BTS: J-Hope fluff/angst


acupofbts: I Dare You |

an-exotic-writer: Sweet Surprise | Rights | Much | Late Night Visit | Lucky MorningsRights Revenge | Not This One No Home | Drunk In Love | Dating Jung HoseokNow | Home | Merry Christmas | The First Time When: He Wrote You a Poem |

baebsaes: All For Show | The Difference Between Art and Artist | Runaway | Wings | In This Rain | Lost and Found | Snow Kisses

btssmutandfluff: Hoseok’s Birthday | Soon-to-be-Parents | It’ll Be Okay |

bulletproof-girl-scouts: How You Meet J-Hope I Zayn Left I Change I You Are My Princess I Too Gentle? I Detention I Play Pretend I Mood Swings I The Quiet One I Puppy Love I Blind Dates I Victor Takes Top Bunk I Trustworthy Boyfriend I Perks of Getting Lost I Let Me Spoil You IFlirting at The Ball I Spin the Bottle I Your Savior, Your Hope! I

exo-can: I’m Him |

exobtsimagination: Perfect Date | Starlight, Starbright | Perfect Date with J-Hope | Winter | Sort Of I

exoticarmy127: Second Chance | Games | Second Chances | Take Your Time |

helloblamebts: Gray |

igot7bts-scenarios: Basketball

imajin-bts: Business Casual I One Wish I

infireation: What I Wouldn’t Do I

infires-by-bts: An Important Piece Of My Heart I A Helping Hand I Ray Of Sunshine I

kareverie: The New Mutants #98 | Sleepy Eyes & Sighs | Timeless

noir0neko: 5th Hour: Kiss & Kill I

thesammtimes: I’m Different | Mad | Secret Romance | Stood Up | MondaysTIFU I

taehxyung: Truth or Dare |

your-miss-right: Salted Caramel | The Prince | Warning Labels

parkjiminsfineass: Spoiled | Are You Okay? | Help

park-jimeme:Secret To Tell I

sugabub:Positive I

keypea: Purrfection | Euphonious | TFLN | Indemnify

onlylovekpopWhen He Teases You |

alienpikachu: Four Questions | I Love You |

i-write-storiesandsuch: Guilty |

sxgah: One Wish |

noonatrash: Slip of the Tongue | Butterfly (Fluff/Smut) |

helloblamebts: Gray |

jungkxook: Truth or Dare More |

dotbammie:  Helping Hand |

cyphertrip: Birthday Cake | Rain | Yes |

kinkybangtan:  Playing Games with Hobi | Don’t You See It? (Angst/Fluff) |

seokline: Restless |

chokemejimin:  In Every Way You Can Imagine |

puppetwritings: Make a Wish | Candy Hearts | Was That So Hard | Chocolate Abs |


an-exotic-writer: Bullets, Blood, Love | Running Will Get You Nowhere |

btssmutandfluff: A Sailorman’s Hymn | How to Save a Life | 

exobtsimagination: Birthday Heartbreak | Promise |

baebsaes: Looking Back | Natural Disasters | Don’t | Answer | In This Rain | Lost and Found (Fluff/Angst)

thehappiesttime: Next Winter |

kareverie: Brave Hearts ft. Yoongi |

noir0neko: Afire Love I

park-jimeme:Surprise I

tramngo99:Red Cups I

greasytae:Carbon Copy I

exo-can:Fitting Together I

alienpikachu: I Love You |

sxgah: The Four | Reason For Good |

noonatrash: We’ll Be Okay (Angst/Smut)

sugabub: Anoche |

your-miss-right: Caress | Damned |

dotbammie: Regret |

cyphertrip: Should Have |

kinkybangtan: Don’t You See It? (Angst/Fluff) | If you want to… |

seokline: His |


Super Mario Bros. 2 and Doki Doki Panic

Super Mario Brothers was one of the most successful and important video games in video game history, one that would launch a multi-billion dollar franchise and mold Nintendo into a major player in the video game industry. Super Mario Brothers 2 was also very successful, but it was certainly an oddity among the Mario Brothers series.  Instead of smashing bricks and stomping goombas, Mario (and a host of other characters) threw weaponized turnips and massacred new enemies called “shy guys”.

Instead of the main antagonist being King Koopa, Mario 2’s boss was a villainous toad named “Wart”.  Mario 2 is especially strange because its sequel, Super Mario Brothers 3 continued the theme of the original Super Mario Brothers, as did the rest of the Mario franchise, for the most part.  This always led to an interesting question which I pondered during my childhood; why was Mario 2 so different from the rest?

