is it april yet

Kinda Announcement

I would like to first apologize in advance for any worry that I may have caused. I am sorry to have been so down lately, so unable to contain my sadness and agony that I frequently posted about them on here. I promise, I will try to regain my strength (and sanity). A personal matter is taking its toll on me, and I firmly believe that, because I have been exhausting myself with work, I am not able to resolve it or move on with my life and forget it. This has been causing me the greatest suffering so far.

This is also an opportunity for me to announce my hiatus. I should call it a semi-hiatus for now, at least. I have been kinda on hiatus for a while now, with only the queue doing the postings. I am also sorry that I haven’t been replying to all the asks and requests.

My thesis defense is coming up in April. I haven’t finished my work and writing yet, so I have been working nonstop, during weekends and holidays too, at more than 14 hrs/day, every day. I also have a part-time job on weekdays that my working hours jumped to 18-19 per day. It is all so overwhelming to me. It is even more overwhelming because I have a chronic condition and my body is unable to cope with all of this exhaustion. I had a difficult pain episode during the morning today… I feel better now, albeit slightly. I haven’t been eating much lately, and this is also affecting my ability to endure and handle what is happening. I also have an important presentation in the coming weeks that I cannot afford to fail.

For all of these reasons, I decided to take a break from many things in my life. I will try my best to keep the queue active. If I run out of posts, I will try to restock the queue asap, but I hope you’d understand if Im delayed by a day or two.

Fandom-wise, I will be here every Saturday for the tgre spoilers, but I may not be able to publish all the metas, edits and asks as effectively as before.

Considering my other fandoms, mostly Detective Conan, Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure, and Shouwa Genroku Rakugo Shinjuu…I will also be available to discuss them when I have the time, and if something new arises.

I will gather my remaining energy and channel it so I can graduate from Grad School this spring. My birthday is coming soon, and I had a shitty birthday every year, for the past few years. I want to avoid that this year, and with the little time left to reach that date, I will try to become stronger for my family, colleagues, and friends that have already realized that I am dealing with great distress in silence. I want to repay their kindness with getting better.

I am sorry again and I hope that you’d understand.

I will probably be more active on my twitter account where I rant the most. However, I am seriously considering making a private account for ranting only, because I have showered my followers there with enough pain and suffering already, even though they never followed me for that content.

Thank you to everyone who has showed extreme and continued support to me, through out my stay on here, and especially, during the past few months. I am extremely grateful ;;

Love,

-N.

I can’t tease much, but all I can say is it is not Jemma. It’s also a reflection of how steeped into this world he is that he doesn’t seem to be troubled by the fact that she’s in a grave, which was sort of the point of that moment. He looks like he’s on top of the world.
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Jed Whedon, February 22. 2017 Eonline Interview

I know we’re all over analyzing everything for the next 5 weeks, and I’m absolutely on the over-analyzing train, but can we just focus on the fact that Jed said “he doesn’t seem to be troubled by the fact that she’s in a grave”. 

Seem.

I think the flashes into the Framework are meant to be misleading and cause us to jump to conclusions that will then be blown to pieces once we dig deeper into this world. And I. Can’t. Wait.

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Whoniverse: Class - In Quill, we call this the First Fear. This is the one you always go back to and the one you can’t face, and everyone has it.  Everyone.  Even Quill.  A soldier without fear is useless, inefficient. They win battles, but they lose wars.

Pod 3: Jemma finding Fitz in the Framework. And he’s different here. More confident, not weighed down by hard choices and sacrifices. It’s hard to trace him back to the boy she met at the Academy, the man she fell in love with. But she needs to set him free, so she puts her feelings aside and works her way into his strange alternate life. Just when she thinks she’s lost him to the Framework’s programming, that the real Fitz is gone, he does something so unmistakably Fitz-like that she can’t help but stop and stare and remember what she is here for. She is determined more than ever to save him and everyone.

Fitz thinks this random woman is strange, how she has seamlessly inserted her way into his life. She seems to know everything about him and nothing at all at the same time. He feels like he knows her, can trust her implicitly, and is undeniably drawn to her.

Fitz can’t help falling in love with her, it’s like something he never knew he was missing has finally clicked into place. And for all his differences, Jemma can’t help loving this alternate Fitz as well. Because on every planet, in every universe, with every different version of themselves, Leopold Fitz and Jemma Simmons will find each other and love one another. Together until the(ir) end.

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Today in Japan, it is December 31st and Kawasumi Bishin’s (Yamamoto Taketora)’s birthday~!!!

Happy 24th birthday, Bishin, Nekoma’s Ace!!!

You can wish him a happy birthday on his Twitter (x)!  
He’ll appreciate knowing he has western fans so feel free to leave a message in English, but if you’d like to say Happy Birthday in Japanese, just copy paste
お誕生日おめでとうございます!

Except for the few, adorable moments he dedicated to kids, he walked that red carpet as if there was fire burning under his feet. Of all people, he had Simon Jones attached to his hip the entire time and that was only part of the horrible company he had to endure throughout the evening. And yet no Danielle, who’d be always so very willing, alongside him. Beautiful, but tense, dedicated to nicest fans but mostly detached, he might have nothing to promote but a dubious girl band project coming up and yet he could have made a good use of such a fitting opportunity to bask a bit in the spotlight, get a little more attention, spread his enthusiasm about his personal and professional moves. Instead he ran faster than Forrest Gump, chose not to discuss anything of what is publicly associated with him at the moment. Why? Is he as private and shy as Danielle shielding the wrong side of her face from the mean mean paps? 

One day it’ll end, but today isn’t obviously that day. And calling that a happy, free, willing Louis is like attending a Donald Trump convention and judging him a wise, competent, upright person.

hey guys heres a terrifying thought

homestuck, john dies at the end, and the adventure zone all have weirdly similar fanbases that are, in some cases, nearly impossible to tell apart

“My contract ends in April on Once Upon a Time and, you know, I don’t know what that means. It’s like, they haven’t picked up the show officially yet, they might, they might not.”

“April is the end of the original contract, so we’re just kind of waiting now to see if the network decides to continue with the show and if they do continue with the show if they’re going to make it be something else or if they’re gonna invite people to stay. We’re just kind of in a holding pattern right now.”

“It’s really complicated  because I have like a really fierce loyalty to the show. In a certain way I’m fiercely protective of the character and I feel like so many amazing things have come to my life because of it, you know, it’s like really made my life better in so many ways. And I don’t have any interest in abandoning something that is such a special part of my life but I also know I don’t have it in me to do it forever. So it’s more about a life decision kind of thing and I don’t even know how to make that life decision until I know what ABC even wants.”

- Jennifer Morrison on The Drop-In Podcast

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