is it a rant


Lmao I love Otabek’s face (I call it the ‘oh shit I forgot to formally ask permission to take Yuri out’ xD)
Dude, for real, I was more than happy with the poster -even if I won’t read the rest of the magazine because it’s about fandoms I’m not that into-, but they had this cute ‘victuri’ memory page and I was 'yeah, I like it 💕’ but I turned the page and spoon gave me an OTAYURI MEMORY PAGE???!!! Spoon, I love you from the bottom of my tiny bitter heart. Who do I need to send a breakfast basket or buy coffee to? xD


Please, please, please think before you burden Jared (or Jensen) with something that might be difficult for them to hear. Tell them thank you, let them know you appreciate what they’ve done for this fandom, but please don’t do this to them.

Autographs have already been taken away from everyone but Gold and Silver ticket holders. If this continues, we are going to lose all access to the boys. 

hey hey i didn’t cause the sudden spike up of the popularity of heathers why r ppl saying i did that

Okay, but why didn’t Moana win anything????? It’s a cinematic masterpiece that perfectly captures Polynesian culture, something that isn’t seen in mainstream media. It’s songs held meaning and we’re powerful, especially ‘How Far I’ll Go’, you can honestly hear Auli'i pour her heart into it. How the shits did 'City of Stars’ beat Moana?? The song itself was bland. It’s like what, a 5 note chord progression, and the lyrics talk about making it in Hollywood show business? I can see how that’s relatable to struggling actors, but that’s about it. 'How Far I’ll Go’ was Moana dealing with the image being that perfect daughter, something that was expected out of her by her parents and her community, she goes on in the song to question why she’s supposed to fit this mold that’s been cast for her, and shedding light on what she feels drawn to and passionate about. HOW DOES THIS:
“City of stars
Just one thing everybody wants
There in the bars
And through the smokescreen of the crowded restaurants”
“I can lead with pride, I can make us strong
I’ll be satisfied if I play along
But the voice inside sings a different song
What is wrong with me?

I’m so fucking heated over this, and if anyone wants to disagree with me go right ahead. Disagree but I’m not listening and I don’t give a flying fucking shit.

**sidenote, dont get me wrong I loved la la land, but I still feel like Moana did better when it came down to song

Oscar Alternative Facts

I’m seeing a lot of posts giving out false information about the Best Picture snafu. That “old white man” is, first of all, Warren Beatty, and he didn’t read the card. He double-checked it because he knew it was the wrong card. He showed Faye Dunaway why he was acting funny, and she glanced over and only saw the words “La La Land” and SHE announced it as the winner. Instead of relying on short clips posted on Tumblr, and accusing Warren Beatty of intentionally lying about who the winner because he’s white, maybe you should know the facts before you comment and crank out your memes and race-baiting comments. And that card ripped out of Warren’s hands, which was the right card, was provided to him AFTER the producers realized they had screwed up/cooked up the mistake. He tried to approach the mic to announce the mistake, but he was beaten to it.

Nico and Percy/Annabeth experience in Tartarus are very different.

Not that Nico’s experience wasn’t the same or less traumatic, both experiences were traumatic enough and both experiences gave them PTSD but is not fair to compare them. Nico accidentally fell into Tartarus, it was all part of Gaea’s plan and it was almost immediately kidnaped by Gaea forces who then was given to the twins so they could use him as bait to catch the seven. In Percy’s dream, Nico had been imprisoned for 3 days so far in an induced coma, no longer in Tartarus. He was probably in Tartarus for a day, he said the Gaea forces immediately took him, (compared to the 18 days the other two were there). So while Nico almost died because being trapped in the jar, he never really was in risk of dying in Tartarus, since they only used it as a way to kidnapped him and transport him to Rome. 

What I meant to say, is that both of the experiences were different, while Nico was only there for a day or so, he saw Tartarus how it truly is, and that was enough to almost drive him insane but Percy and Annabeth, who were there for 18 days, never saw Tartarus like the absolute hell it was, their demigod brains couldn’t handle it, instead they saw a watered down (but still scary) version of it. Percy just saw the real Tartarus for a split of a second, saying this was how Nico truly saw it because he is a son of hades and even that second was enough to make him even more scared.

Both experiences were absolutely traumatizing and horrible but is not fair to compare them.

The moment I became obsessed with Elorcan:

“Elide (…) found herself not afraid of anything as he did it again, kissing one corner of her mouth, then the other. Such gentle, patient kisses- his hands equally so as they stroked the hair back from her brow, as they trailed over her hips, her ribs.” 

