it be like that some times

therealjessieplays56  asked:

How about A3 with Chase? :3

Well, look! That was a great idea! C: 

I mean, just look at him C: This little ball of joy >u< He deserve more happiness dammit :v xD
Hope you like it and I didn’t destroy it too much for you! :D Also thank you so much for your patience! :D

I’m taking a brief break in the outlining slog to work on the ending to my MysMes fic that I’ve had outlined for like 8 months. I’m sure there are precisely two people happy to hear that. 

But I was really struggling on the outline, so that normally means it’s time to take a short break and do something else for a week, or I just wind up doing nothing at all and then beating myself up about it. 

Back to Therapy!

So I went back to therapy today. I immediately clicked with my therapist Becky, who asked a lot of great questions and made me feel comfortable. It also helps that I’ve done therapy before, so I know (now) how to not be embarrassed or hide any details of my life. You’re paying someone to listen - they’ve already heard worse.

Anyway, we didn’t get into anything too deep because I had to spend the entire hour telling my entire story. She also didn’t know much about Mormonism, so I had to explain a lot of the gay Mormon stuff, which took time. 

However, I left feeling really good. I’m really glad and proud that I’ve gone back to therapy. It’s probably not “necessary” or “urgent,” but talking helped me realize how I’ve lost track of some of my deep values. For example, I don’t feel very balanced or congruent at all - I want to get to a point where who I am on the outside is the same as who I am on the inside. And I haven’t been doing that lately.

So I think it’s a good thing to go back. I feel very hopeful about it, and weekly meetings on Friday will be a good way to end the week. 

idk if it was a coincidence but the few days i actually really focused a lot of my energy on eating three square meals i felt like….. really energized ….. all day……. and now i have some concerns about my eating habits…….

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mugwort - happiness
lilac - first emotions of love 

sketches of my boy (Damien) that I’m uploading before 3 years pass and I improve too much to dig my past/present out like this 

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magnus bane greeting asmodei in buzzfeed unsolved style (1/?) for @lukemagnus

bonus, alec being scared of his sibling-in-law just like ryan bergara:

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So I finally crossed off a long-held fanart goal of mine – to draw a Harlequin romance cover xD. It was a pleasure to collab with Tsumi (again) and Bette Noire for the first time. Her Big Bang NOVEL (because calling it fanfic doesn’t do it justice) was a privilege to read, and I only wish I had enough time to complete more illustrations for it.

Art for The Scottish Boy by Bette Noire (Stucky Medieval AU, 120k)
The year is 1333. The English are at war with Scotland. 19-year-old West Country knight Sir Steven excels at jousting, but yearns to prove himself in real action. So he jumps when his sponsor, Baron Alexander Pierce, invites him on a secret mission with a dozen elite knights. They ride north to a crumbling Scottish keep, capturing the feral, half-starved boy within and putting the other inhabitants to the sword. And nobody knows, or nobody is saying, why the flower of English knighthood snuck over the border to capture a savage, dirty teenage boy. Pierce gives the boy to Steve as his squire, with only two rules: don’t let the boy escape, and convert him to the English cause.

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I….I finally did it after a along ass time scrapping scenes

The lyric comic is based on a comment in the music video which was this: “This version sounds like she’s mourning the potential.”

The idea began from that, where a different color on your skin represents the love and affection you have for the person. If you don’t see your color on them, then your love is unrequited.

There is some elements of my GTA 5 AU in this comic hence the guns and stuff. Also fun fact: Wildcat’s convo with Vanoss hints to my Minicat comic that I made before. Wildcat knows what Vanoss is going through and he didn’t want his friend to suffer the same heartbreak like he did.

Anyway hope you enjoy it!