in mah lyf

AS MUCH AS WE BLAME SM FOR THE LINE DISTRIBUTION

It makes me happy and proud that they refused to change the banned lyrics of “cherry bomb” like wow, they don’t aim for the trophy. They know how hardworking the NCT 127 members are (especially Mark and Taeyong since they made the lyrics for every song in the mini album). The song is already perfect the way it is, we all love it so freak what KBS thinks.

0 mile is a good song though, I’m happy that they’re promoting it but it would be dope if Cherry Bomb is also there like damn KBS, you just missed THE BIGGEST HIT (see what i did there). DID U SEE HOW FUCKING LIT CHERRY BOMB IS, IT’S A BOP!! THE DANCE MOVES, THE VISUALS (OH DONT GET ME STARTED) THAT KILLED EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US (sleeveless jaehyun and yuta, hallelujah) AND THE MUSIC ITSELF MAKES NCT 127 UNIQUE. KBS BETTER PROMOTE NCT 127 CAUSE THEY FREAKING DESERVE IT, LIKE HELLO THEY’RE THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED IN KPOP (THEY JUST SAVED 2017 TBH).

But thank you though, I just saw NCT 127 in music bank and I feel blessed, my soul is purified (and oh taeyong and mark’s moments is mah lyf).

I love you SM and NCT 127! NCTzens are always here for you no matter what!!

huwagmoakonghanapin  asked:

Paano mo ipaparamdam sa taong mahal mo na mahal mo siya?(hindi lang to para sa jowa, pwede din sa friends, mother, father, fucker, sibs etc) HAHA

goodmorning haha. for me, siguro giving them my time and effort bale hindi kasi ako yung tipong showy through words sa parents ko, pero lagi akong naglalambing sa kanila like bigla nalang akong hihiga sa lap nila, pipisilin ko yung pisngi nila, kapag pagod naman ako yayakap nalang ako sa tyan ni mama hahaha and sometimes i cook for them, okaya naman gagawa akong dessert ganon. and kahit ang childish ko minsan but syempre that’s my simple way to show how much i love them ❤ siguro sa taong mahal ko/mamahalin ko haha (kung sino man sya. charot) maybe, i’ll cook for him tapos kung ano yung favorite nya i’ll make sure na maperfect ko yun huhu wer na u lab of mah lyf? HAHA.

Sungka
A filipino game played on a solid wood block with 16 holes and 49 shells. Players take turns distributing shells between the holes. The object of the game is to get as many shell in your house hole. There are different variations of the game all across south east asia.

S to the A to the R to the C-A-S-M

I would be lying If I’ll say “I donut have any concerns in mah lyf”. 

Okay, i don’t. 

Yes! I’m lying right now. 

     I don’t have any issues with my friends, with my studies, and with my emotions. I DON’T! (If ur an impatient person, I am sorry, it’s just that, I don’t know where and when will I start) (Oh gosh shany you started it already!) (I MEAN NARATING MY ISSUES HELLO??)

 O M G! IT’S 12:04 AM IN THE MORNING I SHOULD FINISH THIS ASAP, GOOD THING THIS IS THE LAST.


    Friends. Squad. Fam. What happened to us? I mean to you. Yes, you!  Why??? Ok, u explained ur side already but y do u have to leave? Uh ok, u don’t feel comfortable with us? what? suddenly? ofc not! u felt that long time ago and when u had enough u let that out and get out of our ‘group’? Uhm, that is (?) but wait! please. please stop telling others wrong-ok not wrong uh, one-sided (?) story for.. really! It’s not cool. Honestly, I didn’t appreciate- you believing ur conclusions. U COULD’VE ASKED US. U would’ve known what really happened but no! you decided to live with your own-made thoughts. We tried to fix it, we asked for forgiveness with our faults, i thought everything’s fine not until someone told us about YOU TELLING OTHERS A STORY WE NEVER HEARD BEFORE. Seriously, :) 

Dear ex-friend/classmate,

    Friendship’s over right? Am I being a bitch? No I’m not. 

    I appreciated all the moments we had I wish we’ll have more but I guess our friendship’s not healthy for us anymore. Thank you for everything, I mean it. I hope you’ll find new friends that will understand you better (cuz’ u said u r not comfortable opening up to some of us ‘LOL Y?’ u never tried though). Don’t stress yourself too much and avoid overthinking, it’s bad for your health. I wish you the best in life! God Bless!


YAY I’M DONE WITH MY FIRST ISSUE. LET’S PROCEED TO THE NEXT –>


#stressed #TooMuchReqs #ican

    I’m really concern with my grades for I think they’re falling just like me ok kidding. I SUCK IN SCIENCE AND ENGLISH OH GOSH. Y IS DAT? WHAT HAPPENED TO ME? OF ALL SUBJECTS WHY THAT TWO?! I’m afraid I’ll not maintain having an average of 90 (I don’t want to disappoint my parents, hell no) I PROMISE I’LL READ AND READ AND READ WHEN UH.. WHEN? I am to be blame for being lazy!!!!!

    (My another concern is my teacher, I’ll not mention which subject it is but, she talks too fast, I can’t understand any of what she is discussing, good thing my seat mate is good in that subject, I always ask her to discuss it to me after class LOL.)


MY LAST CONCERN IS MY EMOTION! MY FEELINGS!


    I’ve got lots of issues but I kept it for I don’t like others to mind mine because I know they have their own problems to deal with. Crying makes me forget my problems temporarily, it feels good. BUT WAIT! I can’t control it. I cry quickly and I hate it. I hate showing too much emotion but I do, I can’t control it! Maybe I should practice controlling it? (great! y did you think of that just now??)


    Omg, y do i feel like my concerns were nonsense T.T I will not read my classmate’s blogs for I know theirs we’re something meaningful. Uh.. drama. I hate myself. But I love myself the most too!

“Look again at that dot. That’s here. That’s home. That’s us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every “superstar,” every “supreme leader,” every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there–on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.
The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds.
Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe, are challenged by this point of pale light. Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves.
The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand.
It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character-building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we’ve ever known.”

-Carl Sagan, Pale Blue Dot

Fresh off the boat reminds me of the time I was in kindergarten and my class mates bullied me because I would have sushi for lunch. They teased me because I ate raw food and thought that was gross as fuq apparently.

Flash forward to the present time; a time where every other post on my instagram feed is a sushi plate captioned: *homer simpson drool face*

maaaaan, fuq u guise t(-___-t)

Sincerely,

5 year old me