indescribable

Thank you, (please read)

Last night I posted an imagine that towards the end addressed something that I have been struggling with for the past 10 years. To see your love and support for the imagine truly brings tears to my eyes.

Depression is not a joke, it’s not made up, it’s not something to use for attention. It’s real, it’s painful, and it causes you to feel a loneliness that’s indescribable. Sometimes people have it with nothing to trigger it and for some reason that’s hard for people to grasp. Don’t question why someone’s depressed because sometimes they don’t even know why.

I will say, I struggle with depression still. I have panic disorder. I feel like I need validation of importance yet don’t want to rely on others for my happiness which is why I addressed it in the imagine. I’m still a work in progress and yes I still have highs and lows because it’s not something that you can fix with the flip of a switch.

I want to tell you that it does get better. Whether is a big leap or a small step you can get closer to that bright light you are looking for. I started out moving in inches and now I’m leaping by yards.

Please, don’t hesitate to message me if you need to talk.

Thank you and I love you,
Kalia 💕

This language of ours
could never be grand enough
to speak of you with mediocre words;
and by using such, only disgraces
the tales of your beauty and wit,
that have, by a lengthy distance,
surpassed any of what
I have come to hear.
Patent words like massive or, enormous,
or infinite could never be big enough
to properly depict how much my heart
yearns for you, and how big you
have become on my surface.
So, my love, buo de tuaz jaeti.
If you feel the need to translate that,
don’t bother; I made it up.
For it is the only word that could ever illustrate you -
None.
Indescribable.

It bothers me when people who are in love feel the need to exaggerate everything. The few days spent apart. The few people who don’t approve. They make everything a huge deal and act as though they have it so indescribably difficult. What about the people who aren’t so lucky as to live in the same city, state, or country as the person who holds their heart? People in love act as though they have it so hard because of a few small inconveniences. They don’t know what hard is. Hard is not seeing the love of your life for months or years at a time. Hard is waking up everyday and wondering if the person you’d die for is still alive. Hard is knowing the one and only person you love is having the worst day of their life, the day where they feel like dying, the day everything seems pointless, and you can’t be there to help them. To save them. You can’t do anything. You can only sit and pray they have the strength to pull through on their own. THAT is hard. And you don’t know anything about it. • to-remind-you-of-my-love

you asked me: “why bother her? this is between you and me.”

and i agreed.
because how could i be mad at you?
because it was easier for me to blame her, than to believe that you lied, that you cheated and that you never truly loved me.

because i loved you so much,
because you made me so indescribably happy, i could never fully despise you.
and even if that happiness was fake, even if everything was a lie,
my emotions weren’t.

and it is so difficult to explain to others why i can’t hate the man who broke my heart but it is simply because i loved him.

pleeple are out here still having serious conversations about the existence of a friend zone in THE 2017 amazing absolutely indescribable pure comedy

I feel indescribably powerful walking home in the middle of the night while blaring idol music on my headphones. I am basically untouchable in those moments.

My netjer visitation

Today I was adored by a lovely visit from Sekhmet , Auset, Heru , Hathor and Nephthys. As I reached my deep meditative state 3 lions visited me purring against me and giving me gentle kisses , as the 2 lions circled around me the 3rd lion grew very large and rested behind me. Moments later a beautiful cow entered my space and gave an immense light and love energy to me and rested to the left of me. Not too long after Auset appeared to the left of me coming down from above and standing tall she raised her hands up to heal me from above. Heru and Nephthys came to the right of me and put the hands up to heal me from the right. I felt a gold glow take over my aura and I felt a deep indescribable love and healing that removed all feelings of anxiousness and doubt. When my meditation ended , I felt hotep throughout my soul. Dua Neteru, I thank you for your visit and healing !

Originally posted by fatlesstooth

anonymous asked:

My dearest Penny. You are indescribably wonderful my darling, however I will do my best to try. From the way your eyes sparkle when you feel passionately about something to that slight squeak in your voice when you get excited or when I kiss the right place. You are so responsive to my touch and I cannot help but tease and torment you to elicit more of those sweet little moans and gasps. No matter what it takes I will see you tonight and prove my love to you until neither of us can move. ❤️Ignis

Originally posted by kudokawa

Uhm…uh…WOW O//////O

Sorry for stuttering like an idiot there, love. I just…I feel lucky to have someone like you care so much for me, and I look forward to tonight <3

Memories

So there I was on the brink of tears shaking by the water. His hand was on my back, and his eyes spoke volumes of what he was feeling.