After the release of Super Mario Brothers in 1985, Nintendo decided that a sequel was needed to continue the success of the Mario franchise. In 1986 Shigeru Miyamoto, the original designer of Super Mario Brothers, along with designer Takashi Tazuka, created a new sequel.  The sequel was essentially a collection of new levels to Super Mario Brothers, using the exact same engine, animation, and character sprites.  There was one major difference between Super Mario Brothers and the sequel, the sequel is much, much harder. Some twists that tazuka added were things like poisoned mushrooms, wind gusts that can blow you to your death when jumping, and secret level warps that can actually set the player back farther in the game. Peashooter has played it before, and its gameplay can be best described as punishing. The sequel was released in Japan on the Famicom Disk System as Super Mario Brothers 2, and was very successful.  However, when the game was tested by consultant Howard Phillips of Nintendo America for a possible release in the North America, he had one major problem.  The game was too damn hard! Phillips stated that the game probably would not be popular among North American gamers and advised that Nintendo not release the game outside of Japan.

In 1987 Nintendo and Fuji Television Network released the game “Yume Kojo: Doki Doki Panikku” (Dream Factory: Heartbeat Panic) in Japan for the Famicon Disk System. Doki Doki Panic added a new dimension to the classic sidescroller.  First, it introduced vertical scrolling, where characters could jump or climb vertically into new environments and screens.  Secondly, characters could pick up objects.  In fact, the main way to kill enemies was by picking vegetables out of the ground and throwing them at enemies. Doki Doki Panic also featured four playable characters, each with different strengths and weaknesses, with the main character having balanced abilities. The setting of the game can be best described as “Arabian Mythical”, similar to Sinbad or Arabian Nights, and the theme was especially reflected in the characters; Imajin, Mama, Lina, and Papa.

With the successful introduction of Doki Doki Panic, Nintendo developers stumbled upon a interesting idea; why not use Doki Doki Panic as the basis for a Super Mario Brothers 2 release outside of Japan? Thus Doki Doki Panic was converted into a Mario game, replacing the characters Imajin, Mama, Lina, and Papa with the characters Mario, Luigi, Toadstool, and Princess Peach.  Some minor changes to the graphics were made, as well as some changes to the layout of the levels, gameplay, and difficulty (The Mario game being less difficult than Doki Doki Panic), but for the most part, if you’ve played Super Mario Brothers 2, you’ve played Doki Doki Panic, and vice versa.

The new Super Mario Brothers 2 was released on July 10th, 1987, and would sell over ten million copies, the third highest selling game for the NES.  It was later re-released on the Gameboy Advance handheld system and for the Wii U system in 2014.  The original Japanese Famicom Super Mario Bros. 2 would be released as “Super Mario Brothers; The Lost Levels” in North America.

Okay, I’m trying something new

I’ll make a set of imagines of a band and make others with other band. after I’m done with as much as I can,I’ll do it one by one 

Imagine set 1. BTS

Originally posted by jinpout

imagine these two dorks fighting over you.

Originally posted by theking-or-thekid

imagine jungkook trying to pay attention to what you are ranting about but can’t because he is too busy looking at how beautiful

Originally posted by jimiyoong

(I did this one before)

Imagine V taking a pictures of you and you doing a funny pose, making him laugh

Originally posted by jungkookfortunekookies

Imagine V trying to impress you in the gym

Originally posted by openlyselfish

Imagine (imajin) jin dancing like this to make you smile when you are sad

Originally posted by rapnamu

Imagine jhope blowing you a kiss on stage, saying your name and that it’s meant just for you

Originally posted by butterflyguk

Imagine getting a pet puppy with your boyfriend min yoongi

Originally posted by chimcheroo

imagine rap mon being all happy to see you


Originally posted by reneemallen

Imagine jungshook being himself because of you

Okay that’s all for now but you can request the next band if i already haven’t done it.

Lelaki Imajiner
—  adalah sosok nyata yang hidup di alam pikiran. Dia ilusi yang menjelma menjadi sosok penuh dengan impian. Dia ada saat kamu anggap dia nyata. Berbicara dan mendengarkan dengan sesuka hatinya.


