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WARNING - extreme langst suffering :(

Lance loved his voice.

Ever since he was a child, his family proudly displayed his singing talents all over town. They bought him an expensive guitar, despite not being the wealthiest of families, and he learned to write songs and play the instrument. His mama would always ask him to sing the song he wrote for her before bed. Despite it being a very bad song in Lance’s opinion, she would always hug him afterwards and whisper about how much she loved it.

“My precious little secret,” she would murmur through a wide smile. “don’t give it to anyone else, ok?”

Lance was well-known for his voice. In his little town, Lance was very popular, because of his good looks and boisterous attitude, along with his voice. He entered many singing competitions, mostly to earn money for his family, and he won every single one. His family acquired enough money to send him off to the Garrison, which was a prestigious school far away from home. Lance was loath to leave his family, but they encouraged him to accomplish his dream, which was to go to space. No matter how much he loved singing, Lance longed to become a pilot. So he accepted and left, his mother humming under her breath Lance’s song. He would miss her voice. It sounded just like honey.

“Sing it to me when you come back,” was the last thing she said to him with a watery smile. Lance could only nod, unable to say anything other than “I love you.”

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If I Could Tell Him...

I’m alive! Here’s a oneshot inspired by the song “If I Could Tell Her” from Dear Evan Hansen. I highly encourage you to listen to the song. Please enjoy!


“Girl, you’ve got to try to pull yourself together,” Alya frowned from the other side of Marinette’s phone screen. “Adrien’s your friend. It shouldn’t have been that hard to ask him to go to the movies with you. He definitely would’ve said yes if you asked, but instead…”

“But instead, I panicked and ended up tripping down the stairs,” Marinette sighed. She blew a stray piece of hair out her face, but it fell right back into place. Marinette decided to let it stay there. The day left her too exhausted to bother with anything else. Not only did she fall down the stairs before asking Adrien to the movies, but she also knocked Chloe over and took them both for a tumble. She wasted the next hour of her life listening to Chloe rant while accompanying her to the nurse to make sure neither of them were injured. In short, it had been a terrible day.

Marinette sighed again. “Alya, I thought I was gonna be able to do it this time. I spent almost three hours practicing last night, but when I faced the real thing… I just seized up.”

“But you’ve been doing so well lately. I’ve caught you two having normal conversations between class.”

“It’s fine when we’re talking about schoolwork, but when I try to act on my feelings, my mind turns to mush. I get so nervous. There are so many things I want to tell him, but they all jumble together and I can hardly muster a coherent sentence. My heart starts beating so fast that my body can’t keep up. Everything goes weak and suddenly, I’m unable to act normal anymore.”

Alya laughed, wishing she was with Marinette in person so she could give the poor girl a hug. “You’ve got the love bug bad!” Alya smiled. “And that’s not a bad thing, but if you want to have a chance with Adrien, you’ve got to overcome it. Don’t be nervous around him. He’s just Adrien after all.”

“Just Adrien?” Marinette sputtered, nearly dropping her phone. “Adrien Agreste, the kindest, smartest, and most handsome boy Paris has ever known? How is a klutz like me supposed to act around that?”

“He’s not some superhero or demigod. He’s a normal guy so there’s nothing to be nervous about. You’re not a klutz either. You’re just Marinette! And if Adrien doesn’t love that then maybe he isn’t the right guy for you.”

“I hope you’re wrong otherwise I’ll have to rework my entire life plan,” Marinette giggled. Her smile then turned to a slight frown as a different thought crossed her mind. “But I’ll never know if he’s the right one or not if I never tell him how I feel.”

“Good thing you’ve still got plenty of time to tell him.” Alya gave Marinette a hopeful grin. The school year wasn’t over yet. Each day was a new opportunity to make some progress with Adrien. “Remember what we talked about before?” Alya continued. “Baby steps. And speaking of babies, I’ve got to get back to babysitting. The twins are shouting for dinner so I should get cooking. Catch you later!”

“Bye!” Marinette said as the call ended. She dropped her phone onto her desk and groaned. “I’m a mess…” she mumbled under her breath.

“No, you’re not!” Tikki shouted as she emerged from behind Marinette’s chair. “Everything Alya said is right! You need to figure out how to tell Adrien how you feel! There’s no need to be nervous!”

“Funny how everyone’s an expert in love tonight,” Marinette said as she got out of her chair. She grabbed a blanket off her bed and slung it over her shoulders. “I’m going out to the balcony for a bit,” she told Tikki. “Wanna join me?”

Tikki let out a huge yawn. “No thanks,” the kwami replied tiredly. “I’m exhausted after the day we had today.”

“Tell me about it. I don’t want to hear Chloe’s voice for at least another year. Get some rest then. I need some fresh air to clear my head. I’ll come back inside soon.”

As Tikki headed to bed, Marinette went up to the balcony. The air outside was slightly cold, but it felt refreshing. The sun set an hour or so ago so the sky was dark and dotted with stars. The streets below still bustled, but above everything felt quiet. Marinette leaned against the metal railing as she watched Paris’s nightlife spring alive. Moments like this made all her worries feel small. Even at night, Paris kept moving and when seeing it action, how could Marinette think about anything else?

Out of the corner of her eye, Marinette spotted a shadow dart across the buildings across the street. She squinted her eyes, trying to get a closer look. “Could that be…?” she wondered as leaned over the railing. “There’s only one person who could be out roaming the skyline at this time of night.”

The shadow disappeared, leaving Marinette puzzled. “Where did he go?” she thought, craning her neck to peer across the street. “He was there just a second ago.”

“Surprise, Princess!” a voice shouted from behind her.

Marinette jumped as the blanket fell off her shoulders. She swiveled around to find Chat Noir standing behind her, hands proudly on his hips and tail whisking back and forth. “You scared me!” Marinette yelled, putting her hand over her beating heart. “What do you think you’re doing?”

Chat Noir grinned cheekily. “I saw you outside and thought it would be rude not to drop by and say hello. Besides, who doesn’t like a special visit from their favorite superhero?”

“That’s quite an assumption you’re making,” Marinette smiled, now matching Chat Noir’s pose. “Who says you’re my favorite?”

“I’m not?”

“I’m only joking. Of course, you’re my favorite, but don’t tell Ladybug I said that.”

“Your secret’s safe with me!”

There was a brief moment of silence before Chat Noir spoke again. “Are you doing alright?” he asked, almost in a whisper. Marinette met his eyes which to her surprise were filled with concern. She was slightly taken aback. Chat Noir didn’t often act seriously like this. It was different. What spurred the sudden worry?

“I’m fine…” Marinette answered. Her gaze drifted to the floor. “Well,” she began again. “I guess today wasn’t the best day I’ve ever had, but there isn’t much I can do about that.”

Chat Noir took a seat on the balcony’s railing. “Tell me about,” he said. “I’ve got time to listen.” With a carefree and kind smile like his, Marinette couldn’t refuse. Besides, she had time to burn too.

Marinette let her back hit the railing and then sank down to her knees. She tossed the blanket over them before starting her story. “I tried to invite the boy I like to the movies today, but it didn’t go so well,” she explained. “I got nervous again and ended up falling down the stairs. To make matters worse, I knocked into Chloe which sent her into a frenzy. I ended up looking like an idiot again. At this rate, I don’t think he’ll ever talk to me again, let alone go to the movies with me.”

“You have someone you like?” Chat Noir asked, his ears perking up.

Marinette raised an eyebrow. “Out of everything in my story, that’s what you picked up on?” she said, pretending to be sarcastic while holding back giggles. “Why? Are you jealous?”

Chat Noir shook his head. “No… I just didn’t know. If you don’t mind me asking, who is he?”

“Adrien Agreste.”

For reasons Marinette didn’t know, Chat Noir visibly stiffened. There was something in his eyes that Marinette couldn’t discern. Surprise, anxiety, and a spark of something else. She tapped his knee, bringing him back to life like a wind-up toy newly wound. He ran his hand through his hair before looking at her. Chat Noir softly smiled as he asked, “Is that so?”

Marinette rolled her eyes. “Hard to believe, I know. We’re not exactly a perfect match. He’s a popular, perfect model while I’m clumsy Marinette. One might say we’re polar opposites.”

“But they also say opposites attract,” Chat Noir added, proud of his joke. “I don’t think you two sound that different. Maybe he’s not as perfect as you think…”

“Well, of course, he’s not perfect perfect, but he’s perfect to me.” Marinette’s cheeks glowed pink which was hardly noticeable against the dark backdrop of night. Butterflies fluttered in her stomach at the thought of him.

“Why do you think he’s perfect?” Chat Noir pressed further. “I mean, nobody’s perfect and perfection isn’t a reason to fall in love with someone.” Marinette detected bitterness in his words as if he had this conversation with others before. His blonde locks covered his eyes so Marinette couldn’t read his expression. Yet, Marinette could read his body language and it was obvious something she said struck a chord with him.

“He’s perfect because of all the reasons I love him,” Marinette smiled. She leaned over and rested her head against Chat Noir’s dangling leg. “I always have trouble finding the words when I with him, but if I could tell him… I’d have so much to say. I keep them all locked inside, unsaid, but someday I’ll tell him how I feel. I’d tell him all the reasons I love him.”

“You could tell me.”

Marinette and Chat Noir turned to each other, both stunned. Chat Noir waved his arms, panicking. “Y-you could tell me as practice!” he stammered. “It might be good to get it all out with someone else first! That way it’s easier to tell him later! That’s what I meant!” His tail waved fervently, not hiding his anxiousness. A nervous Chat Noir was a new picture for Marinette, but she liked it. It was oddly adorable.

“I don’t mind,” Marinette shrugged. “I’ve never had the chance to talk about it with anyone but Alya. It’s kinda embarrassing though so you can’t tell anyone else.”

“You have this cat’s word.”

“Alright…” Marinette took a deep breath as she gathered her thoughts. Reasons she loved Adrien? There were so many. It would be best to start at the beginning. “There’s his smile which feels so kind and real. His face lights up when he truly smiles. Not the forced smiles he gives the teachers or Chloe… his real smile is amazing.”

“And there’s the way he tries to stand up for his friends even when he knows the consequences. To be someone of his social standing and talk back to others is dangerous, but he does it anyway. Sometimes it’s in quiet ways. He’ll whisper to Chloe and ask her to knock it off. Sometimes he’ll sneak away and tell a teacher. Sometimes he’ll face others head on. I’ll never forget the time he defended my uncle in front of Chloe. They’re friends so I didn’t think he’d tell her off, but he did. His sense of justice matches even yours, Chat Noir. Adrien will always help a friend in need.”

“Then there’s the way he sneaks silly puns and jokes into conversations. They’re almost too subtle to notice. Whenever he tells a joke, the corners of his mouth turn up slightly as if he’s trying to disguise his pride. They’re always corny, but somehow they warm my heart. Adrien’s puns are few and far between, but each one feels special. They’re a sneak peek into his sense of humor.”

“And his laugh… he has the most wonderful laugh. It’s lighthearted and carefree. When he lets himself laugh, he laughs like nobody’s watching. His cheeks turn red as he throws his head back and laughs. When he’s finished, he smiles again. A rare happiness fills his emerald eyes. Whenever I watch him laugh, I feel one step closer to him. I feel like I’ve been allowed to witness something magical.”

Marinette tilted her head up toward the stars. She closed her eyes and smiled. “But the thing I love about him most,” she said, reminiscing the moment when the fire of her love began to first burn. “Is his heart.”

Chat Noir cocked his head, confused. “His heart?” he asked.

Marinette nodded. “He has a good heart. He helps others whenever he can. He’s kind beyond belief. He can remain level-headed when times get tough, but also knows how to makes others feel better. His words encourage others to keep moving forward. His father, though he’s my hero, can be harsh and cold sometimes. Yet, Adrien always manages to stay kind and positive. I know there are moments when he’s feeling down, but he tries to smile for everyone else’s sake. His heart is almost too big for him to bear.

