im-so-sorry-that-this-is-what-you-know-me-for

gsmudkip  asked:

I like how no one is questioning me tagging them on the making the oc story even more devistatingn

Sometimes people are busy with whatever they’re doing, maybe they didn’t check their notifs yet, maybe they don’t have time to give you some sort of feedback, maybe they don’t know what to say…

It’s not anything personal.

anonymous asked:

Yo yo yo!!! Ur seeing the boys! Im so happy for u:)) mind me asking where ur seats are? Jst curious, i mean Regardless im sure you'll have a blast ~(@,@)~ hahaha did u like my little emoji thing of u having a blast cause ur so shook lmao im so weird sorry but yeah happy for ya girl!

I am!! And thank you so much :”) My seat is GA standing (im gonna die) I can’t wait to see these boys perform live, it’s gonna be life changing I just know it. LMAO that emoji is meeee!!! Shook to the max. You aren’t weird! Thank you for stopping by, you’re so sweet! ♡

Originally posted by delightfullyfree95

(holy shit  if i see this^^ live O___O )

anonymous asked:

You want a fanfic about you? Here it is. (I'm so sorry. (I assumed your gender IM SORRY)It's horrible.) An artist. Thats what she was. She moulded words like clay and used her sentences to make a sculpture. She was a beautiful writer and will never know just how much we appreciate her. She was a light in the dark shining bright and never flickering. She along with many others guided her ship home through the darkness of hate and we are all thankful. We appreciate you.

I was in the middle of my AP LIT class when I saw this, and I promise you that I almost cried when I was reading it :’) But before I could, I had to read/act out Polonius’ lines from Hamlet, so I had to get my act together and become a man (figuratively for acting purposes). I wish I could hug you for writing this for me because this is just too sweet!!! I can’t thank you enough 😭😭 I’m always so self conscious about my writings and when I get feeback like this, it just…ughhhhh it turns me into such an emotional piece of trash 😂 I just…thank you so much! I wish I could give you the world, but sadly that’s impossible 😢 You are literally too sweet for this world, Anon 😙

Originally posted by xxfanaticloviesxx

anonymous asked:

I know you probably don't want to talk about MEA anymore, but Michael Gamble favorited some of the #MakeJaalBi tweets and posted what seemed to be a response to the tag. so if anything, we know our voices are being heard

yeah they “heard” our voices after the first three ME games and then proceeded to do… nothing. at all. i dont give a shit what one guy does on twitter, it looks like there are some massive structural and leadership issues at bioware montreal and they need to fix their shit. im not interested in limp half-hearted apologies from one dude who probably isnt to blame for it all in the first place, considering aforementioned issues that are going on at bioware. 

something is fucking rotten at the heart of this all and some guy saying “oh sorry” is noooot going to help. 

Honestly i know i say this a lot

But thank you for the support you guys im so happy with what i do and with Dragonball and everything

I get really excitable easily and im sorry about that
Im just having so much fun

@slanax @hella-adventurers @sdascension @prismportrait @tenkaichii @ale-draws-things @copperplatescript @commoner64 @donttrustbirds @fuguhui-8 @ronniejayneosgood @kitwinters0199 @starxofxjustice you guys mean the world to me. Thank you for all the love and support

So anyways, I'm crying, haha

I posted that selfie photo set…My sister came up behind me, yelling so my parents could hear:

“Why are you taking pictures of yourself??? And posting them online????”

My Mom sighed: “Lissa, don’t post pictures of yourself online…”

Than stopped herself. She than continued:

“Actually, y'know what, fucking go ahead.”

She looked at me and laughed. I hate it when she smiles at me like that.

“If you get murdered, just remember what Mommy told you so I’m the last thought on your mind.”

And than just continued on with life, being cute and flirting at my Dad, pretending I don’t exist as usual.

yuggum  asked:

I just found out all my friends are going to a different high school than me and i know nobody where im going and i want to die (nr) and i dont know what to do. Im really socially awkward so im kinda stressed. HELP! (P.S. What other kpop groups do you stan male/female?)

my love i am so sorry!!! i wish i was at school with you so i could be with you! i have had to change schools 3 times but i promise it will all work out!!! dm me if you want!! i am here to talk to if you want :)

and my top groups are

  • got7
  • nct
  • twice
  • monsta x
  • blackpink
  • pristin
  • seventeen
  • day6

i listen and know A LOT of groups but those are some of my favs

my ult bias is Winwin from NCT :)

Originally posted by jaesbum

anonymous asked:

hey im feeling really empty and tired of living and i just how do you keep going i feel like i need to keep living for all these people but just i dont want to do it anymore im so tired theres no point to it all and im just so lonely

Hi fren.

