is it bad i laughed forever at this

I’m waking up earlier now. I’m sticking to a routine and I’m seeing more of the day. When I look out of the window, it’s spring and flowers are blooming. It’s getting warmer. I’m listening to more reggae and soul. I’ve started meditating again. I’m back to reading books instead of drowning in nonsense tv shows. I’m eating healthy, drinking more water and exercising daily. I haven’t had a argument or been in a bad mood for months. I’m smiling and laughing again. I’m back to being goofy. I’m spending more time with my family and friends. I’m back to hugging my mum instead of her hugging me. I’m more productive. I thought heartbreak and abuse was going to change me forever, but I’m slowly getting back to me. Listening to Angie Stone - No more rain, is my current mood.

- Meggan Roxanne

Heartbreak is not being in love at 16 with some silly boy who doesn’t love you back, despite what they say. Real heartbreak is not getting to experience the important things in life because you’re too damn strung up on a boy who won’t remember your name in a month. So, darling, find happiness in the smallest things, like being awake at 5:38am and watching the sunrise, or staying up until 01:30am sat outside looking at the stars because “looking into infinity you’ll realise there’s much more to life than what you do everyday.” Find happiness in the way your best friend laughs at your jokes that no one else besides her would understand. Find happiness in the way your mother makes your favourite dinner just because she saw you in a bad mood. Or find happiness in finally finishing your favourite book that you took forever to pick up and read. But most importantly, find happiness within yourself.
—  i-wonder-lust 
The Lovely Prince: Zen

He’s so gorgeous, the gods must’ve created him. And he knows it.

King of selfies. (Will take any opportunity to send you a picture of his god-given looks.)

A narcissist? Yes. But he’s not totally like that. He’s hardworking and caring. Remember that even when he’s supposedly “resting” he still works somehow? His determination is admirable. 

Although contanstly told he was ugly by his family and that being an actor was a stupid idea, he still made it. Zen made his dream a reality and he did it through talent alone. He didn’t receive any sort of financial help or whatnot from others. 

And he also has this side to him, a side only the mc gets to see. Just look at that smile, that smile where his eyes turn into crescent moons and he blushes. So cute.

A true gentleman: 

His phone calls are so sweet and cute. ❤️

Finally gets on good terms with Jumin. "Did you just laugh right now?” 

Loves the MC and will protect her at all costs.

Remember Zen’s “Cinderella” phone call?

“Most women want to be Cinderella, right? But I feel like I’m Cinderella…My parents weren’t bad people, I just grew up struggling a lot. And then I met Prince Charming. Someone who was as strong and as beautiful as that prince. That was you. I’ve always wanted to tell you that. I’ve been bewitched from the first time I saw you, but unlike the fairy godmother’s magic, this spell will last  forever.” 

And:

LOVE HIM PLS

Introduces the MC as his girlfriend to the public after clearing his name from false accusations made by Echo Girl.

Forever the cheesy romantic one.

“…No matter how far apart we are, we’ll always think of each other.” 

Happy Birthday, Zen! ♡

Among the numerous illegal activities the Black family were involved in, this particular tradition took place when one came of age, and began the process of becoming an illegal animagus.

Of course, Sirius Black doesn’t wait seventeen years. He befriends a quiet boy whose eyes are too old and have too many secrets, and when these secrets are revealed, it is Sirius who knows what he needs to do. It is Sirius who steals heavy books from the section of the family library cloaked in dark spells. It is Sirius who recruits two other boys into his Black family tradition, only it isn’t just tradition anymore, and this is a different kind of family.

Walburga Black spoke with poison her whole life, and occasionally she killed with it too. A second cousin who put his hands where they were not granted. A house elf who heard secrets not meant for her ears. A healer who failed to save her daughter, barely two hours old and two years before she named her son after the brightest star in the sky. The bite of a black widow is not usually fatal to humans, but Walburga had always been a particularly venomous person, as her husband would often rage at her. She would rage back and remind him what spiders did to their mates once they had no use of them.

Orion Black wore the curved horns of a ram like a crown of armour, but they were useless when protecting his family name, the name he married his own blood for in order to keep pure. He preferred brute force over reason, which was effective when used to inflict fear and pain. Yet fear and pain were weak motivators when it came to blood traitor sons and crazed spouses. Orion was the leader of a flock scattered far across a field, and he did nothing when the wolves came howling.

Ten months after Regulus Black turns seventeen and ten months after the Dark Mark is branded in to his skin, he transforms into a sleek black cat in the middle of Grimmauld Place, surrounded by men in masks. Of course, Sirius hears about it eventually. He jokes how they always fought like cat and dog, but cannot bring himself to laugh. In many cultures, black cats are considered a bad omen, guardians of death. A year after he transforms, Regulus Black is drowned in a cave by an army of the dead, where he guards them forever.

inspired by this video (sfw, but a sex toy is being used as car repair, so take that as you will)

“Laura’s gonna flip,” Derek says in dismay, looking at the huge dent in the driver’s side door of the Camaro. Her most precious possession, the car she’d been saving up for forever, the car she waxes and washes every weekend, the car that she let Derek borrow to go to the Mathletes competition in San Francisco because Derek had a basketball game on Friday and couldn’t make the official school bus, the car that Laura made him swear his life on, is now forever ruined.

“Damn, if there ever was a good place to curse, that would have been it,” Stiles says, crossing his arms and looking far more attractive than he had the right to. “C’mon, Derek. Just say it. Fuck.”

Derek blushes, watching the word tumble out of Stiles’ pink mouth. “No, I… there’s gotta be a way to fix it. But if I call her insurance people she’s gonna know…”

“It’s totally my fault,” Stiles says. “I was the one who wanted to go to Tastee Freeze on the way back, and let some dingbat hit you in the parking lot. Actually, it’s their fault, whoever can’t drive.”

Derek shakes his head. It’s his fault. He’d been having too much fun this weekend; he’d spent practically all of it with Stiles. He’d had a crush on him forever— in fact, joined Mathletes at his request, and the whole year of practice, of spending afternoons with Stiles poring over math problems, watching Stiles lick Cheeto dust off his fingers— it’s been too much. Coupled with the fact that Stiles actually just plain forgot to catch the bus on Friday, and then caught a ride with Derek, meant hours in the car listening to him sing along to Hamilton and muddle through the rap bits, and sleeping next to him in the four-to-a-room motel Saturday night, and waking up with Stiles’ face smashed into his shoulder.

