ella is so pure ?? she gave the scraps she got for dinner to the mice instead of eating and she probably never ate again for the remainder of the evening ?? she cares, but she knows well to hide her emotions and put up a kind facade / always making sure that even if she’s not pleased, everyone else is ?? and i love her ?? what the fukc ??
oh god pls write the alternative end with jian yi dying and xixi being the one to cough up flowers. PLEASE JUST KILL ME WITH ANGST