life’s sad because you fuck up once and everyone judges you. they hate you for that one mistake. like they would only love you if you were perfect. and it sucks because they leave. you fuck up and they leave you without warning. get one thing wrong in your life and you’re marked forever. imperfect. ruined. crushed.
it’s unfair, but it’s true. & hey, I guess whoever said life wasn’t fair is right.
I want a cute long distance relationship….one with the person of my dreams….who will facetime me every night and sleep on facetime with me and tell me im beautiful and when we finally get to meet he will never let me go…….
I am so ready to give up. I am right on the fucking verge.
I’m not making any progress and what? There’s less than 48 hours until it’s over. Until I’m done. I’ve put into every run the same amount of try. The same amount of effort. Then recently every time I do it I’m messing up? That doesn’t make sense to me. What do I need to do? What am I doing wrong. I feel like once it’s over, it’s over this AND that. It’s not fucking fair. When am I gonna do good for myself? When am I going to get what I WANT.