Derek had been too overwhelmed by it all, too overwhelmed by Stiles. Getting the chance to spend time with his friend this weekend had just intensified his feelings, and he knows there’s no chance that Stiles will ever feel the same, so he’s just drinking it all in, savoring these moments when he can.

It had been a terrible parking job, the Camaro was at a weird angle, that’s why the person rounding the turn had hit him. Derek sighs. He guesses it’s for the best. He’ll just have to pay Laura back. For forever.

Stiles is studying the door, eyes narrowed in concentration. “Actually, it’s not that bad. They didn’t even scratch it. It’s just a dent. With the right amount of leverage…”

“I’m sorry, do you happen to have a magical car-door fixer in your overnight bag?”

Somehow, this causes Stiles to turn bright red. “Okay. I have an idea. But you have to promise not to laugh.”

“Okay…?”

Derek watches, perplexed, as Stiles pulls his duffle bag out of the back seat, and then rummages around in it.

“Promise not to laugh,” Stiles repeats.

“I promise.” Derek is confused, but sincere.

Stiles pulls a bright blue dildo out of the bag. It’s springy, and jiggles a little with the movement. There’s a thick vein running along the side, and the base even has… balls.

Derek’s brain short circuits, an image of Stiles, naked, working himself on the girth of the toy, his mouth open, panting, as he tries to get the right angle, skin flushed pink from pleasure…

“Fuck,” Derek says.

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parents kissing (stefan salvatore drabble)

you and stefan are the parent figures of your friend group and he ends up suggesting something that’s a little crazy at first.

(gifs aren’t mine!!)

“Damon Salvatore–NO!” You glare at Damon as he and Kai prepare to throw daggers at one another in some sort of game.

“Kai, cut it out,” Stefan walks in the living room and grabs the knife out of Kai’s hand on his way towards the bar.

“Hey!” Kai whines, stomping after Stefan as Damon points and laughs at him.

“Damon, please act your age– you’re almost 200 years old,” Stefan raises his brows at his brother who shrugs almost proudly.

“Damon. Hand over your knife, NOW,” you glare at him and he raises his brows, almost amused by your attempt to scare him.

So you walk over to him with a confident smirk on your face. Seeing the confidence, Damon kind of shrinks down. You stop right next to him and pulls his head lower so that you can whisper to him. You see Stefan and Kai’s eyes on you and so you put a little extra effort into both your performance and the threat that you’re whispering in Damon’s ear.

By the time you’re done, Damon shudders and gives you a disgusted look while handing over the knife. You kiss his cheek and give your audience a little curtsy before walking over to the bar.

“That was so hot,” Kai whispers, clearing his throat as Stefan gives him a look.

“I think you should go to your little friend Damon. If you’re lucky, he’ll tell you what I told him,” you raise your brows innocently and Kai runs over to Damon, almost tripping on his own two feet.

“You definitely threatened to rip his dick off,” Stefan looks over to you and you laugh.

“In very graphic detail. God I almost felt bad. Almost,” you smile as Stefan hands you a drink.

“They’re like children. I mean I get why,” Stefan shrugs. “Neither of him had the best childhoods, so it makes sense that they’re trying to make up for lost time but still.”

“Oh god and they’re both vampires. It’s gonna be like this forever,” you groan and Stefan laughs lightly, taking another sip of his bourbon.

“We’re gonna need a lot more bourbon to get through this life. We’re running out as it is.”

“I call supply runs if you watch the kids?” You raise your brows towards Stefan who looks too hesitant for your liking. “Come on! I’m human! What if these idiots kill me?”

“You know they won’t ever do that.”

“And how can you be so sure?” You take a sip of your drink as Stefan thinks of what to say.

“I know that they wouldn’t dare lay a hand on you because I would murder them,” Stefan shrugs as your mouth falls open.

“Oh come on you can’t do that!” He raises his brows and you hold your hands up. “Look, I’m not saying I want to be dead, but accidents happen where vampires are involved.”

“You can’t just be written off as an accident, Y/N,” Stefan shakes his head and Damon smirks at the two of you, winking in your direction.

“Why does Damon look like that?” You furrow your brows as Stefan rolls his eyes.

“It’s nothing.”

You look back at Damon and this time he and Kai are both giving you a wierd look… Is Kai blowing kisses at you?

“Are they really that turned on by me ripping off their balls one at a time?” You finish your drink and Stefan laughs, shaking his head at you.

“No, they’re waiting to see your reaction after I ask you out. Also they’re listening in on our conversa–”

“I’m sorry did you just say they’re waiting for you to ask me out?” You raise a brow at him. “Why would you do that?”

“Well we’re like the mom and dad of the group, so it’s fitting.”

“Please tell me you have a better reason than that because I want to say yes, but you’re making it hard,” you rest an elbow on the table and Stefan sighs, dropping his head.

“The truth is that I’ve wanted to ask you out for a while, but things managed to get in the way. For one, my mom came back to life. And then Caroline happened. And then–”

“Alright, I’m familiar with the trainwreck that’s been our lives these past few years. Go on.”

“Well the thing that pushed me over the edge is that date you went on with Kol. I haven’t been that angry in a very long time, Y/N,” he sighs, crossing his arms over his chest. “I saw him wrapping an arm around you and making you laugh and it made me angry.”

“So you’re asking me out because you’re angry?” You furrow your brows, determined to fuck with him as much as you could.

“No, Y/N, listen. AGH,” he groans, turning his head the other way. “I knew this was a bad idea.”

“So you’re gonna give up because this is getting hard?” You turn him around to face you again. “I don’t know how this is going to work.”

“See? I knew–”

Originally posted by painfulblisss

You cup his face and press your lips against his in a gentle kiss, a small smile on your face as his hands slowly move around your face.

“Yes, I’ll go out with you,” you whisper, a smile growing on Stefan’s face as he leans in for another kiss to which you gladly oblige.

“Seeing your parents kiss is so disturbing,” you hear Kai’s voice as Damon gags.

You and Stefan burst out laughing at the two idiots who were practically your children. This was gonna be fun.

Three’s a Crowd (Part 14)

Member: Taehyung x Reader x Yoongi

Type: Poly Au, Angst, Fluff, Smut

Part 1. Part 2. Part 3. Part 4. Part 5. Part 6. Part 7. Part 8. Part 9. Part 10. Part 11. Part 12. Part 13. Part 14.