I am so sorry you are feeling this way and I want you to know I get this. For the past two days I have felt so bad and so worthless, I keep asking myself: why keep going? Let me tell you why I do and what I hope I can give to you to help you in this hard and dark time.

I stay alive for the new adventures I am going to have with friends and myself. I stay alive for moving to Portland and living in a small little apartment. I stay alive for Josh and Tyler in hopes that I will continue to be proud of them, share my voice and maybe one day thank them for all that they do. I stay alive for people, not because I feel I must, but because I can’t imagine seeing them without me. Staying alive sometimes is my only purpose, my kitchen sink.

I am not saying that you have to stay with us because we demand you do. No, that is too much to ask and that is selfish. You are validated for your pain and for how you feel. You do not need to be told you are being too much or just having an “off” day. I want you to know that even on your darkest days you are still validated so much and should feel all these emotions.

What do you love? I love to paint, listen to my vinyls, talk to people, also love baths. Find something that you love and try to channel all the pain and the loneliness you feel. No matter what you do, do it so you can feel everything and let it all go as best and as the way you want it.

Tyler took his own pain, his demons, his need to leave this earth and turned it into music. “i need something to kill me” to “i want to say hello”. You do not need to be a musician to have this moment. I am still in the grey zone between wanting to live and be happy and wanting to disappear into the universe. I want to say hello one day and I hope you do too.

Josh turned his life into drumming with a passion, sharing his own struggles with anxiety, being a bright light for a lot of people. Him and Tyler have come to show us that hey, we do not have to be okay. We are allowed to hurt and to greet these emotions. 

I want you to know the following:

  • I love you
  • You matter in this world
  • The pain will pass in time, I promise
  • no matter what, you are valid.
  • I will always listen to you and be here
  • Never forget that each day is a new one

Thank you for reaching out to me, I hope that what I have shared has been somewhat helpful. You are worth more than the pain that you feel. Never let that go, feel the emotions. I love you, stay alive. One day at a time, that is all you can do.

xx

Originally posted by jxhslerclxque

anonymous asked:

idk if im genderfluid...? i like feminine things but i've never seen myself as a girl or at least as just a girl, i feel like i'm somewhere in between and i don't experience dysphoria i don't think but sometimes the idea of having a body in general is uncomfortable to me? i think that has more to do w/ trauma but, idk, and i know u dont *need* labels but how do i know for sure what i am? like sometimes i feel like im masculine but. i dont know if that just makes me a tomboy. idk idk idk

Hi there. First of all, I’m not the expert of gender, because I identify as a CIS female, so I’m sorry if this advice isn’t the best. Being genderfluid mean that you can go inbetween different genders, right? You don’t have to experience certain stereotypes to fit into a gender. <3

im gay,,

“ah, president, what are you doing out so late?” framed by the vibrant pink of the neon sign behind gave the illusion of him being some sort of angel. the way he stood, looking down on the other with that soft but curious smile only added to the image of being something otherworldly.

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having taken a few classes on islam and judaism in school, what i find most interesting about christianity is it’s the only abrahamic religion that explictly states, in its religious texts, that only followers of that specific religion can go to heaven. like

islam states in the qur’an that christians and jews are going to heaven because they believe in the same god (it calls christians and jews “people of the book” i.e. the bible) and islam is not as petty as christianity

judaism doesn’t even have believing in god as a requirement for most people to go to heaven (in my understanding according to judaism you have to believe in god if you’re jewish, but if you’re not jewish it boils down to obeying the 7 of the 10 commandments that do not involve god. my knowledge of judaism is not as extensive as my knowledge of christianity or islam though so if i have any jewish followers who can correct me if i’m wrong let me know)

but in christianity you have to accept jesus, or you’re not going to heaven. and christians constantly paint their religion as more benevolent than others. nah son your religion is explictly less benevolent than others.