You whispered in my ear things indescribable on paper. Your words infected my blood, and my whole body stopped for a split second.

Everything was perfect. The moon reflected off the glass like water; fresh pine, and you. You made everything look like paradise with those big brown eyes. I’ll never forget the way you set me on fire with the smallest touch, or the way you’d look at me with no walls up.

N. Hardy

Follower celebration?

Hi my loves! So I am going to hit 1k soon, probably this week I think! I hope!

Originally posted by hotiekiss

I am soooo indescribably grateful and happy so first of all, thank you to every single beautiful one of you. I am choked up thinking about the happiness and enrichment this blog and this fandom have brought me. I have made some real friends here.

So I want to give back! When I hit 1k I would like to do something to honor the occasion and all of you who follow me. Any ideas on what you’d like to see? Let me know!

Have a great night xoxo

Kristen :)

muslimagnus  asked:

*bangs pots and pans* LISTEN UP HERE! SHAZ IS THE UNIVERSE TO ME I WOULD KILL TO SEE YOU SMILE EVERYDAY! YOU ARE THE BEST PERSON AND LITERALLY ANYONE WHO SAYS OTHERWISE CAN FIGHT ME! SHAZ YOU ARE SUCH A GOOD PERSON AND YOOR BEAUTY CAN CURE CANCER AS CAN YOUR SWEET PERSONALITY! AAIVSOVEKVEOVEIVC IM STILL SCREAMING OVER THE FACT THAT I AM LUCKY ENOUGH TO KNOW YOU! YOUR TASTE IN FOOD IS 100 (pt 1)

(Pt2 cont) YOU ARE JUST SHAZ I LOVE YOU THE AMOUNT OF LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU IS INDESCRIBABLE AND IM GONNA SHOWER YOU IN LOVE FOR LIFE OK CAUSE EVERYONE SHOULD LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE A BLESSING FROM THE UNIVERSE AND IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU MWAH 💋 💕⭐️

RIVER STAPPPP I told you I would cry! My soft little buzz. I love you so much words can’t even explain. Like you just make me so happy. I love talking to you about anything and everything (esp food)! You’re amazing and sweet and deserve the world! I’m in tears I really am, you’re so sweet and good and kind. And I’m beyond happy that you chose to my friend.

Funk for Your Soul and Heart

Playlist by Andre J. (Camp Stax 2017)

“Funk for Your Soul and Heart” is a playlist that allows you to dance to the incredible sounds of bass and treble and the indescribable sangin’ artists of the music industry. The music in this playlist is tremendously everlasting. The grooving songs have an effect on people today and highlight the history of Stax Records and its impact on artists writing music today.

Life is . . .

Lately life has been…


Just that.

Indescribable.
I’m not quite sure what the universe is telling me.

I hear the signal but I’m having trouble locking down the frequency.

The most enjoyment is to be had during times like this.

My interactions with others have been interesting to say the least.
I’ve been complimented on my looks twice and I don’t get why?
Looks aren’t anything that I care about, but I guess if I could make money off of them, cool.

Anyways…

On more important topics.
My living arrangement will be improving.
Hopefully real soon my dog Taz and I will have a place to call our own.

That will be the day!

FREEDOM!

Keeping the dream alive and pumping.

Volts, volts, volts.
Electricity.
Firing in my brain.
Electrifying my brain full of ideas.

I’m ready to hit the road again and travel to new places.

Life is full of Adventure.


And I’m going to see it all!

Bully

People think, “The villian
plays the victim so well”
But maybe he once was a victim,
Does the story ring a bell?

They wronged you, when there
was nothing wrong in you
They forgot your worth
So you did too

Then to others, you began to do
As they did to you

You can’t fix yourself by breaking someone else
You’ll just end up stepping on their broken shells

That’ll cause you to suffer with indescribable pain
And it will come back to bite you every single day

You never look good trying to make someone else look bad
Being do cruel will one day drive you mad

The words you speak leave bruises that never fade away
Well.. at least not until death wants to play