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First

A/N: If you guys want another part, it’s going to be virgin Shawn smut, but we’ll see if you like this. 

Word count: 4,431

You laughed as you and your friends made your way through the crowd of slightly drunk people. Okay, more than just slightly. Just before you were about to reach the doors to the club, your friend Laurel stopped walking, making you and your other friend, Julia, stop as well.

“Alrighty girls-“ she started, raising her left eyebrow at you.

Oh no, you knew that look.

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My Fake Boyfriend Epilogue

Summary: After receiving a very rude letter of your ex on the mail saying that he is going to get married. You see yourself not knowing what to do, you can just let it go or accept the help of your hot neighbor and pretend he is your boyfriend.

Paring: Bucky x Reader

Words: 1645

Warnings:, A lot of fluffy.

@drinkfantasy thank you so much for being my beta. You are the best. And thank you @amrita31199 .

You look at yourself in the mirror, fixing your makeup. You can’t believe that this day is finally here, today is the day that you would become Mrs. Barnes. After a year of dating and a six-month engagement, this day is finally here.

“Don’t you look precious?”. Your grandmother remarks , turning around you smile at her , drying the tears on her face. “Please, don’t cry, if you start crying I will start crying too… again and this would be the third time today.” She smiles at you, you can see the pride in her eyes. “Are you nervous? Marriage is a big deal, I wanted to run away on my second marriage.” She says taking a sip of her glass of champagne.

“I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life, I love Bucky and I trust him with my life.” You calmly respond and it is true, you don’t doubt Bucky’s love for you. Other things might scare you but never your love for Bucky.

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Try Not To (Jungkook x Reader Fluff/Slight Smut)

Summary: “Try not to get nervous.”

(( Note: another story for the youngest member who stands on top. In this one I more so like the bickering than the actual ‘fluff’ or ‘smut’ which is so so so mild I warn you. So, idk about this one at all :(( Either way, I hope you all enoy! ))


Could you have taken any longer, holy fuck.

It was a far late into a chilly Sunday night and you were standing outside your friend’s door clutching your tote bag against your chest and curling your toes against the rubber soles of your not-so-appropriate flip flops you when sporting. A combination of that plus a thin cardigan and pajama shorts were definitely not the greatest outfit choice when in this close-to-frozen mid-February weather. In your defense, it wouldn’t have been as horrifyingly cold as it was if it weren’t for Jeon Jungkook who took his sweet as time answering the door.

Fifteen minutes to be exact.

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Mommy

Seokjin x reader

genre:smut, a small amount of fluff

summary: you and Jin have been best friends for a long time/ there has always been some sexual tension/ it turns out Jin has a mommy kink

requested by: bandaddict666

word count:2.4K

DISCLAIMER: this is re-uploaded, so its still the same old version (kinda bad but ok), i decided to re-upload it bc my imagines have a certain look but this one didn’t so i wanted to change that


You were sitting on the floor of your best friends bedroom.
Both leaning against the bed you were casually playing poker bored out of your minds.
The game seemed to last forever and it was not interesting enough for you anymore.

“Okay, I’m done.” you said letting the cards from your hand fall on the floor.

“What? No! I was about to win!” Jin said showing his cards to you.

You laughed leaning your head back on the bed. “Nope. I always win.”

“Um, no? See your cards? See my cards? I-” Jin was starting to get annoyed and it amused you.

Jin was so funny to you when he got annoyed. He would start shaking his head right and left and sometimes would even throw a fit. He was so overdramatic when it came to these things.

Seeing you weren’t responding he became silent, staring at the floor in defeat.

“You’re such a fucking-”

“Queen.” you interrupted. You looked at him and as expected he was giving you a death glare.

“Nope. I meant to say bitch.” suddenly his face got smug.

“I’m a fucking Queen Bitch then.” you retorted quickly.

Giving up, he sighed. “That, you’re right. You’re the biggest bitch I’ve ever met.”

“But you love it.” you said, staring at him playfully.
His eyes flew back to you and he raised an eyebrow.

Well, it was true, you really were a bitch. To everyone mostly. You loved to be in charge and loved to feel superior over others. It seems horrible to others but it worked out with Jin. He was such an opposite. He always listened to what others said, he was the cutest thing ever, whilst you were most definitely not.

But they say opposites attract, guess that’s why you two were best friends.
And you’ve been friends for almost six years now.

He chuckled, looking down at the floor, fiddling with his long fingers. You loved it when guys had big hands and long fingers.
Some of the things that turned you on.

“True. I’ve got used to your bitchy attitude by now.” he said as he raised his look at you.

His eyes were pretty. And the little defeated smile he gave you every time you would beat him at something.
After six years of being best friends, it was almost impossible not to be attracted by a guy like Jin. Heck, not even after a day.

You will just never admit it, but Jin turned you on so much, and you seemed to like him in ways friends shouldn’t like each other more and more every day.

Maybe it was just you, but sometimes it seemed Jin is feeling the same way. But it was impossible to tell. A person like Jin would never admit that he likes someone.

You didn’t notice your little staring competition as you were thinking all these things. You blinked.

“I won.” he laughed with joy.

“But you would’ve liked it more if I won wouldn’t you? If I was on the top again?”

What on earth has made you say that? You realized the mistake too late, because Jin’s facial expression has changed.

For some reason you kept going. And it was getting worse.
“A person like you doesn’t like being in charge. You love it when someone is dominant don’t you?”
What the hell?

His mouth was now wide open. He didn’t seem to catch up on that, he could just keep repeating your words in his head.

“Like me.”

That was the final drop, and now the flooding came.
You couldn’t seem to stop because now you were on all fours, you crawled towards him and sat so close that it was impossible to breathe.

At this point, you’ve ruined everything. And you didn’t see a way for your friendship going back to normal. So you gave up, it was all or nothing.

You started to lean in slowly.
Jin was still at a loss of words.

“Jin…” you said softly as you bit your bottom lip, staring deeply into his eyes.

Until this moment, you weren’t aware of how much you were attracted to him. It was almost insane, and it was all surfacing out now.

Jin licked his lips briefly and took a breath in.

“(Y/N) I… What are you doing?”
You could see that he was shaking.

You had to be doing at least something right? No.

Jin rised up to his feet and looked down on you.

