Does anyone else ever sit on their bed or in front of their computer listening to some great piece of music like Mozart or the Lord of the Rings symphony and just flail about like an idiot because you're so into it that you feel as if that is acceptable?
I hate that. Ha, but seriously. I gotta’ stop regretting shit& it’s not like I can even do anything to make it better because you’re already gone.. So I’m just stuck and gotta’ deal with it. Why I so stupid, WHY.
So after weeks of slating friends for using tinder I thought fuck it I can’t be that bad and proceeded to download and hope no one realized I was a huge hypocrite!
So after about 2 weeks going by, of me having this app on my phone begrudgingly i started to get a little worried why has it been all this time and not one person has matched me??!
I started to doubt weather it was the people using the app or that I must be so unappealing to face value judgement, that I would be completely unsuccessful in my quest to see what it was all about. I was contemplating deleting the account and the app whilst looking for the button to do so. I did not want to further create a false sense of self worth caused by Tinder.
When I looked at my age and realized I was 112!?!?!?!? I had never realized that during uni I had been fraped and had my account tamperd with so many times that I was simply just not visible to anyone It would seem! I laughed to myself and thought that’s petty funny as if you let something like this get to your self esteem. So I recreated my account with my actual age and ..