“And the moment I fell in love with him, I couldn’t believe it. It was so sudden and new. I didn’t think it was possible, but somehow his heart reached mine. With only an umbrella and a simple laugh, he captured my heart. It sounds silly to say it out loud. It’s like something out of a movie… ”

“It’s not silly!’ Chat Noir shouted, nearly falling off the railing. His cheeks were just as red as Marinette’s now. The only reason she didn’t notice was because of the darkness and his mask. Chat Noir cleared his throat and swallowed the nerves that were quickly creeping through his entire body. "It’s cute,” Chat Noir smiled. It was a more heartfelt smile, the kind Marinette only saw when he was talking to her as Ladybug.

“Thanks,” Marinette blushed. “But does it all really matter if I don’t tell him? I want to say something, but I can’t do it! I feel so far from him even though he sits right in front of me every day. He’s everything to me, but he has no idea and it’s my fault. If only I could tell him…”

Chat Noir jumped off the railing onto the balcony. He sat down next to Marinette and pulled part of her blanket onto him. She looked surprised but didn’t say anything. “I think…” Chat Noir started as he bit his lip. “Adrien probably has things he wants to tell you too.”

“I doubt it. There’s not really anything that impressive about me. He thinks I’m a good designer but that’s about it,” Marinette pouted. “We’ve never talked about me either. I don’t know how much he could want to say.”

“That’s not true. I think Adrien would say a lot of things,” Chat Noir smiled. “I think he would tell you how he admires the way you stand up to Chloe. You don’t let her push you or anyone else around. Without hesitation, you rise up and take her head on. You’ll defend any friend or stranger because you know it’s the right thing to do.”

“How would you know he’d say something like that?” Marinette asked, one eyebrow raised. “That’s awfully specific…”

“…Adrien and I have… talked before,” Chat Noir said, thinking carefully about his words. “He’s been at the site of quite a few akuma attacks so we’ve had time to chat. He’s mentioned things about you a few times too.”

“He has?!” Marinette’s face lit up like the Eiffel Tower at night. She grabbed Chat Noir’s arm, shaking it eagerly. “Please tell me what he said! Chat Noir, I have to know!”

“Alright!” Chat Noir laughed as Marinette began to calm down. “It’ll have to stay a secret between us though.”

“Definitely!”

“Okay. Well, he said… he also likes the way you get nervous sometimes, but persevere. He likes the way you trip, stumble, and yes, even fall down the stairs because you always get right back up and keep going. When you make mistakes, it doesn’t paralyze you. You try again. It may take a while, but you always bounce back.”

“Did he say anything else?” Marinette clutched her cheeks, nearly squealing with glee. Her heart was beating so fast, it might pop out of her chest. The thing about herself she often hated Adrien liked? It had to be a miracle. “A-Actually, no nevermind…” she backtracked. She pulled on her hair nervously. “I probably shouldn’t be hearing this since Adrien told you, not me.”

“N-no, no! I’m sure Adrien would be fine with it,” Chat Noir replied, almost as nervous as Marinette. “And he said so many things, I’m trying to pick out the best ones to tell you.” Chat Noir felt himself begin to ramble. Something stirred in his chest. It was similar to how he felt about Ladybug. Usually, he would have stopped to question the feeling. After all, Ladybug was his one true love. But right now, he was so caught up in Marinette he didn’t have time to stop and think.

“Go on then…” Marinette urged him. “What else did Adrien say?”

“He said he likes the way you tie your hair with ribbon into little ponytails. And the way you always match your clothes like an expert designer would. It makes you look even prettier than you normally do.”

“Adrien thinks I’m pretty?”

“Definitely! He also told me he likes the way you’re courageous in the face of danger. You’re a civilian, but you’ve got enough bravery to be a hero all on your own. You want to protect everyone. When an akuma appears, you’re never afraid. You remain calm and think rationally. You always seem to have a plan. It’s incredible. You could rival Ladybug. All in all, he thinks you’re amazing!”

Marinette laughed to herself. “Oh the irony,” she smiled. “I can’t believe Adrien said all those things,” Marinette said aloud. “He’s never mentioned anything before, but I guess I don’t do a great job keeping up conversations with him. I didn’t know he thought about me that way.”

“Maybe he didn’t know how to tell you?” Chat Noir shrugged. “Or maybe he never knew how badly he wanted to tell you,” he thought, his pulse racing.

Marinette hugged her knees to her chest. “Adrien doesn’t seem that far away now. Maybe I’ll try asking him to the movies again tomorrow. Hopefully, he won’t mind if I have another clumsy moment again. But even if I fall down the stairs, I want to get back up and try again.”

“That’s the spirit!” Chat Noir nudged her arm playfully. “You’ve got nothing to worry about, Princess. Once you ask, I’m 100% positive he’ll say yes. And I think I overheard that he might be free this Friday afternoon.”

“Thank you, Chat Noir.” Marinette let her head fall onto his shoulder. Chat Noir froze for a moment before slowly running his hand through her hair. It was soft like he expected and smelled like vanilla. He tried to speak, but the words were caught in his throat. Instead, he tried something simpler.

“You’re welcome…”

Marinette sat up, making Chat Noir feel a little sad. With a bright smile, Marinette promised, “I’ll put in a good word for you with Ladybug as thanks for tonight. She’s got a great kitty at her side although I don’t think she’s ever doubted that.”

She winked at Chat Noir and rush a familiarity overcame him. It felt too familiar, but Marinette had never shown him that expression as either Adrien or Chat Noir. Where had he seen it before then? Before he could ask her, Marinette stood up and wrapped the blanket in her arms.

“I should probably head inside. It’s getting late and I promised Tikk- I mean my MOM, that I wouldn’t stay out too long.” Marinette coughed, praying Chat Noir hadn’t noticed her slip up.

Chat Noir nodded. “I understand.” He bowed and took Marinette’s hand. Gently, he held it up to his lips, giving it a delicate kiss. “Until next time, princess.” Marinette rolled her eyes with a smile, not surprised by Chat Noir’s suave nature.

He unhooked his baton from his waist and extended it. Chat Noir gave her his signature two-finger salute before bounding into the darkness. Marinette watched his figure disappear behind the buildings. Once he was gone, she headed towards the trapdoor to go back to her bedroom.

But then she stopped. “I wonder who told him I was having a bad day…” Marinette thought. “Maybe it was Adrien… Someone must have asked him to check on me. I’ll have to ask the next time I see that silly cat though. Even without the mask, he can always see right through me.”

With a final look at the night sky, Marinette whispered to herself, “Good night, Chat Noir.” And then she disappeared back into her bedroom, hopeful for tomorrow.

anonymous asked:

Hi! Just curious, when would you say the moment Isak was self-aware of the fact that he liked boys? Do you think it was before s3, or do you think he was still a little in denial then? Just curious because I wondered if he was aware of the crush he had on Jonas in S1, but then in S3 he was still saying "I'm not gay" until like ep7. Just wondering what your thoughts were haha! Your analyses are always so well written omg

hiya anon! oh my what a wonderful question, and i’m so flattered that you like my thoughts so much, haha! i do love meta-ing skam and i’m glad you like them too 🌺. 

so, the question is: when did isak know he liked boys, and why did he have troubles saying he’s gay? an intricate question, that s1-3 (and 4, to an extent) do answer in a very subtle way. i’m actually pretty certain isak already knew that he didn’t like girls and he did like boys very early on, maybe even before we got to know him. because, i think, the trouble was never that he falls in love with boys – he did, kind of knowingly, sabotage the relationship between jonas and eva, and i think isak’s crush on jonas grew during the time when his father moved out and his mother had a nervous breakdown. jonas was the one who stayed with him, in his house, and i think jonas was the only one who truly knew what was going on in his homelife - so that’s a pretty deep emotional connection that he hasn’t got with anyone else at that point. and if you really take notes: isak only send that message about eva and chris to the hookup-account bc he was drunk, and i’m quite certain it was around the time that his parents were not in a good spot. so, i think isak was quite aware that he was crushing on jonas (and it’s understandable why)  but his emotions were all over the place with his parents + isak’s phone was filled with finding other gay men in oslo (and like..  gay porn). he’s clearly aware that he’s of the ~homosexual persuasion~. (there’s also the fact that he apparently did have a grindr account before bc he signs up pretty quickly in s3? but i’m not sure how that works, haha)

so, what’s the problem then? isak had a deep-seated, internalised homophobia issue, meaning that his perception of what a gay man is and what being gay meant, was a very negatively stereotyped version that he himself is not.  his friends (and enemies, in the case of Elias in s1) continuously use the word gay as a derogatory word, a word they use to curse someone out, as if being gay is something bad (or very feminine; weak). When Elias uses that word in a derogatory sense towards isak, jonas tells isak that he needs to lighten up bc it’s a joke. later on, jonas tells isak that his musical taste is gay. in s3, before he comes out, mahdi calls him gay as a slur too. to his friends, it’s a way to say something is bad or stupid – in isak’s ears, that translates to: being gay is bad and it means you’re weak and stupid.  and that’s what he doesn’t want to be seen as (an extra note, that may be lost on a lot of people, is that isak says that he watches narcos a lot in s3 - i recently watched it, and i was very struck by the use of the f-word in that series, especially in s1. it’s about drug lords in the 70s-90s in a very patriarchal society. imagine 16/17 year old isak watching that.) 

but the slurs aren’t the only thing: it’s that isak felt unable to identify with the “gay man” that’s been represented in media quite often - the outspoken “feminine” gay person, who’s unabashedly gay and doesn’t shy away from using traditionally female clothing or products (tights and mascara, as isak himself says). he’s personally not like the gay man that he even knows up close; eskild. this is also what you see in his answers to the gay test he does; the questions are focused on a person with more “feminine/stereotypical” tastes, but isak isn’t – so the questions like “how much did you spent on your last haircut?” don’t really resonate with him bc he’s not really concerned with his appearance most of the time. and, an interesting moment; when he hesitates on which past event he would like to go to - he hesitates, bc he wants to answer moulin rouge, but in the end.. he chooses the woodstock festival bc that seems more safe to him, less stereotypical. isak is quite aware of the implications of his answers. moreover; his mother is quite religious and most of the homophobic laws we’ve had over the past decades, if not centuries were because of religious objections on the matter. he’s scared of what his mother will think of him when he tells her he’s in love with a boy, and it’s not until sana tells him that “religious objections” are not based on religion but on fear, that he feels like he is able to tell his mother.

in s3, he’s quite simply afraid to call himself gay bc he feels that the perceptions he has of “gay people” are the same that everyone else has of gay people, and as such, that he will be ostracised and seen as somebody different just because he’s interested in boys instead of girls. in that moment with magnus and mahdi, he’s quick to say that he doesn’t like every boy i see, bc there’s that awful “perception” of homosexual people being predators (on children, or fellow guys). which is bullcrap, but he feels the need to say it and that is so hurtful. as he says in the clip with eskild, he’s not gay gay, meaning i’m not that stereotypical idea of a gay person - i just like boys. (that clip  - pride - is quintessential on understanding where isak’s head at and he gets put in his place regarding these ideas of these ‘feminine’ gay guys “ruining everything for ‘other’ gay men”). and interesting too: isak never wants to say he’s gay in s3, but he makes it known that he likes boys by making his thing with even the focus. “it’s not a girl, it’s that guy that’s in vilde’s group”/”that guy that day when we watched the dance chicks, who gave me my snapback” - his attraction to even is the focus here, not necessarily his sexuality. he never calls even his boyfriend out loud, except in writing to his parents bc he needs to: they don’t know even as a person. the internalised homophobia is so deep-seated he has difficulties/is awkward in admitting throughout the season that boys are attractive, or that even his boyfriend is a very handsome guy.  but that’s where we leave isak in s3: he’s finally able to say that he finds even, a guy, a man, very handsome. 

so that’s where we leave him in s3. and throughout december until june, isak’s perception of mlm people has changed so much so that he’s able to call himself gay youth and gay guy in his conversation with sana. he sees that his perception of mlm people was unfair to both himself and the people who are ‘like that’. he just has a different experience, that’s all, and that’s valid too. his knowledge about sexuality and comfort with himself has grown so exceptionally quick that he’s able to do something that he must’ve certainly not see himself do even a year ago.

he wishes everyone, on instagram, with a picture of his boyfriend kissing his cheek, a: god pride mnd peeps 🏳️‍🌈💗💛💙 

and that is why isak valtersen’s development into a fairly confident gay man is so different from coming out storylines on other series. it focused on his internalised homophobia, not on him being freaked out bc he realised he liked boys. it’s unique for coming out storylines. 

