the only thing my little brother said to me after I came out to him was “it doesn’t matter because no one wants to date you anyway” and it was honestly the best possible way to handle that situation and it showed how nothing had changed between us and I think about that a lot
I’m hoping s13 picks up right where it left off with Dean on his knees and Sam in the cottage with Jack. Because Cas is dead in a way he never has been before, killed with an angel blade. Dean watched him die. Saw his wings burnt out on the ground. And the two of them are alone.
Dean has never lost Cas alone. Bobby, Sam, Mary, someone is always there when the angel is torn from his life with the exception of Purgatory when Dean was desperately trying to hold on and pull his friend through that portal. We didn’t get to see Dean’s reaction once he was certain he was out and realized Cas was lost to him, but we know that Cas pushing his hand away hurt so much that Dean purposefully mis-remembered what happened.
Dean and Cas have never been alone when they were reunited. Again, Sam, Bobby, Benny, Daphne, Meg, Mary, someone is always there when these two finally find their way back to one another. We’ve seen some enthusiastic hugs and soft moments despite that.
We know Dean lets himself be more vulnerable around Cas when it’s just the two of them, and in recent seasons especially, he’s rather tender with Cas no matter who is watching. Exhibit A:
So what I’m trying to say is whatever happens on that beach, I really hope to see Dean grieving Cas in a way he hasn’t before. And if Cas is resurrected right then when the two of them are all alone… well, i imagine that should be more significant than we’ve seen it in the past too ;)
showed this iconic screen cap to my mom and asked for her thoughts. she said, “oh! you’ve shown me the red boy before! the other one is a cutie just like him!“ she then went on to say, “hmmm is this what the people on the internet mean when they talk about red and blue gays? because mr red looks highly infatuated with that mr blue.”
no man or women is worth your tears if someone makes you cry the best thing is to let go; it might take some time to realize that no one should make you cry; but someday you will see that you are worth so much more