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Thank you for always loving Jongup madly!

pillow fight

Type: fluff

Ship: Jikook (Jimin and Jungkook)

Word count: 376

Jungkook watched Jimin carefully as he played video games with Taehyung. He tiptoed over to him, clutching the pillow in his hands tightly. Taehyung saw him from the corner of his eye, and turned to look. Jungkook brought one finger up to his lips, and silently motioned for Tae to look back at the screen. Tae grinned before turning back to his game. Taking light steps, Jungkook reached Jimin’s unknowing form on the floor. He brought the pillow up before smashing it on Jimin’s head. Jimin’s eyes widened as he turned to face the maknae. Jungkook laughed, showing his bunny teeth. Jimin smiled a greasy smile as he got up. Jungkook turned and ran while giggling. Taehyung was rolling on the floor laughing.

“Maknae~!” Jimin called, running after the youngest member. Jungkook turned to look at him and grinned before slipping into a bedroom. Jimin raced in after him, just in time to see that the maknae had another pillow in his hands. Jungkook slowly moved to the other side of the room, his smile never leaving his face. Jimin grinned at him before grabbing another pillow from the bed and moving slowly towards Jungkook. They both slowly circled each other, waiting for the other to make a move. Suddenly, Jungkook ran towards Jimin and hit him with the white pillow in his hands. Jimin yelled before retaliating, tackling the maknae to the ground. Jungkook laughed as he tried to push his hyung off of him. Jimin stealthily slipped his hands under the maknae’s shirt and started to tickle him. Laughter erupted in the room.

“H-hyung! Stop!” Jungkook yelled, breathless.

“Never!” was the reply from his hyung, incessantly tickling him.

“I’ll do anything!”

“A kiss?” Jimin smiled greasily, his eyes narrowing playfully.

“Fine! Please, just stop!” Jimin removed his hands, leaving Jungkook on the ground catching his breath.

“Kookie~!” Jungkook sighed and picked himself up, facing Jimin. His face was slowly turning bright red. “You promised~!” Jungkook slowly leaned in and gently touched his lips to those of his boyfriend before his face turned even redder than before. Jimin pulled back and smirked at Jungkook.

“I should tickle you more often~!” Jungkook stared blankly at his boyfriend before leaving the room. “You know you want it!”

BTS: Suga Fluff/Angst


acupofbts: First Date | Warm Only For You | I Don’t Bite | Truth or Dare? |I’ll Always Be With You | Don’t Worry ft. Taehyung |

an-exotic-writer: Perfect | With Or Without Horror | I’ll Treat You Right |Stop… Not Really | Told You So | The End ff the Day | The Color of My Life |Next Time Definitely | Safe Haven | Inspiration | Regrettably Worth It | 10/10| Questions…Why? | Dating Min Yoongi | Is It Too Late To Say Sorry Now? |Baby I’m Perfect For You | I Lied, I Lied, I Lied | Action Speaks Louder Than Words | The Taste Of My Love | I’m Still Waiting For You | Good, Good Boyfriend | Second Chance At Love | I Don’t Need To See You To Love You| The End Of The Day | Color My Life | She’s Cute | Don’t Fall In Love With Me | Words Don’t Come Easy | Only When It’s Yours | My Princess | Yes Ma’am | I’m Fucking Serious | I Don’t Love You I Love You Too Much |Lucky Shot Maybe | Maybe Worth it | A Night Like This | Living the Dream |Merry Christmas, Love | Here’s to Many More Years | Stress Out, Love In |Stay | Better On You Than Me | The Smell of Home | Of Course I Remembered | It Was Him |

annyeongs: Early Birds | Reverie |

baebsaes: Reminder | Sticky | Muse | Getting Away with Murder | Once |Rewind | Fly Away With Me |

btsmom: Christmas With Yoongi |

btssmutandfluff: Fanmeet | Missing Him |

bulletproof-girl-scouts: Coffee Love | Overprotective | Do You Still Love Me | Sensitive | Study For Me | I’m Sorry | Making It Up To You | I’ll Take Care Of You | Cuddle Date | Relax | I Guess He Does That To Me | It’s Okay| My New Texting Buddy | Do You Wanna Go Out | Break Time | I’m Sowwy| Yoongi Scenario | Walking Me Home | I’m Ignoring You, You Jerk | I’m Different | My Appreciation | Sweet Frosting | Let’s Stop | I Want To Be There For You | Rappers | You’re Really Cool | My Little Time
Making My Dreams Happen | Our Space | My First Snow | Like An Angel In The Wind | Innocent Love | Picking Favorites |

