—to the extent you have to keep reminding yourself that it happened at all, even though it felt so vivid just days ago—which makes you wish you could smoothly cross-dissolve back into everyday life, or just hold the shutter open indefinitely and let one scene become superimposed on the next, so all your days would run together and you’d never have to call cut.

Beautiful words for emotions you’ve felt, but couldn’t explain.
I’ve learned to be quite just as I’ve learned to talk, because if talking guides me, being quite protects me. I’ve always tried to have a good heart, but the problem is that I constantly look for angels inside of demons. I don’t depend on anyone, because I’ve even seen my shadow leave me when I’m in darkness. I used to break my back for those who wouldn’t even bend theirs for me. I got more from my enemies than I got from my friends. It’s always been more painful when my own hurt me. Always used to put others first, but stopped when they thought I always came second. I’ve never feared death, because the will to live is more powerful. I’ve learned that love and death comes uninvited, so I live everyday as my last, because one day it will be and I’ll never know when. Time has always been undefeated. At the end of the day it takes everybody out. I’ve always tried to have something money can’t buy and I always give without expecting anything in return. I know that this world is not permanent nor anything in it. I’ve always been eating with those I’ve starved with. I wasn’t born great, but I try to become great