• What John says:I'm fine
  • What John means:Let me open this bottle of whisky to watch a 3 minute video of the only person I have ever loved completely with everything that I was, which wasn't much because why else would he leave me alone and even now, after all this time he's the only person who makes me laugh oh god I love him, I love him, I love him and it hurts and it doesn't stop please come back for me please.....

just take a moment to breathe. in through your nose, out through your mouth :)