causekpop: KIT-KAT |

exobtsimagination: English Isn’t That Hard | First Kiss | Putting Music Together | Nickname | Marry Me | Flying Home | Don’t Worry | Winter|Movie Night Make Out | Seo-sangnim | Perfect Day Off |

exoticarmy127: Bear Hugs & Kisses | Cypher Confessions | Converse High| The Little Soldier |

imajin-bts: ListenTo Love Winter | Late | Life of the Party | This Rain |Morning Routine |

infireation: Stuck In the Rain | Winter’s Kiss |

infires-by-bts: First At Everything | When A Heart Is Still Here | Failure Is the Key To Success |

jiminnings: Cold Nights, Warm Hearts |

keypea: Snowflake | Magister | Sough | Let It Snow | Intenerate | Study Date | TFLN |

noonatrash: Hey, Do You Wanna? | Just One Day - Morning | That Thing (Remix) | When I First Saw You |

palpitate-hyperventilate: Inertia |

park-jimeme: Airport Troubles | Three Years | Photographer | Secret Love |The Fall |

parkjiminsfineass: Patience | Perfectionist | Rush | Scares | Sick |

pjiminnie: Truth Serum |

sugabub: Taking Care of the Fool | Velveteen |

sugascenes: Issues | Colours | Notes | Memories | Wake Up |  Misunderstanding | Admire | Marks | Jealously | Surprise | Play | Trainee |

taehxyung: 3:17 |

thesammtimes: Offbeat | Future | Recrudescence | TIFU |

threecyphers: Blind Date |

tramngo99: Perfection

whisperedscenarios: Be Considerate | Not a Bad Thing | Just One Day | A Little Help | Two Pieces | Suga Christmas | Miss Right | Dance Partner | Big Fan | Your Song | A Lovely Morning | Winner |

wonswoos: Stint | Substance | Vacancy |

yourcupoftae: Nevermind | “Great, But What’s Your Name?” |

your-miss-right: Caller Number 9 | Table For Two | Slipping | Clueless |Exam Season | Can I Be Your Sun? | Like a Work of Art | Between Us |Nervous? | Converse High | Impressive |The Knight in Shining Armor |

zeurin: What Am I To You? |


an-exotic-writer: Mockingbird | Tomorrow | Words Don’t Come Easy |
Is It Too Late to Say Sorry | A Little While More | The Day Before | Lost and Found | Stood up For Sadness, Reserved For Forgiveness | Six Feet Down Under |

btsfiles: Of Blood & Band-Aids |

bulletproof-girl-scouts: We Had Ended |

exobtsimagination: Hate This Jealous Feeling | Can’t Put it Together | My Hero | It’s Okay | Realization | You Talk Too Much | Best Friend Support | Missing Home | Snap |

imajin-bts: Black and White |

infires-by-bts: Because of You (Because of Me) | Forgive Me And Let’s Start Over? | First Comes Like | What Are Family For | Never Again | Forever Loved | Sorry |

jeongguxks: Reassurance |

jjungkooked: Promise |

keypea: Frisson | Harangue | Beguile |

noir0neko: Wedding Dress |

noonatrash: Be the One |

parkjiminsfineass: Mismatched | Forgive Me | Memory |

sugascenes: Cheat |

thehappiesttime: Repeat |

universitykpop: With Care |

whisperedscenarios: Remembering Sunday | Let Me Go | Emotion |

zeurin: Tactile Amnesia |

anonymous asked:

could u recommend some cool blogs!! i need to follow more people

yoooo ive got plenty of blogs u should definitely follow!!!! gonna tag them down here so u can check it out by urself n thank me later



Tagged by amazingly beautiful @jiminieee95 for this awesome bias tag! Ult bias is obviously my angel baby Park Jimin <3

Look at his Pink hair and cute lil nose and ksjfakj a cupcake in disguise <3

Tagging @xiao-dan @lattetae @kimyoujinis186cmofpuregoodness @sleepyseokjinnie @sometimeintheafternoon @elli-tae @hunniedae @use-your-imajination @ckihyun @4hyyh @kooksangel @aestheticjams @swindle-r <3 Only if you want!


Namamu. Kertas putih. Kacamatamu. Orang-orang yang kita kenal. Kursi-kursi tidak rapi. AC mengembus 21°C. Papan tulis yang berbicara apa adanya. Pintu bergetar. Senyuman dan tawa mereka. Kata keluh kesah. Rencana dalam agenda. Kritik dan saran tentang imajiner. Perut kita lapar. Rasa terbidani entah bagaimana.