You’re mine, Omega

(Chapter Two) Jensen x Reader

Characters: Jensen, Jared, Reader, OFC Emily, mentions of Danneel

Warnings: tinsy bit more of angst, mentions of anxiety

Word Count: 2617

A/n: Thank you so much for all of you for liking this! I was so nervous about posting but now, I’m so excited to share this with all of you. Tags are under the chapter.

Chapter one

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“Jensen, I know you want to meet your omega, but isn’t this dangerous? Don’t you think this will cause a rift in your marriage?”

Jensen sighed and dragged a hand down his face. Jared had a point. “Look, I’ve been looking for my omega for years now Jared… If I don’t at least meet her, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life.” Jared sighed and nodded.

“I have my soulmate, I couldn’t imagine what you’re feeling right now. I’ll help. I don’t know just how badly this will go but-” Jared dragged a hand down his face. “I’ll make sure you meet her. On one condition.”

Jensen nodded. “Yeah man, anything.”

Jared sighed and played with his wedding band before turning back to Jensen. “You need tell Danneel the truth.”

Jensen swallowed thickly and nodded slowly, feeling a bit unsure. He really needed to meet his omega but he was afraid of how Danneel would take the sudden news. “Let’s go find this girl.”

Jensen let out the breath he was holding and hugged Jared. “You have no idea how much I appreciate this, man.”

“Of course and I’m not even going to mention this to Gen, I don’t want Danneel finding out from anyone but you.”

“No, no, of course not. I don’t want her to get hurt hearing from someone else. It’s ju-” Jensen sighed. Suddenly, his head whipped around as he sniffed the air, smelling the thick, heavy scent of his omega. “She’s near.”

He quickly went to the door and opened it, the scent still heavy in the air. Once he stepped out, he got overcrowded by his fans wanting to desperately meet him. He sighed and quickly put on a big smile as he started signing stuff handed to him and took lots of pictures with the fans. Before he knew it, the scent had disappeared and he had to get to his photo ops. He walked down to the room he had to be in feeling disappointed. He didn’t want that scent to disappear. It was thick and heavy and he just couldn’t get enough. He sighed as he stepped into the room where all of the photographers were and got ready for his photo ops.

/\/\/\/\/\/\

You stood in the line for the photo ops alone, checking your phone every two minutes, feeling anxious about every second that passed by. Emily hadn’t bought a ticket so she was going through the booths, texting you pictures of the ones with good stuff. You would answer her with casual messages of cool and nice but you were feeling the total opposite inside. You couldn’t explain the overwhelming feeling in your stomach. It felt like butterflies on Viagra, on twenty seven energy drinks, running around inside your stomach. The only other time you felt this way was when you were eight and you were going to get on a rollercoaster that was part of your local fair, by yourself. This, however, was so much more frightening. You bit your lip in excitement and practically jogged in your spot.

You were seventh in line. You watched as one by one, every five minutes, someone went inside. The closer you got, the more nervous you felt inside. The agonizing pain to meet him overwhelmed you. You didn’t know why you were so nervous. He was just a person like anyone else, except, he wasn’t just anyone, he was Jensen Ackles, god of your dreams and your ruined panties. There was now four people in front of you. You fidgeted excessively with your shirt. There was a loose strand and you tugged at it, somehow giving you satisfaction in those few seconds.

Three people were left in front of you. That’s when it hit you. You felt the strong pull. You heard about this pull but never felt it before. It wasn’t exactly like Star Wars kind of pull, no force here, but his scent. His heavy scent. He was in a rut and you could smell him from a mile away. You wondered why it barely hit you now but you shook your head, trying to focus on the fact that your alpha was near. He was near. You could feel his rut and his need for you. You hoped he couldn’t feel yours. One person was in front of you now. You’d focus on your alpha later. Right now, you were going to meet Jensen Ackles. The Jensen Ackles!

Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, the person in front of you went in for her photo. You stood there, waiting, feeling like time couldn’t pass any slower. You looked up at a clock hanging on the wall tick by every second. It’s like time just couldn’t move faster. You felt a bead of sweat slowly travel down the side of your face and fall onto your shoe with the tiniest plop. You looked at the spot confused as to why you were sweating. Being nervous and anxious was never a good combination for you. It usually triggered excessive amounts of sweating, bouncing, and the intense need to pee.

It had been about five minutes until you saw a man poke his head out of the curtain. “Number 637, you’re next.”

You took in a deep breath and slowly stepped forward. You couldn’t feel your legs but somehow, they just moved on their own. You walked into the room and there he was. He was more gorgeous than you could ever imagine, also strangely, taller. You slowly took a couple of steps until you were three feet away from him. That’s when you felt it again; that strong rut scent from earlier that made you get dizzy for a second, it was hitting you again but harder, stronger, it was, at that moment, one of the best things you had ever smelled. It filled you with need, with the urge to just shove your hand down your pants and become a pervert, of course, you wouldn’t cause that’s just wrong.

Your eyes widen as they moved towards Jensen’s beautifully toned back. There was absolutely no freaking way Jensen was your alpha. You looked around seeing there was about five people in the room besides you and Jensen. You swallowed thickly and begged your heart to quit beating so hard. It could be anybody in this room, you thought, there’s no way a god like Jensen is an alpha to a nobody besides, Danneel’s was his omega and that was that.

Jensen turned around and looked at you and his heart skipped a beat. He closed his eyes momentarily. He inhaled deeply and there it was. The scent of his omega. He took a step towards you and the scent grew stronger. He studied the way your cheeks were a bright red and how adoribly shy you were. He almost fell in love with the sight before him. Step by step, the closer he got, the stronger the scent became, the harder it was for him to concentrate on anything but you.

You looked up seeing him and you held your breath.

“Hey sweetheart, I’m Jensen. What’s your name?” Your fingers trembled as your mind was racing with words.

“(Y/n).” Your voice was soothing and soft. Although you were nervous, Jensen loved your voice and you had only said your name.

“What a beautiful name.” He reached forward, grabbing your hand, interlacing your fingers like it was second nature and pulled you towards the background and the camera. You felt shocks up your arm and you shivered. You were touching THE Jensen ackles. “Do you know what pose you’d like to do?” Jensen looked at you and locked eyes for a second with you and in that moment, he knew and so did you, you were his omega and he was your alpha.

When your eyes locked with Jensen’s, you blushed darkly and looked away. That’s when it hit you, hard. The slowly pool of emotion settled at the bottom of your stomach and you didn’t know what to do. You wanted to throw up, jump in his arms, run out of the room, and faint, all at once. It was undeniably overwhelming. “Y-yeah.. I-i was w-wond-dering if we c-could do a hug f-fr-from the back?” Jensen swallowed thickly and nodded, chuckling softly from how nervous you were. He turned you around and slowly moved his arms around your middle. His fingers touched your bare skin on your hip where your shirt raised, sending shivers against your skin. It felt good and perfect. Jensen felt the same electricity in his fingers and he swallowed thickly. It took every ounce of his strength to not turn you around and make you his, to claim his missing omega. He pulled you flush against his chest and hugged you like he was holding onto the most important thing in his life. You moved your hands over his and looked at the camera and smiled as the camera man took the pictures.

Once the camera man finished, you slowly moved your hands from his. Jensen moved his arms reluctantly and he looked at you and smiled. “Thank you for taking a picture with me. I hope you like them.”

You smiled softly and looked at him, swallowing thickly. “Oh please, I’m the one with the once in a lifetime opportunity here.” You bit your lip in shock. Where the hell did all that newfound confidence to even speak come from? And why the hell did it come now? You thought this in the span of a couple of seconds before Jensen smiled widely and chuckled softly.

You leaned in to hug him but felt that would be weird and inappropriate and decided against it. You waved awkwardly at him and swallowed the huge lump in your throat. “Thank you Jensen, again, for, um, pictures.” You smiled softly as you stepped back and walked out of the room as the guard brought in the next girl. Jensen watched you walk out and dragged his hand down his face slowly, practically rewinding and replaying what just happened in those five minutes. He softly let out a sigh and he rubbed his eyes and mumbled, “this is going to be so much harder than I thought.” He heard the next girl approach him and put on a fake smile and continued doing the photo ops.

As you stepped out of the room, you couldn’t believe you did what you did. You hugged Jensen ackles. You hugged him! Well, you didn’t really hug him, he hugged you from behind but still! You ran to a bathroom and locked yourself in a stall. You needed to think about what just happened. That’s when you felt an ache in your chest. You physically missed Jensen. Well of course you were gonna miss him, especially when he was your alpha. Shit, he was your alpha. Your eyes widened as you realized what you just thought. He was your alpha! The moment you looked into his eyes, you imprinted on him. You were his, his and only his. This was bad, very very bad.

/\/\/\/\/\/\

Once the photo ops had finished, Jensen followed his bodyguard to his first panel of the weekend. He sighed heavily feeling empty. He had met you. He had finally met his omega, and now the inexplicable pain in his chest did not leave. He never knew he’d get so attached quickly. His father had told him about how if an alpha and an omega don’t meet after a certain age, they start to feel a sense of need for one another and once they meet, they’ll physically feel pain and want for each other until they knot their love. Jensen sighed and rubbed his forehead. How could he remember this now and not before he met you?

You were sitting anxiously, waiting for the panel to begin. You fidgeted with your bands countless time before Emily looked at you and raised her eyebrow. “What’s got your panties in a twist?”

You swallowed thickly and looked at her. “I met him.”

“Him?”

“I met my alpha.”

“Oh my god, are you serious?”

“Y-yeah, it’s just, it’s way more complicated and it’s really bad. I can’t believe this happened. I’m freaking out here and I think I just might die.”

“Emily looked at you confused. “Boo, what are you talking about?”

You sighed and put your face in your hands. “It’s Jensen,” you mumbled. You didn’t want anyone else hearing you. It was bad enough it happened, you didn’t need countless fans bashing you on the internet.

“Who?”

“Jensen!” You whispered loudly. Emily’s eyes widened as she looked around, making sure nobody was near the two of you.

“R-really?”

“Y-yeah.. I imprinted on him..” You groaned loudly and brought your legs up on the chair and put your head on your knees.

“Are you sure?” You nodded furiously.

“Y-yeah, my chest burns right now cause he’s not here with me. I physically miss him Em. What am I gonna do? What the hell am I gonna do? I can’t just go back to my life like nothing. I will die.”

Emily sighed and sat back on her chair. She rubbed her face, trying to think of anything that could help you. “Shit babe.” You nodded and kept your face in your knees. This was very bad.

At that same moment, Jensen was passing backstage. He was waiting for Jared. He needed to talk to him urgently. Hopefully, before going up onstage for the panel. He smelled your thick scent once more. He knew you were in the audience, waiting, and it killed him not going out and seeing you once more. He heard some loud footsteps and he turned, seeing Jared walking up with his bodyguard. Jensen sighed in relief and practically sprinted to Jared. “Dude, we have a problem.”

Jared looked at him and looked around making sure nobody was close enough to hear them. “You meet her?” Jensen nodded furiously and swallowed thickly. “Yeah, I did.”

“Well, good, you finally met her. You’ve accomplished what you’ve always wanted to do. Don’t you feel great? This eternal search of yours can be over!”

Jensen groaned, shaking his head and rubbing his eyes harshly. “No, no I don’t because, well, I physically miss her a-and well, she’s gorgeous and her voice is amazing and she’s just… Wow. And I can’t do anything about it because, I well, ugh! This is hard!” Jensen huffed sadly and angrily and sat on a stool near the curtains of the stage.

Jared sighed and looked around, making sire it was still just them two. “Look Jen, first off, quit acting like an obnoxious child throwing a tantrum and two, I don’t know what to tell you. Honestly, three hours ago, I thought Danneel was your omega and that you were happy, and now, you’re huffing and puffing about your real omega who you just met like thirty minutes ago. I’m your best friend and I won’t judge you about any decisions that you make, but before you make any, let’s ease into things ok? You can start out as friends with your omega and well see where it goes from there.. Maybe you really did belong to your wife and not this girl, even if, she’s the one who was technically, is your true omega.”

Jensen looked at Jared and nodded. “You’re right man, I shouldn’t be worrying so much about this, well just ease it. I’m cool. So cool, vanilla ice would be jealous.” Jared groaned but smiled and patted Jensen on the back.

