improved eyesight

My problem with most common cyborg characters is threefold.

One, don’t leave raw machinery out in the wind.

Two, don’t disregard the importance of, and the viability of, modifying the body’s systems instead of just bolting shit onto flesh.

Three, stop treating them like they’re either conflicted about their humanity or wickedly evil/perverse/have an amputation fetish. 

For starters;

Harden their bones with carbon nanostructures.

Reinforce their tendons and skin with cell-wall and tissue proteins synthesized based off of Golden Orb Weaver silk.

Increase their blood oxygen saturation and reduce their resting heart rate, increase the amount of and efficiency of mitochondria in skeletal muscles.

Use TCS to improve learning ability, use other forms of neuropathy to improve dynamic visual acuity.

Use scleral implants/surgery to widen the focus distance of their eyes, and wavefront ablation surgery to improve eyesight and lens clarity.

Add silicone pads with rare-earth magnets embedded in them to provide electrosensory abilities.

Use cochlear implants to protect their hearing from loud noises, but also improve their hearing sensitivity, both through minor amplification as well as through a steroid biogel applied to the cochlea.

Flush/clear the vestibular system and use nerve-growth-promoting biogel to increase sensitivity of vestibular sense of balance. 

Add a subvocalization system to the layrnx; a small peizo element with some sort of transmission system.


This is just shit I’m thinking up off the top of my head. If you write a cybernetic character, don’t neglect the fleshy parts. Recognize the ability to improve and modify them. 

Remember they aren’t just human meatbags with metal bolted on; they’re a unified system of parts, mechanical and organic, and those parts need to be able to keep up with eachother. 

As a doctor, let me tell you what self-love does:
It improves your hearing, your eyesight, lowers your blood pressure, increases pulmonary function, cardiac output, and helps wiring the musculature. So, if we had a rampant epidemic of self-love then our healthcare costs would go down dramatically. So, this isn’t just some little frou-frou new age notion, oh love yourself, honey. This is hardcore science
—  Dr. Christiane Northrop, Hungry for Change
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When my country was occupied by the soviet union in 1940, my eyesight worsened considerably and stayed that way for many years. It’s not unusual for some countries to go through this. However, since 1991 my eyesight has improved and I don’t think I need my glasses as much as I did before. Although at this point, I would feel strange without them.

Lunchtime Drabble: See Me (3/?)

Lunchtime Drabble: See Me (3/?)
Pairing: Leonard McCoy x Fem!Reader, Kirk x Fem!Reader
Word Count: 773
Series Warnings: Some swearing, mention of death, a few injuries.
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Originally posted by tree--frog

Spending time in Leonard’s Medbay wasn’t as bad as one might imagine. There was always something going on or someone to talk to. Leonard checked in more than a couple times a day, running the regenerator over your leg and talking with you. After three days, you knew your way around your room very well and even the way to Leonard’s office (Christine had made you a path along the wall). 

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Army Soldier!Yoongi
Words: 15.2K
Warning: None at all
A/N:
I wrote a short series that will be updated whenever I want to include a filler, hope you guys enjoy! 
Part 1 of TBD

Originally posted by cyyphr

My six-year-old son was obsessed with army toys and everything soldier related. I didn’t think anything of it when he began telling me he wanted to join the army when he was older and I nodded, telling him that he could do anything he wanted to do as long as he knew it would make him happy. I thought all of this was a phase until I went in to pick him up from school, realizing that next week was Veterans Day when the kids waited to be picked, wearing plastic army hats.

“Mommy! We wrote a letter to the soldiers and they are going to mail it out! I’m so excited! I get to talk with a real soldier!” Jake excitedly yelled, running at me and I picked him up, hugging him.

“That’s great, honey.” I grinned, the teacher walking over and I set Jake down, letting him go with his friend, the two playing for a bit.

“As a treat for Veteran’s Day, we’re sending cards out thanking them and giving them presents. Jake drew a picture of you two and wrote on the back about your job and how you always play with him.” I smile and blushed a bit, looking at my son.

The days leading up to the arrival of the Veteran that was going to visit the school made Jake more and more anxious. All he talked about was how he was going to join the army and protect me and everyone. I watched and played with him, pretending to die when he “shot” me, jumping in joy before climbing on me and hugging me.

When the day finally arrived, I walked Jake to school, a few army trucks were parked in the school’s parking lot and Jake jumped up and down, pointing at them and shaking my hand. “Mommy! Look! They’re here!” I grinned and nodded, walking Jake to his classroom to find all the kids sitting and two men in camouflage uniforms, one of them looking at us and smiling.

Jake froze, looking at them with astonishment. “I thought you were excited?” I laughed, crouching down and being eye level with him. Jake looked at me and pressed himself closer, growing nervous. I smiled a bit, hugging him, about to comfort him when the one who smiled at us walked over, crouching next to me.

“Hey, buddy, what’s your name?” He asked, Jake, looking at him before looking up at me. I smiled and nodded, assuring him that it was alright.

“I’m Jacob…” He whispered, the man grinning and I looked over, smiling at his grin.

“My name is Min Yoongi, and if I’m not mistaken, I seemed to have gotten your letter,” Jake and I watched as he took out a folded envelope from his pocket, taking out the card Jake drew and showing it to him. I looked at Jake, seeing him grin and stand up straight, walking from my side and in front of Yoongi.

“Wow! Did you like it?” I smiled and watched as Jake clapped his small hands, stars in his eyes as Yoongi laughed and nodded.

“I keep it in my pocket for good luck, so you can be with me in my missions.” Jake grinned, looking at me and grabbing my hand.

“Mommy, did you hear that? He keeps it with him like if I went on missions too!” I laughed a bit, nodded and kissed his cheek.

“Yes I heard, now you go and sit with the rest of your friends. I’ll be back to pick you up when you’re done, okay?” Jake nodded and waved at me, running to his friend and sitting with him, the two grinning and talking.

I stood up, Yoongi standing up and offered his hand. “Major Min Yoongi, it’s a pleasure to meet the mother of the young man who sent such wonderful words.” I smiled and accepted his hand, shaking it lightly.

“Y/N, it’s a pleasure to meet you too, Major.”

Yoongi’s smile grew a bit and he turned to the teacher as she clapped her hands, gathering everyone’s attention.

“I should leave you to it then,” I pulled my hand back, fixing my purse on my elbow. Yoongi turned back to me and nodded, heading back to the front of the class while I walked out, passing a few parents and kids.

I looked at the clock at home, sitting on the kitchen table and sighed, looking back down at my computer and continuing to type, finally shutting it and pulling on my jacket, a few dollars, and my keys. I walked out, locking the door behind me and walked to the school, seeing a few other parents going to pick up their kids. I head over to the classroom, smiling at a few parents as they walk out with their child, seeing mine talking to Yoongi. I leaned on the wall, the teacher walking over and looking at the two.

“Those two have been inseparable since the start of class. Major Yoongi has been sitting next to him and playing all day with him.” I grinned and thanked the teacher walking over and catching the eye of Jake.

“Hi, mommy!” He ran over, and I bent down, picking him up and hugging him.

“Hey, how was your day?” I asked. Jake pulling back and waving Yoongi over.

“Major and I played all day and made projects and it was so fun and can he come over for lunch mommy please?” I laughed and shook my head.

“Oh baby, Major Yoongi probably has plans after this-”

“Actually,” Both my son and I looked up at him, seeing him smile a bit at us. “I don’t have plans until tomorrow, I would be more than happy to join you two for lunch.” I looked at Jake who gave me puppy dog eyes and I laughed, nodding.

“Alright, then, he can come over for lunch.” Jake grinned at me and eagerly grabbing Yoongi’s hand.

“Come on! You can walk with us!” Yoongi laughed and stood his ground.

“Whoa there, I still need to get my things and thank the teacher. I’ll meet you two in about an hour, okay?” Jake nodded and grinned.

“I’ll be sitting in front of my house so you know which it is, okay?” Before Yoongi can answer, Jake ran out of the class to his friend, waving goodbye.

“Here,” I looked around the class and didn’t see the teacher, taking a post-it and a pen, writing my address and handing it to him. “I’m sure Jake will wait for you until you get there,” I laugh a bit, Yoongi smiling and nodding.

“Alright, I’ll see you two there,” I smiled and nodded, walking out and meeting Jake outside the class, holding his hand as we walked home. He gushed about his whole day, talking about how he and Yoongi colored, played pretend and how he even told him a few military secrets that he swore he wouldn’t tell anyone, not even me.

Once home, he ran inside and opened the fridge, taking out a juice box and his pear slices, running back outside and to the porch, sitting in the chair and waiting. I took care of him from my spot in the kitchen, racking my brain for a quick meal before deciding on a quick chicken recipe, quickly slicing the vegetables and adding the seasonings as the oven heated up, placing the chicken in and sighing, looking at the mess I needed to clean.

“Mommy! Major Yoongi is here! Come inside!” I wiped my hands, walking to the hall that led to the living room, Yoongi smiling down at Jake and following him in, smiling at me.

