at you, their face full of confusion. "Kai.” you said, your face going a fluorescent shade of pink making the smirk on his face grow. 

“Babe?” Damon said, it coming out more of a question than a statement. 

“Oh she didn’t tell you? We’re kind of a thing and I think she kind of likes me or something like that.” Kai said sarcastically, you’d wanted to keep it a secret for so long and here he was spilling the beans. 

“U-Um I-I…” you stammered, not sure what to say and your drunken state really wasn’t helping the situation. 

“Don’t bother talking baby girl, me and Y/N have been together for a few months now and before you kill me for being here I just came to pick her up.” Kai said, your face burning up  when he called you baby girl. 

You slowly stood up, knowing there was no bother in arguing with Kai. You smiled to your friends as their eyes were wide open in surprise. 

“I guess I’ll see you guys later.” you sighed turning to Kai who still had a huge smirk on his face. “and wipe that smirk off your face." 

His smile turned into more of a grin as you walked up to him. You walked into his chest and he wrapped his arms around you, making sure everyone in the room understood that you were his. 

"Kai, stop making a scene.” you groaned into his chest a small hiccup escaping your throat. 

“Okay, okay. I’ll return her later.” Kai sighed, as you began to walk towards the door. Leaving all of your friends confused as to what on earth just happened.

anonymous asked:

can I request number 47, 60 and 62 with Kai Parker x reader? (March prompt) I really need something to light up my currently mood and therefore I need your great work ❤️

Kai Parker - “You are my sunshine”

Your fingers trembled when you tried to find your phone in the pocket of your jeans. Your hands were covered in blood and you could feel the liquid rolling down your neck. “Kai…” You dialed his number and tried to stay calm while you waited for his voice.

“(Y/N)? Is everything okay?”

“No…” You let out a deep breath. “Someone bit me. I’m bleeding.”

“Where are you?” Kai almost screamed in the phone and you moved the phone away from your ear.

“I’m hiding behind the Mystic Grill to make sure no one sees me.” You felt the tears burning in your eyes and you fell down on the ground with your back pressed to the wall.

“Don’t go anywhere. I’ll be right there.”

You had barely gotten the chance to put your phone away when Kai appeared in front of you.

He kneeled down and he pressed his hand to your neck. “Who did this to you?

You shrugged your shoulders. Everything had happened so fast that you had not seen the guy, or the girl, you weren’t even sure about that.

“Let me fix you first and then I’ll go find whoever has done this so I can stake them.” He used his own fangs to bite his wrist and he pressed his arm to your lips.

You had lost count of how often Kai had had to give you his blood already. You had known from the beginning that dating Kai wouldn’t be easy, that he had a lot of enemies and that they would all want to hurt you. You had however not really gotten used to it yet. “And what if you kill that vampire and someone wants revenge?” You trembled even though you could already feel the wound in your neck healing. “It’s a never ending circle, Kai. You kill them, someone who loved them tries to kill me, you kill them and so on and so on.”

“What do you want me to do?” Kai shook his head. “Do you want me to let them get away with this? Do you want me to simply let it go? Do you want me to accept that someone hurt the only person in the world I actually care about?” He licked his lips. “You are my sunshine, (Y/N)! You are the only good thing in a world full of hatred and darkness. You are the one thing that keeps me from killing people who are totally innocent. You are the only one who can give me the feeling that even a monster and abomination like me can be loved.”

You had never seen Kai cry before, but right now a tear was rolling down his cheek. While your lips curled up into a smile you used your thumb to wipe the tear away. “Please, don’t cry.” You spoke softly. “I’m not going anywhere and I’m not dead yet.” You paused for a moment and you realised how the sociopath that could terrify each and every one was sometimes nothing but a boy longing to be held and loved. “And I’m not planning on dying anytime soon, I promise.”

You Me Her

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Chapter Four: Drama Club

Word Count: 2674

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After Kai whisks Riley away from Lucas and Maya, he leads her out to the courtyard where they first met that morning. The boy sits himself on an empty table top and rests his feet on the bench seat attached. Riley quietly sits herself adjacent to him at the end of the seat. 

“Back to the scene of the crime..” Riley lets out a nervous giggle. 

“Again I stress, that was not me.” Kai crinkles his nose in disgust at himself. 

“And bursting through doors crying like a weirdo isn’t me either.” Riley tries to make light of it even though she was actually embarrassed. “May I ask why you were out here?” 

