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Happy Saturday, studyblr babes! This past week was about springtime, new opportunities, and acceptance. Here’s what I’ve learned: we are all build-in with issues and faults and that’s just the way it is. Everyone is going through something else. Give yourself a break. Stop beating yourself up for being human. The sun will always rise tomorrow.

Now Playing (aka two songs that got me through all the shit I was going through this week):

Shake It Out- Florence + The Machine

Wake Up- Arcade Fire

“I’d kill for a coffee right about now.”

“I’d kill just for the hell of it.”

If you have a good heart and good intentions then you are beautiful, no matter what. Don’t ever have a single atom of doubt about your beauty. Your soul shines through your body. Don’t measure your beauty with world’s yardstick or measures. You are beautiful because you are pure hearted soul.
—  Qasim Chauhan
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I feel like I haven’t done a Jin appreciation post on here in awhile. Recently, my sister asked me why I think Jin is my ideal. Physically he is gorgeous, it’s true..but it’s not just his body and face that I think are perfect…Kim Seokjin is so much more..he’s caring, funny, sexy, a dork, has an amazing voice, cooks, confident yet still has insecurities, loves his family…and loves his BTS brothers unconditionally…he’s a literal ray of sunshine - his smile is enough to make me feel better when I’m down..not to mention his laugh. His presence is a blessing and I am truly grateful to have such an all around amazing guy as my inspiration!!

(Lorna is a character I always look forward seeing on my dash. I love her costume, and all the details @ask-a-lurantis  ‘ mod put in her design. Also, the colors are so soft and cute, and all the environment in the drawings relaxes me a lot; I don’t know how to explain it. x3 -And she’s always sleepy, like me-) xD

staying afloat

For @rebelcaptainprompts prompt #8: “agony, fingers, and shiver” 

With a word like agony, do you really think this was going to be anything other than angst? I’ll do a part 2 if I feel nice

(also I unintentionally ended up using the words a lot oops) 

Word Count: 500 (no cut)


One. Two. 

Jyn sees stars, pain searing through her body. She collapses to the ground, groaning in agony, clutching at the blaster wounds. 

“Jyn!” Cassian’s voice breaks in anguish, as if he was physically sharing her pain. “Jyn!” His voice reaches her while he can’t, fending off the impending Imperials. 

Blood seeps through her clothing, a sickly warm feeling creeping up her side. She pulls her hand away and the tips of her fingers are stained a dark red. Her head spinning, she manages to drag herself out of the way of blasterfire. I have to hold on until he gets here

Steadying her breathing as best as she could, Jyn brings herself to peer at the wounds. She inhales sharply. It’s bad. She needed to be in a medbay in an hour at the latest. She tries not to think about what would happen if she wasn’t, attempting to shake Cassian’s agonized face out of her mind. They had fought so hard to stay afloat together, and she wouldn’t drown alone. I promise. 

Where’s Cassian? She tries to see the firefight, but she can’t lift her head. Swearing to herself, she leans against the closest wall and waits, undoing her scarf and pressing it against the injury, counting minutes in her head as the warmth of life leaks out between her fingers.

She’s cold, so unbearably cold, icy water lapping against her side. It was if the death that eluded her at Scarif was now breathing down her neck. The thought sends a shiver down her spine. 

When Cassian finally reaches her side, face streaked with dirt and eyes wide with concern, she can barely make out his face in the blurry haze of her mind.  

“Cass…” she gasps, unable to form his full name, trying to grasp at his face swimming in and out of her vision. Help

“I’m here, I’m here, don’t worry,” he murmurs, pulling out his medkit and working quickly to temporarily patch up the injury, his face a mask of neutral concentration. His fingers feel warm against her skin and her throat tightens, because wasn’t Cassian usually the cold one? 

Cass,” she tries again. He looks up at her from under his eyelashes, and Jyn catches a glimpse of the pure fear in his eyes. She feels like she’s being dragged underwater, and reaches out to Cassian to pull her up, desperate to keep afloat. Don’t let me go. 

He takes his hand in hers, their fingers intertwining together, both stained with blood - her blood. She’s shaking, shivering from cold, shock, and the sheer effort of hanging on to the remaining scraps of life. “I’ve got you,” he says, ready to hoist her up in his arms. “Hold on.” 

Jyn tries to nod and give him a reassuring smile - I’m trying - but it’s getting harder to keep her head up. She gives his hand one tight squeeze - I’m sorry -  before the waves pull her under. 

She never lets go of his hand. 

“Life is precious, never take it for granted. It can end in a blink of an eye so… enjoy the pleasantries that life has to offer because once it’s gone, you’ll never get it back.”

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Just wanted to say thank you to everyone who sent me a song suggestion as an inspiration for painting, I’ve been listening to your suggestions and you guys are awesome and inspiring! I’ve already started working on some underpaintings/sketches inspired by your recommendations and will continue to work on them and post them throughout next few weeks! Sending ♥♥♥ and wishing you a happy weekend!