“Alright, well, come on, we have a panel to attend to.”

                                              .                 .                 .

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BTS Reacts - You’re Insecure About Your Accent

Park Jimin: Jimin can’t believe you’re saying this for the millionth time. He’s not tired with your lack of self-confidence in the way you speak, but he really wishes you could take more pride in it. He’s said it many times, and he’ll say it again: you underestimate how many people admire the way the way in which your voice peaks at certain words, how it mellows when a sentence ends. He stares at you when you tell him once more about your insecurities, as if trying to send a message right to your heart - that you have nothing to be ashamed of. He’s backed up by two rays of sunshine - Hoseok & Taehyung - who sign a heart to you (they adore your accent) as Jimin says:

“Your fanboys here seem to think otherwise about your accent, you know, including me.”

Jung Hoseok: Hobi really likes listening to you speak, but he knows he can’t deter you feeling embarrassed about your accent, especially since it’s a problem that stems from being insecure - he can flatter you all he likes, but he knows you’ll start feeling the same way soon enough. Instead, he’ll do what he can to distract you by making you laugh. When you’re at Bighit, you stay relatively quiet because you’re shy, but when you do talk, he makes sure he has an award they’ve won, ready at hand, to be picked up. He fakes his tears, howling on about how your authentic you sound. He’ll do this until you can understand: it’s okay to want to hide it, but the bottom line is that you shouldn’t feel forced to all the time.

“BEST ACCENT OF THE YEAR! OSCAR-WORTHY PERFORMANCE, OH MY GOD!”

Kim Seokjin: Jin is supportive, so he’ll probably want to help in any way he can. His mature mind knows that you’re old enough to make your own decisions, so if you feel like hiding your accent would make you more confident, he’d back you up, but he always makes sure that you know that the way you enunciate your words isn’t a problem with him. He would think that you’re silly for fussing over something so small, but he knows it matters to you, so he doesn’t give you much opinion on the subject. While he may show a slight sign of disapproval, somewhere deep inside, he’s kind of glad you want to stow it. He’s always worried how your accent might draw attention that you don’t want, particularly because you’re nervous about it.

“I guess it’s good you want to hide it - I’ll help teach you how to pronounce certain words better.”

Jeon Jungkook: A member that probably wouldn’t pay any mind to how self-conscious you were when it related to your accent. He would know and try to sympathize, of course - but he just wouldn’t hold back punches just because you were unconfident about your intonations. He’d treat you just like anyone else he’d make fun of, and that in itself is a testament to what he thinks about the way you speak. He doesn’t feel like it should set you apart from anyone else, and if they did ever poke fun at you for it, it wouldn’t be because you sounded distasteful - he actually thinks quite the opposite. You’re talking to Park Jimin about plans to hang out with the maknae line later in the day, when Jungkook interrupts upon hearing your pronunciations:

“What was that? Can you say that again for me to hear?”
( You elbow him in his stomach, and Jimin glares at the maknae. )
“But it’s funny!”

Kim Taehyung: Tae is no stranger to masking his accent (like his other fellow members from Busan & Daegu), but he’s definitely much more rehearsed in it because he’s trying to become an aspiring actor. When he hears you trying to do the same, he can’t help but laugh - your Seoul dialect isn’t exactly on point just yet. He asks why you’re trying to change the way you speak, and you tell him it’s because you’re hesitant to talk with your existing accent. Tae thinks you’re cute for being so embarrassed. The two of you are talking a walk by a riverside in the cold; he turns to you and places his hand on your cheek when he notices a fleck of snow close to the edge of your lips, wiping away at it while he reassures you.

“Yah, stop being so ridiculous. No one’s judging you; if anything, it’s unique - but if you really want, I can show you a few tricks to having a Seoul accent.”

Kim Namjoon: After a lively dinner with the boys, you and Namjoon walk behind the group. He starts to talk to you, and you reply in short, concise phrases. After a while of conversing, he can’t help but feel like you’re holding back from chatting freely with him, which results in him asking if you’re uncomfortable being in his company. You shake your head, confessing that you’re self-conscious about the way you articulate your words. This surprises him, so knowing now that you feel held back because of your accent, he’s set on getting you out of your shell. He would want you to be able to be yourself around Bangtan, especially him. He’s not usually one to be this forward, but he feels you should probably hear the truth behind his thoughts:

“You really feel that way? Well… I personally think your accent is kind of hot.”

Min Yoongi: You’re sitting wordlessly in Bangtan’s dressing room, before the shooting of one of their music videos. Hoseok and Yoongi are talking amongst themselves, and the Daegu boy occasionally throws suspicious glances your way, attempting to be casual by smiling when you meet gazes. You’re not sure if he’s asking you over, so you make your way to them just in case. You don’t say much, timid because of your accent - but the both of them still wait for you to say something, anything. Yoongi bites his lip in expectation, eyeing your own supple lips, as if unable to wait any longer for you to talk.  He’s always enjoyed having you around, even though he tries not to show it too much; he’s shy to admit your accent intrigues him.

“We were just talking about you, actually - Yoongi-hyung said that he thinks your accent is really -”
( Yoongi cuts him off. )
Yah, Hoseok!” 


I hope you like this react, anon! I have an accent too, but I’ve learned to cover it pretty well, so whenever I speak English, I sound relatively (?) American. However, when I’m with my fellow friends from home, I don’t restrain myself from switching back to my regular accent - but I could care less, because I’m enjoying talking in my native dialect so much! So, what you’re feeling is completely natural, but don’t worry too much about it, okay? <3

Socializing? What’s That?

(Bruce Wayne + Batfam x Reader)

Summary: Being Bruce Wayne’s new girlfriend is already stressing enough with or without the press on the family’s back 24/7

Requested: yes, by exceptional @arisa-nightingale

Request: Hello! I was wondering if you could do a bruce x reader + the bat-fam squad one shot where the reader is his quiet and shy wallflower wife(or gf whichever you like). Im not for sure if you wanna do one where theyre at a gala/banquet, or just having some romantic fluff moments buuuuut yeah! Btw love your stuff 😁

Warning/s: none

Tag list: @just-a-girl-maybe, @arkham-dame


Yes you were Bruce’s girlfriend, for nearly six months now, making you Bruce’s longest relationship he’s ever had. But you were shy, not really socializing when needed, staying in the shadows. 

You met his boys a long time ago and you still remember the day they tried to get you to do an official interview as Bruce Wayne’s girlfriend. Yeah, no. Nuh-uh. Nope. Not happening. You appreciate their thoughtfulness but you like being where you are, in the shadows.

One day there was a gala and yours and Bruce’s relationship was hidden for four months now, interesting how in the first four month there weren’t paparazzi nor news reporters but tonight there were, oh so many, you just wished the ground would swallow them or, better yet, you.

“Brucie?”

“Yes, my dearest (y/n)?”

“Why are there so many reporters and paparazzi?” You heard Bruce’s low chuckle, “Well I thought tonight would be perfect to announce our relationship.” When you heard that your eyes nearly fell out of your head. You couldn’t do this, you weren’t used to it and you definitely never will be. 

Just as you were about to turn around and get back in the car Bruce took your hand and lead you both to the door. And of course you got stopped by a reporter. Questions of “Bruce Wayne who’s that?” “Is that another girl?” “Is this your date for tonight?” were thrown towards you but none of you actually being his girlfriend or even in a relationship with him. Of course Bruce answered with so much class you swear he was rolled in it as a baby.

You on the other hand were trying to hide behind him while clutching his hand, as you were shorter than the man it wasn’t hard to hide behind him. But when the words left his mouth, oh the famous four words, “This is my girlfriend.” Boy your whole world stopped. After ignoring the questions the reporters had for you and quickly hurrying Bruce inside.

Catastrophe was the only word rolling around your head as you finally entered the building, why did Bruce even bring you with him tonight, you would’ve been happy at home wearing sweatpants and one of Bruce’s T-shirt and watching something in the comfy couch in the dark. But you came and stayed at the gala, the whole gala in fact, you admit that you did spend like 95% stuck to Bruce like glue. And after you finally got back at the Manor you sighed happily, throwing your shoes somewhere and got an earful from Alfred in the morning.

“Bruce Wayne finally comes out about his secret relationship!” Jason read from his phone about the big news the whole Gotham’s talking about. Oh boy, this is going to be a one heck of a week or maybe more, depends on how surprised the people are. It downed on you that you won’t be able to go out with your friends or go and get groceries without being noticed.

“Is everything okay (y/n)?” Jason asked you as he glanced up from his phone and looked at your expression, it was unusual for Bruce to see his second son accepting you so well in the family, or even see him at the Manor. Actually from all the boys Jason was the most accepting of you.

“(y/n)? Sweetheart, are you alright?” Bruce joined in with his own concern, it was sweet of them to care so much but you don’t want to be the center of attention, you never liked it and you were sure you never will.

“Yes, yes I’m alright, just nervous about the new spotlight I’ll be under.”

“Don’t worry (y/n), we’ll protect you from any reporters or paparazzi or anyone else.” Jason said to you with a kind smile. “Jason is right, my love, we’ll protect you from any harm that can come.” And like that their words calmed you down and reassured you.

After that Bruce proposed (Dick cried at that), you got married (he cried at that too) and you were a little more comfortable with the audience that adores the Wayne family. Every so and so you get questions asking how you met Bruce, saying hoe you must’ve been really outgoing and friendly at parties and galas and talking to everyone and just a social butterfly. 

Your answer was always the same with the same little smirk, “Socializing? What’s that?”

Hoshi As A Father

Originally posted by kwontv

Hey thereeee!  First, you are the best, i read your ‘seventeen as fathers’ series and im in love with it soooo I was wondering if you could write it for Hoshi ;3; Whenever you want, I’ll be waiting♡♡♡ have a nice day and thanks for all

Sorry that this took so long to publish! I finally finished my junior year in high school (and I’ll sadly be starting my last in the fall) so I wanted to make sure I got all of my work done before I started anything else. This scenario is somewhat connected to both Woozi’s and Dino’s parts so be sure to keep your eye out for those ones. I hope you guys enjoy and feel free to request any of the other members! xx     


