There’s no use being anxious. It doesn’t help anything. You do have enough. Any more, and you’d probably waste it anyway. I think you’re doing alright. Pretty damn good really, especially considering how it used to be. Don’t go looking for problems that aren’t there. Real ones will show up soon enough. You can handle those when they come.
You have incredible gifts to share. Keep your heart open. Let go of opinions, yours and other’s. Stick with the truth. Keep your practice vibrant and take the next breath like it really matters.