in fact it was the source of his pain

UGH OKM ok so im really messed up over the fact that stans tattoo?? ISNT A TATTOO its a legit burn mark he got BRANDED 

it went through his clothing it was that bad imagine ?? having to live with that sort of pain?? like any time you see it, you just imagine your brother flying off into the portal like that and MCGUCKET OH MY GDO i was so scared the portal was the main source of his paranoia and it kinda is?? like did u see his pupilsonm g they were dilated and he was talkin prophecies and it was so ? scary in a way mystery trio hopes got SHOT DOWN RIGHT THERE

and i was hoping for some friendly ford and lee interaction like when they were kids but ford has such a big grudge against lee and i gET where he’s coming from but he’s so hostile!! like ur an old man u dont need this stress in your life i just

this episode wrecked me it was so good


PLUS THE FACT THAT THEY DO INDEED HAVE ANOTHER SIBLING UNRELATED TO THE WHOLE PLOTLINE IS SO SAD i was hoping for some gramps interaction but nah :_((

Waiting For My Dad

I sit alone in the darkness
Waiting…
Waiting for him to come back to me.
Can he hear my cries?
Can he feel my tears?
Can he sense my breaking heart?
God only knows such a fact.
How can this be that he can’t see me?
Is it because I’m sitting alone in the darkness?
I just walk past everyone as if I were invisible.
Can he see me now?
Can he see the pain he’s caused me?
Or does he look past it?
I think I should move on,
But something tells me to wait.
It’s my heart.
I’ll give him one more chance
He needs to prove his love to me.
As I return to sit alone in the darkness…
Waiting.

Source:

http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/waiting-for-my-dad#ixzz3geKxYWHZ

Family Friend Poems

umbraimposter asked:

chalcedony, hematite, quartz

send me a crystal and i’ll tell…

  • chalcedony: the saddest my muse has ever been

     Possibly when he first came into existence and was trying desperately to see if he could feel some kind of sensation. A lot of his misery comes from the fact that he can’t feel anything, and him knowing that he may never be able to is a constant source of both anger and sadness for him.

  • hematite: how squeamish my muse is

     Not terribly. Gore isn’t something that he’s particularly bothered by, and Dark actually enjoys taking part in battle. He tends to get creative with the ways that he kills his opponents, especially if he takes a dislike to them, so it doesn’t really set him off if things get messy. Truthfully, he’s somewhat fascinated by pain, if morbidly.

  • quartz: how my muse thinks other people see them

     He assumes that people are afraid of him, and quite frankly, Dark likes it that way. If people are afraid of him, then they’ll respect him and will think twice about crossing him. As far as he’s concerned, others are not to be trusted, so why let them be anything other than afraid?

MOREABOUTTOMO

Tomo is deceitful and dishonest, and would honestly be classed a pathological liar if his lies weren’t a conscious source of amusement to him. Fact is, you could hook Tomo up to a lie detector to encourage him to tell truths, but even that wouldn’t help. The only time he would tell truths is if it caused more pain and harm than lies would; further proof that beyond anything, Tomo is a sadist first and foremost.