  • Hoshi slowly kills me inside
  • like hE ALREADY KNOWS HES MY BIAS WRECKER SO STOP
  • But anyways let’s get started
  • Soonyoung is a daddy
  • And that goes to say both ways js
  • So basically you and Soonyoung were the best of friends and you never really thought of each other in a romantic way
  • Not spoken out loud at least
  • One day the two of you were having one of your weekly Friday night parties where it was just the two of you spread out on the sofa watching corny old movies as you shared a couple bottles of vodka
  • It was probably what both of you looked forwards to the most
  • Three bottles later and soon you guys were both kind of tipsy but not tipsy enough to be completely drunk
  • One thing led to another and somehow you got on the topic of who in Seventeen had the biggest dick
  • And of course Soonyoung was sure on him having the biggest
  • But you were dead set on Dino for some reason
  • Soonyoung wasn’t having it because he was kind of offended that his best friend didn’t think his dick was bigger than his own maknae’s
  • So he stood up from the sofa and threw the empty bottle on the ground and placed his hands on his hips
  • “You wanna find out just how big it is??”
  • “hell yeah I do”
  • And basically that’s how the two of you ended up making out on the sofa and it did eventually lead to more
  • Lets just say that you really did believe that Hoshi now had the biggest dick
  • You never really expected anything more out of that night
  • You especially never imagined to get pregnant from it
  • When you started getting symptoms and missed a period you thought the worst
  • And here you are with six pregnancy tests that all said you were positive
  • You knew that they weren’t always reliable but when all six seemed to tell you that you were you couldn’t help but maybe think that it was true
  • So you did schedule an appointment for the next day to get an ultrasound done just in case
  • You heart was racing the entire time the doctor was covering your stomach with the cool gel
  • You felt it being to pound against your chest harder than it ever had before as an image of a small fetus was displayed on the screen
  • The doctor smiled at you and gave you a small congrats before leaving you alone to think
  • And you kinda broke down right there because it just kind of hit you that you were pregnant with your best friend’s baby
  • The doctor came back in a few moments later and offered you some pamphlets about abortion and shit but you refused them saying that you were going to keep your baby
  • You did try to keep it a secret from Soonyoung for as long as you could
  • That was your plan at least
  • To set that in order whenever he asked to hang out with you, you would deny him every time saying that you were sick
  • Which wasn’t a lie because of the morning sickness that came with the cost of being pregnant
  • But you knew that you couldn’t keep using that excuse forever because sooner or later
  • 1) Soonyoung would catch on and just know that you were avoiding him for some reason
  • 2) He would get really worried and actually try to do something about it like taking you to see a doctor and he would find out that way
  • So you started using other excuses like that you were busy or already hanging out with other friends that day
  • Soonyoung began to grow suspicious over you avoiding him
  • Just as you thought
  • He knew you better than anyone else and he was always sure when you were lying to him
  • So he showed up to your apartment one day unannounced
  • You were kind of nervous because you did have an appointment to go to later that day for your one month ultrasound
  • You could have gotten away saying that you just had an appointment to get to but soon enough the phone rang and you allowed the answering machine to get it
  • But the message just so happened to mention something about a special appointment and Soonyoung’s eyes immediately got worried
  • He asked you whats wrong and you just kind of sighed knowing that you were going to have to tell him someday
  • So you just pulled him out the door with you telling him that he should just come to see for himself rather than you explaining it
  • When the nurse called your name you nervously followed her with Soonyoung trailing behind
  • The doctor greeted you with a kind smiled and turned to Soonyoung
  • “oh you must be the father”
  • You froze in your steps at the doctors words and your body became really tense
  • Soonyoung swore his heart stopped beating at the mention of the word ‘father’
  • “y/n what is the doctor talking about??”
  • His voice would be so shaky and nervous
  • All you would do is look at the doctor and nod your head before laying down on the bed
  • Soonyoung stood frozen in his spot as he watched you get your ultrasound done
  • The doctor looked from the screen and over to Soonyoung while pointing out the small fetus
  • Soonyoung couldn’t help but cry at the sight of the small fetus on the screen
  • You began to spit out apologies at your best friend before he shook his head and cut you off
  • “its perfect”
  • That’s all he said before walking over to you and taking your hands in his own
  • “that’s really mine??”
  • You would nod and explain to him that he was the only person you have ever done it with
  • He felt somewhat guilty for taking your virginity while drunk
  • But he was so happy that he was going to be the father of a new little baby
  • He would ask the doctor if he could have a copy of the sonogram before sitting on the bed next to you and pulling you into a tight hug
  • Ever since Hoshi found out that he was going to be the father of your baby
  • There was no denying the romantic tension between the two of you
  • He insisted taking you out on dates and even moving in with you
  • He basically spat out a confession to you about this weird crush he had on you
  • And while it all seemed really messy you were happy your best friend felt the same way about you
  • So you did allow Soonyoung to move in with you
  • It turns out that he actually was a great help around the apartment and made sure that you got everything you needed
  • The boys got a little confused as to why Soonyoung suddenly wanted to move out and in with you
  • He was pretty blunt when he gave them the reason saying that he was going to be a father and wanted to be closer to the mother of his baby
  • That’s when you got calls and texts messages asking you if they needed to beat Hoshi up
  • You denied their requests and simply said that you and Soonyoung had been dating and one thing lead to another and you had accidentally gotten pregnant
  • Which was kind of true
  • The boys bought it so you didn’t see any need to explain to them that it all started because you were drunkenly fighting over who had the biggest dick out of all 13 of them
  • You knew that that wouldn’t end well
  • Not only did you have Soonyoung helping you out
  • But now you dealt with having the boys coming over in small groups to come help take care of you as well
  • Soonyoung didn’t like the idea at first
  • But then you somehow managed to convince him to sneak off with you while the others cleaned up around your apartment
  • So he was very happy about getting some alone time with you on that
  • Finally it was time for your 4 month checkup with the doctor
  • Both you and Hoshi were beyond excited because you could finally figure out the gender of your baby
  • The two of you guys both had your fingers crossed for a little girl
  • You have always wanted one and Soonyoung just wanted a daughter to spoil rotten
  • You guys would have been happy with either gender
  • But you just really really wanted to see your boyfriend with a little girl
  • When the doctor finished your ultrasound they pointed to the screen to show you the gender of your baby
  • It turns out that it was in fact a boy
  • You were still beyond happy to have a little boy though
  • Soonyoung leaned down to your belly and immediatly began to have a conversation with his son
  • He talked about everything from teaching him dance to teaching how to get a girl
  • And you honestly couldn’t have smiled wider at the sight
  • These next few months were hell for you and Soonyoung
  • But in a good way
  • Its when finally all of your mood swings and cravings kicked in
  • Like the rest of the boys
  • Soonyoung wouldn’t know how to react with you being happy one moment and then extremely pissed at him the next
  • He tried his best to stick up with it and respect you while your mood swings were happening
  • And you really had to thank him for that because you were, as he described, a dragon when you were mad
  • You would have the strangest cravings
  • But he would make you whatever you wanted
  • Even if it was kimchi pickled ice cream with ketchup on top
  • And when you offered him some he would be sweet and accept your offer even though it tasted so gross
  • Every night before going to sleep he would always rub your tummy and sing cute little lullabies to your baby
  • One night as he was singing you felt a kick in your stomach
  • You held his hand tightly and told him to stop of a second before placing it on the spot you felt the kick
  • After a couple minutes of silence you told him to continue
  • This time when he started singing you felt the kick again
  • And you knew that Soonyoung could feel it this time too
  • He looked so happy as he continued to sing and rub your belly
  • When he was done he placed a gentle kiss to your stomach before whispering at your son to not give you too much pain with all of his kicking
  • Shopping with Soonyoung would be quite the adventure
  • He would want to buy like literally everything
  • If he saw a cute onesie he would add it to cart
  • If he saw this badass mobile that played shinee tunes he would add it to cart
  • Your son would be just as spoiled as you thought your daughter would have been
  • Soon enough you guys had an entire nursery that was half cute baby themed and half shinee themed
  • Not that you really minded because you knew that your boyfriend was a fanboy at heart
  • Fast forward a couple months
  • Seventeen was about to start their comeback stage and you were basically on the verge of going into labor
  • You tried to convince your boyfriend to let you stay at home just in case anything happened
  • But he really wanted to be there when you went into labor
  • So the manager allowed you to stay back in their dressing room and watch their stage from there
  • You had a couple makeup artists back there with you in case anything were to happen
  • It was as if it were on queue
  • But just as Hoshi’s face appeared on the screen
  • You felt water trickle down your leg
  • You were half in awe at the fact that your baby was ready at the sight of his father
  • But you also like “oH SHIT I’M HAvING A BAbY”
  • The makeup artists would immediately come to your side as soon as you screamed
  • They tried to help you stand up so they could get you to the hospital as soon as possible
  • But you kept fighting them saying that you wanted to wait until Seventeen’s stage was over
  • “no y/n you are going to have your baby on this filthy floor if we do not leave now”
  • So you gave in an allowed to let them take you to the hospital
  • Seventeen’s manager went along with you and one of their staff members as well
  • When their stage was over one of the makeup artists explained to Soonyoung that they had to take you to the hospital because you were about to have a baby on the floor
  • They had already had a car set up and ready to go for him
  • So he quickly took off his mic and rushed to the car
  • All of the boys wanted to go too
  • But the staff had said that they only had enough room for a couple of them
  • So the entire 96 line decided to go along with Soonyoung to the hospital
  • The ride there was pretty crazy and was filled with mainly Hoshi panicking and Wonwoo telling him to shut up and breath
  • Once they arrived all 4 boys rushed to the receptionist and explained what they were there for
  • The receptionist explained that only two of them would be allowed in the room along with you so Soonyoung grabbed the closest arm to him which so happened to be Jihoon and dragged him along to the hospital room you were in
  • You were just about to get ready to give birth when you saw Soonyoung run in with Jihoon practically biting Soonyoung’s hand off behind him
  • Each boy went to either side of you and took a hand
  • The entire process was painful to say the least
  • Soonyoung couldn’t stand the sight of you in so much pain and began to cry
  • You were touched but the moment didn’t last long because hELLO there was a baby coming out of your vagina
  • And then after a couple of minutes it was all over and you could hear the soft cries of your son fill the room
  • You sat back on your bed and began to breath heavily
  • You watched as your son was handed to Soonyoung before you passed out from using all of your energy on giving birth
  • You woke up to the light touch of a pair of lips on your forehead
  • There you were greeted by the happy eyes of your boyfriend
  • That was when you noticed that he was babyless
  • When you questioned him about it all he did was dramatically sigh and point to Jihoon who sat in a chair in the corner of the room holding your son
  • “its like he thinks that jihoon is his father. they’ve been like that for 20 minutes and whenever i try to take him away he only cries”
  • You coo sympathetically at your boyfriend before asking Jihoon if you can hold your son
  • He nods before walking over to hand your baby to you
  • The minute you laid eyes on your son he looked up and smiled at you
  • Soonyoung sat on the other side of you and began to run his long fingers across your baby’s chest making him giggle
  • A couple minutes later the nurse came in saying that there were 11 boys waiting outside who wanted to come in to see your baby
  • You allowed the nurse to send them in and suddenly your room became packed with sweaty smelling boys
  • You watched in awe as they carefully passed your baby around with each boy holding him and cooing as they did so
  • When the baby got back to Jihoon you noticed how your son did not want to let go
  • Instead he cuddled into Jihoon’s chest almost immediately
  • You heard your boyfriend whine in protest causing you to laugh at his childish noises
  • You thought it was cute how well your son got along with Jihoon
  • Hoshi on the other hand had a different idea
  • Both of you were beyond excited when you finally took your baby home
  • It was basically the start of a new life for the both of you
  • You guys were perfectly content with the way things were
  • That was until you found out how hard it could be to take care of a new born
  • Your son loved to keep you up at night
  • Either he would fuss in his sleep because of what not
  • Or he just wouldn’t go to sleep
  • It drove you nuts
  • But Soonyoung on the other hand did whatever it took to make sure his son was happy and healthy
  • He would sit in the nursery for hours if he had to just to make sure his son was sleeping properly
  • You son had always been a chatterbox much like his father
  • He would always babble off to you guys in his little baby language
  • Soonyoung would absolutely cherish each moment he got with his son
  • It would range anything from changing diapers to cuddling with his son during movie nights
  • He knew that he was going to have to go off and promote soon and he didn’t want to miss a second of his baby boy
  • Lucky enough for him he was there to hear his baby to say his first word
  • Once the words “appa” came out of his mouth he had Soonyoung melting
  • Hoshi was disappointed when the day came to him having to leave the two of you behind
  • You reassured him that everything would be okay
  • Being your best friend he trusted you and wished you and your son the best of luck
  • Soonyoung was pretty upset when he found out that he missed some of  the major milestones in his baby’s life
  • Such as his first steps
  • But you made sure to get a video of it for him so he could watch it for himself
  • After nights upon nights of endless video calls
  • Soonyoung finally announced to you that they boys would be home for a couple of months on a short break
  • You were beyond grateful for that
  • It wasn’t that taking care of a baby boy on your own was hard
  • It’s just that no one could take care of your son better than your boyfriend
  • The second Soonyoung got home he could not let go of your son
  • He wouldn’t put him down for even a second
  • He even slept with your baby in his arms
  • You knew your son meant everything to Hoshi
  • Soonyoung made sure that he never missed another moment in your son’s life
  • Even with his crazy tour schedules and you guys getting married somewhere in between
  • He managed to always be there for your boy
  • And you honestly couldn’t ask for a better father for your baby
  • Your son (surprise surprise) was a trouble maker
  • You always found yourself going to his school and sitting in the principal’s office to listen to what weird prank your son pulled this time
  • One time you got a call but you couldn’t make it due to a job interview you had
  • So you sent Soonyoung
  • Which turned out to be a mistake
  • When he came home you asked him how the meeting went and all he did was give you a straight face and a straight forward answer
  • “i got him expelled. no man talks about my son like that”
  • You mentally facepalmed because lets be honest everyone saw this coming
  • So now you had to find a new school for your son
  • Soonyoung had explained his problem to the rest of the boys
  • Jihoon spoke up saying that his own son went to a pretty strict school that would help with his son’s trouble-making tactics
  • So the two of you decided to give it a go
  • And it actually worked pretty well
  • Your son got called down to the principal’s office fewer and fewer times as the year went on
  • He still was the talkative prankster that you guys raised but you wouldn’t want it any other way
  • Fast forward to his high school years
  • These were probably the most eventful parts of your son’s life
  • High school had always been a major part of discovering who a person is
  • But oh was this ever the adventure
  • Your son had a hard time discovering who he really was
  • For the longest time you would always find him coming home with a new girlfriend like every week
  • You were kind of confused because you never really thought that your son would be the type to go through so many girls at once
  • It wasn’t until one day when Soonyoung got home that he found his son making out with Jihoon’s son on the sofa
  • At first he was just confused as to what was happening
  • He wasn’t upset just confused
  • So out of the heat of the moment he kind of kicked Jihoon’s son out
  • He didn’t mean for it to be in a mean way
  • He did sit his son down and talk to his son about what he just saw
  • Your son seemed pretty petrified at the fact that his father caught him making out with a boy
  • He started apologizing to Hoshi for kissing a boy
  • Soonyoung cut him off and stopped his rambling saying that it was okay and that he wasn’t mad
  • He explained that he was just confused and that he still loved his son no matter what he decides to identify as
  • So that’s how your son came out as gay to Hoshi
  • He wanted to keep it just between them for a while
  • Eventually they did tell you and you basically had the same reaction as Soonyoung
  • Jihoon on the other hand was more bewildered than the rest of you guys when finding out
  • But he knew that if your son was anything like Soonyoung that he would take care of his son right
  • I mean, you ended up pretty okay in the hands of Soonyoung
  • …so far…
  • lmao jk
  • After your son was accepted into college the two of you couldn’t help but start to feel lonely
  • Even though your son hasn’t left yet
  • You guys didn’t like the feeling of having no one to take care of
  • The boys suggested you guys adopt Chan
  • But that was already out of the question because he was basically grown and married at this point
  • So Soonyoung had the great idea of fostering some kids for a while
  • And it actually turned out to be a great idea
  • So when your son graduated and left for college
  • One of the local foster homes sent the two of you a pair of teenage twin girls and a little boy to take care of
  • Soonyoung basically treated them exactly as if they were his own children
  • As much as you wanted to adopt them you both knew that you just didn’t have the time to go through all of that work
  • So settling for watching them grown and deal with their own problems suited well for you
  • You told them that when they were ready to be out there on their own that they were always welcome back at your home
  • And the three of them couldn’t be any more grateful for that
  • It turns out that one of the twins ended up getting married to Chan’s youngest son
  • So it wasn’t like you wouldn’t ever see them again after that
  • Plus you were their home
  • She even asked Soonyoung to walk her down the aisle
  • And as for your own son
  • He did too end up getting married to Jihoon’s son
  • You were beyond happy for him and it brought you to tears seeing the boy you raised grow into such a wonderful man
  • And to think that all of this started just because you and your best friend were drunk talking about his dick
  • But you wouldn’t want your story to happen any other way

