SHOUTOUT TO ALL OF OUR FIRST OTPs AND SHIPS:
sonny and chad,
sam and freddie,
kendall and jo,
camille and logan,
miley and jesse,
cody and bailey,
alex and mason,
justin and juliet,
phineas and isabella,
kim and ron,
lily and oliver,
troy and gabriella.
FROM ALL OF US DISNEY (and nickelodion) KIDS- THANK YOU FOR OUR INCREDIBLE CHILDHOOD
He had it coming, he had it coming He only had himself to blame If you’d have been there, if you’d have seen it I betcha you would have done the same
I love Edward Nygma more than I can possibly say. He was a real intelligent guy… dramatic… a murderer. But he was in trouble He was trying to find a nice bottle of wine for me And instead he found Isabella. I took it upon myself to get her to leave Ed alone Ed needed someone to appreciate him on his own level. But the little idiot couldn’t take a hint. Let Ed go, I said. And she refused. I guess you can say her and Ed finally broke up because of lifestyle differences. She saw herself as alive and I saw her dead.
You know how people have these little habits That get you down. Like Oswald. Oswald liked to call my girlfriend by the wrong name, Isabelle. No, it’s IsabelLA. So I came home this one day And I am really irritated, because Isabella got hit by a train and I’m looking for a bit of sympathy and there’s Oswald posin’ for a painting, drinkin’ wine and he says I’m so sorry about Isabelle. No, it’s IsabelLA. So, I said to him, I said, “you call her Isabelle one more time…” and he did. So I took him to the docks and I fired a shot into his gut… …and pushed him in the water
I know it hurts, it hurts so much, it will probably hurt longer but sooner or later the pain will fade and you’re going to start living again. remember the time when we thought the world would end just because of two boys? look, we’re still alive. earth is still turning. I know it fucking hurts. after all I still lay awake and cry because of him, even if he’s not worth crying for but someday there’s going be someone that shows you that love is not pain. believe me its going to be okay everything is going to be fine again.
It was just that I’d seen Sam with Emily, and I couldn’t imagine him
with someone else. The way he looked at her… well, it reminded me
of a look I’d seen sometimes in Edward’s eyes–when he was looking at
So I’ve been doing this challenge to try and get myself back into the habit of studying regularly and working hard at university. However one thing that I didn’t really take into account is the reason that I’m having to work so hard to force myself to study. And maybe that’s because I’m studying the wrong thing. I decided to do a bachelor of science majoring in biochemistry because I really liked chemistry and it would be good to use as pre-med or just put me in good stead to transfer after the first year. However neither the subjects I’ve been studying or the goal I had in mind (to become a doctor) was really exciting me anymore.
I decided that I needed to change what I was studying so I considered what subject I loved studying most: physics. I had wanted to be a physicist in year 9 and 10 so this isn’t really a new passion of mine. The reason that I didn’t pursue this was because I didn’t think that I’d have the mentality to be able to work on a project for years and years without necessarily seeing obvious progress. I’m now not so convinced that that would be the case for me but in any case there is another path apart from being a physicist that interests me. Being a physics teacher, now I find this a bit intimidating because I know I will never live up to the fantastic physics teacher that I had in year 12. But anyway I do like the appeal of helping the next generation to understand the world so that they can then go out and change it.
So that’s the goal, now for the plan. Since I did not do any of the required subjects for any physics degree at my university I will basically have to start from the beginning and most of the classes only run in semester 1. So I will wait until next year to start my degree. However this doesn’t mean I’ll be sitting on my arse for the rest of the year. I’ll be using chemistry and biology as my electives in whatever degree I do so I will get them out of the way and do one less subject in first and second year of the new degree. I will also do maths 1A next semester and then 1B during summer to get another subject crossed off my list.
There are several physics degrees I could do most of which I could use my ATAR to get into. However the one that interests me most is high performance computational physics which my ATAR is not high enough to get me into. So I would have to use my GPA. I need a GPA of at least 6 (distinction average) to get in which I am currently just scraping. This GPA is going to be harder to get with the subjects I’m doing next semester but that just means I’ll have to work a lot harder than I have been. So the plan is to work as hard as I possibly can to try and transfer into high performance but by the time transfers open I’ll have a rough idea of how I’m going and if I’m not going to make it I’ll apply to transfer into another physics degree instead.
*me yelling at my screen*: ISABELLA ISABELLA ISABELLAAAA!!!!
Wouldn’t this be the perfect time to reveal that Isabella was sent by the court?
He confidently announced “You’re no match for me!”, so wouldn’t it be the biggest attack on his ego to reveal to him that they had already bested him?
Now let’s think about the implications for Nygmobblepot. We already know that Ed has been feeling guilt and missing him. And probably the only way he reassures himself is to remember that Isabella also lost her life. But then to find out that he lost Oswald in the name of a woman who didn’t really exist. For the sake of a love that wasn’t even real. And on top of that, we know that Oswald will be the one to help him get out of this situation. So can you imagine Ed finding out that Isabella was sent by the court and then having enough time to let that sink in. Only to have Oswald, in the flesh, show up as his unexpected savior?