You were so insanely desperate for him that you proceeded.
You looked up in his eyes, bit your lip, very aware of how close you were to his crotch.

Then you took a short look at it, but long enough to signal to Jin what you want to do.
And looking back up you noticed his face was wearing a different expression now.

His eyes were darker, his eyebrows scrunched up and even his lips partly opened. You were now sure, that it was lust.

“Seokjin..” you touched his thigh softly and you licked your lips again.

He sighed. “(Y/N)…I dont kn-”

He was stopped by you. Because your hand was now getting closer to his bulge.
The bulge couldn’t be lying, Jin was turned on.

And before he could’ve said anything else you cupped it in your other hand.
He tried to push it back, but you heard a small grunt rolling off of his lips.

He bit his bottom lip hard, still staring in your eyes with that lustful expression.

Then, you brought your face toward, making a bolder move and you softly kissed his bulge.

“(Y/N) no..“he said with a soft moan.

You backed off, but you were definitely not done.
Suddenly you rised up on your feet, your body being really close to his.

You looked up, Jin’s face looked conflicted.
He opened his mouth to say something but you stopped him by putting your hand on the side of his face and putting your thumb over his lips.

“Please..“you said softly.

By the look on Jin’s face,
he gave into you.

You grabbed him by his broad shoulders as his hands found their place on your hips. He pulled you closer and you directed him towards the bed.

You pushed him down on it and you were now straddling him.
You grazed over his earlobe with your lips as you whispered.

“Do you want me to be in charge?”

“Yes.“he grunted softly, grazing your back and ass with his big hands.
He stopped at your hips and seemed to push you down onto him, making you feel how much he wants you.

Suddenly, words that you never tought you’d say, rolled off your lips.
“Do you want me to be your mommy Jin?”

You were shook at your own words, but even more at his quick response.

“Yes.“he breathed down your neck sending shivers down your spine and causing goosebumps.

You were satisfied with his answer so you asked another. “Will you be a good boy for me?”

This time, he chuckled lowly and repeated his answer.
“I’ll be your good boy.”

His voice was deeper, raspier and sexier than before.
You grinded on him earning a deep moan escape his lips.

His moans were making you moan as well and the room suddenly became filled with sounds of pleasure.

You realized, you still haven’t kissed him, that was one of the things you really wanted to do. To feel his big plump soft lips on yours.

And seeing an opportunity, you took it.

Jin had his eyes closed shut, and you slowly approached his lips with yours, breathing on them, telling him that way that you were about to kiss him.

And then you did.

Grasping his hair in your hands you kissed him passionately. Your lips connected with his like a perfect puzzle and with no hesitation he parted his lips, letting your tongue trough.

The kiss was making you confused, you wanted this to be passionate, but you also wanted to dominate Jin, make him your good boy and so you did.

You parted away forcefully, earning a groan from him.

“You said you were gonna be a good boy Seokjin.” you said smirking at him.

He licked his lips and then let you continue to do your thing.

You started to lift the hem of his hoodie, revealing a great set of abs. You bit your lips at the sight as you pulled the hoodie off him completely leaving his bare chest for you to admire.

“Wow, Jin, I had no idea…"you moaned as you traced your fingers over his string chest.

He just kept looking at you do things to him seeming to be at a loss of words.

The idea of what was happening turned you on even more. Innocent Jin, putty in your hands, hands that liked to grab at everything, make everything theirs.

You leaned down, and kissed his abdomen. Slowly backing up off of him you started to kiss down all the way to the hem of his boxers.

Your hands quickly fiddled with the zipper of his jeans and he helped you pull them down.
He was so eager for you.

Leaning down again, and looking in his eyes, you pulled his boxers down too and you let his cock slap against his lower stomach.

Without hesitating or teasing you took it in your hand and put it in your warm mouth.
You wanted him now.

His head flew back on the bed and his hands found their way to your hair pulling it back and out of the way of him seeing what was going on.

He propped himself up on his elbows and watched you please him.

You kissed the tip of him and then licked a bold strip up his shaft, making sure you were looking into his eyes at all times.

He was biting his lips so hard, trying to keep the groans inside but you wanted to hear him enjoy it.

You stopped what you were doing and said, “c'mon Jin, be a good boy, let me hear you moan.”

And like it was on your signal, he let out a loud, deep moan. And you continued.

You bobbed your head up and down, sucking in your cheeks, licking him up and down and swirling your tongue around the tip.

It was not long until you felt his cock throb in your mouth. You stopped.

Jin let out a breath followed with another groan. He didn’t like the teasing, but he wanted to be a good boy so he didn’t complain.

You let go of his still hard cock and you started pulling of your shirt.

He licked his lips looking at you stripping in front of him. His hand went to his cock, he wanted to please himself.
But you didn’t allow that, so you grabbed him by the wrist and smirked.

“I’d rather you help me strip down.” you said lowly.
He sat up immediately and his hand found your bra clasp so quickly and in a second you were half naked in front of him.

“You’re being a very good boy Seokjin.” you purred in his ear as he laid down again.

Quickly then, you hopped off of him and took of your shorts and panties.
You stood there naked in front of him for a few moments letting him admire your whole body.

“Come here.“he groaned as his hand found it’s way back to his cock.

When you noticed that you quickly got on top of him again, not letting him please himself. “No, I’m pleasing you. Be a good boy for me.”

He nodded.

“Now fill me up.” you purred into his neck and immediately, you felt his tip on your entrance.

His hands were on your hips again and then, he pushed you down.

He didn’t give you time to adjust, he just kept going and you loved every second of it.
His cock was so big, and so perfect for you. He filled you up completely and hit all the spots most pleasurable.

You couldn’t stop yourself from moaning out loud.
You had your hands on his chest as he pounded into you like you’d never imagine.

Because really, no one would ever imagine Jin pounding so hard.

“Oh god…"your legs started to shake. You were about to cum all over his cock.

“Jin I-I….!”
And before you even finished the sentence, he flipped you over, down on the bed so he was on top now, and his thrusts got even faster and harder than before.

You left scratch marks all over his back and strong arms and hickeys on his neck.

His grunts were the thing that got you in the end. Jin moaning and groaning in pleasure was the hottest thing you’ve ever heard.

“Jin! Oh my god!”

Jin came at the same time. You were in perfect sync.


Moments later, both sweaty and breathing heavily you were laying next to each other.