“Hello again,” I returned the smile, Jake leading him to the table.

“I help with putting the cups!” Jake pointed to the shelf above him, Yoongi reaching up and handing him a small plastic cup while he took two glass ones, setting them on the table.

“Mommy, can I go show Major my room?” Jake asked, running over to me and softly patting my arm

“Yeah, go ahead,” I nodded looking down and he grinned, grabbing Yoongi’s hand and taking him to his room, giving me the opportunity to clean my mess up.

“This is where I keep my toy soldiers! Mom just bought me this new one! And look, this is a picture of my dog, and my mom and dad!”

I stopped washing dishes, the pan slipping from my hands and crashing down, making me yelp in surprise.

“You okay?” I turned my head, not sure how the black haired man rushed over so quick, but there he stood next to me, his eyes looking at me with concern and worry.

“I’m fine, I just dropped the pan, I’m fine, really,” I picked the pan up again, rinsing it off, Yoongi still by my side.

“He’s playing with his toys… Is there something that startled you?” Yoongi asked.

I gulped and focused on the pan, the beeping of the oven making me flinch a bit and I turned to it, turning it off and took out the chicken carefully setting it on the stove top. I turned the other way, going to see Jake looking for something, seeing the picture of his parents on the floor.

“Food’s ready,” Jake looked at me and grinned, rushing out and to the kitchen.

“Major Yoongi, sit with me!” I heard Jake say, Yoongi agreeing and saying he would after helping me. I placed a few vegetables on Yoongi’s plate, adding slices of the chicken and doing the same to Jake’s.

“I don’t like carrots,” Jake mumbled, pushing them aside.

“Remember, they help improve eyesight,” I smiled, setting my plate down and thanking Yoongi for the cup of lemonade he set in front of me.

“But I don’t even wear glasses, mommy,” He grumbled.

“But,” I looked up at Yoongi who took a carrot on his fork and showed it to Jake. “Carrots help in the long run. When you grow up and you want to join the army, the carrots will help you have stronger eyesight,” Yoongi ate the carrot, smiling as he chewed it and my son grinned, stuffing his in his mouth and chewing them.

“One at a time,” I smile, reaching over and lower his hand as he had three more slices on the fork.

The three of us ate, Yoongi explaining his job and what he mostly did back at base. He told us about his family, his older brother and how he was to serve in the Korean army as well but because he’s serving here, they’ll give him the exception. Jake listened throughout the beginning, but I watched as his bites were smaller and he took longer to chew his food, his eyes droopy.

“Long day?” I asked. Jake looking at me and opening his eyes more, setting his fork down and rubbing his eyes as he nodded.

“Can I take a nap, mommy?” I excused myself, Yoongi nodded and I got up, Jake saying goodnight to Yoongi and we walked to his room.

“Go to bed and I’ll quickly clean, deal?” I asked, Jake nodding and climbed to his bed, crawling under the blankets as I quickly picked up his toys, grabbing the photo frame and setting it on his desk where he kept it. I walked over to Jake and pet his hair down, kissing his cheek and he smiled, falling asleep.

I walked back to the kitchen, Yoongi sitting patiently and smiled as I came back. He picked up his fork again, continuing to eat. “Your son is quite the child,” He laughed a bit, making me nod.

“Yes, and with quite the imagination,” Yoongi laughed and agreed, taking another bite of the chicken.

“Can I ask you something, if you don’t mind at least? Keep in mind that you don’t have to answer me.”

I looked at Yoongi, seeing him push around his potato before picking it up and eating it. “Of course, what is it?”

Yoongi took his time chewing and swallowing, looking at his plate before back at me. “The picture of the man, was that your husband or boyfriend?” He asked.

I stared at him, looking down and smiling a bit, shaking my head. “No, he wasn’t anything to me,” I picked at my chicken with my fork, staring at it. “He wasn’t even my friend, he was my twin sister’s boyfriend and current husband,”

Yoongi stayed quiet, looking at me before I looked at him and smiled a bit. “I’m sorry, this isn’t a conversation I’d like to have with someone I just met, I hope you understand.”

Yoongi blinked and nodded. “Of course I understand. You have no right to tell me about your personal life. Honestly I was just curious but if you don’t want to tell me, I won’t ask and I won’t pester you or Jake about it,”

I smile at Yoongi and nodded, the two of us finishing our food in a comfortable silence, Yoongi then clearing his throat and asking about my job and hobbies and other things. We eventually moved our plates aside, the two of us talking about our younger days and laughing with each other before Jake woke up and walked out of his room, joining us.

“Good morning buddy, have a good nap?” Yoongi asked. Jake grinning and nodded.

“Come on Major, let’s go play!” Jake eagerly rushed back into his room, and I smiled, picking up the plates.

“You go and enjoy yourself, I’ll clean up here,” I smiled, Yoongi nodding and heading to Jake.

I wrapped the rest of the chicken away, washing the dishes and cleaning the table before walking to Jake’s room and seeing Yoongi looking at the dinosaurs as Jake made the army men ride them into war.

“I think if we had dinosaurs, we would have the most advantage,” Yoongi looked up at me and showed me one. I laughed and nodded, Yoongi looking at his watch and sighing. “Sorry, Jake, looks like I have to go.” Jake looked up and pouted.

“Do you really?” He asked. Yoongi nodded and opened his arms, Jake crashing into him and hugging him tightly.

“I’ll keep in touch with your mom and when I can, we’ll talk on the phone, okay?” Jake nodded and wiped his tears away, pulling back. Yoongi stood up and took Jake’s hand, the two walking past me and I followed them to the front door.

Jake opened the front door and we walked to the patio, Jake letting go of Yoongi’s hand, standing next to me, hugging my hand.

“Thank you for inviting me. I haven’t had this much fun in a long time,” Yoongi smiled, looking at Jake then at me.

“You can come back, right?” Jake asked. Yoongi crouched down and smiled, nodding.

“I’ll try very hard to come back,” Jake smiled and nodded, looking up at me.

“Why don’t you go watch TV for a bit while I see Major Yoongi off,” Jake nodded and waved one last time, rushing in and turning on the TV in the living room.

“Thank you for coming over, Yoongi,” I smiled, Yoongi returned it, shaking his head.

“Thank you for having me, I’ll be sure to keep in touch,” Yoongi pulled out his cell-phone, unlocking it and handing it to me. “If you don’t mind putting in your number, I did promise someone I would call and talk with him,”

I smiled and nodded, putting my number and name in, saving it and handing it back. “I can’t promise you I’ll be back, you never really know when you’ll come back in one piece, but I promise that I’ll call whenever I can.”

I nodded and took a deep breath, knowing this was the life he chooses to do, risks and all. I saw him walk to me and gently lift his hands to my neck, holding the back of it and gently leaning forward, his lips landing on mine in a soft kiss.

My eyes closed and my hands moved to his sides, holding on tightly to the material of his jacket, pulling him closer to me. He took another step forward, his chest pressed to mine and he smiled against my lips, making me smile before he pulled back a little, looking down at me and gently pushing my hair behind my ear.

“Like I said, I can’t promise I’ll come back in one piece, so in case I don’t, I did what I wanted to do,” I looked up at him and smiled, nodding. Yoongi gave me one last kiss, walking back and walking down the porch steps, looking back and smiling, walking away. I walked back inside, closing the door and leaning on it.

“Mommy… is Major Yoongi ever going to come back?” I looked over at Jake and smiled.

“We can hope he comes back healthy and safe,” I answered, seeing him, looking down at him hands, playing with them.

“He doesn’t lie to us like mom and dad do… does he?” Jake looked up at me, his eyes watery. I walked over, pulling him on my lap and hugging him tightly. His soft sniffs and cries muffled into my shirt.

“He won’t lie, baby, not like them,” I whispered, clenching my eyes closed and holding my tears back.

anonymous asked:

I have a question about Feli. How blind is he actually. Is his vision always foggy or is he able to see normally with his glasses on?

Feliciano’s blindness is something that is slowly fixed in time, due to his natural regeneration when Nevolniks power lessens over time with the lambs project going in full effect. But since Nevo is still a bit of a jerk he still makes sure the glasses are dumbed down so he still can’t do much, so over slow little improvements every year they get better. While I’m not going to go over all of the years (that’s too many) we can still see how his eyesight improved over time during his growth.

This is how Feliciano’s vision was when he just recently came back as a small child, the term for these being ‘Newborn’. On the left you can see his vision without the glasses, and on his right with the glasses.

The main thing here is everything is a mystery, only blotches, and his eyes have been severely hurt to the point of being just a bit colorblind. The glasses fix that problem as well but still leaves a lot to be desired. At the very least he can tell colors apart properly. This is where Ludwig came in as his ‘guide dog’ since without having much knowledge of what was around him, he was completely helpless.

Next we have the ‘Lamb’ stage of him being ya know, the art child we mostly know him of. Once again, no glasses is left and with glasses is right.