rant about thai k-idols

okay so,,, i’ve seen A LOT of ppl using a thai idol’s real name as if it’s normal (esp in fanfics) and as a person who grew up in thailand and is thai,,, that is actually very awkward. a thai person is born w a first name, last name, and nick name. the nick name is the name you will be called by throughout your whole life and many of your friends would prob never know your full name tbh. your full name is only used in official papers and business type situations. for example, in school, the teacher would call you by your first name and your nickname (it depends what they’re saying,, if it’s roll call or smth like that it’s your first name!!) i’m going to use ten as an example, so bare with me. if you’re friends w ten, you would never call him ‘chittaphon’. not even his family would call him ‘chittaphon’. it’s really just used for MAINLY official papers. please just call your thai idol by their nickname (which is most likely their stage name). i’m sure this is hard to understand bc different culture,, but i’m honestly rly uncomfortable w it??? it’s okay that you’ve been ignorant to this, but i hope you guys learned something new!! feel free to msg me for any questions!

there’s something about even’s little nod in this scene 

because even knows. he’s not oblivious, he notices the way isak reacts to his presence, to him. he’s been noticing him for weeks, weeks before they first met. he saw the way isak was when he came over to his place the previous week, he saw the look in his eyes, the light in his eyes, he saw the way he smiled and laughed, he noticed the changes in his voice. he probably memorized his facial expressions and the things he said last friday. kept replaying them in his mind every single day, in class, before going to bed, when he was with other people 

earlier in that episode, when he came to give isak his snapback, in a matter of seconds, he understood that isak hadn’t told his friends he had gone to his place, he understood that he didn’t want them to know. because he sees and understands. he remembered the cardamom on the cheese toasties five weeks later, how they were sitting on the floor of his room as they ate them, he remembered isak saying he had a drop of water in his throat, he remembered isak talking about parallel universes. because he pays such close attention to isak and the way he looks and moves and speaks and all the things he says

do you think that even, who saw this boy on the first day of school, who was probably looking forward to seeing him even when it was just at school, in public, in rooms and hallways with other students, would not notice how isak was acting? notice the way he’s been looking at him the moment he showed up at his place for the pregame? the way he starred at him when he kissed sonja and looked at him straight in the eyes? how tensed he was as he told him about sonja and how they’d been together for years? the intonation of his voice as he said his okay’s (been together since we were 15. okay. can’t dump her. okay). do you think that even who’s been desperately trying to spend time alone with this boy he was falling for would not notice the smile that spread all over isak’s face when he realized that even was messing with him, the smile he was trying to stop it, in vain? do you think he would not sense his attraction to him? the vulnerability?

of course even notices. and since he came to see isak in his kitchen, he’s only been kidding, pretending not to be serious. but with that little nod, he grows more serious. with that little nod, it’s like he’s saying i see you, i see it, i’ve seen you for a while. it’s reassuring. it’s okay. it’s understanding. i know, isak. i know. me too

yoi fanfic rec list

hey guys, i promised to recommend you a few victuuri fanfics and here goes the list!

FLUFF:

When He’s Not Even Trying by qwartooty (2,8k words, chapters 1/1)

“Do you have any kinks?”
Viktor looked down at Phichit, surprised. “Excuse me?”
“Fetishes. Turn-ons. Things that make you go, ‘Oooh! Wow! Yeah!’”
“I know what a kink is. Why are you asking me that kind of question?”
“Don’t look so scandalized. It’s for my psychology project. Which I just told you about, but you were too busy drooling over Yuuri to listen,” Phichit said.

One Night to Blow by qwartooty (3k words, chapters 1/1)

Victor’s and Yuri’s bachelor parties (incl. Victor throwing money at pole dancing Yuuri)

Stupidly Happy With You by qwartooty (3k words, chapters 1/1) 

“You have that stupid look on your face again,” Yurio said, skating up to where Viktor was watching Yuuri.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Viktor said, putting on a very deliberate frown.
“Face it- Katsudon is sucking the cool right out of you.“
“He’s not sucking anything out of me.”
“Ohoho?” Phichit glided by them with a gleefully scandalized look on his face.

i’m not upset by bixgchan (2,5k words, chapters 2/2)

Yuuri-is-only-mine-please-back-off (aka possessive! Victor)

Addicted (to the taste of you) by smudgesofink (6k words, chapters 1/1)

post ep. 7 universe, dinner with friends (Phichit, Chris etc.) after the Cup of China: Yuuri can’t focus on anything other than Victor, incl. lots of teasing, lots of making out

From The Moon by ButterBeerBitch (5k words, chapters 1/1)

that one time Victor finds out why Yuuri has never let him inside his bedroom

Look & See by icterine (3,5k words, chapters 1/1)

This year, Victor Nikiforov falls in love at the Grand Prix Banquet. He’s so glad he decided to show up.

kairosclerosis by celestialfics (1k words, chapters 1/1)

St Petersburg, domestic Victuuri - this should explain it all :)

Unwritten by kaizuka (34k words, chapters 6/6) - a total classic

Soulmates AU where whatever you write on your own skin appears on your soulmate.