Akun twitter baru. Pakaian hitammu. Es krim yang kita makan. Jalanan panas. Mata kuliah membosankan. Perihal suka. Awan berarak ke selatan. Pangeran Charles mencintai Putri Kate. Bakso yang kita makan. Rapat dengan koran. April cerah.

Kota mulai jenuh. Kenangan yang dipotret. Suka dan duka. Debu perpustakaan. Mengembalikan eksistensi. Waktu menyempit. Kampus kita. Teh tarik di kantin. Kertas fotokopi dalam tasmu. Laptop penuh skripsi. Jantung kita sama.

Dua kota. Ketiadaan. Skype. Cemburu seperti pelangi. Rembulan menggantung manja. Jejakmu di sini. Bayang-bayang kehilangan. Es krim yang meleleh. Mimpi buruk. Gado-gado yang kamu suka masih lewat. Segalanya berubah. Aku kehilangan.

Luka dalam nafas.

._missy w(rec)ks

forever wants to be praised for thinking of that title.

This is a simplified recommendations post from the page i now have up here! for those who are mentioned here, you can check that page out for a more detailed (and sentimental) version but for sharing, here’s my recs list! (finally, i know)

Without further ado, here we go!

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sedih sedang manusia setengah organik

satu dari semua beberapa dari semua dan semua dari semu beberapa ada beberapa ada dari tiada beberapa ada dari berada dan juga beberapa ada dari keberadaan ketika kita menjelma aku ketika kita menjelma aku dan ketika kita menjelma aku dan kamu dan ketika kita menjelma aku dan kamu dan kita melupakan bahwa kita tak benar benar ada. (*) lalu kamu temui ia sambil menonggok beberapa omong kosong lalu kamu temui ia dengan ia berwelas asih dengan sangat. sementara aku tak temui siapun apapun dan bagaimanapun caranya kapanpun tak akan pernah kutemui. sementara kita masih dibalut dengan aksara aksara imajiner. menjadikan kita tumbuh, dan mengharap pada satu perjumpaan yang entah terwujud atau tidak, dan lagi kita masih dijebak dengan pikiran utopia. seraya kau berseru bahwa kita memang berbeda keyakinan, sementara kau masih dibungkus apik denga balutan gaun merah dan gincu merah yang melekat di ujung bibirmu, dan aku melihat mu seraya meludah seperti anjing sebab telah kau anjingkan. dan kita menjadi dua setumpuk bantalan bantalan rel, yang tak akan pernah bertemu, kecuali si mekanik mempertemukan kita dan kita digilas oleh ular besi. sementara aku masih menunggu beberapa kata orang yang aku sangsikan bahwa mereka adalah sejawat yang tak akan dilupa, namun kita kembali berjumpa dengan segala urusan kecil dari anak cucu kita tanpa bisa kita dipertemukan lagi. lantas apakah setiap perjumpaan ini hanya berbentuk sebuah kenangan yang menjadi angan angan dan terbang melayang hilang ditelan gempa waktu yang mungkin kita berdua pahami untuk sebuah paradoks waktu yang kita tunggu tunggu kebenarannya ? tanpa perlu apa apa. tanpa mengucap apa apa. kali bebas membiarkan pola pola pikirmu untuk menilai bagaimana. namun kita tak akan dipisah dalam pikirku menguat. dan itupun dengan ditambahkan sedikit minuman berenergi seperti extra jo*ss. tamat sementara

Originally posted by xeptum

  • Favorite character: ORE, SANJUO! Who else but the amazing Peach Man Momotaros huh?
  • Second favorite character: Ryuotaro!!! Cinnabon child protect him at all costs he’s just too precious and honestly I love him 
  • Least favorite character: Ehhh I don’t like Yuuto… He’s a bit annoying honestly, and all he did was just push around Deneb like he’s an annoying teenager
  • The character I’m most like: Ryutaros! I love music, drawing, and I’m a womanchild brat. So honestly yeah, pretty much!
  • Favorite pairing: None much, they’re one huge family all together
  • Least favorite pairing: Hana and Ryuotaro like I understand if you shipped them before the plot twist but you have no excuse after the plot twist like ew get the fuck out if you ship those two
  • Rating out of 10: 12/10 Perfection in a show, sure Yuuto was annoying and I wanted to punch him but honestly, this show was amazing and everything about it was amazing and I’d recommend this show automatically to anyone who is a Toku fan.

