- friend: i made this new friend recently and we're getting along so well!!!
- me, externally: wow, thats great!
- me, internally: wow, thats great, from what you just said i can obviously tell you are having a much better time with them than you ever had with me and you dont need me anymore, i am a burden and i should never talk to you again
i feel a bit sad that i cant pursue some interests i had in previous universes such as swordfighting but im glad that at least in this universe i do have some options. i can still do magic even if it isnt the grand and dramatic magic i used to do. i can still cook even if i dont have the same ingredients or tools. i miss everything and i hope that one day ill be lucky enough to go back or at least go somewhere similar but for now i can still enjoy the things i used to.