You didn’t know what to say.
“Jin…"you said his name, hoping be woud say something.

“You know…"he started, turning on his side, facing you, “I’m glad I won’t have to keep my feeling all bottled up for six more years.”

You were confused, but you felt happiness, and a small smile creeped on your lips.
“What? You have had feelings for me before?”

He licked his lips and smiled. He tucked a strand of your hair behid your ear.
“I’ve always loved you more than you thought.”

“I’m glad im hearing that. Because I’ve wanted to do this since the day I saw you at the swimmimg pools shirtless.”

You both laughed and then he leaned in and kissed your forehead.

It was all good now.


A/N: OKAY HOLY WATER PLEASE.

that was my first imagine, it was a bit long i think lol, but i hope ya like it.

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First Kiss- Warren x Reader

Request//anon: Xmen prequel imagine where reader is in the friend group with Scott, jean and etc and one night they’re hanging out and talking about things and they start talking about first kisses and reader quickly makes up an excuse to leave the room because she hasn’t kissed anyone before and no one knows except warren, so warren follows her out of the room and they kiss and are all cute??? 

Originally posted by fiddlesticksimagines

“Okay, but first kisses,” Jean says laughing while reaching for another slice of pizza. 

“What about them?” Scott arched an eyebrow under his glasses. 

“Ya know, when, where, who,” she drags out the last one, smirking, 

“the juicy stuff,” Jubilee adds, with a bubbly laugh.

You, Jean, Scott, Kurt, Jubilee, and Warren, were all seated in the very back of the X mansion library, up way past curfew, slowly working your way through two x-large pizzas, and just about every topic of conversation. It was nights like this you lived for, when things seemed perfectly normal, when you could of been mistaken as regular students, not mutants having to cope with the stress of a mission or assignment. 

“I’ll go first, then we can go around the rest of the circle and everyone can say,” Jean smiled. You shifted uncomfortably at the sudden change of topics, fiddling with the worn out lace on your shoe. Your gaze was directed at the floor so you didn’t notice Warren watching you carefully. The truth was you hadn’t had your first kiss yet. It wasn’t a huge deal, but you were still a tad embarrassed. You wanted it to happen, it just hadn’t yet, and not with the right person. 

“Hey I’ll go grab us some more pop,” you suddenly said, pushing yourself off the floor to stand.

“Alright thanks,” Scott grinned without a second thought, as Jean dove into her story. You turned on your heel and made your way the the kitchen, exhaling a long breath of relief, since you got out just before letting everyone know you’d never been kissed.

You opened the stainless steel fridge once you arrived in the kitchen, fishing a few old cans of soda out of the back. You then hopped on the counter, cracking open a can for yourself, deciding you should wait a bit before reentering the library, just to make sure they had changed topics.

You were sipping on your drink and absentmindedly swinging your feet against the cupboards when a sudden voice pulled you from your thoughts.

“Hey,” you looked up to see Warren.

“Hi,” you smiled “why aren’t you back in there dishing out some great stories?”

“Just needed to stretch my legs,” he shrugged, walking over to you. 

“So what’s your great first kiss story?” You asked with a laugh.

“Nothing great,” he reached for a can of soda resting by you, “just a girl I used to know.” You nodded at his words unsure how to respond. He was the only one of all your friends who knew you hadn’t had your first kiss yet. You’d let it slip to him a long time ago while talking. He was super cool about it, not teasing you in the slightest. He took a drink before setting the can down again. “You know this topics gonna come up again, it’s just a matter of time,” he faced you.

“I know,” you groaned in reply, shaking your head, “don’t remind me, it’s so embarrassing.” 

“Hey no,” he corrected you, “it’s totally cool, but if you do want a story, ya know, well…” his voice trailed off and you could see a touch a redness creeping onto his cheeks. You suddenly caught onto his words, and bit your lip, holding back a smile. You hopped off the counter, facing him. He smiled brightly, reaching up the push back a piece of your hair, and began leaning in,

“okay wait-” you stopped him.

“What’s wrong, are you okay?” he looked honestly concerned.

“Ya it’s just, well, what if I’m a shitty kisser?” You shuffled your feet.

“(Y/N),” he laughed, “I can promise you won’t be.”

“Okay, okay,” you chewed your lip for a moment nervously, then quickly leaned into Warren, your lips touching his. He kissed you back instantly, wrapping his hands around your waist, gently pulling you closer. It seemed to last forever, but was honestly just a few seconds before you broke apart. 

“Wow,” he said, taken back.

“What? was it bad? I knew it-”

“No,” he stopped you, “it was good, really good,” he gave your hand, which you didn’t even realize he was holding, a light squeeze. You felt your cheeks grow warm. 

“S-should we rejoin the party?” You finally said, it still felt like your heart was racing.

“In a minuet, it’s nice out here too,” he replied, smiling. You had to agree with that. A story, great pizza, decent soda, and a first kiss, it was nights like this you lived for, the normal ones, the simple ones. 

monsta x in chicago!

firstly… i apologize.. for probably being confused about everything im about to say also it’s not even the Important stuff that other people have already said it’s just whatever is coming to my mind right now fjdksflds