“Well considering I already know why you were upset I suppose it’s only fair I share my truth.” Kai sighs. 

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Wake Up Call

Kai Parker X Reader

Word Count: 397

Requested: Anon

Request: kai fluff/smut where he observes you peacefully sleeping and decides on a way to wake u up

Originally posted by chriswoodisgod

Kai had been awake for almost 2 hours and he had spent them reliving the day he met you and every good memory you’d made after that. You were accepting of him even when you found out he was a Heretic. He never once saw fear or disgust in your eyes or actions he only ever saw love. Kai often wondered if he was deserving of the love that you gave him considering all the things that he had done, those thoughts often lead to a long conversation about why you weren’t perfect and you finish them by laughing at one of the times that you had gotten in trouble or been arrested. “(Y/N)…” Kai called gently, he got no response like he expected, he leant over and started to kiss from your cheek down to your shoulder and you stirred a little before settling again and Kai smirked. He put his hands on your hips pulling you back into him.

“Kai…” You groan.
“What’s wrong beautiful?” He asked.
“What time is it?” You asked.
“Why do you care, we have nowhere to go,” Kai mumbled.
“No you have nowhere to go, I have a job.” You reminded him.
“So call in sick…” Kai suggested.
“Kai what time is it?” You asked smiling as you rolled over to look at him.
“11:00 am” He answered.
“Your 11 or my 11!?” You asked.
“My 11.” He answered reluctantly.
“Kai!” You yelled jumping up out of bed, His 11:00 is actually between 11:30 and 12:00, which meant that you were way late. Kai tried to get your attention but you didn’t seem to realise until he used his vampire speed to pin you to a wall.
“Slow down…” Kai ordered. “I’m not that much of an ass your boss called said that there was a leak at the shop and that you had the day off to fix it.”
“Couldn’t open with that could you?” You asked.
“Now that would be too easy,” Kai smirked leaning down to kiss you.

The next day you walked into work and smiled at your co-workers “(Y/N) I’m glad your feeling better!” Your boss said walked out of his office.
“Huh?” You asked.
“Your boyfriend called in yesterday said you weren’t well.” Your boss explained.
“Of course he did.” You sighed realising that Kai lied to you.

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Word count: 1291

You and Kai have the worst fight that makes him storm out and cheat on you

‘You’re such an idiot, Kai!’ You yelled as you threw a glass right into the wall, watching it shatter on the floor.

‘You’re no better! Just accept that I’ll never change! I’ll stay the same sociopath who killed his family. You always say you forgave me but when we fight that’s the first thing you mention!’ Kai stated, watching you get lost. You didn’t know what to say because it was true. You never fully forgave him for being like that, even though you should have because you should’ve supported him in everything, no matter what because even thought he had his bad days, he was always there for you.

‘Because it’s true, Kai! I… Just, get out!’ You screamed and ran to your room, slamming the doors behind you, leaving Kai alone in the kitchen. The moment you closed the bedroom doors, you sat down on the floor and leaned on the doors, dragging your knees closer as you wrapped your arms around them. A scream traveled through the house, making your body shake. This time you crossed the line and you knew this might be the end of your relationship with Kai, but maybe you both needed this. Get out everything and just scream at eachother so you can later work things out and forgive eachother. You heard Kai slamming the front doors, knowing he left somewhere where he will either kill someone or run through the woods and then come back. A tear rolled down your cheek as you quickly wiped it away and got up. You always tried to keep the feelings to yourself, you wanted to act strong and this was also one of those moments. You laid on the bed and covered yourself with a blanket as you stared at the ceiling, thinking about everything you and Kai said to eachother before he stormed out of the house.

Seconds, minutes, hours passed and there was still no sign of Kai. This was the first time Kai was out for so long. You had many fights but none of them was as bad as this one. Usually you forgave eachother after a few minutes, both realizing it was a mistake and that you were fighting because of a stupid reason. You thought this one would be the same, but after Kai not showing up, you knew something was wrong and that you both will regret fighting tonight.

You woke up and realized you were still in your room, not remembering at what exact time you fell asleep. You blinked a few times, waiting for your eyes to adjust to the dimmed light in the room. You got up and walked out of the room, your bare foot barely audible on the wooden floor that led straight to the kitchen. You poured yourself a glass of water and took a sip as you turned around and saw Kai sitting on the floor. You placed the glass on the table and walked over to him, kneeling down beside him.
His body was assembled into a ball, his head bent down, touching his knees. His arms folded in a weird way. You’ve never seen Kai like this so it was a really emotional situation to be caught in. His body jerked every few seconds as you realized he was crying. You swallowed hard and took a deep breath. Seeing Kai like this was very hard for you because you knew how emotionally hurt he was in the past and you tried to avoid hurting him like that as much as possible, even though sometimes you did just that.

'Kai?’ You laid a hand gently on his arm and then brought it down a bit as you rubbed his back. He still didn’t lift his head up and he kept the position you found him in.

'Please, Kai, look at me. I'm… sorry for everything I did. I- I know I’ve been hard on you and it’s fair of me to keep mention the exact same things when I should be there for you and I hope you can forgive me.’ Your voice trembled, trying to hold in your tears. Suddenly Kai lifted his head up, locking his eyes with yours. When you saw him, you eyes started watering. His eyes were red and puffy. He was crying this whole time. Some sort of fear entered your body, like you knew Kai was about to say something that was going to break your heart. He looked down again and closed his eyes, tears clearly visible on his cheeks.

'I’m sorry.’ He mumbled, his voice barely audible. You ran your fingers through your hair and sat down on the floor.

'I’m sorry too, Kai. I-’

'No, I’m sorry…for what I just did to you.’ He muttered, your heart suddenly beating rapidly. You swallowed hard and kept sitting, your body frozen and unable to move. You wanted to say something, multiple times, but you couldn’t find the words because you were scared. You were scared what was Kai about to say.

'It hurts me and I'm… I hope you can forgive me.’

'What did you do, Kai?’ You whispered, your voice shaking. He came closer to you, sitting only a few inches from your body. At first he hesitated, but he blurted it out.

'I…cheated.’ He whispered so quietly you barely even heard what he said.

'Can you… say that again?’

'I cheated on you.’ He stood up and kicked the chair with his leg, making it break. 'It’s eating me alive and I can’t change it! I can’t even explain how sorry I am. I’ll do anything, anything I can to fix this.’ He knelt down in front of you, taking your hands in his but you jerked them away and placed them behind your back. He looked at you wide eyed, knowing this wasn’t going in a right direction.

'Please…’ He begged, placing his finger under your chin as he lifted your head up, locking his eyes with your eyes.

'There’s nothing here you can fix, Kai.’ You said it, a little too calmly, making tears fall down Kai’s cheeks again. He started crying, placing his hands on his face.

'How could you do this to me? I thought we were ok, I thought… we can get through this like we always do.’ You mutter, your voice shaking as you started crying really hard, your cheeks stained with tears. Kai cupped your face and kissed your tear stained lips, but you weren’t returning the kiss. He pulled away and looked at your face, calm and it was unable to read your face expression, but deep down he knew you were breaking from the inside. He knew he just broke your heart and that he was going to lose you.

'Please, I can’t lose you. You’re everything I have. I need you, baby. Please.’ At those words, you stood up and looked down at Kai, still on his knees.

'It’s over, Kai. I guess you’re gonna have to find someone else because we, we don’t exist anymore. It’s just you. And there it’s just me. And there’s no going back.’ You said as you turned around and walked away, straight to your room, closing the doors behind you. As soon as you closed the doors, you threw the lamp across the room and dropped down to your knees.

'No!’ You screamed out, tears falling down your cheeks and onto your shirt. You felt like you were gonna pass out, like a part of you was just ripped out of your heart and your body and it hurt as hell. You’ve never felt more alone and the thought of never being able to be in Kai’s arms again, made your heart ache.

Imagine Zane waking up everyday trying get use to everything he did in the past only to be greeted by Pixal every first day in the morning, with her nice and lovely voice and her beautiful face of course.

Imagine her getting to witness him brushing his teeth although he doesn’t need to, but he still does for some odd reason.maybe trying remember his past, I just need an excuse to get Pixal to see everything

Imagine Pixal witnessing how the others get up early like usual, Kai accidentally hitting his head on the ceiling, Cole accidentally falling out of his bed, Jay waking up only to find out he drool all over his pillow again. While Lloyd just lays there for awhile before he finally agrees to get up, which he does it in a successful way unlike the others.

Imagine Pixal getting to see them all have breakfast and get to watch Zane cook and wonders how he does it

Imagine her just smiling widely while Zane gets distracted by her smiling face and she automatically reminds him he needs to pay attention to the stove, since he usually cooks pancakes early in the morning.

Imagine her getting to watch them all train on deck since y’know, there’s no such thing as too much training. 