SMUT:

Patience by martialartist816 (3,5k words, chapters 1/1)

"You said you wanted me to do something that would excite you.” Yuuri’s voice sounded cool and even above him. Victor suspected he wore a small smile. “This is what I thought of.”

Russians Do It Differently by martialartist816 (3k words, chapters 1/1)

Victor doesn’t understand the concept of personal space. Yuuri isn’t complaining.

Appreciation by anonymous (4k words, chapters 1/1)

Victor takes care of Yuuri after the Cup of China

the batb tag rn

50% of the fandom: 😍😍😍DAN STEVENS'😱😵😰GROWL 😷😷 🙌👏👏🙏🙏🙏🙌🙌 G OT ME PREGNANT💦💦🤰👼👼😩😩🔥🍼 🍼IT WAS THE 🔥🔥🔥HO TTEST 🤤🤤🤤😷😰😰THING EV E R📣📣‼️❗️ ‼️ ❗️❗️💘💘I D I E D💀💀⚰️⚰️ 😵😵😵NO DISNEY MO VIE🙅🙅🚫 🎬🏰👑 HA S EVER👀🗣🗣😱 MADE ME 😤😤😤SO SE XUALLY😜😛 💦💦🍌🍆 🍑🍑🍑FRU STRATED 😤😤😫😫 😷🔥🔥💧💯IM R EADY DAN 🤤🤤😜 😜💦 💯 🍌🍌BEAS T DADDY😫 😫😫🍑 🙌👉👌💯💯

the other 50%: 😭😷🎶🎶🎶🎵🎵🎵EVERMORE😭😭😫🙌🙌 DESTROYED😫😫💥☄️ 💣🕯 ⚱️M YS OUL☠️☠️ ☠️I H AVE🤧🤧DR OWNED😭🌊🌊⚓️ 🙌🙏IN A PO O L😭😭😫 O F MY OWN🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️ T EARS 😭😭💧😫😫💧💧AN D🙏IF IT DOES N T🙅🙅‍♂️😫😫🗣👂WIN 🏆🏆😫🏆 🏆🏆🎗 🥇🥇A D AMN😡😡📣📣🗯O SCAR🎻 🎻💰💎🏆🏆 🎬🥇I WILL😡 😤😤FUCKING F IGHT 🤺🤺😤🗡 🏹🥊 🥊📣🔫🔫🔫🔪⚔️⚔️ ALL YOU😡😤😡👀 H O E S🖕🖕💪🤛🤛❌❌™

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SHELTER. (2016) || shigeru is message to his daugther.  

To Rin - From : Dad ヾ There was just so little time left after you were born. I don’t know how much love I managed to pour into raising you after your mother died… But your smile kept me going. (^_^) I would like to have come with you, but I couldn’t. I wanted you to forget everything and move on… I knew you’d be alright. But you’ll get lonely, and remember. I know you’ll grow strong, and read this letter some day. I really wish we could have spent more time together. I’m sorry. You were so young back then, too young to understand what they meant. So let me repeat…
My final words to you…..”

I need to be reassured all the time that I’m wanted and that you love me and that you’re not mad at me because everyone I’ve ever loved has left already and if another person drops out of my life without an explanation I don’t know what I’ll do.
SuperCorp Convo (11)
  • Kara: tell me about your childhood
  • Lena: ._.
  • Kara: ... you know, what were the games you played-
  • Lena: ._.
  • Kara: toys you had-
  • Lena: ._.
  • Kara: tv shows you watched????
  • Lena: um... yeah I'm sorry I got nothing
  • Kara: ...you know what? you've got me now
  • *whisks Lena away to live the childhood she nEVER HAD, THEY PLAY HIDE AND SEEK AND CUDDLE WHILE WATCHING SHITTY CARTOONS AND IM A FUCKING MESS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH*