NICKNAMES: Sue, Queen Of Edge TIME RN: 7:50 pm LAST THING I GOOGLED: Talos, Reborn lyrics FAVORITE MUSIC ARTIST(S): I am currently obsessed with Hiroyuki Sawano, Sia, Gesaffelstein, Aurora, Vaults, London Grammar, Halsey & Talos actually. SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: ummmm Blumenkranz. LAST MOVIE I WATCHED: probably some cheap horror movie. LAST TV SHOW I WATCHED: Fate / Zero, boy do I love the German version. I am not being sarcastic, it was so good. WHAT AM I WEARING RIGHT NOW: tank top+shorts. WHEN I CREATED THIS BLOG: rebooted in June; the original blog was created in September however. DO I HAVE OTHER BLOGS: @arastiia, other than that? Nope. DO I GET ASKS REGULARLY: actually……… yes? WHY DID I CHOOSE MY URL: Leonherz means lionheart which refers to an extraordinarily brave warrior. I love the paradox in relation to Annie & the name-given, predestined ideal she fails to embody due to being a “coward” / liar / weak / etc. GENDER: female HOGWARTS HOUSE: Slytherin / Ravenclaw. It depends. POKEMON TEAM: Instinct, shocking I know. I am a paradox aswell. FAVORITE COLORS: a lot of blue,black & violet. AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 3-7 hours. LUCKY NUMBERS: 13. FAVORITE CHARACTERS: Satsuki Kiryuin, Oerba Yun Fang, Annie, Kuvira & plenty more. BLANKETS I SLEEP WITH: 1-3.
Ready To Run:
makes me want to run through open fields with a group of other people like an anime opening and spin around in circles and climb mountains and bald eagles fly around and there's a zoom in on one of its eyes somewhere and theres wild horses running in herds
Where Do Broken Hearts Go:
a stereotypical boyband onstage singing this song to a bunch of teenage girls in the crowd and they do synchronized dances and point at random girls in the crowd as they sing "where do broken hearts go?!" and wink and the girl passes out
an acoustic performance at a wedding and there's a guy playing the guitar and singing the song while the bride/groom stares lovingly at them and then the guy gets up and someone else takes their place and he whisks her/him to the dance floor for a slow dance just as the chorus starts up and flashbacks to when they were 18 and crazy kids and then flashes to the future where they're old and one is at the other's bedside and then Louis' single solo towards the end, and the spouse dies, and then the rest of the song is the one still alive reminiscing
50's greasers in a restaurant all sitting outside on their cars with sunglasses and slicked hair and skinny jeans and then one of them jumps up and looks at the other before singing and snapping his fingers and they all get into formation and keep snapping and then start a Footloose style dance and girls (and guys) are off to the sides giggling and the greasers pull them out and dance with all of them and the manager that comes out to scold them gets dragged in and starts dancing too
a couple sitting in a large open field surrounded by trees (it's really secluded) and one of them is teaching the other to make flower crowns and cracking jokes and laughing and one is staring at the other is complete admiration and disbelief that they have someone so beautiful in their life and they reach forward and cup their cheeks and kiss them slowly and when they pull away one whispers "marry me" and the other just smiles and their dimples poke out and they nod and they both kiss again and jump up to run and tell their families
boy picks up a girl from her house for a date and notices that she's wearing that red dress that her mother doesn't like at all and he can't help but smile because she's willing to get in trouble to be herself and they get in the car and he can't help but look over at her in the moonlight as he's driving and he squeezes her hand tighter and pull up to a cliff overhang and he parks. they get out and cuddle on the hood of the car and he smokes a cigarette while playing with her soft hair and then leans over and says into her ear "love you" and she grins and leans back into his touch as they look up at the stars
a guy wakes up in the morning and sees his beautiful best friend laying bed next to him, makeup running and smudged lipstick and messed up hair and he's like "what did i do last night?" and he gets up and goes into the kitchen and sees a half empty coffee cup with lipstick stains on it and he washes it out. as he's washing it, she walks out and wraps her arms around his waist and leans up and says "last night was so much fun, babe" before pulling away and he turns around and grabs her and just kisses her because he can and she kisses him back and it's wonderful
a person is hanging out with a person they're mega crushing on and they're too scared to say it so they sit there and just admire the other person and secretly pine for them and all they wanna do is scream out that nobody will love them like they do, and nobody wants them in the way they do, and that nobody could save them like they could. and they want so badly to tell them, but somehow, they think that the other person already knows all this
couple laying in bed after another night of fighting, backs turned to each other as they're curled in on themselves, thinking about everything that happened. they bite their tongues to suppress the sorry's that wish desperately to be said, and they mentally kick themselves for saying all the things that couldn't be taken back. they think about how the past couple months have been and wonder when they spaces between them started getting farther apart and they wonder when they started getting deeper. they don't understand it and they both know its time to call it quits, for the sake of their sanities, but neither of them want to be without the other because they were each other's first loves and the only thought running through their heads is: who's gonna be the first one to say goodbye?
there's a person being used by another person for their own gain and the person doing it doesn't realize that the victim is actually in love with them and that despite the way they treat them, they want no one else but them. the other person comes running to them when their hookups/relationships don't work out and they need someone to fill their ego and make them feel good and they have no feelings whatsoever for them. and the person being used makes up excuses for their behavior even though seeing them with other people makes them upset they're oblivious to the fact that it's unrequited love and they decide they'd rather have the other for the short periods of time than not have them at all
person breaks up with their boy/girlfriend and says that the reason was that love was too "complicated" and they wanted it to be easier but the person they broke up with was madly in love. so the heartbroken person meets up with their friends and they all sit in a circle and one of them rolls a joint and the pass it between each other, slowly helping the person get over their asshole ex and they become happier the higher they get, and soon they've forgotten all about them and they're on cloud 9. the other had said they wanted to stay friends and didn't want their friendship to change, but that was impossible because they couldn't just stop being in love with them. to cope, they smoke every night. and that's a-okay with them
[!!!] I’m turning this post into fangirling Live! updates for the MAMAs
yay! a Black person on the big screen during 2015 MAMA , doing an intro to “Best music video” nominees with other fans from different countries.
edit #1: They used her for another thing as well but i didn’t get to screen shot it, she was with a Korean guy putting headphones in his ear.
edit #2: MAMA shed light on charity that also helped Africans <3 and performed a song for them, so sweet!
edit #3: jessi and hyuna fucking the stage up slaying omg!!
edit #4: they showed a black guy in the audience fanboying over Hyuna lol!
edit: #5: this audience is so biased only screaming for their faves a little embarrassing for when someone else come on the big screen it’s silent *feels bad*
edit #6 commercial break
edit #7 the streams are so shitty this year! it’s never, ever been this awful!
edit #8 Vernon so handsome sitting in the audience! I’m so proud of seventeen even attending, even though i personally wanted them to win, but it’s all good.
update #9: 1 minute is up!
update #10 it’s back
update #11 are you guys enjoying my lame updates? xD
update #12 AYE! I didn’t know he’s fluent in English, so cute! he messed up a little but he’s doing amazing! (he’s from the show Running man and stuff).
update #13 Kai’s been looking so over everything…probably nervous? (he looking good though)
update #14 jackson looking confused when his pictures showed up on twitter
update #15 EXO finally won something!
update #16 I SAW A BLACK GIRL IN THE AUDIENCE turn up black fangirl
update #17 HOLY SHIT BALLS!!!! SEVENTEEN AND MONSTA X HAVE A SPECIAL STAGE TOGETHER RIGHT NOWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
update #18 SEVEENTEEN DID AMAZING!! <3
update #19 SEVENTEEN PERFORmance UNIT wowwowow!!! doing flips and shit slayed!
