Today is my birthday and all I wanted for it was a book a cactus plant and your presence by my side. All I have got is my dark room and loneliness.
Some would say I have got exactly what I have deserved.
playing around with my coloring styles again, i’ve been through a bout of art block recently so it’s a bit difficult. i decided to use a green/teal color since i rarely use it, so it was a nice change of pace
The LBM (Leipziger book fair) was amazing again this year! :D I bought so much beautiful Art/mangas from local Artists and found a lot inspiration + found new stalking victims :) I want to start reading literature again (i love books, but I hadn’t enough time the last month ~_~) and so I got a lot of queer books ;) and I spoke to an wonderful illustrator, who made the illustrations for one of the books, and it was love at first sight, as I saw his art!!! I had to bought 3 of his posters and he gave me an original paint for free!! Haa, i am so happy! (And I fell in live with his art!!!)
I wore more casual clothes this year and it was perfect! I didn’t have to look, if everything looks right xD
Even if I dont look like it, but I am so extremely shy when it comes to people who I admire @_@ I always think “what if I say smth wrong, what if he/she think that I am a creep“ bla bla ~_~ hah, in this situations, my selfconfidence is like 0. The sane is, when someone praise my art or send me here an message… even if I am so happy about that, I am anxious and need time to warm up. I don’t know why, but it seems like a part of my past didn’t wanted to go and cling on me. Looow selfconfidence. I don’t like it. But I hope it will getting better with time pass by ;)
compliment people. not in the “fake” way, but in the sense that if you notice how great their hair looks, or how hard they have been working in the past few days, or how cute and inspiring their blog is, tell them. they’ll appreciate it, and maybe blush a little or smile, eyes lightening up, and maybe that little compliment or ask will make their day.