inspiring word

how jealous I am
of the rain
that gets to touch your skin

how jealous I am
of the air
that gets to fill your lungs

how jealous I am
of the sun
that wakes up next to you

—  all the things I used to do by shelby leigh
I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.
—  Unknown