Why? Why THIS exact moment? If this was a description of Chaol or Dorian or even Rowan, I would probably not freak at all. But we are talking about LORCAN SALVATERRE, the dude that’s been in love with a crazy bitch for centuries, the dude that’s been described as cold and ruthless and always getting what he wants. From these descriptions alone, I would have guessed Lorcan to be really really forward when it comes to sex (which he is), but also a little impatient- someone who just goes for it without really considering his partner’s wants and needs. 

Lorcan is described as having “unending cold rage”, caring only for himself and maybe Maeve. Why should he be a considerate, attentive guy in bed????? Wouldn’t fit the character he’s being described as. Logically, you wouldn’t put Lorcan into the cute/fluffy/ perfect fae boyfriend box.

But. BUT. When he’s getting it on with Elide, he’s described as gentle and patient. He’s not pulling her clothes off after a few seconds, he’s not violently kissing her or being urgent in any way. He doesn’t even seem to restrain himself. He’s just…enjoying that they are taking it slow for now. 

AND THATS WHAT MAKES SUCH A DIFFERENCE TO ME!!!!! Because Lorcan is NOT a gentle and patient person- look at his feud with Aelin, Rowan, the Carde, basically the whole world. He manages to pick a fight with everyone after a few seconds. But with Elide, he forgets all of that- he’s knows how precious Elide is and that he can’t pull any of that bullshit with her. I bet if she told him that she wanted to wait 5 years before sleeping with him, he wouldn’t even BLINK and just accept that. 

And I also bet Lorcan would NOT do that for everyone. He’s not considerate like  Dorian, or trying to do the right thing like Chaol. I bet Lorcan has pissed a lot of his lovers off. I bet he’s grown annoyed and impatient with a lot of them, and I bet all those years of pining after Maeve also made him really cold hearted and bitter. I bet there have been more than a few times where he didn’t care about how things felt for his partner. 

But with Elide, he is suddenly gentle. He is patient. That centuries- old demi-fae, who has slaughtered and schemed and betrayed, who had probably slept with hundreds of women and who is described as muscular and hulking and honestly a little scary- that man transforms into someone else entirely. 

That quote just made that so obvious to me. And that, my friends, was the moment I became utter, desperate Elorcan TRASH. 


Okay so pro-ana blogs are fucking ridiculous on their own, correct? It is totally disgusting to encourage an eating disorder or to talk like eating disorders are diets that you can start and stop with ease and its disrespectful to people who actually do have eating disorders. I think we can all agree on that.


its been brought to my attention that there are several porn blogs following me that are run by men who have some sort of shitty kink involved with dangerously thin girls and girls starving themselves, their posts involve comments on bodychecks objectifying the girls and women in the pictures, comments encouraging the girls to stop eating, and ridiculing digs towards the ones who are not dangerously underweight.
one even has instructional videos on how to purge and says that ‘its like riding a bike, you never forget’.

but he’s totally right, you never forget how to throw up when you’ve had a mental illness that convinces you to expel all food from your body.

sarcasm aside, he’s a repulsive pig for making and posting that video and for everything that he posts. they all are. and I’m so fucking sick of guys who take advantage of girls with eating disorders by taking their body checks for sexual reasons, using their self confidence issues against them, or by doing anything other than helping them recover.

I’m sick of guys taking advantage of girls in every way possible but this is just what is really pissing me off right now because I didn’t even know that this shit existed until tumblr.


It’s hilarious how far people will go to not ship otayuri. Ship what you want. Literally, I’m completely fine if you don’t ship it for any reason other than their age gap, I don’t judge. But, not shipping them just due to their age gap is so uncalled for. Their age gap is literally three years. It’s basically a high school senior and a sophomore. That’s nothing out of the extraordinary, even in real life it’s common for people to date with a few years apart. Chances are your parents might have a larger age gap than a mere three, four, or even five years. Viktor and Yuuri are five years apart, yet you don’t bash them. It’s not like I want you to bash them but, why is that? Is it because they are both of the consenting age? When Yuuri was 16, Viktor was 21. As people age and their relationship grows, literally a three or five year age difference seems only like minutes apart.

Could it be you not only ship it because of their age gap, but also because if sex were to occur it would be deemed as rape, since Yuri is only 15? Listen here buddy chum pal, some relationships don’t rely on sexual romance. The most sexual thing I imagine Otabek and Yuri doing at their age is probably watching a movie with a sex scene and both of them getting embarrassed and having to look away from the damned screen. It’s not like Otabek and Yuri can’t share a healthy and platonic relationship without sex until Yuri is able to consent due to the ode of the laws. Or would you bash that since a movie with a sex scene is probably rated 18+ and Yuri is a minor so he can’t watch it… It’s not like us teens watch rated R movies these days.