With the slow regeneration his eyes are slowly not being as colorblind as they were when he was the smallest toddler. And with this stage he can actually see lines! Not many details but he can see exactly what some things are. With it he’s technically short sighted of, yes he can read and write but he has to be very close to the material to see it clearly. He mostly has the front seat in class because of it, not that he minds (except when he’s caught sleeping in class, then its a bother)

Lastly we have the ‘Ram’ stage, which is the teenager forms before the revolution. As per usual, left is no glasses, right is glasses.

He can see! At this point Nevo had no reason to distrust Feliciano in thinking he’d betray him, so there was no reason to keep away his eyes. His glasses were fixed and even without glasses Feliciano can get by fine without them.

After the revolution and a good year after Nevo’s disappearence, Feliciano’s regeneration kicked into high gear and he didn’t need his glasses anymore. He still keeps them however as a momento.

Right in Front of Your Eyes - Part 4

Originally posted by ageofsuperheroes


Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader
Warnings: Angst, Fluff, all the feelings
Summary: After your parents were murdered mysteriously, you move in with your godfather Tony Stark, along the way your normal life will be turned upside down, due to a Mr Parker and being hit by a bus. It will all make sense eventually.
A/N: Basically, you are Jessica Drew but with your name and a slight twist. BTW you’re British, you’re welcome 😉
Word Count: 1000+

Intro | Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

I hate Peter and Liz together. For more reasons than I’d like to admit, for example, they are very for PDA, by that I mean making me want to throw up because they are making out by my locker. Liz is a strange girl, I don’t know where I stand with her. One moment she is as nice as pie, then whenever she’s away from Peter, she gives me looks. Thinking about it now I realise that it’s probably just my jealousy blinding me and she’s just a perfect girl; I guess it makes me uncomfortable, no one can be perfect. And if they are, you can’t trust them.

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Fun Fact:

Your senses don’t actually “improved” when you become blind. Because you are forced to rely on them or, you notice them much more than most sighted people and you learn to gain a lot more information from them than most sighted people, but they do not simply “get better” or “become heightened.” You simply learn to use them better.

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I'm not sure if your requests are still open but is it okay if I could ask for a one shot of a mage reader that heals ignis's blind eyes? ;-;

Sorry for the delay- hopefully this makes up for the wait! <3 It got a little longer than I had initially intended but hey, you wanted really long for this so the longer the better! Beware the angst fest before the fluff riiiiight at the end LOL!

Tagging: @blindbae, @stunninglyignis, @the-lucian-archives, @itshaejinju, @rubyphilomela and @sylleblossompetals :D

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A Priceless Gift (Ignis x Mage!Reader SFW)

Your intensive studies in the art of magic had not prepared you for the task at hand. Your rival, Ignis Scientia, was lying motionless on a hospital gurney with angry, fresh pink scarring splayed across his face. His usually sharp features were swollen to the point that Ignis was almost unrecognizable at first. The only thing that gave him away was his bloodied Crownsguard attire and his matted and bloodied tawny hair. You had never even imagined to see Ignis in such a state- he was the strategist. The one who was supposed to have had a plan for preventing things like this from happening. If anything, you were expecting to be dealing with massive injuries from Prompto- not Ignis.

Gladio cleared his throat at gestured at Ignis, who was still laying there unmoving, before turning to you with pained yet inquisitive amber eyes.

“Can you fix him?”

It was a simple question. Unfortunately, you didn’t have an answer for your friend and travel companion. You sighed and shook your head, feeling frustrated at your lack of experience. You were only twenty-one years old. Just a single year younger than Ignis. You couldn’t possibly have had enough knowledge and experience to heal such grievous wounds. Especially wounds inflicted to the delicate tissue of the face and eyes.

Gladio groaned lightly and ran a large hand down his face in exasperation. You felt absolutely horrible, even though you knew that his reaction wasn’t directed at you, but at the situation.

“If it was anyone but Ignis, you probably would have tried something by now…”

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What’s In Your Bag, Andromeda Black?

Reporter: Thank you ever so for agreeing to this interview, Ms. Black! Witch Weekly is thrilled to feature you! 

Andromeda: I’m so pleased–

Reporter: Of course, of course! My, my, the middle of three sisters; of The Noble and Most Ancient House of Black; a recent graduate of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry; a charms student; a Slytherin! Ready to carry on the family legacy? 

Andromeda: Of course.

Reporter: Excellent! I for one cannot wait to hear about your future plans. Big sister Bellatrix married to one of the Lestrange brothers just this year! There’s two more brothers, aren’t there? Perhaps you’ll be next?

Andromeda: Perhaps.

Reporter: Yes, well, let’s get down to the important questions, shall we? What are you carrying in that bag of yours?

Reporter: *writes down “Be the person your dog thinks you are.”*

Reporter: Oh. Do you mean your cousin, Sirius Black? Another Hogwarts student, is he not?

Andromeda: Of course!

Reporter: But not, I think, a member of Slytherin Hou–

Andromeda: Have you ever seen this? A Muggle charm, they call it lipstick!

Reporter: And what’s this?

Andromeda: A memory…

Reporter: Are those…?

Reporter: Is this one of your spells?

Andromeda: Err, no…

Reporter: What else, Ms. Black? Our readers are just dying to know!

Reporter: *having discovered another vial, this one bright green* Ah! Slytherin colors, clearly the work of a excellent Potion maker.

Andromeda: *finally finds something of her own*

Reporter: And who’s that from? A secret admirer?

Andromeda: A friend. He–

Reporter: He?!

Andromeda: It was a gift. My friend is Muggle-born.

Reporter: Oh, how peculiar. Can you demonstrate?

Andromeda: I’ve begun a bit of a collection. I keep a bottle of Amoretentia in this–

Reporter: And what does Amortentia smell like to you?

Andromeda: Here, have a whiff!

Reporter: That’s not how…ah, orange blossoms… *reporter is distracted by their Amortentia and declines to ask further questions*

Andromeda: Oh! This is interesting! My friend gave me this Muggle book.

Reporter: Ms. Black, Virginia Woolf was a Witch!

Reporter: *finding something strange at the bottom of Andromeda’s bag* Ms. Black, what are these?

Andromeda: Oh, well, my friend–Ted–he thinks I squint, that I need something Muggles call glasses. I haven’t worn them yet…

Reporter: Would you try them on now?

Andromeda: *realizes her eyesight is improved*

Gia: Having finally gotten around to filming one of these I found Andromeda Black had the most to say or in this case, the most to withhold. @kapitan5o came up with this idea, and the HP RP community fell in love with it, as we all fell in love with the Plant Daddy.

Kindergarten Teacher MC RFA+V+Saeran

Anonymous said:

*peeks* Hi there (/ω\) i want to tell you that in the masterlist, the depressed hc’s link doesn’t match with the content after u clicked it. And i want to ask you if u can do a HC where MC is a Kindergarten teacher and the kids love them very much. So one day RFA+V+Saeran visit MC in their class, the kids will start pranking them and being overprotective over MC. Thankiess~

Gah! Sorry, it should be fixed now! But the masterlist will go inactive soon so I can make appropriate adjustments due to new posts. Also I love this prompt! I really liked my kindergarten year and I had to read to kindergarten students

Yoosung -

Yoosung loved that you taught kindergarteners. Though sometimes you would come home not so clean, and sometimes students’ parents would scold you for stuff that probably wasn’t your fault. He knew you loved being helpful and making a difference, and he could tell by that bright smile on your face every day. So what was the trouble in paying a visit to the class you taught? He loved kids for pete’s sake and they would love him too right?

His visit was a slight surprise but he wanted to bring you your lunch, since in your rush to get to work, you had left it on the kitchen counter. He had his little visitor tag on his shirt and looked presentable. He was even in his uniform for his Veterinarian job since he would go there after he would leave the school. He wasn’t supposed to go in today, but he wanted to get some overtime in.

He smiled and gently knocked on your class door and walked in when he heard your soft voice tell him too. He opened the door, and he could have sworn, that ALL the children looked over to him. This wasn’t nerve wracking at all. He gave you a hug and kissed your cheek, handing you your lunch. He stayed for awhile, and some of the student would stick their tongues out at him. (He would probably do it back) The children picking on him didn’t bother him THAT much, since he was a veterinarian, he has dealt with lowkey bratty kids in his office. One day he got permission to bring in a pet. Kids didn’t pick on him anymore. (They refer to him as vet man)

Jaehee -

Now she herself, she’s a very patient woman. It takes a lot to deter her, but if there’s one thing she can’t stand, it’s loud and noisy kids. Most times, she can ignore them, but she wouldn’t have the patience to work with them the way you do. After all, kids can get pretty intense. When you first told her that you were a Kindergarten teacher, she developed a newfound respect for you.

Despite some of her initial reservations, she decided that it wouldn’t hurt to spend a day with you at school, so she asked you if it was alright if she tagged along. She wasn’t prepared for the kid’s reactions though. Upon her stepping into the classroom, they all stared at her. Once you introduced her to them, they only began to act even more suspicious.