Imagine her warning Zane whenever a punching bag is about to strike him back or if something is about to hit him from behind


Imagine Pixal being with them on the bounty while inside Zane’s head and she can just witness everything

Also she can learn their sense of humors and question things and Zane will explain things to her automatically. 


Kai Parker x Reader
word count
: 1 835
summary : Kai and Reader are best friends , but both of them are keeping something from the other.
* not my gif


Y/N and Kai sat on the top row at the mostly empty movie salon. She had no idea how he had convinced her go see this movie with him. Her life was scary enough with all the vampires , witches , hybrids , travellers and … the devil himself , she didn’t need more fright in her life yet he somehow always managed to get her to do what he wanted.
“Hold these.” Y/N said , passing him the large popcorn while she got their coca cola’s. “What’s the movie about again ?”
Kai looked amused at her , as she tried to walk , carry the drinks and check the seating on their tickets at the same time. He reached for one of the cups , taking it from her hand , before answering.
“It’s about some ghost from World War II that comes back to haunt relatives of the survivours from the war in gruesome ways… OH and we are sitting at the top row , sweetheart. It’s the best place to sit at the movies.”
“Right … ”
They walked into the movie salon and climbed up to the top row , Kai walking a step behind her watching her sway her hips. She was his best friend , the only one who had stood up for him since day one convicing everyone to give him a chance. Defending him after every screw up and putting herself in danger sometimes just to save his ass. He didn’t know when or how exactly but he felt drawn to her in a ‘more than friends’ way.
Y/N reached the top row , sitting on the left side tossing her bag on the seat next to her. Kai sat on the other side passing her the popcorn , their hands touching for a second. She pulled her phone out of her pocket , turning the volume down , stopping for a moment , thinking.
“So , when do I see this ‘super secret’ photography project you are working on?” he asked curious , pinching playfully her cheek with a smile on his face. “You never say anything about it or what it is from or anything about it really.”
“It’s top secret , thats why. ” she winked at him. “You’ll see it very soon.” she said smiling , taking a picture of him before he has had time to realise what’s happening. “OH I love this one.” she said, going into settings to change her phone wallpaper.
Kai glanced at the screen seeing a picture of himself all smiley and happy with that longing look Damon said he always has around Y/N, and snatched her phone from her hands.
“No! Don’t delete it , please.” she said suddenly scared. When Kai didn’t like the picture he’d delete it straight away no matter on who’s phone it was. Instead he leaned in towards her , saying ‘Smile.’ before snapping a selfie of them together changing her phone settings so the picture he had taken was now her wallpaper.
“I like this one better.” he said smiling , just as the lights started to go dim in the salon. “It has you in it..”
Y/N looked at her screen , the picture he had taken absolutely perfect , and she smiled. They looked cute together , pain hitting her in the heart at the thought they could only ever be friends.
Kai put his arm around her shoulder pulling her towards him a little.
“You know , you can hold my hand if you get scared.. I’ll protect you, always.” he whispered to her as the movie started. Y/N turned her head towards him , placing a gentle kiss on his cheek.
“I know , but it’s just a movie. I’ll be fine.”
He sighed , a look of disappointment on his face and started to move his hand from her shoulder but she stopped him.
“I didn’t say I didn’t like that.”
“Could you two shut up?” the guy from two rows in front of them called out. “I’m here for the movie not to listen to you two love birds.”
Y/N pressed her lips together trying not to laugh at the tone the guy said it with. Kai however tensed and nearly jumped off his seat and she had to put her hand on his chest to stop him. A few minutes later Kai had calmed down , or so he thought. Her hand was resting on his lap , creating a distraction like no other for him. Thoughts he had been pushing away returned into his mind , stronger than ever. Kai turned towards her , her gaze locked on the screen. He placed a gentle kiss on her head , seeing the corners of her mouth twitch. He didn’t move her hand and neither did she try to move it either.
Y/N tried to focus hard on the movie and not think about Kai’s arm around her , how right it feels for it to be there. She tried not to turn around and kiss him in a surprise attack. In moments like these it was harder than ever for her to push away her feelings towards him.
The movie went on and on , not as scary as Kai had hoped , at least until the point where the ghost suddenly jumped up out of nowhere interrupting an very calm scene and Y/N screamed grabbing at his shirt , hiding her face in his chest , while their popcorn went flying in the air and spilling onto the floor. Kai could hear her heart racing from the fright attack and he tried not to smile. He took her hand in his holding onto it.
