intense lipgloss

ponyboy curtis : first gf headcanons

❀ he met his first girlfriend shortly after writing the book.

❀ her name was something like rosemary, alice, evelyn, amberleigh, lana, adelaide, etc.

❀ she was the girl he really felt anything for.

❀ tim shepard tried to steal her away despite the age difference.

❀ she was middle class / soc.

❀ she wore short skirts and high socks often.

❀ she was tall + skinny with long dark blonde hair.

❀ modern : she loved halsey, melanie martinez, lana del rey, & the nbhd.

❀ she sang a lot, but didn’t like ponyboy hearing her.

❀ pony got jealous of how often she hung w/ dallas and two-bit.

❀ he drew her at least a million times.

❀ she tried to get pony to stop smoking as much, but drank a ton herself.

❀ he knew her months before he asked her out.

❀ it started as a standard study thing, but as pony was being teased for not having a girlfriend, but it became more.

❀ pony learned so much from her, he honestly wanted to write another book.

❀ her life is literally the message of “dollhouse” by melanie martinez. 

❀ ponyboy always had lingering suspicions that she was anorexic, so he confronted her about it one day.

❀ she got depressed a lot. she intrigued pony b/c she never showed what she was feeling. she was just a mystery to him. he could never figure out what she was thinking.

❀ she did reckless things, and got arrested for stealing. she’d been doing it for months, and it was a total sodapop moment (sandy) b/c he had no idea she was up to anything like that.

❀ he assumed she was the type to never drink, never smoke but she did both. and it puzzled him because she was so classy.

❀ but they got married in high school.

❀ when ponyboy asked about his past, fifty years in the future, asked about the love of his life, all he can think of his her.

❀ he has these days / weeks where he can’t get her face out of his head. her laugh, her smile, her long hair and the way she hid everything she really felt behind a fake smile and baby pink lipgloss.

+ intense. expect three imagines soon. sorry requesters, takes me decades. the ones i’m about to post are all over 1k words tho. so love me again.


Shades: (in order as the picture)

  1. Napoleon
  2. Berry Strudel
  3. Toasted Marshmallow
  4. Orangesicle
  5. Apple Crisp
  6. Chocolate Crepe
  7. Banana Split
  8. Funnel Delight
  9. Sorbet
  10. Black Cherry Tart
  11. Tres Leches
  12. Spice Cake

If you want to know what they look like on the lips, heres a video: click here

I’m not a cosplayer but dressing up as Yennefer from the Witcher is fun. Gonna be playing flat out all day until my boyfriend returns. I’m determined to beat his stats hehe. 

Eyes: SauceBox Cosmetics Etude Palette & Sugarpill 2AM.

Lips: Illamasqua Belladonna Intense Lipgloss.