  • wonho fell at the end of shine forever!! i feel bad for laughing jfdkslfds i posted the video i really hope he’s ok though? i didn’t notice anything wrong after but i saw people say he might’ve been limping and he did step off stage for a minute or two during the talking part right after those songs.. hope he’s ok but i think all is fine
  • please their english was so cute and good? changkyun seemed a lot more comfortable than normal which was nice :’) kihyun’s pronunciation was so good? and jooheon and minhyuk in general just wanted to try to get as much english in as possible fjdsfds pls :( i took vids of uh… every single talking time fjdksfds so if i find anything particularly cute again i’ll post it… changkyun called us his babies at the beginning i really wailed.. all their intros were cute as hell
  • WONHO’S FUCKING ABS WHATH T EHFUCK THEY’RE REALLY THE EIGHTH WONDER OF THE WORLD I WASNT EVEN THAT CLOSE BUT I COULD TELL THEY WERE GLISTENING AND SO FUCKING DEFINED JSSUEFJSDF
  • chicago was really in love with wonho.. and his muscles.. every time he took off his jacket everyone SCREECHED and jooheon kept saying “make some noise for wonho’s muscles!!!” (on at least two different occasions)
  • i think? they did a trespass rock version? i’m honestly not sure fjkdslfds it might’ve just been a strong bass but i think they said afterwards that it was special so i think?? it was a rock version? anyway trespass + rush rock version were a PARTY
  • speaking of trespass!! a personal favorite moment plfjdskflds ok during trespass i noticed that minhyuk’s hair got.. puffy? i don’t know how to say it it looked kinda static-y dkjslfdsfds i’m not sure if it would even show up in pictures but it made me laugh he looked SO SO cute and i thought maybe i was just imagining it but then he came over to my side of the stage and i was like Wow ok and then jooheon stepped up behind him and flattened his hair pls fjdkslfds my little fluffy duck :(
  • listen i never knew the baskets were for throwing chocolate.. have they done that before.. it was wild they were really throwing chocolate everywhere (i didn’t get one rest in pieces) but anyway A CUTE MOMENT jooheon and minhyuk ran into each other by accident i think jooheon was looking back and not paying attention and minhyuk like grabbed him by the waist pls i really screamed
  • ok people in the front row.. must be fuckin dead because they were all personally handing them chocolate… also changkyun took a lot of people’s phones on stage near the end? like taking selfies of himself and just filming things pls release that footage mbbs im begging you
  • during fighter that one part where kihyun and wonho circle each other wonho like,,, spun kihyun around by the waist oh my god it was so fcuking cute PLEASE tell me someone got a video.. i think minhyuk did something cute too but i was still crying at the kiho
  • minhyuk really,,,,,, dressed as a farmer during 24k magic,,,,, for me oh my god
  • they mentioned hyungwon so much!! saying how he wanted to be there and hopefully he’ll be back soon :( i think it was shownu? held his arm out like it should be around hyungwon’s shoulders and i cried :(
  • they mostly didn’t replace most of hyungwon’s parts but i Think they had jooheon covering it sometimes? and i think i caught shownu with a few lines as well… could be wrong about all of this though tbh
  • listen the translator fucking sounded like changkyun fdkjsfds i didn’t even realize it during the show but afterwards when i posted that clip of wonho hitting on the translator.. i can’t even tell if the translator said it in english or changkyun wtf…
  • they’re all so talented and beautiful!!!!!! everyone pls im in love with monsta x im gonna fuckigng cry they deserve the world :((((((((((((
Dear people who don’t have DID,

To the people who like to pretend and joke around that they have alters because you think it’s “funny” and “quirky” or because they don’t want to take responsibility for something that they did, laughing it off and saying that it’s just one of their “personalities”. I’ll be here being scared to death to tell people about my alters because I always get negative responses. Anytime my alters do something wrong, I will take full responsibility for them because they still are “me”. I’m not afraid to own up for what we did wrong, I will not push it aside, laugh it off, and pretend that “I” didn’t do it. My alters don’t give me an excuse to act like a jerk. 

To the people who enjoy watching horror movies with a character with DID thinking that it makes the plot “interesting”. You’re wrong, you don’t need my disorder to make a horror movie “better”. I’m fine with characters with alters, but if all they’re gonna be is an evil person, i don’t want to see it. Do you know how heartbreaking it is to hear the first words from someone’s mouth is “is my life in danger?” the second i tell them i have DID. Yes, some alters can get aggressive, i will not deny that. But you can’t assume that everyone who has DID is “scary” or “evil”. Our life isn’t like split or any other horror movie who has a evil character with alters. We’re not gonna kidnap you, lock you in a basement, and torture you. That’s not what DID is like. Media likes to see any criminal and just slap on any disorder to excuse what they did. Don’t get your information from a horror movie, there’s better places to learn about us with actual correct information about DID. Ask us, we wanna share the truth, so you can actually understand us.

And to the people who tell me to stop getting mad at everything, NO I WILL NOT STOP BEING MAD AT THE BAD REPRESENTATION IN MEDIA OR FOR PEOPLE LAUGHING AND MAKING JOKES ABOUT MY DISORDER! I WILL NOT SIT IN SILENCE FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT! I WILL FOREVER STAND UP AND DEFEND ANYONE WHO IS LIKE ME! I’LL KEEP FIGHTING WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! I WILL NOT LET YOU TELL ME HOW I CAN AND CAN’T FEEL! 

- from,

a person who actually has DID

AOS Reader x Spock - Cipher

Happy birthday, @storiesfromstarfleet

Jen, Jen, Jen, I was seriously empty-handed when I went to bed. I was gonna message you tomorrow and tell you that I owed you a birthday fic when my brain was back online, and then I had this dream.

I literally just banged this out, dear. It’s probably riddled with errors. Also, this is my first AOS Spock, and my first reader x Spock, so bear that in mind. I’m not sure how you feel about tattoos, either.

Warnings: extremely vague (super vague) references to mild sexual activity. Not very angsty, either. I don’t think I even curse in this one! 


Cipher

“You have a tattoo,” Spock says carefully. Dark eyes flicker ever so briefly across your skin, and you shudder despite the heat of the Risan sun.

You shift back, folding your arms into your chest as if to conceal the dark loops of ink that dance gracefully across your ribs. “I do,” you say softly, though it’s hardly an admission - the tattoo has been on display for all to see at the beach. You feel your cheeks burning, which is weird. You’ve never been self-conscious of it; in fact, you hardly think of it anymore.

It’s etched innately into your skin, a familiar, natural part of you. 

“When?” To the uninformed observer, Spock’s voice could be considered sharp.

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anonymous asked:

mixed race katie holt, you say??? i'm here. hit me with these hcs. pls.