“ Indonesia ini numpang di tanah dan air beribu bangsa di Nusantara, itu diingat-ingat ya. Negara ini numpang! Jangan gak tahu diri. Ngambil-ngambil tanah leluhur, kepercayaan leluhur, kearifan leluhur. NUMPANG! INGET ITU!,” pria itu gemetar. Sisa hujan bikin lembab atap ilalang dan tiang bambu. Laron berputar, thowaf mengelilingi cahaya petromaks. Tak ada listrik PLN di sini. Di bukit terpencil lebih dari 1000mdpl, lebih dari 2000km dari Jakarta, lebih dari 1100km dari desa kelahiranku di tepi hutan jati.

Negara yang diurus pemerintahan macam ini fungsinya apa kalau bukan ngribetin hidup orang ya? Sebelum ada Indonesia adanya wilayah Nusantara. Garis imajiner yang membentuk satu wilayah khusus, sebelumnya dibikin dengan semangat penaklukan raja di Jawa. Setelahnya pembagian kue jajahan orang Eropa demi dikeruk hasil bhuminya, diangkut semua untuk membangun negaranya masing-masing. Sebutlah Portugis, Belanda, Inggris, Perancis. Lantas pasca kemerdekaan siapa? Jepun? Cina? AS?

Nusantara, buaaaaaaaanyak suku bangsanya, dilihat etnografinya juga gak main-main jumlahnya. Pusing. Giliran jadi NKRI, kurikulum pendidikannya seragam, bahasa nasional menggantikan bahasa ibu dan memusnahkannya perlahan, agama yang diakui jadi berapa? Giliran agama penduduk aseli yang ratusan tahun bahkan 2000tahun sebelum masehi udah eksis, gak dianggap. Haknya disunat. Mau diakui sebagai WNI ya tinggal pilih aja, Islam? Kristen? Hindu? Mau gak mau ya itu. Agama emang cocok buat ngisi KTP aja sich. Nanti kurikulum pendidikannya menyesuaikan yang itu. Dan negara gak mau ribet di luar yang enam itu. Musingin kementerian nantinya.

Makanan pokoknya apa? Nasi. Padahal tak semua lahan di NTT potensial buat jadi sawah. Bajunya apa? Batik. HA HA HA HA katanya demi melindungi batik karena popularitasnya lagi naik secara global, batik ditarik jadi duta busana paling mewakili Indonesia? Lalu yang Manado cuma bisa mendelik, “JAWASENTRIS!”. Di sisi yang lain batik print Cina datang mengisi los-los pedagang kain pasar Klewer. Paradoksal.

Kita berkomitmen dengan Indonesia. YA! Demi cita-cita bersama. Tapi giliran masyarakat yang dari awal sudah ada di Nusantara punya komitmen untuk menjaga kearifan lokalnya, komunitas yang kini dianggap suku minoritas, mereka dipinggirkan. Karena untuk diakui sebagai WNI, gak peduli kamu keturunan apa, KK/KTP mu harus beragama yang tersedia di kolom, misal. Kamu kudu punya rumah (didomestifikasi) bermukim di suatu tempat, yang artinya tanah ulayatmu ribuan hektar dulu itu buat perusahaan sawit aja ya.

(nyela dikit soal minoritas)
TIDAK ADA MAYORITAS ATAU MINORITAS DI NKRI (gak ngerti gagasan GOBLOG DAN TOLOL siapa yang misahin kita jadi mayoritas dan minoritas, sehingga masalah berputar di situ, gesekan dipusatkan di situ. TOLOL!) Karena KITA semuanya minoritas, kalau dilihat dari spektrum keragaman suku bangsanya. Jawa pun hanya sekian persen dari populasi. Suku di Pulau Jawa sendiri ada banyak macam, bahasanya beda-beda, sistem kepercayaannya gak sama. Batak, Bajo, Bugis, Maratua, dll. Kita semua ini minoritas, sama minoritasnya kayak “Cina insecure” yang dikit-dikit sensi karena Basuki Tjahaya Purnama dikafirin dan kalah Pilgub kemarin, katanya inilah akhir dari kebhinnekaan (mbahmu!). Gini ya, Ko, kita sama minoritasnya kalau udah urusan kepentingan publik, semua kalah sama yang megang wilayah dan atur regulasi, yang atur regulasi kalah sama pemilik modal. Kalau urusan diinjek, sama aja kita ini, sama-sama hidup susah. Jadi Dayak susah, tengoklah saudara kita di Borneo sana. Jadi Bali susah, liat orang Bali tu ngeri aja, habis mereka itu terdesak bisnis besar pariwisata di sana. Jadi Islam dicurigai terus, memeluk Kapitayan terancam gak punya KTP. Anak SMP gak dibolehin ujian karena dia nganut kepercayaan leluhurnya kan kemarin?
Orang malnutrisi di NTT itu banyak kalau sudah tiba musim kering memuncak, dan ini masuk bulan-bulan itu. Tapi siapa yang peduli sama yang terus kegencet gini?

