Unhealthy Two vs Eights

Being that a two’s disintegration point is eight, many VERY unhealthy two’s will mistype themselves as eights. But here’s the difference:

First things first, a disintegrated two’s new found aggression and anger stems from feelings of being unwanted or unappreciated by others. Average/Healthy Two’s are typically altruistic, they lend a helping hand to others. And they also accept the favour the be returned, in order to feel appreciated and wanted by others. When the two feels as though this mutual bond is one side, feelings of being unwanted being to slip in because their favours aren’t being reciprocated. That’s how two disintegration starts.

Twos will become bitter, resentful, enraged even. In order to counter the feeling of being unappreciated by others, unhealthy twos will become increasingly manipulative and controlling, most notably they being to guilt trip and/or belittle others in order to keep them at bay—forcing others to appreciate them. Unhealthy twos can appear to be domineering and aggressive (similar to an 8) in order to maintain this unhealthy bond with others.

Unhealthy twos will become incredibly demanding by forcefully asserting their needs (of feeling appreciated). When these demands are not being met, twos will lash out at others, increasingly becoming more argumentative and even defiant, much like an eight.

TLDR: (Unhealthy/Disintegrating) twos will look like eights to counter feelings of being unappreciated and/or taken for granted.

As a californian i feel i have the right to reclaim surfer lingo as my own and intergrate it back into common venacular, so im gonna start using “Mondo Bitchin’ ” and no one can stop me

Dear future daughter…
I’ve been having visions about you before the thought of your conception, intergrated into my conceptualization of the complexion that correlates with the queen you are. Yes, I’m referring to your melanin—which means—beautiful you are—look in the mirror—beautiful you are. Your DNA is apart of the King I am, meaning I could never be your father if I didn’t educate you on what it means to be a queen. So let me start by saying if that man doesn’t respect you, there is no (in between) = your legs, his bed, your mind, nor time.
Baby, let me rewind. You’re not here yet but I need you to be prepared. I need you to look in the mirror and to not be scared but to demand for the human you love to care. Not just for your body but your soul. When he looks at you with his eyes, I need you to make sure it’s not for show. Just because the light is green does not mean you always go. I need you to love like a yellow light, meaning you’re cautious and take it slow. You probably wonder why, but if only you could see 2017 right now with your own eyes, you’d know why seeing you protected is a thought worth making these words cry.
I haven’t even began to dig deep with everything you gone see. Which is why I need you to learn to love with no vision but this world is going to try to make you believe that the things you see are what’s missing. Money is not the motive nor the motivator, belief in your gift is what I need you to treasure. Before I became a writer these words were all dreams, I never counted the dollar but that didn’t mean the dollar wasn’t green. What I’m saying is you’re gonna have a gift and I can’t tell you what that gift’s going to be or even what it means. However, I need you to repeat me after me—no matter what happens I still believe in me.
My queen you are beautiful, you are black, you are magic, you are more than enough — not exact. Let the world know that just because you are magic, does not mean you are here to attack. But always remember to defend your skin because to win you must be conscious within. I’m not saying you can’t watch reality shows, the only problem is when you start to look in the mirror and call yourself—the hoe—or the (bad) bitch when I know I raised a queen, not a child who’s future was destined to be the side chick. Baby girl, understand that there’s more to this life than lies and a side dick.
I also need you to understand politics. See because you are half me, you have been put on this earth and told your life achievements are limited. Listen to me, your life is not for rent, it’s valid—so if you are challenged by the oppressor, I need you to oppress the system of your mind. You can be anything you want to be, you can do anything that you believe. See your daddy is really free, so when it comes to what you have achieved be proud of the persistence of your existence to obtain the impossibilities of what they said you had no ability to obtain. Put a sign on your door that says—please reframe, from using my name if it’s not immersed in the possibility that I posses to bring forth the best version of myself which is covered in wealth.
Never be a clone to the clone that copied that other clone. If that energy makes its way into your circle I need you to scream—I RATHER BE ALONE!
I want you to understand and feel my soul when I say I will never leave you. I am your father, which means you are my daughter so there is no way, I won’t be here to love you each day. Maybe I’ll write a never ending book and document how I loved you each day in a new way.
This is the type of love I want you to seek in a man. One that you can feel never ends. Whether you open the book at the end or one day in life you learn that you are better off as friends. That love never fades. Just as I need you to pay attention to the men who hide their insecurities behind their expensive clothes and their fancy Jays, don’t let this be the commodity that makes you sway or stay. Because a man that loves you for you knows it’s not about the money in his pocket or what he pays. But the way he makes you feel day after day.
Love wasn’t initially designed to make your body feel good, but rather lead your mind on a journey to your soul. That’s when you know love is (fo-show). My young queen I can write line after line if it means saving you from souls who are placed here to waste your time. See time is the one thing you can’t get back which is why I need you to be prepared now. I’m not saying it’s going to be easy to be a queen in a world that will criticize your crown because it’s not popular to wear them anymore. But this is when I need you to be you. I need you to be true, not to me—BUT TO YOU.
I love you future daughter.
Dear future daughter…
Open Wide