They began following her around and kept pestering her with questions, some of which she found slightly inappropriate for five year olds. It took you constantly reminding them to sit back down for them to finally calm, but even then she swore that they were giving her dirty looks. She pretended as though she didn’t see it, and would keep reminding herself that these were children, they didn’t necessarily know what they were doing. However, it did bug her slightly. She decided to see if she could make them like her, and what better way to do that then to bake some sweets for them? Needless to say, they all adore her now and love it when she visits.

Zen -

When you first told him that you worked with Kindergarteners he would have found it adorable. The love of his life, surrounded by adorable children?? The man was ready to faint. He knew that they were probably hyper all the time and was honestly slightly confused as to how you managed to keep up with them. He may work out a lot, but the idea of taming wild children is honestly beyond him.

Of course he agreed when you asked if he wanted to visit! He made sure to look approachable and couldn’t wait to see you in action. But, the instant that the kids started picking on him he didn’t really know how to react. On one hand, these children were all friggn’ adorable. But on the other, they weren’t letting him anywhere near you! One kid kept trying to pull his hair to keep him away. Eventually, he’d just leave it (although he is slightly peeved but they’re kids he can’t punch a kid in the face), and just sit in one corner of the room sulking.

Once the two of you were home, he’d pull you into a big hug, complaining about the kids and how they “separated to prince from his princess”. He’d make up for the hours that he had to stay away from you with excessive cuddling. He’d swear to himself to win them over, and did so by putting on a one-man show, making all of the kids laugh and cry along. To date, it’s one of his favourite performances.

Jumin -

Jumin fucking Han, he can be a child himself at times, no offense to him on that, but it’s true. He loves that you can take good care of children, that means you’ll be an amazing mom! He loved the fact that he was offered to go to your class! Didn’t really like the fact he couldn’t bring Elizabeth III. You had to explain to him that like Zen, some of the children have allergies, but they could be worse, like Epi-pen needed worse.

He immediately understood, he had been around people who have needed an Epi-pen. The moment he walked into the room and gave you a quick kiss on the lips, the children stared him down, and he didn’t think anything of it. That was until he found his phone with one of the 5-year-olds. Wait how did that get with the kid get his phone? He tried to get it back from the kid, but the kid ran and hid under a table.

HOW DID YOU DEAL WITH THESE KIDS OMG! He calmed himself down, reminding himself that they were only kids, they probably didn’t know any better. He managed to get his phone back.

I’m going to be honest, the only way he ends up getting these kids to like him, is when he manages to convince the school to let him do a revamp of the ENTIRE school. They even put a plaque that said that he donated everything.

And some could read. So when they read Jumin Han, they immediately saw him as one of the teachers and it’s like. BAM. He has respect.

Saeyoung/Seven -

In all honesty, I can’t see the kids disliking him in the least. He’s pretty much like a big kid himself. He’d instantly try to get the kids to warm up to him, even if they seemed a bit reluctant. He’d join in on the activities that you set up for the kids, and you’d even have to discipline him like one of the students since he was acting out more than the others! Any of the kids that had some reservations about him initially would laugh as they saw him get put out in the time out corner, complaining about how boring it was there.

However, there was one kid who just didn’t seem to like him. Or, anybody in fact. They stayed apart from the rest of the other students and you had learned that they just preferred to be alone, so you didn’t say much. Saeyoung took this as a challenge. He first sat with the kid, trying to initiate conversation. When that didn’t work, he’d try making funny faces, and then move on to making silly jokes. It wasn’t until he sighed, saying something about how they reminded him of Saeran that the kid seemed to perk up a bit.

He’d start telling them little stories about the younger twin, getting them to laugh along with him. They opened up a little, telling him that they had a younger sibling at home too and that they wanted to be just like Saeyoung, and be the best older sibling ever and that got him right in the heart. He knew he hadn’t been the best brother ever, and he didn’t want this kid to have to live with the regret that he did so he’d give them all the advice they needed to be an amazing older sibling. Afterwards, the student would always ask you when Saeyoung would be coming to visit, because they just had so many things to tell him. Thanks to the redhead, they had finally been able to open up to everyone else.

Jihyun/V -

His heart immediately melted when he heard that you worked in a school. That was just so amazing that MC could deal with so many kids at one time. And even though he was semi unable to see, he could get his way around. So he asked if he could come with you to class to take some photos. Of course you said okay and sent a letter home with the kids for permission from parents, MC got all the parents signatures.

So he arrived with his camera and such and the kids stared at him for a moment. Some compared his blue hair to the sky, some pointed out his sunglasses and cane. You carefully introduced him to the class. You informed him of his eyes gently and they all nodded. They all would make small remarks about it, but they didn’t exactly make fun of him.

They all tried to sneak up on him, but due to his bad eyesight, it improved his hearing and other senses. So they couldn’t really sneak up on him easily due to that. So they all decided to befriend him. Plus they liked the photos he took, some asked him how he took photos. He taught them how he did it and let a few kids use him camera and printed the photos the kids took so they could take it home to show their parents.

Saeran -

He wasn’t the one to ask if he could go to your class. You kind of dragged him along? You thought that maybe it’d be a good bonding experience for you two! Plus, you wanted to find out if he was maybe secretly amazing with kids or if he might even crack a smile. He was a bit reluctant at first, but when he remembered how fondly you would talk about them, which is what finally convinced him. He agreed and went along with you to your school kindergarten classroom.

He normally stayed near you for the time being, he remained somewhat silent, watching you teach the kids what they needed to know for the first grade. He saw a certain glint in your eyes that he liked, it was the glint of happiness. You really did like this job. He watched before he noticed that a small child was tugging on his shirt sleeve, so silently he looked over to the small girl. Her hair was in a braid and she was wearing a sunflower dress with long sleeves.

She kinda just stared at him for a moment before she spoke to him softly, informing him that some kids were picking on her because she was smaller and shy. He furrowed his eyes in confusion because this kid trusted him enough to ask for help? But nonetheless, he went over to the group of kids, asking carefully what the problem had been. He talked carefully to the children, informing them that picking on kids was never a nice thing to do. Yeah, the kids called him a goody two shoes. He took a deep breath, calming himself down. The kids just kept picking on him and the little girl so he just calmly grabbed ahold of the small girl’s hand and walked to a different area of the room. Only to have small paper balls thrown at him and the girl, who promptly hid behind him scared.

He cleared his throat a bit and pulled out his phone for a moment in secret. MC wasn’t in the room and he was supposed to look after the kids for a moment. MC wouldn’t mind if he messed with the bullies for a moment. So he tapped some code into his phone on a certain app. Closing his phone and putting it away just as MC walked back in. The bullies tablets, now had bad apps on it. He looked at his nails innocently.

Not only did he make a new friend, the kids who were picking on him and the small girl, got in a whole lot of trouble for the apps.

Hidden Sights OF Emotions - Part Two (MCxV)

Hi all, thank you so much for being patient with me. The fic has gone on longer than I expected, so there will be a part three after this ^^ 
Hope this lives up to the expectations for the people who have been waiting.
Love Bee.

For all those who wants to read the first part is here [PART ONE]

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PART TWO


Opening the letter that was left for him, he starts to feel the dotted dents on the paper. He was surprised that she knew how to write in braille.


Dear Jihyun,

By now, you should be resting and recovering from surgery, I hope that it was successful…no, I know it is successful.  I am deeply sorry that I am not there at this moment, but I trust that Jumin is helping you.

I want to thank you, for giving me the opportunity to join the RFA, and for everything that happened afterwards, because of you, I could meet everyone else. For the past two years, it has been my pleasure to be able to help you by your side.


Living with you has been my happiest times, and I will cherish the memories forever. Even though I am not there in person, I am with you in spirit, please don’t strain yourself, and let your body heal. I know that once your eyesight is recovered you may search for me, I beg you not to. I have to be away for a while, I’m not sure when I will be back, but know that I think of you every day. I have something to do for myself, while I’m away, please take many beautiful photographs, I’d love to see them someday.


I am certain that Seayoung can probably track me down, but I hope that you wouldn’t ask him to, my wish is for you is to have a speedy recovery and be happy. I need some time to myself, I hope that you can understand, I still have a lot of work to do, but don’t worry, I will take care of myself.


Jihyun, I wish Rika to recover, and I wish you both happiness together. I may not be there to witness it, but I believe that it will happen. Please be kind to yourself, and no more tears, okay? I will try to write when I have the chance to, I may not log into the chat room as often, but I will if I can.


Everyone in the RFA is special to me, including you. Jihyun, I wanted to be by your side for longer, is it greedy for me to ask you to think of me from time to time? You have made an imprint on my heart, and you will always be important to me.


As a former doctor, I am prescribing you plenty of rest, let Jumin help you! As a friend, I am asking you to let your pain go, and be happy, look forward to better times, and talk to the others more.


May your journey now be filled with happiness Jihyun,


Yours,

MC


V wasn’t sure what to think of the letter, as his hand slides over the pages, he felt a little wrinkle in the last page, as if it had been wet. Lying back down with the pages still in hand, he really did want to find out where she was, it took all his strength to not press his speed dial for Seayoung. He wanted to respect her wishes, but the letter was suspicious, he couldn’t understand why MC would leave without telling him in person. Feeling empty as it sank in that he may not see her for a long time, he decided to ask Jumin to see if he knew anything. Picking up his phone, he presses the speed dial for his friend.