Pada ngomongin Pancasila dan Bhinneka Tunggal Ika, satu kubu merasa gagasan itu salah karena gak mewakili ide sebagian right wing Islamist, kubu lain merasa gagasan itu kudu dijejalkan sebagai bagian dari self-defens terhadap perpecahan, yang kalau ditilik ulang, malah cuma untuk melecah-lecah juga. Gagasan tadi cuma buat menyuarakan kepentingan satu pihak.


Orang bicara tentang sebuah gagasan hebat soal Indonesia tapi gak pernah ngajak semua rakyat yang terpisah di banyak teritori yang lebih banyak di-cover lautan. Urusan ngerampok sumber daya alam ngomongnya demi pembangunan, dan kudu MANUT! Kalau gak manut desa dibakar sama preman dan tentara. Urusan sawah dan sumber air dirusak, warga protes gila-gilaan, ibu-ibu semen kakinya di depan Istana. Giliran dibolehin masuk Istana, RI satu hanya, “JANGAN BAWA-BAWA URUSAN DAERAH KE PUSAT!” (BGST!)
Lalu kita saksikan saking sudah tak ada yang gubris si Ibu desa pergi ke negara asal pabrik yang mau nambang di situ, nyari perhatian, memohon kemurahan hati, karena saudaranya yang jadi puncak pimpinan gak punya nurani.

Emang, Bapak pernah ngerasa butuh Indonesia?

“Ada gak ada tidak ada bedanya. Tapi kita hormati kita punya pimpinan. Jika maunya wilayah kita bagian dari Indonesia ya kita bisa apa. Terserah saja.”

Hidup Bapak susah?

“Susah gak susah. Disyukuri. Kita kerja setiap hari buat hidup kita.”

Menjadi bagian Indonesia susah?

“HA HA HA HA! Kita punya leluhur hormati. Kita lahir di tanah ini, mati di tanah ini. Indonesia ada kepentingan di sini silakan. Tapi rumah kita atapnya dibikin tinggi, cuma pintu dibikin rendah. Sehingga semua orang masuk rumah, tundukkan kepala dan bungkukkan badan. Bukan kita orang gila hormat, kita hormati tamu, tapi jangan lupa pemilik rumah punya aturan. Aturan itu pagar sejauh apa siapa saja boleh berbuat apa.”


“Kita hidup harus ada itu. Jika tak punya, hancurlah kita.”

MINGGU ini sempat membaca sebuah akun social media berisi gugatan orang Melayu yang protes keras tentang terpinggirkannya mereka. Sejumlah sejarah kelam diuraikan semasa pemerintahan bergulir. Sialnya, Jawa kena caci maki lagi. Ada benar dari literatur yang ada tentang sejarah itu. Tapi motif akun ini apa?
Apakah kita sudah siap jika misal 20tahun mendatang NKRI pecah jadi 50bagian. Bukan jadi negara federal, tapi referendum untuk bercerai.

Kalau orang pikir traveling itu gagasan paling nyenengin dalam hidup? Kadang nemu kayak gini, dan itu neraka lain yang kalau sukses bikin gelisah, gelisahnya sampai kepala mau pecah.

Hmmmmmmaaaa…. mmmmmmaa~ mari kembali berkutat dengan kekhasan ibu kota yang selo bener hidup seleb-twitdernya memenuhi udara dengan perdebatan receh macam catcalling itu pelecehan atau bukan lagi yuk anak-anak liber manja~
atau ada jamaah tumblr-iyah yang mau musingin dan ngomentarin akun IG anak muda lain yang lagi pamer bodi dan gak pakai jilbab syar'i?

Yang di daerah mari kita lupain~ terbang kita mengejar UFO!