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Prompt: “No decision should ever be made at 2am!“

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Requested by: @dustycelt

A/N: Deleted this by mistake. Reposting.

“Morning, Sammy!” Dean bellows cheerfully strolling into the kitchen.

“Wow, you’re in a good mood considering it’s before noon.” The younger Winchester responds with a smirk.

“I have a stupid study group thing.” Dean groans, rubbing his hand over his face.

“That’s…new.” Sam quirks an eyebrow suspiciously.

“I’m doing awful in my Econ class, man. It’s the only reason I’m putting myself through that cruel and unusual punishment.”

“Ahh gotcha.”

“At least I can have a heavenly slice of apple pie before I go. I literally woke up craving it.” Dean licks his plump lips practically drooling at the thought.

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something i like about video games in the modern age is when they try to intergrate the console specific social interaction software into the game’s story in order to justify its being there so you get shit like “this mythical stone allows you to interact with other worlds, we call it the Nintendo StreetPass Rock”


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This diagram is pretty legit. The ego aspect of the psyche interacts on a mental level. The ego, in a sense ties together all the different aspects of Self. For instance, “I like to paint”, “I like to have conversations”, “I am speaking to you, in this room”- the ego aspect grounds you into these things. The Ego is like a glue holding the psyche together. Without it a person becomes dissociated, unable to interact in any manner. The idea of spiritual practice is to integrate the emotional, abstract, intuitive, and spiritual planes into the ‘working’ consciousness/personality.

In this way, the ego is controlled, or rather subdued by the power and realization of the higher aspects. To be clear; the idea of Ego Death being necessary comes from being involved in a paradigm where hedonism and materialism has lead to the majority of people being out of touch with the more subtle aspects of self. This leaves most individuals with an inflated ego, and no sense of compassion, let alone empathy, and so forth. (.)

The society we are born into preaches things like 'it’s a dog eat dog world’, 'it’s every man for themselves’… etc. These are ideas are drastically far off from any sort of equilibrium. The desire to lose the ego, is an almost equally far off idea, that comes in response to the non-spiritual extreme of the Western society. Realistically, for spiritual development, for the evolution of us all, we need to seek balance, not destruction, or disintegration. We need to obtain the higher states, and bring them into our functioning life.


Strong Woman Do Bong Soon Episode 13 Preview

Nooooooooooo!!! WHY?! Why are you doing this to him, Bong Soon-ah? After 10+ years of watching kdramas I can recognize noble idiocy the moment I see it just in the preview alone. She is going to leave him for his own good which means that Min Hyuk was completely right when they were watching the sunset because BS is basically the “male” lead of this story and MH is her heroine -  and now he will even experience how it feels when someone pulls at you the noble idocy card. Don’t get me wrong, I love this sort of angst but I barely had the time to bask in the afterglow of their epic kiss.

“I can’t stop you when you’re jumping into danger, nor should I stop you. It drives me crazy.”

This is the reason why Min Hyuk is one of the best male leads that have ever lived in kdramaland! He wants to protect BS but he knows he can’t stop her from going after the kidnapper because that would mean stopping and not accepting an intergral part of her - her wanting to use her powers, wanting to protect people, the very reason why she has those powers - a part of her which he loves and that’s why he is so torn. You can feel that even when MH was trying to distract BS from going after the kidnapper, deep down he still knew that it’s only a matter of time before she will do what she feels is right. And that’s a relevant dilemma MH si facing and one which you can get behind. So at the very least he wants to fight with her and help her but now he will have to deal with the fact that she won’t let him and will be pushing him away which is the very thing he was so afraid of - that she would change her mind about being with him. And her getting hurt is literally his worst nightmare coming true.


Allan Watts on Confronting the Shadow- “integrate the evil”

you need to confront your inner darkness… and then you can understand and then transform yourself!