“V? Is something wrong?” Jumin says picking up the phone quickly

“Jumin, I just finished MC’s letter, I wanted to ask you something” V could hear Jumin sigh

“I will try to answer what I can” He replies to V

“Did you know that she had to go away for a while?” V asks him

“Yes”

“Do you know why she had to go away?” V questions him again

“I told you, she had to go away for work” Jumin replies, he had his business tone on, and V wasn’t convinced if he was telling the truth

“You will tell me if something has happened right?” V finally asks, knowing that he wouldn’t be able to find out much from him

“You know I will, if I have to. Please V, you need to rest, don’t think so much” He heard his friend say

“Yes, you’re right. Thank you Jumin” V says before hanging up


Lying flat on the bed, he wanted to believe that MC would walk through the door and tell him that she was there for him, holding his hand to let him know that everything was okay. V wanted to believe so much, he drifted off to sleep still holding onto the letter.


Jumin found himself sighing way too much in the car, he was certain that if he had stayed on the phone with V he would end up saying more than he should.


“Driver Kim, I need you to swing by the shops before heading back” He calls out.


Jaehee watches as Jumin leaves his office quickly for lunch, she had noticed that the past week he had been leaving the office for lunch daily, and he would finish work early or on time, he had been taking work home rather than finishing it there. At first she thought it might be something to do with the chairman being around more often with Rise, but he had never acted that way before with his father’s ex girlfriends. She had also noticed that the chat room had been quiet lately, too quiet for Jaehee’s liking. She first noticed that MC hadn’t been on as much, she once brought it up in chat room but was told by Jumin that she was busy with deadlines, however, things got suspicious when Jumin started logging in less. She knew his schedule and how much work he had, but he always seemed absent when not at work. He was becoming more cold again, she assumed it was to do with his father, usually either MC or V were the one that would tell him off and get away with it, but without them being around lately, she noticed Jumin was closing himself off again. Her phone gave a small ring as a notification, logging into the chat room, she was surprised at the username that was there.



Jaehee: Is that you MC, using V’s phone?
V: Hello Jaehee, it’s V. How are you?
Jaehee: I’m confused, MC, are you typing for V?
V: No, it’s me
Jaehee: Wait…..are you….can you see?
V: It’s slightly blurry, but I can make out words
Jaehee: What? Your eyesight has recovered? I thought the doctors said it was too late?

707 HAS ENTERED THE CHAT ROOM

707: Hey MC! Jaehee, Wahhh wait V?
V: Hello Luciel
707: IT’S REALLY YOU? WTF??
Jaehee: Apparently so..how can you tell straight away Saeyoung?
707: Only V still calls me Luciel….V, are you…did you get treatment?
V: I..got a cornea donor, I registered on the waiting list, and was lucky to have a donor.
Jaehee: Wow….congratulations V!
V: Yes, thank you Jaehee
707: So you registered and was on the waiting list for a long time? How come you never told me? How come MC never told us?
V: I registered but it wasn’t a long wait….just over a month maybe or lesS? I don’t really remember, Jumin and MC knew. I'n sorry, my eyes are starting to sting, I wil have to go for now.
Jaehee: Get some rest V, you have typo’s
707: Yes, I’ll call you later
V: Yes, thank you. Then, excuse me.



V put his phone down and closes his eyes to rest, he was hoping to see MC in the chat room, he was to be discharged in the morning. For the time he had been resting at hospital, Jumin had been visiting daily, he even went to check on Rika for him. When MC mentioned to him that she would be away for a while, he had hoped she might have been back when he was to be discharged. She hadn’t called since the day she rang Jumin. V wanted to call, but would always end up hanging up before it connected to ring. V told himself that he had to respect her wishes and privacy, she obviously wanted some time away, he ended up with the conclusion that she had been his carer for so long, it was her time to be free and have a well-deserved break.


A knock on the door pulls him out of his thoughts, he listens as the door opens, he hears the familiar footsteps of his friend.


“Hello Jumin, how is your day?” He asks

“Hello. Fine, as always. How are you? The doctor said you’ve been progressing well, you’ll still need to wear sunglasses and have your cane since your eyes still need more time to adjust” Jumin says standing next to him

“I’m good thank you, yes, the doctor told me that too. I just spoke to Luciel and Jaehee” V replied

“Both at the same time? I see, you logged into the chat room” Jumin nods at his own answer

“Yes, they seem very surprised that I got my sight by a donor…I was hoping to see MC in the chat, I guess she’s busy” V says in disappointment

“MC did say that she was busy with work, don’t worry so much” He heard Jumin say thoughtfully

“Has she called you lately?” V asks him

“No, she hasn’t” Jumin sighs

“I see….I’m sure she’ll be in touch soon” V says optimistically, even though his tone of voice said otherwise

“Don’t worry about tomorrow, I have everything scheduled, I will visit your house when I finish work. I’ll try and come by at lunch, but I have an appointment tomorrow that I can’t move” Jumin says to him

“I’m not worried. You don’t have to visit every day Jumin, but thank you” V says with a small smile

“Yes, but I wouldn’t feel right if I don’t see that you’re okay, plus, MC has told me to keep an eye on you” said Jumin, as soon as he said her name, Jumin noticed V stiffened, he realised that it wasn’t a good idea to have mentioned her.


Jumin sat down and talked with V a bit more, every so often he’d check the time, he didn’t want to be late.


“Jumin, I’ve just seen you check your watch three times in the last 10 minutes, I can tell that you need to be somewhere, don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine” V says to his friend, he had been aware that every lunch Jumin would visit him, but he would always end up leaving 30 minutes early.

“Your eyesight is improving I see, that’s good. I will have to take my leave now, I’m sorry. I will visit tomorrow after work I must get going or I’ll be late. Call me if you need anything” Jumin says before dashing out the room.


V wondered to himself what had made his friend seem to be on edge, he had never seen Jumin so anxious before. He wasn’t sure if he had felt good or bad when hearing that MC hadn’t been in touch with Jumin either. He wanted to know where she was, and if she was okay, but if she had called Jumin and not him, he imagined that it would be upsetting for him.

Each time the phone rang, V found himself disappointed that it wasn’t MC. Each member of the RFA had called to check how he was. As soon as he had left the chat room, Seayoung had contacted Zen and Yoosung. He was happy that they all cared and wanted to see how he was, but he felt a weight on his chest get heavier as each time his phone rings and it’s not the voice he wanted it to be.

Eventually, he no longer wanted to battle the question and decided to message her,

Hey MC, hope you are well. I won’t ask where you are, I just want to know that you’re doing okay. V

Pressing the send button, he waits, he was pleased when his phone vibrated with a message, only to see that it wasn’t MC. He sighed in disappointment. When she had finally messaged back, it was already evening, but he was delighted to hear back from her. He wonders if this is what the members of the RFA felt when he went away for long periods before, but it’s not the same, he knew that deep down, the way he felt was different to the way his friends felt when he disappeared.

Hello V, I’m fine thank you. Apologies with not being in touch, don’t worry. MC

V read over the message again, it felt off, maybe it’s because he always spoke to her face-face or by phone, but the way she wrote was unfamiliar. A clamping sensation spreads on his chest as he reads it again, MC was being too formal with him. First time in so long, he felt lonely, arguing with himself that it was due to that fact he had gotten use to things with her around, now that she was suddenly gone, he didn’t know how to react.


Lying down, he closes his eyes, wanting sleep to take over, hoping that his thoughts will clear the next day. He didn’t know what to expect when he gets back home the next day, but for now, he rather not think about anything. Pulling out the letter MC had left him from the side table, he held onto it for comfort and lets the darkness succumb him.


V was surprised to have both Jumin and Seayoung coming to the hospital to pick him up. Jumin told him that his appointment was cancelled and he could help with discharge, Seayoung just happened to tag along. He hadn’t seen Seayoung in so long that he forgot how vibrant his hair was.


“Let me get that V” Seayoung says grabbing the bag from him as they get out of Jumins car.

“Um, thank you. I can do it” V says feeling uncomfortable with so many people to help

“I still don’t know why we couldn’t take my car, we would have been here much faster” Seayoung whined

“And risk endangering us with your reckless driving? I only trust driver kim to take me places” Jumin huffs opening the front door for them

“I am an awesome driver! I passed all the GTA tracks with high scores!” Seayoung says dropping the bag on the floor and sitting on the couch

“Comparing your driving with a game doesn’t make you a good driver” replied Jumin with a sigh, picking up the bag that he Seayoung had dropped and putting it on a chair.

“Yo V, what’s with all the sticky notes” Seayoung says picking one up that was on a cushion

“Sticky notes?” V asked

“There’s one here on the table ‘Don’t forget to eat!’” Jumin read out

“MC must have left these, this one says ‘Don’t stay up too late, you’ll fall asleep on the couch again’” Seayoung says reading the one from the cushion

“I see. Please put them back where you found them” V tells them

“So, where is MC? I thought she’d be with us to pick you up” Seayoung asks

“It’s none of your business” Jumin blurted out

“Hang on a minute…..did something happen?”  Quickly catching on, Seayoung questions, he could tell that V didn’t seem to happy, even though he was out of hospital and Jumin had been tense since they mentioned her.

