my wishes & dreams all at the same time: to go Ziyarate Imam Hassan al-Askari & al-Hadi, & then go to Kazamain (jawadayn), Imam Reza, Najaf, & then go Hajj & then visit the prophet & al-Baqi to visit all the 4 holy Imams buried there, & then finally go Ziyarate Karbala & die there (wow typing that felt so good). & in between all these trips I visit every other masoum. & every Imam &’ masoum I visit I’ll pray for tajeel farej.
If none of these happen, I honestly just wish I live till’ I see al-Mahdi (ajtfj) hastens his reappearance… or even if I’m dead he comes to my grave and tells me if I want to live again or not.
but then again all of these are just my wishes and dreams
O Lord! Forgive what You know about me more than I do. If I
return (to the sins) You return to forgiveness. My Allah forgive me for
what I had promised to myself but You did not find its fulfillment with
me. My Allah forgive me with what I sought nearness to You with my
tongue but my heart opposed and did not perform it. My Allah forgive my
winking of the eye, vile utterances, desires of the heart and errors of
Imam Ali (AS)
Supplications by Imam Ali ibn Abu Talib (AS)
من تذكر مصابنا وبكى لما أُرتكب منّا ، كان معنا في درجتنا يوم القيامة ، ومن ذُكّر بمصابنا فبكى وأبكى لم تبك عينُه يوم تبكي العيون ، ومن جلس مجلساً يحُيى فيه أمرُنا ، لم يمت قلبه يوم تموت القلوب.
who remembers our tragedy and weeps,he will be with us (Ahlulbyt) the day of judgement,And who remembers our tragedy
and weeps and made others weep (with him) his eyes won’t weep on the day (all) eyes weep, And if someone sits in a
majlis (a place where people gather) and brings the remembrance of ahlulbuyt alive (talks about Ahlulbyt), his heart
won’t die the day all hearts die.