I hate it when you know every little detail of me. The way i cry, laugh, get pissed or mad at you. The way you know that i’m being distracted by something or someone. You always know all the little things that i hide just by hearing my voice. I hate it when i can’t keep anything hidden from you anymore. The way i can’t stand being so mad at you or how you annoy me with your corney jokes but still you know it makes me laugh. You know every bit of me and for that i hate you so much that i think it must be true love. I can’t stand being away from you even though we are miles apart. You seem to own me. Knowing every bit of me and i love you for that. I can’t ever imagine someone else in life. I’m happy that you took the time to understand me, to know me for truly who i’am not by making me act like someone i’am not. I know it was hard for you to fully understand as it was hard for me to let my walls go down. Funny as it seems but the moment you said you loved me, you changed me. You always know what to say to make me feel better though i may be super hard headed. You kept your cool and understand me better. The way we talked for hours everynight joking ourselves and making crazy gestures during our skype time. The way you hugged me from behind making me feel safe and protected. Te way you hold my hand and never letting it go. The way you kiss me soflty which leaves me breathless everytime. And my most favorite thing that you do is when we say our good night and you thinking i have fallen asleep and would tell me how much you love me and care for me, sometimes you even cry, telling me unsaid words. That i love so much cause you were pure, you were true to what You feel. There is so many things you know about me, all the little things that others seems hard to understand.
I hate that you know me so much that i can’t stand to stay mad at you. I hate that i love you so much more than you ever know.