“MC is away for work, nothing to worry about” V says with a smile, sitting down next to him on the couch

“Away for work? Where? Why didn’t she tell us?” He looked at the two of them

“It was last minute; she couldn’t change the plans. I’m sure she’ll be in touch” Jumin replied

“Yes, she’s fine. I heard from her yesterday” V answers vaguely

“Oh right, I hope she comes into the chat room soon. Jaehee has been asking for her” Seayoung says

“I’m sorry you two, but I’m going to get some rest, my eyes are stinging from being outside for so long” V suddenly says with a sigh

“Of course, the nurses and security guards will be here” Jumin replied understandingly

“If you need anything, call me V” Saeyoung says giving him a pat on the shoulder

“No, call me, Seayoung never picks up” Jumin says bluntly

“I do when it’s V” he replied pulling a face at Jumin

“Jumin, I don’t need so many people. It’s uncomfortable” V admitted

“I’ll compromise with you, the nurses and one security guard” Folding his arms, Jumin was back to business mode

“That’s not much of a compromise. I don’t need nurses or security guards Jumin” V says sternly

“At least have one nurse and one security guard here, to ease my worries. Remember, MC told me to keep an eye on you” Jumin says pulling out the trump card


MC words ring in V’s head as he heard Jumin speak ‘Let Jumin help you’


“(Sigh) One security guard, and no one else.” V says

“A nurse would be a great help-” Jumin began to speak

“I am very capable Jumin, I am accepting to have one security guard” Jumin rarely hears V sounding so strict, not wanting to cause any disagreements, he agreed.


After leaving V on his own, feeling awkward with someone else that wasn’t MC in his home, he tells the security guard to rest on the couch. Going into the kitchen, V closed his eyes, and starts gliding his hands over the counter top, guiding him to make himself some tea. With his eyes closed, he can at least pretend that she was there. He sits down at the same seat he always sat and sips the hot tea. He wanted to believe she was next to him, sitting in her usual seat, he places a hand over the seat and felt a piece of paper. Opening his eyes, he sees that it was another sticky note. Reading the note, he smiles at how this was the first time he’s actually seen MC’s handwriting, even her handwriting was beautiful.



‘Are you eating well? I’m eating with you in spirit, yum yum!’


The smile upon his face disappeared as fast as it appeared, crumpling the small paper in frustration, he sighs, not being able to throw it away, he pats paper out as smoothly as possible, placing it back to where he found it. He knew, he should be feeling happy that he was back home, he has his eye sight back. Leaving the cup on the counter he walks out, once again closing his eyes, he lets the touch of the furnishings guide him around the condo, as he reaches the door handle for what was MC’s room, nostalgia floods him, he opens the door to take a look inside. A sudden rush of warmth filled him as he could still smell her scent lingering in the air.


Sitting on the bed, he noticed the room was bare, she had taken most of her belongings. Taking his glasses off, he lays down on the bed, pulling the covers over him, he takes in her scent. He missed her, with tears on the brim of his eyes, he realised how much he misses her. He thought that once he had his sight back, she would still be here living with him, he puts himself down on how foolish he was to believe that. No matter how much he questioned and argued with himself, it doesn’t change how he feels, he knew before, but he never fully admitted it.



In the same city not too far away from him, MC sat on her bed trying to organize her thoughts. It hadn’t been that long since she parted from him, each day she would think of him, how was he? What was he doing? Has he eaten? She wanted nothing more than to call him, but that would only complicate things as she knew that he would question her.


Everything is fine MC, get it together, just a few more days and you’ll be away, she says to herself.



FLASH BACK



MC, you don’t have to leave. Let me take care of you” Jumin says to her, clutching onto her hand

I don’t want to burden you Jumin, I can take of myself” MC says with a smile

It’s not burdening! You know that. Why are you running away MC!” he was angry

I’m not running away!” MC retaliated

Yes you ARE!” Jumin growled

We had this discussion in your office, you was fully aware of the situation” MC sighs

I never said I agreed with it” Jumin points out

Jumin, I can’t stay, you know why..” MC holds his hand back

I know I’m not V, can you not…I mean…no… I’m begging you, let me take care of you, lean on me. I can give you anything you want, I can do anything you want. Dammit MC, let me do something”


Jumin lets out a sigh and pauses, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear, he softens his voice.


You know how I feel about you, and I am fully aware of your feelings for V. I know I cannot take his place, but won’t you just let me help you”

Jumin…..any woman would be so lucky to have you-”

I don’t want to hear it. There has been only two women in my life that understood me, one became mentally ill, and the other is right in front of me, the chance of finding someone else…I don’t want to find anyone else. I’m happy with just helping you, if I can just do that..”Jumin begged

I have to go Jumin, you know this. You promised me you’ll look after V, and you are doing something, you’ve helped me so much already, I am very grateful to have you as my friend” MC sniffed, as tears start welling up in the brim of her eyes

Let me just…once…..” Jumin whispers, closing the gap between them, his hand cupping her cheek

….Jumin..” She had to admit, she was curious


Not pulling away from him, Jumin accepts it as consent and gently brushes his lips over hers, lingering with their top lips touching, he could feel her breathe against his, slowly he takes her lips,  giving her a chaste kiss. Controlling himself, he regrettably pulls away and strokes her cheek, her expression said it all.


You didn’t feel anything did you?” He asks softly

I’m sorry Jumin..” She could hear the disappointment in his voice

Don’t be, you told me before, we do not control how we feel, we just manage and maintain them in the best way we can. I wish I could say that I would do anything to change how you feel, but, I know that you only love V” He sighs again

Thank you, for everything Jumin. I am so grateful to have you as my friend” MC says once again.



END OF FLASH BACK



MC touched her lips as she remembered the kiss, she felt nothing. A flash of her kissing V on the couch crosses her mind, her stomach did a flip again, smiling at herself, only V could do that to her. Her smile disappears as she knows she will have to be far away from everyone soon. Falling onto the bed she starts to cry silently and calling out his name until sleep took over.



A slow week went by and V found himself feeling more empty. He sighs as the security guard opens the door to the hospital for him, even though he had mentioned that he was perfectly capable of opening doors himself, that didn’t stop the security guard. Walking along the familiar corridors, he remembered it to be just like it was before he couldn’t see. Stopping by the doctors office, he enquires about Rika’s condition, as expected, nothing had changed.


Knocking on the door he calls out to her before entering, leaving the security guard standing outside. Rika sat by the window, staring outside, she looked more frail, her blonde wavy hair seemed dull, her skin paler than he last remembered. He takes a seat opposite her.


“Rika…it’s me, I’m sorry I’ve been away for so long” V says


He looks at her seeing if there was any indication of expression, her eyes darted over to the table on the other side of the room then turning back to look out the window.


“Ah, MC won’t be coming with me to visit for a while, I should have brought food, she usually cooks. I’ll remember next time” V realising on why she looked at the table


Silence answered him, for the first time, he was stumped on what to say to Rika. Before, it was easy to talk to her, and tell her how he’s been, and asking her questions only to be replied with silence. Now it was different, he wasn’t sure why. V took a moment to watch her, as she stares expressionless at the sky. Sliding his hand through his hair he sighs and lean back into the chair.


“Rika, I have my eye sight back. I can see you. I, have been having a hard time trying to figure something out, but I’m coming to dead ends each time. There are so many things I want to say out loud, but I cannot burden you with my problems” V says.


V put a hand out and brushed her hair behind her shoulder, she sat motionless, he suddenly felt awkward. Cursing himself, he wasn’t expecting this to happen. Feeling guilty as he knew that this wasn’t the place he want to be, and she wasn’t the person that he wanted to see. Groaning inwardly, he takes out his phone then shoving it back in his pocket with a sigh. Standing up from the chair, he strokes Rika’s hair once before going to the door.


“I’m so sorry Rika, I’ve broken the promise. I still care about you and will always be here for you, but I cannot keep that promise any more” He says before opening the door and heading out.


V walks slowly down the corridor with the security following closely behind. He stops as he felt the ray of sunshine hit him, looking up, he sees children playing in the patients garden. He wondered where MC was as he remembers one of the last time he spoke to her here.


“Mr..?” A tug at his trousers took his attention


The security guard looks at V who holds his hand up to indicate it was fine.


“Hello there, how can I help you?” Crouching down, he asks the little girl in front of him

“You’re the Mr that comes with Dr.C” She states

“I am, you have a good memory” V smiles recognising the voice

“Yes, I am very good at remembering things” The little girl grins proudly

“That is very good!” V chuckles lightly

“Um..Mr..where is Dr.C?” Taken back with her question, V scratched his head before answering.