|| S.Coups || Jeonghan || Joshua || Jun || Hoshi || Wonwoo || Woozi || DK || Mingyu || The8 || Seungkwan || Vernon || Dino ||

anonymous asked:

hey Susie, could you write something about intimacy with Harry, not necessarily sexual, more about really knowing someone that well. I saw this and made me think about it media*tumblr*com/tumblr_lpbys4TV0v1qb8xspo1_500*png

This was the image the anon linked to:

Friday

Angie thought it would be a good idea if I got my makeup and hair done for this evening’s outfit.  I’m not really sure why I chose to listen to her other than I was more nervous for tonight’s reveal than I was for anything else I’d done.  It was as far out of my comfort zone as I could get so I had absolutely no clue how Harry would react to it.  Not to mention I wasn’t entirely sure how to get it on…or off.  

It had become painfully obvious to me during this experiment that while Harry and I connected better than I ever had with anyone in my life up until that point, there was still so much we didn’t know about each other.

It kind of made me sad.  I always thought Harry and I were so in sync.

When Angie saw me step out from the back room of the salon after having had my makeup done, her mouth fell open.  The reaction was enough for me to go in the back and wipe it all off but she quickly rushed forward,

“Nooooooooooo, you look fine.”

“Then why did your mouth drop open.”

“Because I’ve never seen you with quite so much eye makeup on.”  She snickered at her own joke but I turned to walk in the back again.  She caught me, “Evie, you look fine.”

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When You Say It

Requested by: @meep-meep22
(Here are the specifics)

Pairing: Reader x Bucky
Word Count: 1.6K
Warnings: Fluff

A/N: Trying to get back into writing every day now, but I’ve got a lot of uni work happening

Shifting your weight from one foot to the another, you nervously wring your hands and scan every surface of the compound living room. You’re always alert, making sure that you identified every entry and exit point, finding spots in the room that would be useful incase you needed cover, and even pieces of furniture and decor that could be used as a weapon if it became necessary. You couldn’t help it, it was second nature to trained assassins; and you were almost OCD about it when you were nervous.

“Stop stressing,” Natasha says with a hint of amusement, and you look over to see her smiling at you, “Barnes isn’t dangerous unless he wants to be, he’s actually quite sweet when he’s not a brainwashed Hydra weapon,”

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FT Chapter 536 Reaction

When I first met Ichiya’s character, I was a little weirded out but kinda liked his character because he was comic relief. I’m really glad Jellal didn’t die but I feel bad for Blue Pegases. They lost their S-Class wizard (Mind you in style), and I’m not sure how I feel about it. As for Anna, I wish Lucy had at least gotten to meet her…but it makes sense that she’d be the one to go through the timelapse.

This is one of the best panels ever of Jenny! And it really describes how lost Blue Pegases will be without Ichiya. I’m a little nervous about what she says…I really hope we don’t get an ending like this with FT (you never know what might happen between now and then! We still have the Lucy situation!) Anyone else notice she kind of looks like Nami?

On the other side…I’M SO FREAKING HAPPY ACNOLOGIA IS GONE! A little disappointed that we didn’t see him and Natsu go against each other (I can already hear the FT haters complaining about this…) But nonetheless, happy because hopefully know they don’t have to worry about him…hopefully…

I’m kinda loving the subtle NALU hints everywhere! Look at his arm! It’s the same arm as Lucy’s and I’m not sure if it means anything or not!

Mavis and Zeref…ARGH! There’s such history there and still so many questions! I do love their story though…and watching the prequel was just awesome! Especially when they both technically met in Hargeon!

“THE LIFE FORCE” WTF DO YOU MEAN?!? Are we gonna get to know about how to get rid of Zeref and Mavis’s curse?!?! OR is it going to be related to WTH is going on with Lucy??! If so I can’t wait to see Natsu’s reaction!!! (Fan girl scream…heart dying). There’s a good chance because he did say he was going to see Happy and his friends! 

Speaking of, am I the only one out there that might have been a bit miffed that he didn’t specify Lucy too? Not to discredit Happy and Natsu’s relationship, but we keep getting back and forth of this. One minute Natsu is singling out Lucy and the next, he isn’t. I’m not saying I want FT to be full on romance but to single out Happy and not Lucy as well…I don’t know. It’s frustrating and weird. (Especially when I get thinking about how he left for the year…WHICH I WISH THEY HAD TALKED ABOUT!). On the other hand, Natsu might be linked to Lucy because of the whole book thing and didn’t need to specify her. I don’t know what I’m trying to say LOL 

Finally…

WHY ONLY 10 MORE CHAPTERS?!??!?! I WAS HOPING FOR ATLEAST 20 MORE! Which would have finished it around August and the 11th Anniversary. Basically I just don’t know how I really feel about this chapter…I loved it don’t get me wrong but still…

What do you guys think?

anonymous asked:

Love your blog btw! Companions (+maxson plz) get dared to make out with Sole and bite her lip in front of the whole settlement? Thankssss

Companions are dared to make out with F!Sole in the middle of Sanctuary. + Bite her lip.


Cait: She had no problem with making out in front of others; she liked showing off. She grabs Sole and starts making out with her, roughly; she gets more into it when she tastes blood, from her bites.

Codsworth: “I’m Sorry, but I don’t see how that’s possible!” Sole ends up licking his speaker… Made everyone pretty awkward…

Curie: She is too shy; but follows Sole’s lead. “Uhm… Am I supposed to bite you Madame?” Sole nods, and Frenches her. Even though she sounds French, she really can’t get used to French kissing. She tries to bite, but Sole barely feels it. Curie is as red as a tomato by then.

Danse: He kept going on about how they are representing the Brotherhood and that he doesn’t want to ruin their image. But Sole managed to seduce him. His kiss is pretty inexperienced but really rough. He hesitates before groping her. He bites her as hard as he can; he didn’t know that it hurts more than it feels good…

Deacon: “I don’t know about that Boss…” He goes with it, pretty awkwardly. He places his hands on Sole’s waist, and kisses her, not so rough. He remembers to bite her last minute; pulling her lip a bit before breaking the kiss. He laughs the most awkward laugh before he goes off to change his disguise.

Dogmeat: You are gonna have to go to the dark web for that…

Hancock: He doesn’t give a shit about other people watching, “An audience wouldn’t hurt” He kisses her, like his tongue had its own mind. He lightly bites her lip and squeezes her butt; making the most out of the situation.

Macready: He doesn’t like the idea of others watching them… but he makes an exception, just because its Sole. He awkwardly tries to keep his hands busy as they keep kissing. He tries to sneak a bite; even though Sole had the lead. It ends with Sole teasing him about how tense he was.

Nick: “We don’t have to be a bother to the poor settlers…” He sighs and tries to be as discreetly as he could. He pulls Sole close to him by her waist, and kisses her passionately. He doesn’t like biting, but since the dare said so; he does it lightly.

Piper: “Ugh… this is so embarrassing…” She makes out, but gets distracted by the stares; and gives Sole’s lips a quick bite; and just pushes her away. “Let’s never do that again, okay?”

Preston: He normally would be okay with it… but Mama Murphy was right there! He tries not to be too touchy with Sole; and makes the kiss as gentle as possible. He is quite good at it. He gently bites her lip, but ends up getting carried away; and starts grabbing her and biting her more.

Strong: He doesn’t quite know what it is; but when Sole explains, he just says “Strong no eat human!! Strong smash Anon!!”

X6-88: He pushes Sole against the wall and holds her arms against it. He started biting her lips without warning; he was too rough. He gave intimidating looks at the settlers; implying how savage he is, to be dominating Sole in front of them. It just made him look scarier.

Maxson: He doesn’t hesitate to pick up Sole and just kiss her as rough as he could. He kept biting her lips way too hard; which made her bleed, and moan. He just wanted to show everyone else, that he owned Sole as if she was some kind of Brotherhood property!

Sanctuary reactions

Preston: For anyone but himself; he got way too jealous. He tried to interrupt by bringing the “another settlement needs out help” thing… he just made things awkward.

Mama Murphy: “I sawww it! The sight tells me everything!” She kept going on about how she needs more Jet to be able to see when Sole is gonna kiss someone again…

Sturges: “Ugh… do they know we have bedrooms in here?!” He scratches the back of his head, without breaking his stare.

Jun Long: It made him nervous. Sole is supposed to be taking care of the water problem!!

Marcy Long: “Just because she fucking plants some tomatoes for us, we have to put up with her disgusting habits?! Just get a room already!!”

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Supergirl Season 1 Appreciation Week

day 5 - april 21th : best episode or scene(s) AKA CHOO CHOO BITCH THE ANGST TRAIN HAS REACHED THE STATION

These two episodes kill me every time.

For the Girl who has Everything

I love Krypton. Moreover, I love Kara’s Krypton. It is one of the biggest differences between Supergirl and Superman’s story and it’s also the reason why Supergirl will always be more fascinating because to Kara, Krypton was a real place. It was her home. It’s all she knew for 13 years and she had a life there. She expected to live out her life there. She’s the heiress to the noble House of El, she was going to go into the Science Guild, she was going to get matched by the Matrix. Kara lost all hope of having anything normal when Krypton died. In a way, her life ended as well.