update #20 I’m not over this shit! ok! I thought Seventeen wasn’t going to perform, so my weave has officially been snatched! lol i never say that, but what ever!
update #21 done with mingyu bias ruiner!
update #22 “Best vocal performance” AILEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE HAS THE BEST VOICE I’M GLAD she won! she deserves it!!!
update #23 Alright grandpa JYP getting nasty
update #24 GOT7 singing “shake that booty, that booty booty” lol! they’re too hype
update #25 granddpa jyp still getting nasty. yall see this?
update #26 yay the audience screamed for EXID, fav girl group even though they’re not even there :(
update #27 CL is on!! with the same dance crew ass and vags every where in the air, I gotta see idols reactions
update #28 OMG ALL OF 2NE1!!!!!!!!!! ARE ON STAGE!!
update #29 BOM IS BACK!!!!!!!!!
update #30 so pet shop boys aren’t black :( [special guest and stage] I thought they were only doing performance, let me cry! there’s no beyonce’ or nicki minaj lol!
update #31 exo are performing now!!!!!!!
update #32 yassss give lay that breakdowwwn solo
update #33 LIGHTSABER IS MY JAM!!!! Wish it was longer and having a lightsaber or two …..shit spokee too soon they have lightsaberrs in thi r hands fuk it up exo!!! <3
update #34 performing “drop that” chanyeol rapping his heart out! and kai!!! <3
update #35 i’m confused lol this song is a mix of rap, rock, christmas? xiumin wearing a red nose and santa hat! xD
update #36 CHEN HITTING THAT LONG, HIGH ASS NOTE OMG! GET IT CHEN!!!!!!!!!! AND CHanyeol dancing like he in a trap rap music video (like that dance vernon does lol!)
update #37 My head was hurting so i doped up on some ibpro (it’s like tylenol lol!)
update #38 commercial break! thank GOD I need to calm down! xD
update #39 SHINee is about to perform! (and snatch my edges)
update #40 MY SONG “VIEW” IS PLAYING YASSSSSS! LOVE THIS SONG! Fuck it up SHINEE!!!
update #41 Zion T. just won an award, with his baby making music. he’s awesome! love his style and music.
update #42 Big Bang performing now! “Loser”
update #43 Now “Bae Bae”
update #44 lmao BIG BANG is so extra! including Seungri messing with EXO
update #45 parris goebel on the stage front and center! WOC YASSSS and the audience cheered for her loud!! <3 now “bang bang bang”
update #46 BTS my kidz just won an award and rapmon giving thanks to all fans all over thee world in English! <3
update #47 best male group is about to be announced, it’ll be intense af
update #48 EXO WON!!!! (Best male group)
update #49 f(x) performing their 70s, on acid song. ( pretty catchy, makes me want to eat mushrooms).
update #50 aw, no one cheered for the pet shop boys like they did the past year guests (who were all black). …just saying… #imabitsalty
update #51 this is a perfect time to take a pee break
update #52 it doesn’t look like the audience is feeling this omg :( but Amber singing is nice!! <3
update #53 “Song of the year” is about to be announced! *intense af again*
update #54 Big Bang won! “Bang bang bang”! T.O.P looking soo handsome!
update #55 EXO won album of the year!
update #56 Artist of the year is about to be announced, one of the biggest awards of the night, because a lot of people are nominated!
update #57 Big bang won
update #58 Let’s change this award show from MAMA to SM vs. YG. basically that’s what it feels like. (98% of the wins are jyp, sm, yg, kinda feel bad for the others, even though they all worked hard…)
update #59 this is a 5 hour show lort
update #60 PSY is about to perform , last one of the night
update #61 I missed a few things in the beginning, (streaming problems) but i was a bit bored in the beginning, and contemplating to make live updates and honestly, I woke up when Truedy performed. and then Jessi came on stage and Hyuna and they slayed me!