“Well, Dr.C is away for work for a while, but I’m sure she’ll visit you soon” V replied

“Oh…she promised me she would come see me…” The girl whined

“I see. Well, I know Dr.C very well, and Dr.C always keeps her promise” He pats her head

“Really?!” The girl looks at him with hope

“Yes, really. So don’t be sad okay? Dr.C wouldn’t like that” V says to her

“Okay! I’m going to find my friends now. Thank you Mr.” The girl runs off to the garden waving at him


V waves back at the little girl and heads home. As soon as he got in, he heads to his room and pulls out his phone, grateful that he now had a valid reason to contact her. Before he could call her, his phone rang flashing the name MC. Surprised at the caller, he quickly answers the phone.


“MC? Hello?”

“V…hello, how are you?” He heard her voice

“MC…I was just about to call you..I’m fine, how are you?” He asks

“Good, I’m well, thank you. How is your eyesight?” MC questions

“It’s getting better each day, I still have to wear sunglasses while out, but I don’t need them in doors anymore” V says with a slight smile

“That’s great V, congratulations!” He could sense her smile through her warm words

“MC, I-” He was cut off from a familiar voice on her side

“’MC-oh, sorry!’  Ah, V, I’m sorry I have to get going now, I will call another time. Please take care of yourself” She rushes him off the phone before he could say anything else.



Feeling a sting in his chest, he wondered who the voice belonged to. He frowns as he wrecks his mind trying to recognise it.


V hadn’t been able to pinpoint who the voice belonged to, he had been distracted thinking about it all week. Taking a sip of coffee, he still wasn’t use to not having breakfast in the morning, he had tried to cook once, but it didn’t taste anything like MC’s, so he settled in only having coffee in the morning,


Logging into the chat room, he hadn’t logged in since he spoke to Jaehee and Seayoung.



Zen: V!?! You’re here!
707: Woah V!! Nice to see you on
Jaehee: Good morning V, I hope you’ve been well.
V: Hello everyone

YOOSUNG★ HAS ENTERED THE CHAT ROOM

Yoosung★: V…how are you?
V: Yoosung, it’s good to see you here
Yoosung★: I’m always here, you never come in
Zen: ….
707: ….
Jaehee: Yoosung..
Yoosung★: OMG, I was trying to make a joke, I just realised how it sounded…I’m so sorry…
V: haha, it’s okay Yoosung
Zen: Only Yoosung can mess up a joke -_-
707: Lolol
V: Jaehee, how have you been?
Jaehee: Good thank you, still the same and working a lot of overtime lately.
Zen: That jerk always gives you way too much work!

JUMIN HAN HAS ENTERED CHAT ROOM

Jumin Han: You were dissing me again. V, hello
V: Jumin, good morning
Jaehee: Good morning
707: Wow the chat room is full today
Yoosung★: We’re missing someone…
Zen: We are?
Jaehee: …
Jumin Han: And only Zen can forget someone already
Zen: Shut up!
Jaehee: Have you spoken to MC V?
V: Yes
707: Tell her to come in sometime, it’s been so long
Zen: Oh shit..yeah, where is MC?
Jaehee: It has been a while, I wondered too
Yoosung★: I miss MC..
Jumin Han: MC’s just been busy with work
Yoosung★: She could at least come in to let us know she’s okay
Zen: Yeah, it’s like she’s disappeared
707: Maybe I should track her? 707! To the rescue!
V: NO
Jumin Han: NO
707: ..Woah, down boys, I was only asking
Zen: What’s with you two?
V: Nothing, respect her privacy
Jumin Han: What V said.
Jaehee: I tried calling her, but she hasn’t been answering, I’m worried
Jumin Han: There’s nothing to worry about, she’s busy
Yoosung★: Why do I get the feeling that you know something we don’t?
Jumin Han: Why are you so suspicious?
V: Jumin’s right, she’s busy with work
Jaehee: I guess she has a deadline maybe? Anyway, I do hope she comes in sometime, will be nice to have another female in here again.
Zen: Haha Jaehee, what’s wrong with just us?
707: Yeah! It’s a lovely sausage fest in here!
Yoosung★: ………
Zen: …….
Jumin Han: ……
Jaehee: My point exactly..I’m going to go, I have to prepare for the day

JAEHEE HAS LEFT THE CHAT ROOM

Yoosung★: She left quick
Zen: I don’t blame her, seven just escalated things
Jumin Han: I don’t know why I logged in here now, I’m going to get ready for work, goodbye
V: Goodbye

JUMIN HAN HAS LEFT THE CHAT ROOM

JAEHEE HAS ENTERED THE CHAT ROOM

Jaehee: Oh, Mr. Han left already, I was going to ask him something
Yoosung★: Jaehee, I want to apologise on behalf of seven, I feel like he said something offensive
Jaehee: You don’t have to apologise Yoosung, you didn’t say anything, besides…I’m use to Seayoung’s weird conversations
707: See, Jaehee loves me really!!
Jaehee: It is too early for this

MC HAS ENTERED THE CHAT ROOM

Jaehee: MC!
Zen: MC! It’s you!
Yoosung★: You’re here!
707: MCMCMCMC!
V: ..Hello MC
MC: Wow, hi…lol seven
707: And that ladies and gents, is how you get someone to type your name
Jaehee: -_- don’t you have work to do Seayoung?
707: Nope ~
Zen: How are you MC? It’s been a while since you’ve been here
Yoosung★: Yeah MC, I’ve missed you T_T
Jaehee: I was about to go too, I’m so glad to have caught you, how have you been?
MC: I’ve missed everyone too, I’m sorry I haven’t been on lately, work has been taking up my time.
V: MC, I was hoping to talk to you on the phone, we got cut off last time
707: Why do you never call me T_T
Zen: Because you never pick up!
707: Hey! I do sometimes, if MC called I will
MC: Yes, I remember. We shall talk again soon, I will call once I get the chance to, I do apologise about that
Yoosung★: MC…are you okay? You sound as formal as Jaehee..
Jaehee: Me? Really?
Zen: A little, reminds me of someone..
MC: I’ve said two sentences and I’m getting interrogated…
Yoosung★: NO NO! That’s not what I meant..
MC: Then what did you mean?
V: MC..are you okay?
MC: Yes, I’m fine. I’m sorry, I’m a little stressed, I have to get going. Goodbye

MC HAS LEFT THE CHAT ROOM

Zen: Hmm
Yoosung★: T_T Did I do something wrong?
Jaehee: That was…different..
707: Don’t worry Yoosung, she said she’s stressed.
V: Don’t take it personally Yoosung
Yoosung★: But…she’s never snapped at me like that before
Zen: ..I agree with Yoosung actually, she seemed a bit “off”
Jaehee: I think so too….gosh look at the time, I’m late now, Mr. Han won’t be pleased. Goodbye Zen
Zen: Bye Jaehee

JAEHEE HAS LEFT THE CHAT ROOM

Yoosung★: Bye…
Yoosung★: Oh, she left..
707: I have to get going too, getting beeped again. Laterz

707 HAS LEFT THE CHAT ROOM

V: Yoosung, don’t think too much on it. MC has been working a lot lately, I’m sure she didn’t mean to sound like that.
Zen: Yeah..MC’s never like that, she must be really stressed.
Yoosung★: You’re probably right…I have go get ready for work too, bye
V: Have a good day..
Zen: Bye
Yoosung★: Thank you V, oh, I’m glad you have your sight back.
V: Thank you..
Zen: Yeah, I have to go to rehearsals, please come in more often V
V: I will try to log in more regularly from now on.
Yoosung★: Bye
Zen: Bye
V: Goodbye

YOOSUNG★ HAS LEFT THE CHAT ROOM

ZEN HAS LEFT THE CHAT ROOM



Putting his phone back down, V thought to himself, he actually agreed with Yoosung, MC wasn’t being herself, she acted distant and too formal. He wondered if it’s because she hadn’t been in the chat room for a while. He sighs as he brushes it off, she was probably really stressed with work. It doesn’t stop the niggling feeling he had in the back of his mind, unable to get his thoughts off the situation, he picks up his phone and calls the one person he knew that MC was close to.


“V? Is everything okay?” Jumin answers

“Yes..I wanted to talk about you about something, are you at the office?” V says firmly

“Yes, come up, I’ll let assistant Kang know that we’ll be expecting you” Jumin replied

“Be there soon” V hangs up


V couldn’t get out of his home faster as he makes his way to the C&R building. He was certain that Jumin knew something he didn’t. Luckily, the security guard had a car and drove him the the heart of the city, where the building was located. He hoped that his instincts were correct, and Jumin could give him some information. He was not use to being the one that was out of the loop, a sudden realisation dawned on him, is this the same feeling that Yoosung had when he kept so many secrets from them.


Waiting for the elevator to arrive at Jumin’s floor, V pondered over the meaning of karma. He originally kept secrets, now secrets are being kept from him, he had to admit to himself, it was not a nice feeling.