And in this episode, we get a glimpse of what that life would have been like. Her parents are alive, her Aunt Astra is back with them, Kal-El’s barely a teenager (and you can see he adores her). The screen cap I chose above, while alien to anyone else, is Kara’s normal. It makes Kara’s love for the Wizard of Oz kind of tragic because in the end, Dorothy gets to leave the strange place. Kara doesn’t.

This episode is amazing for so many reasons but getting to see Krypton is what made it really special for me.

Falling

This episode. Wow. It’s one of those that makes me nervous and excited when I watch it because this episode is fantastic. We’ve already discussed this episode at length so I’ll keep this short. I absolutely love Red Kryptonite Kara. And I think what I love most about her is that she has no time for any of the quirks that she built into Kara Danvers to make her completely ordinary. RedK Kara is graceful, she’s aware of her god like powers and relishes it, she hates her cutesy wardrobe and dresses boldly because she knows she is stunning and is not going to hide it anymore, she stands tall, she wears a very understated costume where her family crest isn’t in your face because that’s how it would’ve been on Krypton. And the thing is, she feels alien, whether or not she’s using her powers. RedK Kara is almost none of Kara Danvers, the authority and power of Supergirl, and the elegance of Kara Zor-El, all wrapped into one. But darker. Because our Kara Zor-El, the real Kara Zor-El, would never be cruel.

yamasamacat  asked:

Can you do a headcannon for Shiro, Hunk, and Kieth where their s/o is super shy around every one but them. If you are feeling to under the weather to write anything that's fine!!!! 😃 (Ps your blog is 10/10👍)

I definitely can write this! I appreciate your concern, but I’m trying to push past this weird sad spell and get stuff out for everyone. Hopefully writing stuff like this will help me get out of whatever funk I’m in. Thanks for the compliment, by the way. I’ve been needing quite a few recently.

I had too much fun writing this, I may or may not have gotten slightly carried away with Shiro and Keith-

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(look at this goofy fucking gif-)

Shiro would be confused at first when Allura told him that his s/o kept to themselves when he wasn’t around. If he was on a mission, they would stay hidden in their room, pacing and worrying. When he asked them about it, they just shrugged and mumbled a half-assed excuse. As time went on, the black paladin would end up keeping them close in some way, usually having them stand in front of him with his arms around them protectively. They would barely speak around the others, although they would voice their opinion if they thought differently about something. They relied on Shiro to speak for them, whispering something in his ear and hiding behind him whenever they met any kind of alien. Alone, they would openly speak and laugh at stories about the other paladins, comfortably snuggled in his arms.

Hunk would almost immediately accept it, openly voicing his concern for his s/o’s constant silence whenever they were obviously nervous. He would make sure they were always at arm’s length, having some kind of comfort food for them whenever they began to fidget around groups. When him and his s/o were alone, he would cherish everything about their voice, especially their laugh. Since he doesn’t get to hear them often, any time they speak is like him being thrown onto Cloud 9. He absolutely adores how excitable and bubbly they get when no one else is around.

Keith immediately understands that his s/o doesn’t want to talk around others, and will literally fight anyone who tries to get them to speak. Being, well, Keith, he wouldn’t be a huge fan of PDA, but would put a comforting arm around their waist or hold their hand if he noticed they were visibly uncomfortable. Whenever he comes back from a mission, he makes a bee-line for his s/o’s room and flops onto their bed, pulling them into his arms and burying his face in the crook of their neck. He would repeatedly tell them how much he cared for them, always making them smile. They would express how worried they were for him, even though he always knew by their relieved expression when they saw him.

nikohlboo  asked:

Kadena + Bad To Me (from Aisha's EP)

yassss love this song.

Kat and Adena were walking to Jane and Sutton’s place to meet up for dinner.  It would be the first time Adena would be meeting Kat’s friend and she was beyond nervous.  

“Baby, just relax,” Kat grabbed Adena’s arm and made her stop walking. 

Adena sighed loudly, trying not to be dramatic, but not wanting to hear Kat give her a pep talk.

“They are going to love you,” Kat reassured. 

“They are your best friends, and I just want to make a good impression,” Adena explained, but feeling childish for being so nervous.

“You know how I know they’re going to love you?” Kat asked, pulling her girlfriend closer. Kat pulled Adena’s chin up so that Adena would look at her in the eyes.  “Hey. Look at me.” 

Adena finally complied and looked at Kat’s smiling face. “How do you know?”

“Because you treat me better than anyone else I have ever been with in my life,” Kat leaned in and kissed Adena quickly. “Because you are kind to me.” Kat leaned in and kissed her again.  “Because you make me smile.” Another kiss. “Because you made me no longer feel sad and lonely and pathetic.” Another kiss. “Because they know how crazy I am about you.” The last kiss was deeper and last much longer, leaving Adena a little breathless.

“Still nervous?” Kat asked.

“Hmm…” Adena put her finger to her lips.  “Maybe one more kiss for good measure.”

“Gladly.”

Only you

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You tell Damon that you’re in love with Kai and he overhears you

You were sitting on the floor with Damon in his house, casually hanging out. You’ve done that a lot with Damon. You two were best friends and you shared everything with him and he did the same with you. People often asked you if you two were together or if you ever thought about hooking up but the only thing you and Damon could do was laugh because you never looked at him in that way. You had your eyes on someone else even though you’ve been keeping that a secret for some time. Next to you was placed a glass of bourbon and scattered across the floor in between you and Damon. You placed one card on the floor and checked the other ones as Damon put one on top of yours.

‘Hey, can I tell you something?’ You asked, your body suddenly feeling nervousness, which never happened before.

'Of course. What’s up?’ Damon replied and focused on his cards.

'Do you think Kai is, you know, seeing someone at the moment?’ You asked, Damon’s gaze lifting from his cards and focusing on your eyes as he smiled, like he already knew what you meant when you stated that question.

'Why?’ He asked, pretending doesn’t know what this is all about.

'Just asking. He’s always hanging here so, I kind of assumed he might be single.’ You said and took a sip out of your glass, avoiding Damon’s eyes.

'Really? You’re my best friend. I know what this is about. I know you more than anyone else.’ He stated as you finally looked up straight into his eyes.

'Is it that obvious?’ You asked, your fingers running through your hair.

'It’s too obvious. Did you tell him?’

'What, that I like him? Are you crazy? No way. I get all nervous when I’m around him and everytime he hugs me, my heart starts beating really fast, but I know he doesn’t feel the same.’ You trailed off and kept holding the glass in your hands, the cards placed on your legs.

'You don’t know that. You have to tell him, otherwise, he might end up with someone else and then I know you’ll be devastated.’

'I know, but-’

'Hey guys!’ You and Damon both looked up, your eyes locking with Kai’s. Youbswallowed hard and the moment you saw him, a smile formed on your face. You felt Damon’s eye on you but you weren’t paying too much attention. You only saw Kai at that moment.

'Hey.’ You stuttered.

'I’m going out now so, do you guys need anything?’

'No, we’re good.’ Damon replied as he kept looking at you, watching your reaction to everything Kai has said.

'Ok. See you later.’ He said and then winked at you, your heart skipping a beat. He walked out of the house and closed the doors behind him. When you were sure he left, you quickly looked at Damon and you couldn’t hide a smile that took over your face.

'Dude, he is either focusing on something else when you talk to him or he’s a big idiot who doesn’t see the way you’re looking at him.’

'He’s not an idiot. He’s just… ok maybe he is an idiot.’ You said as you and Damon both laughed. 'When he comes back I’ll tell him how I feel.’ You trailed off and finished your drink as you and Damon went back to your game and just having fun.

Two hours have passed since Kai left the house and you and Damon were still in the living room, only this time you were laying on the floor next to eachother and next to a big fireplace, warmth from the fire radiating through your body. You couldn'tvwait anymore. You just wanted to run into Kai’s arms and hug him and tell him how you feel. You wanted to be in his strong arms, his lips pressed against yours.

You almost fell asleep on the floor but then you heard the sound of the front door, making you jump up because you knew Kai finally came home. You couldn’t stop smiling, but that smile soon faded away. He walked in with a girl, his hand wrapped around her waist, no space between their bodies. They laughed at something and you couldn’t find yourself to look away. After a few seconds, Kai realize they weren’t alone in the room as he looked in your and Damon’s direction.

'Oh, you guys are still awake. I thought you’d be asleep by now.’ Kai said, his eyes piercing into yours. The girl who was beside Kai was quiet and didn’t move an inch.

'Is everything ok?’ He asked and kept looking at you, finding that situation a little weird because you’ve never been that quiet. Your body was frozen and you couldn’t move. You kept looking at Kai, his arm never moving from the girl’s waist. You shook your head and looked at Damon who kept looking at you, knowing how you must’ve felt at that moment.

'Excuse me.’ You stuttered and quickly got up, running pass Kai and straight to your room, not wanting anyone to see the tears that were forming in your eyes. You slammed the doors of your room and sat down on the bed, a tear rolling down your cheek. You couldn’t manage to calm down or shake away the thought of Kai being with that girl. You hated the thought of it and it was driving you crazy. You never knew that the sight of Kai with someone else would hurt this much. Moments later, you heard a soft knock on your bedroom’s doors. You didn’t want to open them, you just wanted to be alone, but the person that was knocking didn’t want to give up.

'What?!’ You snapped and looked towards the doors, but refused to open them.

'It’s me.’ Kai’s voice echoed through the door, your face brightning up a little bit but it went away faster than expected.

'Go away!’ You said as you walked towards the doors and pressed your forehead on the doors.

'C'mon open up, I wanna talk to you.’

'There’s nothing we have to talk about. Go away.’ Your voice was weak and it was noticeable.

'Please. I really need to talk to you.’

You kept quiet, but after a few minutes you finally opened the door as you faced Kai. Your eyes were red and puffy from crying and you knew you couldn’t hide that from him.

'Why are you crying?’ Kai asked you and wanted to hug you but you stepped back.

'I don’t want to tell you, Kai. You should go back to your girl back there and do whatever you wanted to do.’ You snapped at him, his face expression serious.

'Why are you like this?’

'You wanna know why? I-. Because I’m in love with you, Kai! I’ve been in love with you since I met you and now you just come into the house with some random girl and rub it in my face and hurt me like that. I really, really wasn’t expecting that from you at all so if you could please leave me alone and go bac-’ he cut you off by pressing his lips on yours, catching you by surprise. You started returning the kiss as it became deeper. Seconds or minutes passed and you felt your legs getting weaker. Kai pulled away, but his hands were still holding you close to his body.

'What was that for?’ You whispered and closed your eyes for a split second.

'I heard you and Damon talking today and I heard when you said that you’re in love with me. I wanted to make sure that it was true.’

'By bringing a girl for me to see her?’

'Kind of.’

'A bit of a dick move, don’t you think?’ You asked and punched him playfully as Kai laughed at your comment.

'I care about you and you only. I always have and always will.’

You smiled at him as he pulled you closer and kissed you again, your body radiating from happiness. You were finally in Kai’s arms and it was better than you’ve ever imagined.

thiscityneedsyounow  asked:

aah, I love your stuff so much!! <3 Any chance we can get a headcanon thing where Rin, Yukio, Shiemi, Bon, Amaimon and Izumo realize they're falling in love with their best friend?

