how do i convey the feelings of im tired im horrified of school but now im in a really weird mood where i genuinely want to be all Cool and have crushes and be super gay but then i look on 8 tracks and literally every mix is by straight ppl for straight ppl and idk man! i have to look up pricefield in order to find good mixes and even then its just.Sad i guess im sad im too depressed to like people im too depressed to make music mixes or make anything and in the rare instance that i actually feel something other than fear, paranoia, anxiety, or Emptiness it gets crushed by the fact that the world doesnt like people like me! idk


i love paul yore’s artwork so much. its fucking amazing and yummy and he inspires me.

today he told me to not care about what people think, that its good not to fit in, and just keep drawing.. and ugh.. that made me feel so much better about not getting in to that university. 

one of my inspirations gave me such good advice.. and i didnt even ask him. he just messaged me randomly. i feel like i can do anything if i dont let others bring me down (i sound so fuckin cliche but w/e). i am happy.

im so jealous of the ones that are in love. not fake love, or just being infatuated with someone. like actually being in love. knowing everything about each other and being able to just stand back and look at someone who thinks you’re perfect. not wanting to be anywhere else but with one person. the feeling must be so scary and yet the best thing in the world. i wonder what its like. 

anonymous asked:

how do you get a 100 on a nursing test???????

You lean into the test real close, cuddle the test, you talk to the test, you stare at it longingly, you talk to the test, you listen to it, you cherish it, make almost love to the test (try not to get a paper cut), you romance the test, you give the test a chaste kiss, and then you fuck the test for all its fucking worth. 


Hey guess what!

99.9% of the universe is empty space.

Like most of everything is nothing.

So like

you’re this super rare thing

‘cause you’re a something

amongst all this nothing

I think that’s a pretty big accomplishment, don’t you?

Congratulations on existing, it’s a rare thing

to, you know

be a thing.