“V! Mr. Han told me to be expecting you, I didn’t think you would be here so fast” Jaehee stands up quickly as V strode in

“Hello Jaehee, I’m sorry that I interrupted the schedule, I know how busy Jumin is” V apologized

“Not at all, Mr. Han is very good at rearranging things last minute” Jaehee replied


“I wish we could talk more since it’s the first time we’ve seen each other in a while, but I have to talk to Jumin and I don’t want to waste any more of his work hours” Jaehee could hear the slight desperation in V’s voice.

Jumins door swings open as V was about to knock.


“V, I thought I heard your voice” Jumin says standing by the door off his office.

“Jumin, let’s talk inside your office” V says walking in

“Yes. Assistant Kang, make sure no one interrupts us” Jumin says before closing the door


Jaehee didn’t get the chance to reply as the door closes, the scene was all too familiar to her, she wondered if it was connected.


“Is something wrong V?” Jumin asks sitting down at the couch

“Jumin, you have never hid anything from me in all the years we have known each other” V says taking a seat opposite him

“Of course I haven't” Jumin replies

“So where is MC?” V flat out asks him

“Why do you think I know where she is?” Jumin questions.

“Because, I know you’re the only other person that she’s close to” V sighs

“It doesn’t mean she would tell me” Jumin says in business tone

“Why are you not telling me? You’re avoiding the question all together” Trying to hold himself together, V takes a deep breath


Jumin stands and walks over to his desk, with his back to V, his hands leaning on the desk he was finding it hard to hold himself together too, as the pause lingers in the air. V couldn’t help but break the silence.


“I know that you know something Jumin” V says standing up.

“I…can’t tell you where she is” Jumin says with a sigh

“She doesn’t want me to know..” V says in a flat tone

“Let me ask you something instead V, you came all this way to ask me about MC. Why do you want to see her?” Jumin turns around with folded arms, he stares at V

“She’s means dearly to me, and I’m worried about her!” V says in a matter of fact tone

“She means dearly to everyone in the RFA, including me, we all worry about her, but why did you come all this way? Why are you so upset? Is it because you have grown accustomed with her company? Or is it something else?” Jumin questions him more

“I have lived with her for two years Jumin. Of course I’m upset, she left without telling me anything, it’s not like her” V raising his voice slightly

“She is our friend, and was your carer. With your eyesight back, you no longer needed a carer, you said so yourself that you didn’t need a nurse, and you were perfectly capable” Jumin says without breaking a sweat.

“I miss her” V said looking at Jumin in the eye

“We all do V. Question is now, do you miss her as a friend or are your intentions more?” He hears Jumin ask


V looks at his friend, Jumin was staring right back at him. V could feel how tense the air was,  he could see that Jumin was waiting for him to answer. He straightens himself up, realising that he had been letting his frustration get to him. Shoving his hands in his pockets, he didn’t want to show Jumin that he was clenching his fist because of it.  


“I’m in love with her”


Jumin eyes widened at the answer.

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Dad!Mingyu

Originally posted by gyuhan-17


Genre: Drabble

Requested: Anon:  I got major feels from the coups and Vernon dad thing, could you maybe do one with Mingyu =^.^= Thank you! I love your blog💚

  • Oh boy
  • This one will play hide&seek with your kids and most probably lose them
  • “KIDS?!?!?! WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?! WHERE’D YOU GO?!?!?!”
  • runs around frantically searching for them
  • will probably trip over them in the process
  • “THERE YOU ARE!” *hugs them tightly in relief*
  • turns out they’d been hiding near his feet the whole time but he didnt realize cuz he was just that tall
  • accidentally sneezes on them
  • “dad EWWWW”
  • “what eww WHAT EWW” wipes his snot on their shirts
  • ends up tickling them and making them laugh so hard they fall off the couch
  • “daddY STOP!!!” * immense giggling*
  • “give me a kiss on the cheek”
  • “no”
  • “then this will NEVER ENDDD”
  • they’ll be so exhausted you’ll be the one to tuck the kids into bed because Mingyu would have fallen asleep with them
  • imagine tiny puppy children curled around their giant puppy dad :3
  • bakes cookies and packs it in their lunchboxes!!
  • “Kids dont forget to eat the vegetables too!!!”
  • “Orange juice is good for Vitamin C!”
  • “Carrots improve your eyesight!”
  • “DONT SKIP YOUR VITAMIN TABLETS!!!!”
  • sings lullabies while rocking te baby gently to sleep
  • Stay-at-home dad
  • Sends the kids off at the bus stop
  • Never fails to embarrass them
  • “Give dad two kisses on the cheek each!”
  • “Learn a lot today!!! Bye sweetie!!!”
  • Wears aprons 24/7
  • Cooks and bakes better than you
  • “Dad can you make brownies for the bake sale at my school tomorrow?”
  • Why dont you ask your mom?”
  • “cuz yours are better!!!”
  • But can also be the top-notch, fashion skills on point, eyebrows-on-fleek, kinda dad
  • Dresses kids in only the latest fashions
  • Will bring your girls to the high-end salons and stores
  • Also a big spender dad
  • makes sure your boys know how to clean themselves up
  • teaches them how to tie a tie and  bow from before they could walk
  • might actually send them off to be child models
  • “they’re so beautiful they dont have to wait till they’re older :’)”
  • really proud of his kids
  • especially about their looks
  • emphasises on their studies and skills too of course but super proud of their good looks
  • “we made beautiful children”
  • compliments the kids daily on how beautiful they are
  • “Aigooo look at my little girl isnt she beautiful :’)”
  • “Looking good today boys”
  • Pats on the head
  • Lots of hair ruffling
  • ALSO, THE SUPER COMPETITIVE DAD
  • Sees Seungcheol and Jihoon coaching their kids and OH BOY, suddenly its
  • 10km up an down the han river
  • 50 squats
  • 50 pull-ups
  • “girls do your dips right!”
  • “4 more laps in the pool, WORK THOSE LEG MUSCLES”
  • super pumped every day all day
  • “dad I’m tiREDDD”
  • “NO EXCUSES LETS GO GO GO”
  • tutors them at night
  • “If i could come out the top of my class with my busy trainee schedule you can too”
  • the smart dad who knows everything
  • your kids look up to him because hes so good at everything
  • bedtime stories EVERY NIGHT
  • reads the disney classics but also the traditional ones with moral stories too
  • picks them up from school
  • sends them to soccer matches
  • will literally do anything for your kids
  • tells them he loves them every day
  • such a mushy dad
  • but also if your kids are just sitting around he could grab them and throw them in the air because it seems fun
  • catches them at the last second
  • gives you heart attacks
  • the type of dad to trip your kids for fun
  • cheek kisses
  • alot of cheek kisses
  • lots and lots of hugging too
  • plots with them and plan all sorts of pranks on you
  • lots of laughter when him and your kids are around
  • your little girl’s first crush will be on her big strong dad :”)
  • your boys will wanna be just like him
  • basically a really really loving dad who’s good with all types and children and good at everything
Crazy Food Resemblances

 Eating the right food is important for a healthy, happy and prosperous lifestyle.

 If you want to begin eating healthy, it might be an over-whelming decision as to where to begin and who knows what does what! BUT… all you really need to do is look at what body part it resembles

Here is a list of foods that resemble what body parts they are good for

 Carrot - Eye

  Slice a carrot in half crosswise and voila - if you look close enough you can notice the pattern that resembles the pupil and the iris. So if you want to improve your eyesight… munch on those carrots. They contain vitamins, and antioxidants such as beta- carotene so your eyes stay at the top of their game!

Ginger – Stomach

Ginger is known to help nausea and relax the stomach. It contains Gingerol – an ingredient listed in the USDA database of phytochemicals as having the ability to prevent nausea and vomiting but that’s not all… It also aids in digestion. So if you want to keep things in your stomach “flowing” make ginger a must in your diet 

Celery - Bone

 Celery resembles bones! Bones are 23% sodium and so is celery – this connection cannot just be a mere coincidence…

Celery also contains silicon which is part of the molecular structure that gives bones strength

 Grapes – Lungs

 Grapes resemble the alveoli of the lungs. Eating grapes, especially heirloom concord grapes have shown to reduce the risk of lung cancer. The seeds in grapes are also good for you as they contain a chemical (proanthocyanidin) that reduces allergies and asthma.

 Avocados – Uterus 

 The avocados support reproductive health. They contain folic acid and have the ability to not only balance hormones but also prevent cervical cancer. Did you know that it takes 9 months for an avocado to grow fully? - Which is the exact same time as it takes for a baby to develop inside the womb.

Sweet Potato – Pancreas 

The sweet potato is shaped almost exactly as the pancreases. Sweet potatoes are high in beta-carotene which is a potent antioxidant and protects all tissues in our body. Sweet potatoes also prevent aging and fight against cancer.

 Tomato – Heart 

 Tomatoes have many chambers that resemble the structure of the heart. Since tomatoes have lots of lycopene, they help reduce risk for heart disease and help with blood flow. They also contain loads of vitamin C, and that is crucial for a healthy heart.

Walnut – Brain 

The resemblance is just striking! The walnut is known as the one of the ultimate brain foods as they are an excellent source of omega 3, antioxidants, folic acid and vitamin E.

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