[[Thank you so much sweetie! 💖]]

Rin -

• at first he doesn’t realize he’s falling in love
• he interprets it as just being very close to a good friend
• though when he explains the situation to his brother and his friends they know what’s up
• but they let him find out on his own
• once it becomes clear to him how he feels, he turns into an awkward, dorky mess around you
• he makes super lame jokes and wags his tail constantly
• eventually he’d gather the courage to ask you out
• but only if he expects it to go well
• otherwise he’d be too shy poor baby

Yukio -

• he’s aware of his feelings as soon as it happens
• but he tries to isolate himself and push the feelings he has for you away
• he doesn’t want to get too attached in case something happens to you or him
• eventually he realizes he can’t avoid you forever
• and he tells you how he feels
• you manage to calm him down a bit and explain to him that you feel the same way
• and you’d always be there for him
• he wants to take things slowly with you

Shiemi -

• at first she’s not sure about how she feels for you
• she enjoys your company and she goes to you first before anyone else
• she thought perhaps that you two just had a close platonic bond
• but then she realized how attractive you were and how she admired you so much
• so she eventually realized how she really feels about you
• she becomes blushy and nervous and stumbles a lot when you’re around
• but she eventually tells you how she truly feels though you can definitely tell she’s nervous
• she makes you homemade herb cookies often

Ryuji -

• he’s aware but also kind of oblivious
• he thinks what he’s feeling is just a small crush that’ll go away eventually
• but alas, that’s not how it worked out
• as he realizes he’s in love with you, he’s not sure what to do
• he doesn’t want to potentially ruin your friendship
• plus he also is very serious about his education and isn’t sure about a relationship
• but considering how well he balances things normally, he figures he can tell you
• he pulls you aside after class and tries to get it out
• kind of beats around the bush to avoid telling you straight up
• how cute

Izumo -

• she gets along pretty well with you
• seeing as how you two are best friends that’s no surprise
• but when she becomes more and more aware of her feelings she sort of changes
• acts like she doesn’t care for you as much and tries to
• tries to do things on her own, too
• though secretly she wants you to offer to tag along or help her
• when you confront her about this new behavior she gets defensive and blushes
• but she eventually spills the beans, no matter how uncomfortable she is doing it

Amaimon -

• at first he has absolutely no clue what he’s feeling
• he really considers you to be someone he tolerates being around rather than a friend
• but it seems he tolerates you a little more than he lets on
• he’s upfront about what he’s feeling and asks you what it might mean
• you find it somewhat amusing that he’s so oblivious
• but then again he’s a demon, of course he’s not familiar with how he feels
• when you explain, he’s pretty chill about it
• he doesn’t ask again, but he’s under the assumption you two are together without him even asking

Weeds And Crushes

Originally posted by regulsblck


Pairing: Neville Longbottom x Reader

Warnings: just some cute nerdy fluff between the reader and Neville

[Y/N] - your name

Song inspiration:  Love At First Sight by The Brobecks

Word Count: 1156

A/N: I made up that plant lmao, credits to me. Also I wrote this pretty quick and am too tired to proof read, I’ll do that later

You were in your 4th year and everything was exciting in Hogwarts, since this year your school was hosting the Triwizard Tournament. It was mentioned in every conversation around the school, especially the fact that there was going to be a ball on Christmas. You swore you saw some girls crying over the fact that they did or did not have a date and it was months before December!

You were one of the few who did not have interest in partaking at the Ball. You didn’t care for dancing and besides, you knew no one was going to ask you anyway. You much more preferred the study of plants. That is why you were standing knee-deep in the murky water of the Black Lake, searching for new specimens. 

“Ah, there we go!” you said, as you pulled out a carcaseweed from the muddy bank of the lake. You had been trying to find one for a few days, scavenging the bank back and forth until now. You needed this plant to study its ability of choking its prey with its long, thick leaves in order to gain more credit from Professor Sprout. Packing it into a zip-lock bag, you set it on top of your coat lying next to a Willow tree on the bank. Just as you were reaching out to another plant, you heard a voice behind you.

“Woah, you found a carcaseweed then?” You whipped your head towards the voice and were met with Neville, Neville Longbottom. As much as you enjoyed Herbology, the subject did have its disadvantages. Well, rather the class did. The disadvantage was your crush, who happened to be standing right in front of you. His hand was latched on his bag, winding and twisting the handle. A sign of nervousness; you could tell. 

“Yeah, yeah I did. I searched for it for two days and it just happened to be on the shadiest area of the entire bank! Maybe that could be one explanation to why it’s such a killer…” You spoke, rambling a bit to hide the surprise and nervousness of your voice, although you were sure that it would shine through your blushed cheeks. You noticed that you said a bit too much, and lowered your head. “Sorry…”

Just then you heard shuffling and felt water splash onto your clothes. There he was, standing right next to you in the dark water. His trousers were rolled to his knees just like yours, and he sported a goofy grin with his snaggleteeth showing. 

“So, where’d you find that weed? I want one too,” he said and you laughed. The best thing about Neville was the love he had for Herbology. Just like you, he was nerd when it came to plants. Seeing you laugh made his grin widen and he let out a laugh too. The two of you bonded, as you showed him the place you found your plant and explained why you picked it.

“I just find it so fascinating how it just wraps around its victim and chokes it! And I thought muggle inventions were cool,” you said, giggling a bit. While you were talking, Neville had crouched and stuck his hand into the spot you found your plant from. He laughed along with you and agreed, until he gasped. 

“What the- Oh! Oh, [Y/N], I think it I found it!” Neville thrusted his hand and you saw specks of dark green surface at each thrust and you could definitely tell he’d found it. 

“Yup, it’s got me. It got me!” Neville shouted, trying to pull his hand out. You saw his wrist going red as the blood flow was stopping. This was typical for the plant; to wrap itself tightly to stop all blood flow and choke. You pulled out your wand from your pocket and cast a spell at the plant. At the exact same moment, Neville thrust hard and practically flew backwards into the lake. A moment later he resurfaced and wiped his face from the muddy water. “Oh my goodness!” He yelled and tried to shake the water out of his clothes. He reminded you of a wet dog and you started giggling. 

“What you laughing at?” he asked in a hurt voice but that just made you laugh harder. Soon you were doubled over holding your stomach. The sound of his giggles were heard a while after and at that moment it felt like you and him were the only ones in the world. All the while, his eyes never left your frame. Seeing you so carefree with him made him feel so incredibly happy. After you calmed down, you looked back at him, grinning. He answered you with sparkling eyes and a lopsided smile. 

You noticed he was soaking wet and fetched your coat from the bank. “Here,” you offered and he took it gladly. Climbing back onto the bank, you opened your bag to find clean socks and your shoes. Pulling them on, you turned to pack the rest of your stuff. Neville stood behind you, watching you go on with your packing. He hesitated, before speaking up.

“Hey, [Y/N], can I ask you a question?” His words surprised you a bit, before you lifted your bag on your shoulder and turned around to greet him with a smile.

“’Course, Neville.” You expected it to be something related to Herbology. Observing him, you noticed him gripping onto your coat tightly. His floppy hair clung to his head from the water as did his clothes. While you practically checked him out, you noticed his blushing cheeks and wondered what made him so nervous. Nevertheless, he looked so cute and made you want to kiss him. However, you were definitely not prepared for what was about to ask next. 

“Um, well, I was wondering if you wanted to go to the Ball with me? I know it’s months away but I kind of wanted to ask you before anyone else,” he asked, offering you a smile at his last words. You noticed his grip on your coat had tightened, showing his white knuckles. It was as if the wind was knocked out of you and it took you a while to react.

“Wait, wait, did you just ask me to the Ball with you?” You inquired, trying to process what was happening. You watched him slowly nod and it felt like you had been slapped by reality. 

“Yes, yes of course, Neville. Course I’ll go with you!” you shouted, leaping to hug him. You took him by surprise but you were too distracted by his soft frame and how good he smelled to notice.You felt him grip your sides and the both of you embraced each other under the willow tree. 

This time you didn’t judge others wanting a date for the Ball, because if this is what it felt like having a date, you really enjoyed it. 

Wonho Crush reaction

-          So I know Wonho comes across like such a flirt and just really easy with this kind of thing with fans and stuff, but I’m 100% sure that if he was actually tryin to win someone over, he’d be soooo nervous and overwhelmed

-          Mostly because he’s said things in interviews to indicate that he has absolutely no intentions of getting into a relationship at all

-          So if he is ever in a situation where he is genuinely looking to date someone, it would be a major paradigm shift, and this person was amazing enough and this feeling is new enough to him that he’s completely changing the plan he had for his life. It’s gonna be a big deal for him and he’s already a sensitive, emotional person so he’s gonna fall HARD. Like REALLY. HARD.

-          If he’s fallen for you that hard, then he probably already knows you. It’d be a gradual thing, not just oh she’s pretty, lets date her

-          He’s a very physical person, so if he’d been touchy at all with you before he started to feel this way, it would have been very casual before, but he’d start to crave it more, and start to do it more often, and when he did put his hand on your back, or hug you, or mess with your hair or whatever he usually did before, it would just seem… heavier? Like you wouldn’t be able to put your finger on what was different about it, but it just started to feel different. It wasn’t just super casual and platonic anymore

-          As he fell harder and harder, he’d start to get quiet before he initiated any kind of skinship, almost like he started to get a little afraid of you rejecting it so it made him nervous, but even though he was nervous, he’d start doing it a little more often

-          All of his emotional responses would also be amplified with anything that had anything to do with you

-          If you were talking about something that made you sad, he’d get more second hand sadness than he would if it was pretty much anyone else talking

-          If you told a joke or did something funny, it would make him giddier than if anyone else had done it

-          But only a little, he’s not over the top at all, he just seems a little more affectionate with you and has more of an affinity for you

-          He would always want you to be okay, and if you had a problem or were insecure or nervous about anything, he would go to hell and back to fix it and make everything good with little to no regard for his own personal needs

-          Partly out of a need for you to be okay, and partly out of a need for you to know that he can be there for you

-          I think when he started to fall for you, it would be because of some emotional similarity you had. He’s got a lot of vulnerabilities and concerns deep down, like he tends to feel lonely, and he’s extremely hard on himself and feels a lot of guilt really easily. So if you appeal to that, whether it be a similarity so that you both understand each other well, or you acknowledge that about him and help him feel better about it in some way, that’s probably when he starts to fall for you

-          I think it would take him a moderate amount of time to ask you out just because of the fact that that’s a big change from what he’d intended for his life. He’d think about it for a long time, but when he did make a move, it wouldn’t have been planned. The two of you would be alone together for whatever reason, and conversation would turn into somewhat of a heart to heart about something emotional, or you’d both be doin’ some kind of light skinship and the mood would change suddenly

-          He wouldn’t dramatically pull you into a kiss or pour out a love sonnet like in the movies. Not like that at all

-          He tells you how he feels very plainly while at the same time trying to make it as easy as possible for you to back out without feeling like you hurt him even though it would break his heart, because he doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable or make you feel guilty in any way

-          So he takes a deep breath and says “I think you should know I love you. And I don’t want you to feel like you have to feel the same way, if you don’t then I’m fine with continuing to just be friends. I’m sorry if this puts you in an uncomfortable situation, I don’t mean to and I won’t make things difficult after this, but I need to know.”

-          And he’d be holding eye contact completely, not wanting you to look away from him because he want’s to be able to gage your reaction fully. And he’s trying to make you believe that he’d be fine if you said no but it’s not hard to see how fragile he is, he’s completely putting his heart on the line right now

-          When you say yes, he’s gonna smile, and given how emotional and vulnerable he is, he might let a few tears fall as well

-          He’s gonna want to hold you as close as he can, and even though you just said yes, he doesn’t want to push anything, so he’ll not move for a moment, and then he’ll hesitantly go to hug you, kind of stopping and looking at you for assurance, and when you give it to him he’s gonna hold onto you for dear life and not want to let go for a long time.

-          I know that was really dramatic and most people it wouldn’t be like that, but I really think that he’s such an emotional person and this would be such a big paradigm shift that it would have to be something he feels very strongly about, and when he has an emotion, he HAS AN EMOTION, so it’d definitely be kind of intense, please be gentle with him

Say Sober

Inspired by this song

It was a full week and a half after they met when they finally had a chance to put her plans into action.

“My place,” she told him as they packed up at the end of rehearsal. He was enjoying the process more than he expected so far. But it was also harder on his body than he ever imagined it would be and he was exhausted. “Tonight. Sound good?”

“Only if you enjoy spending time with me passed out on your couch.”

“You are more than welcome to pass out on my couch after a while.” She tied her hair up on top of her head before continuing on. “But first I have to get to know you. After all, there’s more to you than ‘survived a crash that should’ve killed me,’ right?”

“Honestly, that’s my biggest draw.”

She laughed at this. He learned pretty quick how fun it was to make her laugh. Sure, he was like that with everyone in his life, but it was different with her somehow. “Well, I’ll figure it out. There must be something in there.” She tapped her finger to his chest. “I’ll bring the beverages and you bring all your deepest, darkest secrets. You look scared,” she remarked.

He quickly rearranged his face into something more passive. “No. But if I fall asleep and you put my hand in warm water, I’ll quit and you can foxtrot on your own.”

She laughed again and he followed her out the door.

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