“Oh-kay …” she whispered , taking a peek at the screen a few minutes later thinking it would be all OK this time , but there it was again. Y/N jumped up in her seat squeezing his hand a bit tighter. Kai pulled her closer to him , his excuse for them to watch a scary movie working out just the way he had wanted. He could hug her any time he wanted , but never like that and for this long. The next time she screamed , instead of burring her face into his chest she nearly jumped onto his lap.
“I’ve had my parents walk in on me making out with a guy , seen the Devil and spent an entire week tortured by Katherine but … this movie is by far the scarriest of all.” she whispered to him as he snacked his arms around her.
“If it’s too scary we can go..” he trailed off.
Y/N shook her head. She didn’t want to go because it would mean Kai letting go of her and that’s the last thing she wanted.
“Why would I want to go when I have you to protect me ?” she turned her head towards his , finding his face closer than she had expected. A small smile spread across his face as she intertwined their fingers together. Kai leaned in and for a split moment she thought he might kiss her . Her cheeks flushed and her heart beat was off the radar , so fast it was a miracle her heart hadn’t burst. Then he turned away , clearing his throat for a moment.
The rest of the movie passed too slow. Y/N she wasn’t paying any attention to what was happening on the screen at all anymore. All she could think about was Kai’s arms around her , his plump lips and his eyes piercing into hers every time she turned towards him. He appeared to have the same problem because Y/N could feel his eyes on her the entire time. Her feelings were on over drive and suddenly the movie salon seemed too hot with all the walls closing in on them. Y/N jumped up with no warning , taking her bag running down the stairs and out of the salon , stopping the moment she was outside, resting her back against the wall next to the door.
Kai was behind her , with 3 seconds delay. He opened the door looking around for her with a worried expression on his face.
“There you are.” he sighed , taking a step towards her. “What happened ? Are you OK ? ”
Y/N couldn’t meet his eyes , she didn’t know how or what to tell him.
Kai lifted her chin up , making her look at him.
“Maybe the movie was too scary after all…” he trailed off , his fingers stroking her hair trying to find a way to calm her down. Kai pulled her into a hug , fearing she’d get mad at him for making her this scared. A few minutes passed in silence , Y/N felt electricity every time Kai touched her. Y/N pulled away meeting his eyes which were bluer than usual and she found herself getting lost in them.
“It wasn’t the movie.” she said suddenly. “I … I …um…”
Y/N shifted nervously on her feet , trying to find the words except somehow they had all vanished , so instead she kissed him in a surprise attack , pullying away fast surprised by her own actions. What if she loses him completely after this ? Kai was her best friend. Before he had shown up , Y/N had closed herself to pretty much everything and everyone and then - there was him , knocking down the boundaries build around her heart as if they were made of glass instead of stones.
“I’m sorry .. I don’t ..” she said , starting to run away. Kai grabbed her wrist pulling her back towards him , his lips smashing against hers as he backed her against the wall nearby. Butterflies were flapping their wings in her stomach and she felt like flying , the whole world disappearing around her. All she could see , taste or feel was Kai - his hands on her cheeks , his body pressing against hers. He pulled away , a smile on his face.
“If only I had known … I would’ve done this weeks ago.” said Kai smiling , looking at her puzzled expression. “I like you Y/N. As more than a friend. Don’t know how or when it happened , but it did and I … I never want to be without you in my life.”
Y/N was trying to remember how to breath - it was a simple process but somehow she had forgotten all about it. It wasn’t just the kiss , it was his words after the kiss. She smiled her eyes darting all over his face - his eyes , his lips - as she processed his words. Everything seemed to be happening too slow and too fast at the same time.
“You … like me ?” she asked a hint of surprise , relief and pure happiness in her voice , Kai nodded. “W-why didn’t you say something before ?”
“Because … because I .. I was afraid I’d lose you, and I never want that to happen.” he said suddenly serious.
“You will never lose me , Kai. Never.” Y/N smiled lifting herself on her toes to kiss him briefly.
“C'mon , I’ll walk you home.” he said , his fingers stroking cheek for a moment before his hand snaked around her waist pulling her close to him. “The long way around …”


MASTERLIST March / April 2017

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It does not matter to me the reverb from the bass, or that they simply are drowned out at times by the Mexico EXO-Ls being beyond super hyped to see them.
Look how lovely they look.
…And I got to see and hear this song!
I’ll just have to get over the fact I didn’t get to see Sabor A Mi…
~ EXO, Girl x Friend