Of course it’s okay to be disinterested in a ship due to their ages, but a small age gape such as three years is so uncalled for. But, stop the hate over their age gap, for god’s sake. Hate the ship for some other god forsaken reason. As again, I honestly don’t care what people ship. You can probably ship Nico and JJ and I would be fine with it. Nico nico ni and JJ style… two mantras made in heaven… or hell. Idol hell. Holy shit it’s perfect.

I’m really tired of seeing people claim that Kingsglaive Luna is a better or stronger character then in game Luna; guess what, they’re the same character. 

The Luna that stands in the throne room and tells Regis she will not go to Noctis’s side because it would draw the empire to him, is the same Luna who stands in Altissia and gives her speech.

The Luna that jumps out of a moving ship and is willing to put on the ring of the lucii, is the same Luna who wakes Leviathan and basically bitch slaps her with her magic.

The Luna that stands praying for Noctis’s safety prior to Glauca’s arrival is the same Luna who tearfully tells Ravus that she just wants to see Noctis again and hear his voice.

The only difference between the two versions of Luna is appearance and voice actor

I honestly don’t know why I even go into the Malec tag. It’s nothing but negativity anymore. No one’s ever happy with anything, people are always fighting and complaining. You’re taking a ship that so many people love and ruining it for them. It’s nearly impossible to enjoy the show at this point because of all the hate surrounding everything Malec do or don’t do. Can we not just watch this show and enjoy it? I’m just glad we get Matt and Harry being their awesome selves bringing these two characters to life. People need to chill and not take a personal offense to everything.. especially when they don’t get their way. We could honestly have nothing when it comes to this ship so I’d think more people would be happy because we get anything. But damn, there’s really just no pleasing everyone. No more trips into the Malec tag for me.



I get that some people genuinely didn’t think La La Land was as good as Moana, and that “How Far I’ll Go” should have won. A lot of people are really mad. I respect that.

I also get that other people think we shouldn’t hate on La La Land because everyone involved in that worked just as hard. I respect that too.

Just because people have different opinions on the matter than you doesn’t mean you get to hate on them. Let’s not fight, okay? Yeah, this made me pissed. But don’t hate on each other. I’m starting to see that already, and nothing will come out of it.

I think what makes people hostile about La La Land isn’t the movie itself. Standing alone, it’s a lovely movie. But when you get down to the principle of the matter of its popularity, it makes people who actually love musicals really angry. I guess it’s taken as a compliment when people say, “I normally don’t like musicals, but I loved La La Land!” But it’s really not. It just means you don’t watch musicals and most likely only watched that movie because it was the trendy thing to do and wow, it was great. And you attack the people who say they didn’t like it by saying, “You guys are talking shit about it for no reason.”

No. Not at all.

People who didn’t like La La Land actually regularly watch (AND LOVE!!!) musicals. And it’s astonishing to us that people are losing their shit over a movie that has been done a million times, and done better. It’s not a brand new thing just discovered and executed perfectly. What’s annoying is you all acting like it’s new.

White people falling in love in Hollywood? Fred and Ginger. That was their whole shtick. DECADES worth of movies. A musical about Hollywood? “Singing In The Rain.” And you don’t even have to go back to the older movies. A modern musical? A modern musical with a much more realistic ending? “Once.” And it’s like nobody praising “La La Land” knows what “Sing Street” is.

Anyone who claims La La Land is the best musical they’ve ever seen is either 1.) A liar, who didn’t watch musicals in the first place and probably doesn’t even like them, or 2.) Has really bad taste in musicals. Like this is coming from somebody who loved the film, but can see the faults in it. Faults that would be nitpicking from a musical watcher, but are ignored by the people who, before La La Land came out, had no interest in musical movies and honestly probably don’t want to see anymore unless they’re like La La Land.

Which means that you’re not going to see the SAME STORY done SO MUCH BETTER that La La Land was based on and inspired by.

I’m bitter. It seems like everyone fiercely defending La La Land were the people who ridiculed theater kids and scoffed at Broadway and only took part in viewing a musical in the first place was so they would be in the loop, and now since they were exposed to a musical, they see how great they are and can’t take people saying negative things about it. And they won’t consider going to look at the movies that started it all. It’s hypocritical and insulting.

La La Land was nice, but it isn’t a special movie. The way I see it, it’s just getting the awards that Whiplash deserved.