(lmao @ the original image i painted not getting saved but i’m too upset to redo it now ahahaha)

So I made this blog back in 2013 when I was bored and wanted something to do. I told few people about it because it was mainly a place I could look at pictures of Panic At The Disco, SHINee, and Naruto (quite the combination, I know). I then let a few people I went to school with follow it and I started getting more followers. I was stuck at 100 followers for a year and a half-ish until all of a sudden more people started following me because of some concert photos (and a picture of Andy Hurley and I) I posted. But even after that, I was sitting at around 300/400 followers. It wasn’t until this past spring that I made a dumb BTS post that some popular blog reblogged that ended up drawing people to my blog??? And here I am today, 8581 posts later with 1013 followers. I still don’t really get it, but I guess I’m not complaining lmao. I’ve met some super cool artists and friends on here that I’m extremely thankful for. Mutuals or not, I really appreciate you following me and interacting with me. From the kind messages in my inbox to the reblogs on my art, I thank you. 

I follow 486 blogs on here (a lot of them are mutual), and I wanna shout them out because y’all make my dash exciting af. I love you guys so much. Thanks again <3


Olivia (aka sugasmixtaepe aka the girl who cries about naruto yoongi/black haired yoongi/yoongi in general)

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Tulisan : Kamu Tidak Bisa Menyelamatkan Semua Orang!

Kalau ada sebuah kapal besar tenggelam di tengah lautan dan kamu termasuk penumpang di dalamnya. Kamu bisa berenang dan ingin menyelamatkan penumpang yang lain. Sekuat apapun keinginanmu untuk menyelamatkan semua orang, kamu tidak bisa menyelamatkan semuanya. Kamu hanya bisa menyelamatkan dirimu sendiri dan mungkin hanya beberapa orang yang bisa kamu jangkau. Kalaupun ada sekoci, sekoci tak mampu menampung semua orang.

Hidup dan pilihan memang bisa setragis itu. Itulah yang seringkali saya hadapi. Mungkin teman-teman tidak akan pernah mengira bahwa ketika menulis tentang sesuatu, itu tidak semata-mata sebagai buah pikiran. Saya seringkali riset, kalau tidak bisa dikatakan riset, bisa dikatakan saya jalan-jalan dan ketemu orang.

Saya percaya dan mengimani bahwa setiap orang itu layaknya sebuah buku. Masing-masing sedang menulis ceritanya sendiri. Dan rasa ingin tahu saya mendorong untuk membaca buku-buku itu, dengan bertanya dan berdiskusi. Beberapa orang bersedia membacakan kisah hidupnya, beberapa orang tidak mau membacakan tapi membolehkan saya untuk membacanya sendiri, dan lebih banyak yang tidak ingin dibaca kisah hidupnya.

Perjalanan-perjalanan saya sejauh ini mengantarkan saya pada perasaan haru. Saya mengingat bagaimana setiap orang berjuang dengan diri dan hidupnya sendiri, perjuangan yang berbeda-beda, perjuangan yang kasat mata, perjuangan yang membuat dirinya merasa menjadi orang yang paling pilu kisahnya. Dan bagi saya, saya belajar bahwa ternyata begitu banyak orang yang tidak lebih beruntung dari saya dan perjuangan saya belum ada apa-apanya dibandingkan orang lain.

Kenyataan yang membuat saya begitu sedih adalah kenyataan bahwa keinginan saya untuk menolong mereka (orang-orang yang membolehkan saya membaca kisahnya) tidak bisa saya lakukan. Saya tidak bisa menolong mereka semua sekaligus, saya hanya bisa memilih untuk menolong satu-dua diantaranya. Lainnya, saya hanya bisa membacanya saja. Tanpa bisa berbuat apa-apa.

Ada batas-batas yang tidak bisa dilalui dan dijangkau, batas imajiner yang membuat hubungan saya dan orang tersebut tidak bisa ditemukan titiknya. Apabila batas itu dilanggar, maka masalah baru akan timbul. Saya ingin menolong tapi tidak bisa. Itu adalah perasaan yang paling menyiksa saya hingga hari ini. Sebagai upaya saya menemaninya, saya menuliskan kisahnya dalam bahasa saya sendiri. Memberikan sedikit pengetahuan bahwa dia tidak sendirian.

Satu tulisan yang lahir adalah himpunan dari begitu banyak dan panjangnya kisah hidup seseorang. Perasaan-perasaan duka dan bahagia terangkum menjadi kata-kata. Saya berusaha menuliskannya kembali dengan hati dan hati-hati.


dalam perjalanan menulis Arah Musim.