I’VE HAD THIS IN MY INBOX FOR A LONG TIME AND THE LAST POST REMINDED ME OF THIS ASK I’M SORRY FOR THE DELAY I LOVE YOU

  • Pidge’s mom was actually born in Mexico and was one of the highest regarded pilots in the country. She’s a white-passing latinx, and the lightest one in her family whom she loves with all her heart. When offered an instructor position in the Garrison, she accepted in a heartbeat, and met her future husband Sam. 
  • Matt and Pidge don’t look alike. They get questioned all the time if they have different dads or if one of them is adopted, and sometimes they’ll really roll with it. 
  • Pidge has super thick, curly hair thanks to her abuela on her mom’s side. Also has the really dark leg hair and armpit hair and the thick eyebrows, and doesn’t always feel like shaving because it just grows back in a day or two anyway.
  • Pidge is fluent in Spanish. She learned on her own when she was twelve because her mom only really speaks it in the house. Matt on the other hand is a master of Spanglish. 
  • Their family visits Mexico every summer to meet up with their family. Everyone’s excited to see them, and Pidge is really happy to spend time with her family, but her cousins especially.
  • Every time someone tries to guess her ethnicity or she gets asked “what are you?”/”where are you really from” she loses two years of her life.
  • Basically most conversations Pidge has had with a white person can be summed up like this:
    • Pidge: I’m mixed.
      White: Haha, so like a mutt right?:)
      Pidge: [eye twitch]
    • White: Oh man, mixed babies are the cutest. I think I might marry an ethnic man just for how beautiful are mixed babies will be.
      Pidge: [stares into the camera like she’s in the office]
    • White: You can’t be part Mexican! Your name is Katie Holt! That’s not a Mexican sounding name.
      Pidge: WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING!?
  • The Latinx solidarity between Lance and Pidge on the Castle!!!
    • They gossip and talk to each other in Spanish like all the time. It’s nice because they have someone to converse with and keep their Spanish fresh. 
    • Pidge: [talking about her visits to Mexico] 
      Lance: [thinking about his visits to Cuba in contrast and laughs] Mexicanxs malcriadas.
      Pidge: [grinning] Callaté la boca, feo.
    • Lance teasing Pidge and calling her a gringa ‘cause she was born in the U.S. AND SHE GETS SO RILED UP UNTIL HE’S FORCED TO TAKE IT BACK LMAO
  • MIXED RACE KATIE HOLT (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
Bad Date

Okay I’m so sorry I haven’t written anything in a while, well at least it feels like it but because I need a break in between revising I though I could use the English revision in some fan fiction. Back with everyone’s favourite Bucky Barnes. 

“A gets stood up so B sits down and acts like her date and he is a much better date.”

 

Your POV

You had just finished curling the last of your hair when your alarm went off signalling that you needed to leave. “Shit.” You whisper as you run to grab your shoes and slipped them on half way to the door. You were hoping the traffic wouldn’t be bad since you were already running late but it seemed the city was in your favour and the streets were almost empty. You had a date tonight that you had been looking forward to for a long time, your boyfriend Tom was always busy with what he called work, which was just him chilling with his mates at a pub and you knew it. You had your suspicions on whether he was cheating or not but when he left you a note in the kitchen last week all of your doubts washed away. The note just said a date, time and location along with a brand new dress and some flowers. It was the small things that really got to you like that, it made you forget about all of the times he was late home completely pissed or ‘busy’ with work.

You thanked the driver and took a quick look at yourself in the restaurant window before walking in. You couldn’t help but feel good in your outfit, about to have an amazing date with your maybe not so amazing boyfriend. You got in and found a table roughly in the middle of the room only because it had the best lighting so you could actually see and you waited for Tom. The place began to get a bit more packed since it was around dinner time which didn’t help your anxiety of being sat alone. You felt like all eyes were on you but you brushed it off until the waiter came over. “Hello mam, Are you still waiting for your other party member or would you like to order?” he asked and you knew it was just protocol but you felt so attacked under his gaze. You cleared your throat and shook your head, “Still waiting but I will have just a glass of water for now thank you.” You said and the waiter left.

This happened four more times over the next hour and at this point you were certain Tom wasn’t going to show up. You felt the pity looks of everyone that hadn’t left yet were giving you and you felt tears forming but you didn’t want to look like an idiot so you texted him. Hey, where are you? You sent and not even five seconds later you get a reply, Sorry hun, your man isn’t going to make it tonight, but he is defiantly coming ;) the reply made you feel sick to your stomach and all you wanted to do was go home and cry at this point. You knew tears were forming at this point so you just got up to leave.

Bucky’s POV

He liked going out alone, it gave him a lot of time to think. That being said he had never come to anywhere this fancy. Bucky splashed out in suit and tie along with a three course meal menu just because he didn’t want another day of Tony’s cooking, so he lied and said he had a date. He had finished his desert and was waiting for his bill when a woman caught his eye. She was stunning in a bodying hugging, off the shoulder, black dress that fit in all the right places and flawless curled hair. He mentally hit himself for thinking this, she probably has a boyfriend and he hasn’t even seen her face. That was until she turned to look around the room after looking at her phone. Her eyes were red from tears that were threatening to fall and he could tell she had been stood up. Poor girl he thought. He noticed she was about to get up and his body moved before his brain could tell him to stop. “Hey Babe, so sorry I’m late, there was a security breach at work, nothing major but you know how Tony gets.” He said pulling you into a small kiss on the cheek before guiding you back to your chair.

Your POV

After you were swept back into your chair you finally had a chance to register who it was. “Um excuse me what are you doing. Aren’t you…. Wait a minute your Bucky Barnes.” You were in complete shock at this point not only had a man just basically saved you from embarrassment but that man was only one of the god dam avengers. “I’m so sorry if this is inappropriate of me, if you want we can walk out of here and go our separate ways but I couldn’t just sit over there and watch such a beautiful woman cry over a man who probably doesn’t deserve the time of day.” He said looking down at his lap. “I’m up for getting out of here but you’re coming with me wherever I’m going.” You said with a laugh. You got up from your chair and grabbed Bucky’s hand not realising it was his metal one and he just looked into your eyes. The stare was intense and didn’t last as long as you would have hoped but he took your hand and walked you out of the restaurant.

“Which way… um.” He stopped for a moment, “Oh Y/N.” You said after you realise what he meant. “Alright the beautiful girl has an equally beautiful name.” He said and you felt the blush forming across your cheeks and you would probably later blame it on the cold air. “So as I was saying, which was my lady?” He asked linking your arm in his own like a gentleman in old movies. “I hear central park is rather nice at this time of year.” You say in posh voice, “Then to central park we go.” He said in a crappy British accent. You laughed a real laughed for the first time in what felt like forever. “So Bucky tell me, what is a saver of the earth doing at a four start restaurant all alone. Don’t tell me super soldiers get stood up as well?” You said as you strolled down the sidewalk, “No, I told Tony I had a date so I wouldn’t have to eat his cooking. It’s that bad.” He said and you almost choked on air. “That’s amazing, so you are telling me, Iron man can’t cook?” You said through laughter, “If cooking would save his life he would be dead and so would who ever had to taste it.” He said and you had to stop walking just to catch your breath.

