every time i feel like it might be the chance to come back - my world topples a little bit more. Found out today that my 14 year old cousin (who has always been like a sister to me) was diagnosed with cancer today. The doctors are unsure how far it has spread. She will have surgery to remove a good chunk of her forearm in the coming days to hopefully get all of it. On top of that stress, money has been tight and my psychiatrist (who i love) is suddenly no longer covered under my insurance so i’m trying to figure that out as well. Things have just been - not great. I havent been doing so well personally, I have a lot of issues currently in my life that I’ve been having to ‘figure out’ so to speak and not much of it is leaving time for writing. I miss Hook, I miss my writing partners and friends and I miss the escapism of it all. But sadly, I can’t focus when it feels like im clenching my fingers into fists just to stay sane. Thank you for your continued support in this time and I know tumblr has a way of forgetting those who lose themselves to life - but i want to assure my friends and partners that i’m not forgetting about you nor the wonderful plots and worlds we have created. Dammit, i WILL be back.
tldr; it is my hope to eventually come back to this blog and you amazing people. And I ask that my friends and partners bear with me (and Amy) during this tumultuous period. If you want my phone number or some other means of contacting me, please feel free to hop into my inbox and ask for it. Love you, mates <3