important lui problems

so my classmate just texted me saying i was groupmates with him and the rest of our classmates that we usually hang out with and while i am SO TOUCHED THAT THEY THOUGHT OF ME OMG THERE ARE TEARRRS IN MY EYEEEESSS HOW COME PEOPLE ARE SO NICE HUH HOW COME PEOPLE ARE SO NICE TO ME UGH I AM NOT A GOOD PERSON GO AWAYYYYY there is a part of me that is sobbing because i

was also kind of hoping

to be groupmates

with my crush

wow i am a gross person