in other words i'm excited

Holy shit idea.

So I was looking at discourse - I know, don’t even say it.

But I was thinking about how people seem to like to call cursing “magical attacks.”

And some call it magical self defense but whatever, not my point.

But, like, what if.

We had curse-offs.

Similar to how people do martial arts tourneys.

Like, one person goes on offense, and the other defense. 

And just, like, test your skills.



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sunday afternoons are for writing about heists, gang rivalries, and family d r a m a 💫

My current thoughts...

Ok so. I just want to put down my current thoughts into one post for my own reference. If anyone else is interested in reading this, please understand these are my current interpretations of what is possibly going on with a side of “wtf” because so much of it is still unknown and it’s impossible to make any solid conclusions. I do not know anything for sure nor do I claim to have all the info.

The only info we have at this time is what was taken from IMDb pro about the boys’ current personal representation (though it seems to keep being posted and then removed so who knows). But if it’s 100% factual, then the band as a whole is still listed with the reps they’ve had and that very well might not change for a while depending on when/if the band needs new reps. We don’t know how long this break will be so it’s hard to say. However, within the last week each of the boys’ personal teams have supposedly been altered. This doesn’t mean the band will not be coming back in the future. Harry now having a theatrical agent at CAA, an acting mgmt (Untitled Ent.) and Irving Azoff for music mgmt. we can interpret this to mean that Harry will likely pursue some kind of theatrical projects and will likely release solo music. As for Louis and Niall, they both are under 42 which appears to be a UK based tv mgmt and production company that recently partnered with itv to create new material. It’s likely we will see Louis and Niall doing television projects in the future. And Liam seems to have a music based mgmt so I’m guessing he will continue working on production and his remix stuff.

That’s really all we have to go on right now and even that might not 100% accurate. What made me very confused and unsettled yesterday was the “in your face” huge public circus we were seeing and the obvious staged “contract signing” pics which to me were a way to get people talking and speculating. Because it’s unlikely this contract would be signed in that way and also probably already was signed before now. So we have that on top of the very obvious charade with Kendall and I was like wtf… Have I misjudged Harry this whole time? Is he really this interested in fame to show off in this way and become the person the media has made him out to be? I don’t think he is that person and I don’t think he would want to continue this image into a solo career. That’s not freedom. But… This is also Hollywood and he /knows/ what needs to be done. This is a critical time for him to take advantage of his level of fame and interest if he wants a substantial career doing whatever he dreams of doing. I think he believes he is smartly using these tools to his advantage right now especially with azoff advising him.

I really can’t say how the next few months will go or how his individual career will turn out and I don’t want to believe that this circus is what he wants to build his career on. So I am just sitting and waiting to see why the public nature of this was necessary. I also don’t for a second think this would affect his relationship with Louis, as I’m sure they have discussed this at length and agreed upon the means. “I’d give up everything just ask me to”.. They are a team and a unit despite what we are presented with publicly.

I keep thinking about the song titles that were conveniently registered with ASCAP the other day and how that was the real start to this speculation. The titles themselves sound very interesting too.

I really do wish that Harry, instead of remaining quiet during promo when solo questions were brought up, could have given some indication or heads up to his fans so that we weren’t caught off guard in this way. But that was his choice and I’m sure he was advised how to handle those questions. I also think that he does want a break. A break from the relentless schedule of the last 5 years. It’s true that if he just stopped now and didn’t actively pursue other avenues, the general public would loose interest in him. This is really the most critical time for him to take advantage of his level of fame and I think he knows that. But it’s also very different from touring constantly and to him, this could be a sufficient break. It’s not what I had originally thought based on his words and actions (especially on social media) but that’s that.

There is so much we don’t know yet though but all I can hope is that the yacht stuff isn’t setting a precedent on how the rest of his career will go. Because it’s really not the way I had judged him to /want/ it to be. I trust that he knows what he is doing for himself though and as an extremely generous and kind person, I don’t believe he would choose to jerk his fans around so. It’s going to be a very interesting next few months.


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also, this is sooooo early to call something like this, but i’ve lowkey always eyed ancelotti for bayern after watching him at madrid. i’ve always maintained that he’d be one of the most-suited managers for using this current team to its full potential. i’m really hoping that idea continues to be vindicated by performances like this. 

also, i’m predicting a return to physical strength and use of the players’ size in play (especially in defense), as opposed to a focus primarily on compactness and dexterity. i also see this naturally leading to a decline in the obscene amount of injuries this team has been accruing in the last two seasons

Seriously, if you write poetry on tumblr give yourself some massive credit for that cause everyone on here is so talented??? and it take guts to put yourself out there so congrats cause I think your work is inCREDIBLE??? the amount of talent on this website is overwhelmingly awesome so if you’re feeling a bit unsure of yourself take this as a reminder that you are awesome purely for even writing it, let alone posting it, cause you are! 

Ahhh I just love! poetry! so much! 

The GazettE will be performing at Kishidan Banpaku 2016
  • Reita: let's go wild together ! !
  • Aoi: looking forward to Banpaku🎸
  • Aoi: it doesn't matter who else will be performing, I'm just gonna do my show.
  • Aoi: (:.;゚;Д;゚;.:)< I'm so looking forward to this that I feel like I'm gonna cross sanzu river*
  • Ruki: Banpaku〜!!
  • *in other words "I'm so excited I could die!"