I’m conflicted on whether or not to give Gotham another chance. Like I finished season one kinda thinkin meh of the show and with all the critisicms on it idk. But I do wanna see smol br00se and I like the idea a lot…. just…. should I try watching it again?
lol so last night, i was on the train home from my internship thing and i was so tired and moody (when am i never these days)! my hair was a mess, i was mentally preparing myself for a presentation this morning (which i stuffed up because the tutor didn’t tell us that they would be filming us so my original calm state had alarm bells going off and suddenly, my 3 hrs of sleep kicked in…. i let down my friends for sure ughhhh)
aaaanyways, just a few stops before my stop, this guy comes near my seat and goes, “excuse me?” and my stressed, sleep-deprived ass was like “huh?????!!” and he gave me this note and did a ‘call me’ motion before quickly departing the train. then i was like “huh???????” again like what??? just??? happened??? l?m?a?o?
i only saw his face for a good 5 secs and i guess he seems alright? seems like he’s early 20′s???? this makes me feel warm (i guess?? i was so flustered after realising what had just happened lol) - it’s like i’m in a classic rom-com or something i’m screaming
lol idek: long story short: should i text him or nah?
Some days when i think about starting T or having top surgery i feel like my life will end. Like the only way to truly be seen as a man is to start t have top surgery and walk away from everyone and everything in my life to start new somewhere completely stealth. I cant tho. I cant walk away from my life.