Once you reached central park you found a bench just out of sight from everyone else and it felt amazing. “This is probably ten times better than any date I will ever get. Thank you Bucky.” You said looking into his ocean blue eyes once again and felt like you swimming. “What for, all I did was practically push myself into you and then took you to a park.” He said laughing while he brushed his spare hand through his hair. “Are you kidding me? You save me from embarrassment and what would have been a shitty date any way. Come to think about, I don’t think I paid for my drink.” You said turning your head back in the direction of the restaurant, “Don’t worry, I don’t think I paid for my entire meal. I’ll go back tomorrow and pay for both of them.” He said and you shook your head. “I can’t let you do that, I ruined your fake date the least I can do is pay for my own drink.” You said pushing the hand that was reaching for his wallet. “Well you defiantly didn’t ruin my fake date.” He said and with that the rain began to fall.

It was quiet heavy and you let out a squeal as the cold water hit your head. “Oh no my hair is going to crazy if it dries like this.” You said laughing but Bucky just stood up like heaven wasn’t pouring its entire water supply down to earth. “Dance with me.” He said holding out a hand to you. “Are you crazy, there isn’t even any music?” You said but he just shrugged and grabbed your hand anyway. “Then you will have to sing for me.” He said spinning you around before dipping you gracefully backwards, your hair just above the ground. “I don’t sing, and I don’t know how to dance.” You lie but you didn’t need to put on a performance, “Is that why you are perfectly in time with my steps.” He said with a smirk. You never knew a man could render you so speechless in your life. “Alright, I did a few plays back in my childhood.” You joke and he lifts an eyebrow, “Oh really, quiet the performer then?” He asked before spinning you out again only to pull you back into his chest and drop his arms to your waist. At the same time you brought your hands to wrap around the back of his neck.  Your brain was yelling at you to kiss him but you blocked it out just to enjoy this moment a little longer before you ruined it.

“I bet you would make a great Glinda.” He joked, “Are you calling me a witch Mr Barnes?” He just laughed and your head was spinning at how perfect it all was. “I’m just saying you’ve probably got the vocals for it.” He said and you could have sworn his eyes shifted towards your lips and back. “Ah but you’ve never heard me sing.” You whispered because of how close his face was to yours now. “I don’t need to; you’re already perfect to me.” He whispered back before connecting his lips to yours. It was slow and passionate and it made you forget everything that had happened before Bucky literally walked in on your night. You didn’t want that moment to end but you had to breathe at some point. You let in a shaky breath before breathing out again. “Wow.” Was all you could say and it felt so cliché that you laughed again, “Jesus was it that bad?” Bucky joked and you just shook your head and pulled him into another kiss. It felt like something out of a cheesy high school movie, but you loved every second of it.

Your mind suddenly did a double take as you remembered about Tom, “Oh my god what am I going to tell my boyfriend?” You thought aloud and Bucky lifted an eyebrow, “Do you always think of your shitty boyfriend when you kiss other men?” You both just laughed. “No but I was just think about the whole of tonight, just had to make sure this is real.” You say still completely star struck by everything. “This is a real as you want it to be. I can’t expect you to love me, but let me take you out on another date and I promise I’ll show up.” He said and you nodded, “Give me day, time and your number and I’ll be there.” You say with a wink as you hand him your phone. Once his number was in your phone you went to walk away, “What you think I’m not going to walk you home doll?” He said grabbing your hand once again.

Once you made it back to your apartment you didn’t want to go in because it would mean the night would be over. “I had an amazing time tonight Bucky. I can’t even thank you enough.” You said as you stood in front your door, “Really it was my pleasure. I can’t wait to do this again, maybe with less shitty now probably ex boyfriends.” He said and you laughed, “Yeah hopefully.” You kissed him one last time before opening the door and saying good night. As you closed the door your face lit up like a little kid with their first crush. You slid your back down the door until you were just a blushing pile on the floor. You grabbed your phone and dialled your best friend, “Hello?” her voice came through, “What do you want it’s nearly midnight.” She asked and you just squealed, “You will never guess what just happened.”


@melconnor2007

Boyfriend!JENO

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NCT Boyfriend Series! [Boyfriend!Jeno]

Time for JENO LEE!!!

*don’t kill me bc its in lowercase…it’s not proper writing ANYWAY*

boyfriend!nct masterlist


  • okay so lets get right into it, skip the how u met part
  • like mark, jeno would be such a sweet cute bf who wants nothing but the world for you
  • jENO WOULD HYPE U THE FUCKKK UP WHENEVER U HAD TO DO SHIT!
  • at first it was cute like if u were anxious over an exam or something he’d be like u can do it, and when you got a good grade or did something good he’d be like “look at y/n!!! they did sooo well”
  • but gradually he’d start doing it over everything
  • like if u nearly tripped over a toy while holding a cup of water he’d be like “OMG LOOK HOW THEY DID THAT!! LEGENDS ONLY”
  • he’s a really cuddly person so i don’t think he’d be hesitant to do skin ship??
  • he might be shy to do it in front of nct bc u know they always tease him
  • so naturally u respect him and u don’t make a big deal if one second ur kissing and cuddling on the couch and next second ur both sitting on the opposite ends bc he heard the front door open
  • i feel like jeno is the type to get u a lot of gifts

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‘Requested* Klaus x Reader fic where they meet after season 4

(This is more from Klaus´ perspective than usual. Also, I could totally imagine that is what Klaus could be up to at the moment. Okay maybe with a little bloodshed on top, but hey. Do let me know what you think if this one. Happy reading my lovelies!)

Characters: Klaus x Reader, Mikaelson´s (mentioned), Stefan (mentioned)

Story Title: “Piece of work. art”

Warnings: To Season 4 Spoilers, Tvd Season Finale Spoilers,

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Klaus has always liked Chicago, so it was not much of a surprise when he found himself arriving at the city after he forcefully parted ways with his siblings.

He kept himself busy with drawing and showing off his work in several exhibits.He always expected people to simply rush by his work, because it is diverging from his usual style and admittedly also not his best work. What he certainly did not expect was someone staring at the piece of art for several minutes.

Klaus: “An interesting piece, wouldn’t you say?”

A man stops next to the abstract piece of art hanging on the wall, his voice thick with a British accent and his hands are crossed behind his back.

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