Not Her, Please
Requested by anonymous: one where he’s getting married but not to u
Note: thanks for playing with my emotions with this request!!!! lmao, I liked writing this actually I had fun
It shattered you when he told you he couldn’t devote enough time to you, and that it wasn’t working.
You begged him, to not throw what you had away. He wiped any tears that slipped onto his cheeks away, trying to seem as if it was harder for you than him.
He was lying to himself.
You were messed up for weeks, for months. You weren’t the same; you would cry, a lot; you would be incredibly isolated; you would get so angry and lash out; you would get drunk and call him, leaving various messages that you would hate yourself for in the morning. And yet, you couldn’t bare to say his name. He threw two and a half years down the drain.